Iruka's Sex Ed
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Iruka's Sex Ed
A/N: Just for future reference (because I don't really think it comes up this chapter, but it will later) This takes place in an alternate reality where Sasuke never ran off with Orochimaru. Is that cheating, hell yes. Do I care, hell no. Ok, carry on...
Iruka’s Sex Ed:
Iruka tried to fight down his nerves. He was doing the right thing, and honestly there was nothing to be nervous about, it was such a practical matter, there was no need for the discussion to be embarrassing. It didn’t matter that the discussion might become a little more personal than Iruka would like, that would be okay. It wasn’t exactly like Iruka was trying to keep the fact that he was gay a secret, he just didn’t want to advertise it. If Kakashi asked him point blank whether or not he liked other men, he would tell the truth.
He hoped it wouldn’t come up though, and really if they could manage to stay on topic it didn’t need to.
They were going to be discussing Sasuke and Naruto, there was no need for Iruka’s own sexuality to come up at all, as long as he was carefully neutral.
That was the key, stay neutral and give nothing away. Don’t hint at having any practical knowledge of what they were going to discuss or any past experiences that would be miserable and embarrassing to explain. Discussing those things with Kakashi wouldn’t help Sasuke and Naruto at all, so there was absolutely no need for them to be brought up.
The knock on the door silenced Iruka’s inner thoughts. He rubbed the palms of his hands over the material of his uniform pants and stood to answer the door. He opened it for Kakashi and stepped aside so he could enter.
Kakashi walked inside a few steps and then turned to look at Iruka with a raised eyebrow, as if asking why he was there.
Iruka blushed at his lack of greeting. What was the matter with him? Was he so flustered that he forgot even the most basic of manners? He walked over to the couch and sat down on one of the cushions, smiling at Kakashi hoping he appeared more comfortable and confident than he felt. “Please have a seat Kakashi.”
Kakashi regarded Iruka with a strange look in his eyes, before slowly making his way over to Iruka’s couch and sitting at the opposite end. “You said you had something to discuss with me Iruka?”
Iruka swallowed and tried to remain calm. He’d thought he could control his nerves before the other man arrived, but now that he was here and staring at him with such wary curiosity, his anxiety flared up again. “Kakashi, we need to talk about Sasuke and Naruto.”
Kakashi’s brow shifted down minimally in what could only be described as a frown for a man who only had about a quarter of his face showing. “What about them?”
Iruka shifted nervously, tugging at the hem of his standard issue uniform shirt. “I think they’re getting to the age where they should be given ‘the talk,’ and neither one of them has anyone to give it to them.”
Kakashi’s raised eyebrow was the only indication he’d heard Iruka for a few moments, then his familiar lazy drawl was heard from beneath the mask. “And you want me to do it?”
Iruka blushed as he suddenly pictured Kakashi giving a very detailed and very crude account of intercourse to the two boys. “No, well… not entirely. I mean I can talk to Naruto, but I just don’t think that I could have that…particular…conversation with Sasuke.”
Kakashi snorted and his viable eye closed in obvious amusement. “No, I don’t think that would go very well either.”
Iruka sighed in relief, Kakashi understood the problem. Thank god. “So you’ll talk to Sasuke?”
Kakashi gave Iruka a long calculated look, then shifted his weight on the couch so he could turn and face Iruka more fully. “I didn’t say that.”
Iruka huffed in annoyance; he should have known it wouldn’t be that easy. Of course Kakashi was going to make this as embarrassing as possible. This was Kakashi they were talking about, making things easy for people was against his personal code or something. “So then you won’t?”
“I didn’t say that either.” Kakashi shifted again, lifting one sandaled foot to rest on the opposite knee. “What I want to know is why this is so important to you Iruka. Most boys their age just figure things out on their own.”
Iruka sighed in frustration. “Yes, but most boys their age aren’t attracted to other boys either.”
Kakashi blinked slowly in surprise. “What makes you think Naruto and Sasuke are attracted to boys?”
Iruka smiled slightly at the other man. “Well, perhaps maybe not boys in general, but I know they’re attracted to each other. With all the time you spend with the two of them you can’t honestly tell me you don’t see it?”
Kakashi’s visible eye closed in amusement again, and his voice dropped down to a teasing tone. “No, I’ve noticed. I just wanted to know if you did. And if there was anything in particular that prompted this conversation.”
