Love Me

Title: Love me
Anime: Naruto
Rating: Mature
Genre(s): Romance-Adventure-Action-Angst
Pairings: Kyuubi/shukaku and others (definitely some kaka/iru )


Legend

“ . . . . . . .” speech

‘ . . . . .. .’ thought


Love me

author:shinobiloverxxx


Chapter One: salvation


Kankurou huddled in the corner of the dank cold stone room, pain laced his whole body , it didn’t matter so long as they were safe, so long they would not be harmed by him. The bad man. Blood and semen dripped between his thighs, bruises and cuts adorned his lithe naked body, it was always worse when he tried to fight back. But he would endure so that his little brother and older sister would stay innocent and un-tainted, he would not let that monster hurt them as he hurt him. He would protect them from him, their father.

Two days kankurou stayed in that accursed room, laying in body fluids and dried blood. His body was healing slower then it usually did but that was probably because he didn’t want to live, the pain was to much. Yet he would make it through another day because they needed him to protect them, yet they did not even know of the danger they were in because he would not let them. Two times he had stopped there father the kazekage of suna from entering his sister temari’s room, two times had he saved her of being brutally taken and destroyed, two times had he thought he would die from the torture he endured. The brutal rape that was visited upon his being.

A sliver of light entered the room, the sound of feet entering clicked throughout the darkness, a pan was placed in front of him with water and a cloth

“Get cleaned up and dressed, you are needed for a mission” came the voice from an unknown person, perhaps they were one of his fathers henchmen. He never knew who it was considering he never saw there face, but he was sure they were male by there tone and height. Slowly taking the cloth in trembling hands kankurou set about the task of cleaning himself of the filth and grime that covered him, no matter how much he washed and cleaned himself the feeling of being unclean and dirty clung to him like a second skin. Standing after washing what he could kankurou dressed himself in his usual attire that concealed and hid that wounds that he had received. Walking slowly to the door he slid that fake persona of the sarcastic, carefree, humorous kankurou that everyone knew and loved. They never saw the scars that brutally ate away at his body and slowly devoured his soul, they didn’t want to see it. They didn’t care either way so long as it wasn’t affecting or hurting them, why should they care what happened to him. He wasn’t there son, there child that they had bore, plus they wouldn’t dare go against there kazekage.


Six months in konoha, they were there to better alliances with the delegates of the hidden leaf village. Kankurou almost smiled, they would be safe from that bastard and most of all he would be safe. He walked almost carefree through the forest that led to konoha, they would be there shortly and most of all they would be safe. Kankurou smiled at his little brother who in turn looked at him weirdly, yes there relationship as siblings had changed after the chuunin exams, but gaara was still learning how to deal with all his emotions. Sometimes he would do the most obscene things at any moment ,kankurou smirked as he remembered gaara walking up to him and holding his arms up in a fashion that children did when they wanted to be picked up and cuddled. He had complied with his brothers wishes knowing that this was what he needed. Gaara had become clingy in a way, he seemed to find great comfort in his big brothers arms and had told him on occasions that he had felt safe and protected. Kankurou just smiled and ruffled his hair at those moments, truly content and knew that his sacrifices were well worth it if only to keep his siblings safe from harm.


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As they entered konoha they were greeted by naruto and sasuke. The young uchiha looked like he always did, yet in his eyes hidden behind a shield of indifference a small flicker of contentment could be seen. Perhaps the burning hatred for his elder brother was no longer taking precedent over his life, he was finally learning to live for himself and his precious people.

“ Oi, gaara ,kankurou ,temari what took you so long man. I’ve been waiting like forever for you guys to show up. Tsunada-baba wants me to show you were you will be staying while your here, want to get some ramen after you settle in at ichiru’s.?” naruto said in his ever present hyper-ness, bouncing from foot to foot.
Kankurou shook his head in amusement, his brother did have a strange friend, but at least he had a friend.

“Come on dobe, lets hurry and take them to were they will be staying” sasuke said as he began to walk in the other direction

“ Don’t call me dobe you teme” naruto screamed at the fading figure of his team-mate, a chuckle the only sound that filled the afternoon air. Kankurou chuckled softly as he and his siblings began to follow the loud blonde, ‘finally a bed to sleep on and no one to disturb me’ kankurou thought silently .

