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February 26, 2008 at 12:00 AM
hey long time no review/see. Let's just say things turned...interesting w/ RL there for a while. just gotta keep up with eye of the storm, ya know?
So. Fear. and guilt. bad trip, dude. and with denial masquerading as anger...especially paradoxical, since both naruto and sasuke seem to go to such lengths to inject blankness into their perception of their own emotions or the apparent lack thereof. that backfires pretty bad, doesn't it? such is the way of all self incurred, subconsciously produced cages. closed circuit. well set in patterns. doubly reinforced by the environment. strong grounds for addiction to depression (masochism, sense of emptiness and indifference, helplessness). yet. Frustration is the key. you can spin out of control for only so long. survival dictates you must snap out of it at some point. especially when dealing with control freaks, which sasuke already is, and naruto can't help but become since the need of control over his self, circumstances etc. must prevail in order for him to move on (i think that is already evident in naruto's attempt in what he thinks is leveling the playing field b/w him and his rapist- he's healing much faster; sasuke..is almost going nowhere-he's too far gone inside this life that "isn't so bad", as itachi puts it - naruto, his mirror image, is the only truth he can see - naruto is a way for sasuke to come to terms w/ his own private hell and to acknowledge it for what it truly is, i.e. NOT normalcy) . of course - that is a slippery slope; double edged sword if you may. the end result, i.e. the changes thus incurred, will be drastic and virtually invisible to the 'naked' eye, so to speak. there will always be a basic personality skeleton, but the person that breathed and thought before the system short circuited will have long been gone.
looking forward to the next chapter, and hope all is well w/ you.
So. Fear. and guilt. bad trip, dude. and with denial masquerading as anger...especially paradoxical, since both naruto and sasuke seem to go to such lengths to inject blankness into their perception of their own emotions or the apparent lack thereof. that backfires pretty bad, doesn't it? such is the way of all self incurred, subconsciously produced cages. closed circuit. well set in patterns. doubly reinforced by the environment. strong grounds for addiction to depression (masochism, sense of emptiness and indifference, helplessness). yet. Frustration is the key. you can spin out of control for only so long. survival dictates you must snap out of it at some point. especially when dealing with control freaks, which sasuke already is, and naruto can't help but become since the need of control over his self, circumstances etc. must prevail in order for him to move on (i think that is already evident in naruto's attempt in what he thinks is leveling the playing field b/w him and his rapist- he's healing much faster; sasuke..is almost going nowhere-he's too far gone inside this life that "isn't so bad", as itachi puts it - naruto, his mirror image, is the only truth he can see - naruto is a way for sasuke to come to terms w/ his own private hell and to acknowledge it for what it truly is, i.e. NOT normalcy) . of course - that is a slippery slope; double edged sword if you may. the end result, i.e. the changes thus incurred, will be drastic and virtually invisible to the 'naked' eye, so to speak. there will always be a basic personality skeleton, but the person that breathed and thought before the system short circuited will have long been gone.
looking forward to the next chapter, and hope all is well w/ you.
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February 22, 2008 at 12:00 AM
GAH! Friggin hell! It was such a bad idea to start reading this fic at 2 AM! >< Ooo, and I was so sleepy too, but I had the first chapter up and I wanted to read SOME of it...and I ended up reading it ALL in one HOUR! Holy cosmos...this is the first time I absolutely have NO idea where a fic is going at all. I think this story sort of stole a part of my soul... O.o if not a part of my mind because now I'm going to be hovering around everyday hoping for an update. 3:09 AM! 3:09!! And now I'm wide awake thanks to this fic...now I know better that to read it at night XD But, don't let that stop you from updating!! PLEASE continue this story as soon as humanly possible, I BEG you.
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February 21, 2008 at 12:00 AM
So cool and awesome, update soon!!
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February 21, 2008 at 12:00 AM
can't wait to find out what happens next!!!!! keep up the good work!!!!!
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February 21, 2008 at 12:00 AM
hi well i love your story it is amazingly trilling. i am wondering how Naruto and Sasuke make up, or if they make up at all wow it would be sad if they didn't *tear*, i love Itachi but not in this story he makes Sasuke feel bad and that's not nice... yay for you're story I'll be waiting for chapter 18. oh you should make another sex scene for fun
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February 20, 2008 at 12:00 AM
kyaaaa!! omgomgomg, you really know how to get the juices of anticipation flowing only to leave us hanging againnnn!!!! kyaa, but great update, dude. honestly, i love your cliffhanger style (i am a bit masochistic, after all)
sasu chickened out of the talk, naruto got a glimpse of sasu's fear but doesn't yet know how to interpret it, gaara's the most sane of the three (xD), and itachi DOES remember sasu's promise of "anything"??!!! *salivates in impatient anticipation!* (well, i am a bit of a sadist, too, ne?) i can't wait for the next chappieeeeee!!!!! (and for 10k hits! ^_~)
write more soon, hon!!!!
~ lg
sasu chickened out of the talk, naruto got a glimpse of sasu's fear but doesn't yet know how to interpret it, gaara's the most sane of the three (xD), and itachi DOES remember sasu's promise of "anything"??!!! *salivates in impatient anticipation!* (well, i am a bit of a sadist, too, ne?) i can't wait for the next chappieeeeee!!!!! (and for 10k hits! ^_~)
write more soon, hon!!!!
~ lg
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February 20, 2008 at 12:00 AM
Loved it I can't wait to read more so update soon.
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February 20, 2008 at 12:00 AM
Sweet goodness. I gotta say, I enjoy Sasuke's suffering. it's yummy.
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February 20, 2008 at 12:00 AM
Boy poor Sasuke just can't catch a break in this one.
I feel so bad for him because it seems that nobody cares about him, and because he had one wrong decision, he ruined someone elses life too.
I hope that somewhere along the line of this story, that he will be able to find some happiness.
No matter how long it takes for you to update, I am still committed to reading it as you update and I look forward to your next update.
I feel so bad for him because it seems that nobody cares about him, and because he had one wrong decision, he ruined someone elses life too.
I hope that somewhere along the line of this story, that he will be able to find some happiness.
No matter how long it takes for you to update, I am still committed to reading it as you update and I look forward to your next update.
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February 4, 2008 at 12:00 AM
Seriously, I'm a bad person, but I can't really feel sorry for Naruto.. No, wait. I feel sorry for him, but even more for Sasuke. He acts like a bastard, but he is not a real one, he is just hurt. Too deep. I love Uchihacest, GaaSasu and NaruSasu, band fics & AU, I'm sooo happy I can find it in this fic! Please, keep going! ^^