Iruka sighed and rubbed his temple. Was it even possible to get a straight answer from this man? He didn’t think so. “Well a few days ago Naruto did ask me if I thought it was okay for two boys to like each other as more than friends. I can tell they’re getting to the point where physical intimacy is inevitable. They need to be educated.”
“I’m still having trouble figuring out why this is such a big issue. They’re both boys so they can’t get each other pregnant. And they’re both virgins, which means they’re clean, can’t give each other any STDs. What other harm can they do?” Kakashi tilted his head in a rather canine-like expression of confusion.
This time Iruka’s sigh was one of exasperation. “Are you stupid? They could seriously hurt each other if they don’t know what they’re doing! How can you say for sure that they’ll know to use lube, stretch and prep each other, go slowly?” His voice had risen steadily in volume as he continued, so he took a deep breath and tried to regain his calm.
Kakashi’s wide smile was visible, even with the mask covering it. He looked like a man who’d set a trap and just watched it be sprung. “You seem to know an awful lot about gay sex, Iruka. Are you speaking from personal experience?”
Iruka gave Kakashi a hard look and crossed his arms over his chest in a move that looked unconsciously defensive. “Oh quit playing coy, you know I’m gay.”
Kakashi tilted his head to the side a bit in a movement that was somewhere between acknowledgement and approval. “I had suspected, but it’s been really hard to confirm my suspicions when you seem to remain completely celibate.”
Iruka’s mouth opened and closed a few times as shock blanketed his mind. He couldn’t believe Kakashi had just said something like that so casually to him. But then again, the man read porn in public, mentioning Iruka’s lack of a sex life was hardly surprising. Several emotions surged through him in response but he finally settled on indignation. “I’m not celibate. I have sex occasionally, but that’s not what we were talking about. So will you talk to Sasuke or not?”
Kakashi’s eye was doing that crinkly thing again, and he reached into his vest to pull out a familiar orange book, holding it out to Iruka. “Just give them this, it’s how I learned about how to fuck another boy.”
Iruka threw up his arms in frustration and resisted the urge to choke the other man. “Porn is not enough Kakashi, and you should know better.” And then a thought struck him, one that he should have felt uncomfortable bringing up, but his anger and desire to do the right thing for Naruto and Sasuke made him ask anyway. “Or maybe not, have you ever been penetrated? Do you know how much it can hurt if it’s done wrong?”
Kakashi’s brow lifted again in surprise, and he shifted once again on the couch, as he tucked the Icha Icha book back in his vest. “I’ve been penetrated, yes. But not by anyone I didn’t trust, and only a few times. They were all pleasant experiences because my lover took the time to make sure I enjoyed it.”
Mental images of Kakashi with his legs spread wide, being filled, and moaning in pleasure flooded Iruka’s brain. The thought of the silver-haired man submitting like that for anyone made Iruka short of breath, and more than a little curious. Who did such a private and withdrawn man trust enough to bottom for?
And those were not the questions he needed to be asking. He needed to make Kakashi understand why it was so crucial that he talk to Sasuke. He hardened his expression and his tone in determination. “Well it’s not always like that. Especially the first time.”
Kakashi looked at him searchingly and then let his foot drop from his knee. He shifted a bit closer to where Iruka was sitting and dropped his voice down to a soothing murmur. “You had a bad experience your first time?”
The tone of Kakashi’s voice left little doubt that it was a statement, not a question, but Iruka still chose to treat it as one and give him a slightly more detailed answer than might be strictly necessary. This was what he’d been hoping to avoid, giving away personal information about his own experiences, but maybe this is what Kakashi needed to hear to convince him that talking to the boys was important. “Yes. Neither one of us knew what we were doing, and it resulted in quite a lot of pain and a rather embarrassing trip to the hospital. I’d like to save Sasuke and Naruto from having to go through something like that.”
Kakashi nodded as if none of that surprised him. He tilted his head a bit and gave Iruka a searching, questioning look. “Have you bottomed for anyone else since that first time?”
