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Think of me

By: FaithVandom
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 2
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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Think of me

Name: Think of me
Pairing: Naruto and Gaara
Rating: NC-17
Summarie: Gaara is thinking on the night events, to discover that maybe he isn't the monster he thought he was.

Authors Note: Well this is my first Naruto fanfic ever!!! I love Naruto and my favprite character is Gaara. So that's the why of this fic. Anyway reviews will be very appreciate. This is a two shot, the first from Gaara's pov and then from Narutos.
Another thing, English is not my first language and this fic isn't beta so, forgive me my lack of good spelling or grammar. Enjoy!!!
Don't forget to review!!

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Think of me


His head was resting in the naked shoulder of his…friend? Lover? He didn’t know for certain. His face was close to the neck, but apart from his head there wasn’t any other part of his body in complete contact with him. The left arm encircling his waist trying to bring him close didn’t count, since it wasn’t his. He didn’t dare to touch that arm or to put his in the cover abdomen nor he dare to close the small gap between the two naked bodies and make contact with him.
It wasn’t as if he was afraid or as if he didn’t want to do it. He was never afraid, of anything, and whatever he wants he always gets it. The problem was that, if he did that, if he touched the body beside him it wouldn’t make real the situation they were in, whatever that situation means, and to acknowledge it implied that…he wasn’t the heartless monster he thought he was.


He heard the soft intake of breath and the naked chest move up and down in an even movement, something that told him that Naruto was fast asleep. But for Gaara, sleep was a little more problematic. While in the past his dreams were full of nightmares, at that very moment closing his eyes mean that he would remember that night, what he and Naruto had just done.

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He still could feel Naruto’s lips on his; the kiss had started softly and sensual (or what he could called sensual). It was merely a lip-to-lip kiss and Gaara had lost himself in the feeling of warm and need that the kiss had awakened in him. He had never been kissed and that soft contact made him feel warm and calm made him feel wanted. Then Naruto had deepened the kiss by putting a hand in Gaara’s head and the other one on his waist, bringing both of them closed enough to feel each others exitment.That’s when Gaara opened his mouth in surprise which gave Naruto the opportunity to include his tongue in the kiss.


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Gaara opened his eyes to look at the exposed how good it felt, how much could be…said through it until that night. But, what had been said through the kiss? Through the caresses and the touching?
Naruto had made it clear to Gaara that he like him, Gaara even dare to…hope that maybe, just maybe he was just as important as that Uchiha guy, that he was a …friend. After all, he had saved him, he had revived Gaara. He had expect some words of friendship or some sort of stupid things that Naruto usually said ; but , unusually to Naruto, the blond ninja had remain silent while he let his hands do the ‘talking’.

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The way he roam his body with those hands that could kill and give back live. Once again Gaara closed his eyes and remember those hands that had traveled around his body; soft caresses that made him shiver and groan, not from pain but from…pleasure. Naruto had touched everywhere, from his face to his chest, his abdomen, and his feet and…well, his crotch. Then as if that wasn’t enough, and he wasn’t overwhelmed at the wonderful sensation, Naruto’s mouth joins his hands in the journey around Gaara’s body. Gaara had fought with to many people, he had killed and had been killed, he had faced many enemies, including his own family, but never once he had felt so…vulnerable, so hopeless, so on the verge of being completely happy or miserable until that very moment. Naruto’s mouth was everywhere, making him jump in certain areas, and Gaara could swear that he felt the smirked on the blasted man. Once he was in front of his erection and Gaara had looked down, both green and blue found each other. Gaara had kept his eyes expressionless as always, trying to gain some control over him and the situation he was in, and before his world become a missed of feelings in which pleasure was the top one, he saw something in Naruto’s eyes, something that he couldn’t recognize but that, for some reason, made his heart missed a beat.
Gaara couldn’t remember anything else after that. He actually lost himself in the feeling that Naruto’s mouth was awakening in him.

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Gaara groan in frustration, realizing that he was quite excited with the memories. He analyzed the situation, he could move but that would mean he would get away from his position and, true be told, he was quite content with that. Maybe he could move in top of Naruto and …and…and what? Asked him for a repeat performance? The idea almost, almost made Gaara laugh: he couldn’t wake up Naruto merely because he needs release…could he?


No, even if he moved on top of Naruto he…he…it was really stupid, idiotic even, but he didn’t know what to actually do. How to do it!! Gaara frown and growl. He actually didn’t know anything about what he and Naruto had done until…well, until they had done it! While he was younger, he was merely worried about living and killing all by himself than in anything else. He was a killing monster, an unwanted person, so he didn’t bother to find out what the word ‘sex’ means. Once again Naruto had taught him another thing, and he couldn’t remember beyond the momentary pain and the pleasure that took place after that.

He couldn’t remember beyond being face to face with Naruto, their hands intertwined each one on each side of Gaara’s head; the slowly movement that every time it took place as a trust he or Naruto groaned and moan until they both explode. He couldn’t remember beyond Naruto’s eyes on him, the soft smile he gave Gaara before leaning in to kiss him. He couldn’t remember when he had locked his legs on Naruto’s waist until he realized that he had to let go of him, or how he ended up with his head on Naruto’s shoulder.
With reluctance, and to relief the feeling of sorrow that was trying to overcome him, he put his left arm under the covers and over Naruto’s abdomen. Once he had control over his feelings, he realized that Naruto will leave soon and he would have to go back to his duty as the Kazekage, and that what had just happened was a moment of…human weakness, of Naruto’s human weakness; because demon or not, Gaara was still a monster.

The young Kazekage almost jump in surprise at the hand moving over his own, and then he felt being moved closer to the body next to him. He didn’t need to lift his head to know that Naruto was awake, a goofy smile on his face and his eyes were shinning with an odd glimmering.

“seems like I got a good sleep, but is still dark outside” commented the blond man, his hand move towards Gaara face an caress softly his cheek, before turning around so now he was beside Gaara looking at him in the eye. “Did you sleep?”

Gaara looked at Naruto before shocking his head, Naruto frown a little before leaning in and giving the Kazekage a peck in the lips.

“Then you should sleep, come here” Naruto put Gaara close to him and encircled his waist with his arm. “Let’s go back to sleep then”

Naruto close his eyes once again and Gaara could only look at him with bewilderment. Before the sides of his mouth lift in a very small smile, a movement outside the balcony called his attention, but it was probably the wind. With Naruto’s arm around him Gaara close his eyes feeling the protectiveness of Naruto and the possessiveness of the kyuubi. 'maybe, just maybe...I am not the monster I thought I was...maybe, Naruto sees what I cannot see yet.'

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