The apartment they were staying in was modest and comfy, gaara had been indifferent as they picked sleeping arrangements, kankurou understood his brothers closed off personality very well. Gaara was trying to shield his emotions, he himself could not sleep do to the demon that he harbored. What gaara didn’t know was that on some occasions when he had accidentally fell asleep shukaku had stayed dormant for his sake. Kankurou also knew that his brother could communicate with the demon, he said nothing as he observed his brother in these moments. He seemed truly at ease with the demon as they spoke, he had heard his brothers first laugh in one of those moments.

Just as they were all getting ready to leave with naruto and sasuke a messenger ninja appeared at there door step

“Hokage-sama request for all of you, this includes naruto and sasuke to come to her office immediately” then the messenger disappeared in a whirlwind.

Kankurou had this bad feeling as they entered the hokages tower, something wasn’t right and it had something to do with his brother and naruto. As they entered the hokages office they were met by not only the hokage but the council members.

“We have come as you requested Hokage-sama” kankurou said as he and his siblings bowed there head in respect, of course naruto had to be loud about his entrance

“Oi baba what to you want” the sound of naruto shriek of fear could be heard as Tsunada stood and looked at him menacingly could be heard

“Silence gaki I have called you all here concerning you, naruto and you gaara. There have been fluxes in your power since the chuunin exams, we believe that your demons are trying to get out. That can not be allowed, I’m sorry but the council has decided that it would be in every ones interest if both of you were sealed in a specialized room to hold both shukaku and kyuubi.”

“No that will not happen and you are not touching my brother or shukaku, he has shown no intentions to wreck havoc. For crying out loud he lets gaara sleep once in a while all night with out leaving” kankurou shouted at the Hokage as he stood in front of his brother in a protective way

“You come next to by little brother and Hokage or not, I’ll kill you”.

To say Tsunada was shocked was a understatement, she was in awe. The weakest of the suna ninja thought to protect the strongest.

“The same goes for naruto” sasuke said his sharingan eyes swirling in agitation.

“That is enough” a voice that had not been there before said, all in the room turned to look at gaara. His head was bowed and his chakra was completely different, this was shukaku they were talking to know.

A blinding light exited gaara’s chest as he slumped to the floor, there standing next to him was the most beautiful creature any of the occupants in the room had ever seen. Deep red hair ran down the length of a lithe body stopping at his lower back, piercing dark emerald eye’s stared at Tsunada. The male was almost feminine in his beauty, dressed in a white simple tunic and a pair of light blue pants. Two swords on his back, he was deadly.

“ You will not touch my children. I have been locked away for the last twelve years for a crime I did not commit and my offspring have suffered from my being imprisoned. If you even try to I will wipe this village from the face of the earth after I destroy suna.”

To say that everyone was in a shock would be a understatement, shukaku was saying he was innocent and that the three deadly suna nin were his children. Finally getting back on track Tsunada was the first to ask a question. Naruto was strangely quite through all of this, no one notice except for sasuke and shukaku

“What do you mean by your children and that you are innocent”

“It’s quite simple, that bastard kazekage found me while I was in heat. When male demons that are bearers such as myself go into heat we become very weak, he forced upon me my first child temari. After the first child was born he kept me locked in a room similar to the one that you speak of, he visited me often to say the least. My second was born one year after my first, without the genjistu’s that are placed in all of them he looks the most like myself. His name is kankurou. My last child was the one I was sealed with in, gaara. In him I waited as my son was hurt in a way no one should be in order to protect his family, he is the strongest of all my children” All eye’s turned to kankurou, he looked away from them. They knew and he had tried so hard to hide it from them.

“Kankurou come with me I wish to have a look at you” Tsunada said, kankurou nodded slightly and followed her in the next room.


Two hours later Tsunada came in the room by herself, her face pale with horror.

“Good lord, how did he survive” Tsunada said as she looked at shukaku who was holding gaara protectively in his arms ,temari looked at the Hokage in confusion

“Survive what?” Tsunada looked at temari in shock, obviously the girl did not know of her brothers brutal rapes.