Iruka blushed, it was one thing to admit to having a bad first time, but this was getting a little more personal than he wanted. He thought about refusing to answer, but something about the way Kakashi’s stare was pinning him made him think that Kakashi already knew the answer and was just waiting for him to confirm it. “No. I’ve avoided going that far with anyone else. I was trying to wait until I found someone that I knew had enough skill and knowledge to make it a pleasant experience, but now I think the opportunity for that has passed me by.” He sighed tiredly. “I’m content with just giving or getting a blowjob and my toys now.”
Kakashi shifted closer still and reached out to put a hand on Iruka’s knee. “Iruka, you can’t talk to Naruto about sex feeling the way you do. I can hear the fear and the bitterness in your voice.” Kakashi gave Iruka’s knee a gentle squeeze. “I know you won’t mean to, but all you’ll manage to do is scare the hell out of him and make him think sex can’t be anything but painful.
Iruka pulled his knee away from Kakashi’s touch and the strange tingling sensations it caused. He couldn’t help the defensive, angry tone of his voice. “Well I don’t exactly know how to change that. The only practical knowledge I have about anal sex is horribly inadequate.”
Kakashi moved closer still to Iruka and didn’t stop until their thighs were touching. “Well then you need more practical knowledge. He brought his hand up to cup the side of Iruka’s face, letting his voice go even huskier. “Let me show you what it can be like to have a lover who is willing to work for your pleasure.”
Iruka pulled his face away from Kakashi’s touch, but it was a little more reluctantly than the first time he pulled away. He wouldn’t deny that he found Kakashi attractive or that he trusted the man not to hurt him and to make sure he enjoyed the experience. But he just couldn’t stomach the idea of Kakashi touching him just because he felt sorry for him. “I don’t need a pity fuck.”
Kakashi chuckled softly and brought the hand that had caressed Iruka’s cheek down from where it was still hovering in the air and laid it softly on Iruka’s thigh. “That’s not at all what I meant.” His hand began rubbing small, teasing circles on Iruka’s inner thigh. “Is it so hard to believe that I genuinely want you, and that I’m using this opportunity to have you?”
Yes, that was hard for Iruka to believe. Kakashi could have anyone in the village he wanted, and even if he slept with Iruka, would continue to have anyone in the village he wanted. What could possibly make him interested in plain, emotionally wounded Iruka? The thought of being just another number in a long line of well-pleased but forgotten lovers made Iruka feel a little ill. “I’m not going to be just another notch in your bedpost Kakashi.”
Kakashi chuckled again and his hand drifted a little higher. His voice was barely a whisper now, but he still managed to sound teasing and playful. “And just how do you know how many notches are in my bedpost, Iruka?”
Iruka took a deep breath and ignoring the fact that his cock was beginning to harden a bit at Kakashi’s sultry tone of voice and wandering hand. He calmed himself a bit and opened his mouth to tell Kakashi that he couldn’t let this go any further when the look on Kakashi’s face hit him like a punch to the gut. There was open and unchecked desire swimming in the one visible eye and it made all of Iruka’s thoughts derail.
Would it be so bad for once in his life to just take what he wanted and to damn the consequences? There was a man who was sexy as hell sitting on his couch touching him and promising to bring him pleasure, what the hell was supposed to be the down side of that? He was an adult, he could share a physical experience with someone he considered at least somewhat of a friend without things getting complicated. There was no need for this to become emotional and messy. He could be playful and teasing, he could live in the moment and there wasn’t a damn thing wrong with it.
He shifted his legs so they were spread open a little wider and let the corner of his mouth lift up in a tiny smirk. “Well even if only half the rumors about how good you are in bed are true then I would assume that there are plenty of notches. You’d have to get that kind of experience somewhere.”
Kakashi hummed low in his throat and leaned forward some. The hand on Iruka’s thigh took advantage of the increased access and slid up until the tips of his fingers were brushing the juncture of Iruka’s hip and thigh. “And just who exactly do you hear these rumors from?”
Iruka gasped at the feeling of Kakashi’s hand so close to his now fully hard cock. It almost distracted him enough to forget their teasing little game, almost. “Genma mostly. He claims you can make a virgin’s legs fall open with just a look.”
Kakashi’s eye crinkled up in that odd visible, but not visible smile again and he brought his hand up to palm Iruka’s erection through his pants. “Hmm, well Genma would know. I can certainly make his legs fall open with a look. But I don’t think that particular trait is reserved just for me.”
The comment brought a completely irrational surge of anger, after all Iruka was the one who brought Genma up. And it’s not like the younger man had any delusions that Kakashi had any feelings for him. This was just casual sex between two men who were somewhere between acquaintances and friends, Iruka had absolutely no reason, and no right to be jealous. Yet he still found that his voice had a rather petulant quality to it. “Well isn’t that just nice for the two of you.”
Kakashi put more pressure on Iruka’s erection, squeezing just slightly. “Are you jealous Iruka?”
A breathless little moan forced its way out of Iruka’s throat and his legs fell open a little wider at the increased pressure. God in heaven, Genma wasn’t too far off the mark. It had taken more than a look, but Iruka was definitely spreading his legs wantonly and they weren’t even naked yet. “Not in the way you’re implying. But I am jealous that the two of you are so comfortable with sex.”
Kakashi tilted his head some and his expression turned serious. “Well then let me give you that gift Iruka.” He pulled back and then stood up from the couch, reaching down to pull Iruka up as well. When they were both standing he enfolded Iruka in his arms and brought his head down to whisper in the shorter man’s ear. “Just think of this as your sexual education. And then you’ll have something specific to go on when you talk to Naruto.”
Iruka sucked in a shuddering breath and tried not to rub his erection against Kakashi like a shameless whore as he relaxed into the embrace. He bit the inside of his cheek and tried to focus on their conversation. “Will you talk to Sasuke?”
Kakashi sighed and then began pressing his teeth lightly against the skin of Iruka’s neck through the soft cotton of his mask. “If you let me show you how good sex with someone who cares about you is.”
Iruka moaned and tilted his head giving Kakashi more skin to play with. “Are you blackmailing me?”
Kakashi chuckled against the skin of Iruka’s neck. “Yes. Does that make you angry?”
Iruka considered the question and then smiled, enjoying bantering back and forth with someone older than a pre-genin for once. “Not really. I was already considering agreeing anyway.”
Kakashi continued his unhurried nibbling of Iruka’s neck. “Hmm. Good.” Kakashi rolled his hips against Iruka’s letting the chuunin feel his rock-hard erection, and cranking up the sexual intensity a bit. “So how about it Iruka, can I make love to you. Can I show you how good it can be?”
Iruka stilled a bit at Kakashi’s choice of words, but then he rationalized that Kakashi didn’t mean anything by it, ‘making love’ was just an expression. He didn’t even really have to think about his answer though. “Yes.”
Kakashi reached up and grabbed the edge of his mask and pulled it down, exposing his face. He paused a moment, giving Iruka the opportunity to see his face bare.
Iruka looked at Kakashi’s face in awe. He wasn’t expecting the man to show him his face, but he was so glad he did. The little bit of nervousness that seemed to be rooted in his belly and refused to go away, softened and was beginning to bleed out of him. If Kakashi trusted him enough to show him his face, Iruka could trust Kakashi enough to give him his body. Iruka wasn’t sure what the emotions churning inside of him were, so he chose to ignore them and focus on the physicality of Kakashi’s face.
It was no wonder Kakashi kept his face covered. He was so gorgeous that if he walked around the village without his mask he’d never get anywhere because he’d be spending too much time fighting off both men and women. Full, soft looking lips were quirked up in a soft smile and there was a tiny scar under one cheekbone, but that only made Kakashi sexier. Iruka had a thing for scars.
Kakashi brought one hand up and pulled the elastic band out of Iruka’s hair.
Iruka could feel his hair slip down and fall around his face. It tickled his cheek and nose and he sucked in a breath at the feeling. Suddenly, looking at Kakashi’s unmasked face with his own bangs falling in his eyes, things seemed far more intimate and it made the chuunin’s breathing erratic.
Kakashi brought his hand down and cupped Iruka’s cheek leaning forward to bring his lips to the smaller man’s, pressing lightly.
Iruka responded to the kiss eagerly and opened his mouth for Kakashi’s tongue when it darted out to lick the seam of his lips. Kakashi tasted like mint and honey, and Iruka decided that combined with Kakashi’s own natural taste, it was the most delicious combination of flavors he’d ever experienced. So he angled his head to allow him to deepen the kiss and thrust his tongue against Kakashi’s more urgently.