“ He was being raped wasn’t he” a voice said as all occupants turned to look at naruto, a red chakra was surrounding his body. Slowly taking form kyuubi appeared looking just as beautiful as shukaku. Blonde long hair high in a pony tail, two strands on either sides of his handsome face. Piercing clear baby blue eyes stared straight at Tsunada, he stood at least six and a half feet tall. Body compact and lean, a assassins body. Gently laying naruto on the chair next to him he slowly walked towards the Hokage, everyone in the room was still in there fright

“I am correct am I not. That boy was raped was he not. His soul is broken and yet he finds the strength to carry a smile when he is broken in two. He is truly strong, but aside from that you will not be imprisoning my son.”Kyuubi waited as they all stared at him in shock

“That is correct naruto is my son as is sasuke uchiha. They have different mothers of course, but never the less they are mine. And to set the record straight I never attacked konoha you attacked me first.”“

“That is lie, you attacked konoha” Tsunada said angrily as she glared at kyuubi who glared back

“The only reason I was coming to this village in the first place was because that bitch uchiha who had bore my first born was trying to kill him along with my adopted kit itachi. They were going to kill my first born son and heir to my throne, so tell me female if you knew your child was in danger would you not try to get to them as fast as possible. Well my demon form was the fastest and in my panic for the safety of my son’s life I came here in that form. A scout must have seen me and alerted the village for attack when all I wanted was my children, so in reality your village made the mistake and attacked me. It was only normal that I defend myself”

They were all in shocked especially sasuke. He was the demon kyuubi’s son and the village was the one that had made a mistake. Looking at kyuubi he was confused, if he was the kyuubi’s son how come he didn’t look like him. Naruto did. As if kyuubi heard his thoughts he turned to him

“You both have strong genjitsu’s on you just as shukaku’s children do.” Kyuubi turned and looked at shukaku who had a slightly waking gaara in his arms, the little boy shifted slightly before large aquamarine eyes shot open and small arms wrapped around the startled red heads neck

“Outosan” was heard as the small boy’s body shook with tears, shukaku’s arm lifted as he stroked the boy’s back soothingly

“Where’s aniki, is he alright, why does he smile of blood” the sound of gaara’s voice filled the once silent room, the sound of temari’s soft crying filled the room. Her brother had been brutally raped and she had not protected him, as if hearing gaara’s voice the door opened and kankurou entered the room without his usual face paint. The boy was beautiful, blood red hair much like gaara’s fell to the middle of his back. Forest emerald green eye’s stared at the occupants, a small smile adorned his handsome face as he walked towards shukaku and his little brother

“How are you gaara, you are un-hurt.” he said as he reached out and gently ruffled the younger boy’s unruly red short hair, sitting gently next to shukaku and temari he looked at his elder sister and was confused as to why she was crying

“Oi temari what’s with the water works, gaara’s safe so every-things alright” he said in his smooth deep rich voice, a gentle smile splaying across his almost angelic features. Temari stood abruptly and looked at kankurou with tears streaming down her cheeks

“How can you smile after what has happened to you, why would you put yourself through that. Why kankurou, why didn’t you tell me”

“And what could you have done temari, what could you have done to stop the kazekage. Tell me that. He tried to go in your room an I stopped him, hell he had already had me so why would I let my older sister and little brother be tainted like me. What could you or gaara have done to survive what he did, I highly doubt that you would have survived the torture even before he actually got to the rape.” Kankurou was furious after all he had done she was acting as if his sacrifices meant nothing
“Could you have survived been four years old and having the man that was suppose to be your father choke you while forced himself on you tell me temari what would you do when he told you that your little brother who only wanted affection would suffer ten times as much as this if he ever took him. What would you have done if he told you in detail how he would torture them and take both your most precious people, how he would taint them and brake them so that they were little more then empty husk of what they were. And knowing that every time you fought the worse it would be, you think that I just lay there and let him rape. At first I fought back but after the tenth time that he let all his jonnin take there pleasure of me in what ever way they wanted I would rather be a shell. Tell me could you survive that, well I did so that you two would be safe. I would die before I let anything happen to my family, so I endured what I had to so that you and gaara would be safe.” With that said kankurou disappeared in a flash of smoke, tears streamed down his face as he raced through the forest of konoha to clear his head. In his anguish he didn’t feel the presence of the kazekages men, by the time he did it was to late.