Kakashi’s hand slipped from Iruka’s cheek, and not breaking contact with the chuunin’s mouth, he dropped his hands down to Iruka’s vest and began pulling it off impatiently.
Iruka decided that Kakashi definitely had the right idea and he brought his hands to Kakashi’s vest, unzipped it and began to slip it off his shoulders as well.
Kakashi’s hands slid under the hem of Iruka’s shirt and he lifted it up over the brunet’s head, only separating their lips when it was absolutely necessary.
Before Kakashi could reclaim his lips, Iruka lifted Kakashi’s shirt as well. Then he bent to remove his own shoes, giving Kakashi a look that encouraged him to do the same. He needed Kakashi naked and he needed it now. He wanted to touch, to taste; he wanted to see the cock that was going to take him.
Kakashi first pulled his mask up and over his head, then bent to remove his shoes and then reached out and pulled Iruka against him again, crushing their mouths together.
Iruka moaned into Kakashi’s mouth and clutched at his shoulders. Kakashi was a damned good kisser. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to look at the man again and not feel the phantom sensations of that tongue in his mouth.
Kakashi let his hands play over the muscles on Iruka’s chest and stomach before dipping lower to the fastening of his pants. He managed to open them with one hand while keeping the other wrapped around Iruka’s waist stroking absently, and then pushed the material down.
Iruka kicked the material pooled around his ankles away and dropped his hands down to the fastening of Kakashi’s pants. He wasn’t skilled enough to do it one handed like Kakashi, but he managed to get the button undone and was soon pushing the material down lithely muscled legs. He might have been embarrassed at his eagerness, but he was too worried about getting Kakashi naked.
He looked down to take in the sight of Kakashi naked, and had to suck in a hissing breath. The man was a god. All lean muscle and pale skin, he was beautifully formed. A few scars dusted his skin here and there and Iruka longed to map each one with his tongue. But the thing that currently held his attention was Kakashi’s cock.
Nestled in a thick patch of snow white pubic hair, it was long and thick, without being monstrously large, and the head was already flushed and a little wet at the tip. That little bead of moisture beckoned Iruka, and he wanted to sink to his knees, but he was distracted before he could.
Kakashi wrapped his hand around Iruka’s erection and gave it one slow teasing stroke.
Iruka threw his head back and moaned in pleasure. It had been months since anyone’s hand but his own had been on his cock, and it felt divine. Kakashi knew just how to stroke, just how hard to grip to do little more than tease. It was driving Iruka wild. But he wanted something more. “I want to taste you.”
Kakashi looked down at him, clearly wanting it, but not sure what Iruka was planning. “Iruka I-“
Iruka cut him off by wrapping his hand around Kakashi’s cock and stroking before the taller man could protest more. He needed to do something to be on familiar ground. He wasn’t used to slow, leisurely play. He was used to quick and dirty anonymous blowjobs in darkened hallways or dingy bathroom stalls. And Kakashi’s cock was practically begging for attention. “Please”
Iruka didn’t wait for Kakashi to agree, he simply dropped to his knees and took him in his mouth. Iruka liked sucking cock, and he’d been told he was good at it, so he put all the effort he could into pleasing Kakashi. He needed Kakashi to want this as much as he did. It would be so embarrassing to take his pleasure from someone as experienced as Kakashi and give the man nothing in return.
Kakashi moaned darkly above him and thrust his fingers into Iruka’s hair. “Iruka, baby, if you don’t stop I don’t think I’m gonna make it to the main event.”
Kakashi’s words made something warm and heavy settle in Iruka’s gut. Pleased that he could bring Kakashi that much pleasure, he pulled of the other man’s erection and looked up at him teasingly. “But I wasn’t finished yet. I told you I wanted to taste you, I meant your cum.”
Kakashi groaned at him and his erection twitched in front of Iruka’s face. “Such a tease. Bedroom. Now.”
Iruka stood up and winked at Kakashi. “Who said I was teasing?”
Kakashi landed a playful swat on Iruka’s rear and smiled widely at him. “Me.”
Iruka led the way to the bedroom, adding a little extra sway to his hips than normal. But when they got there, a little fit of nerves began to claw at his insides.
Kakashi came up behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist and nibbled at his earlobe. “You have absolutely no idea how sexy you are, do you?”
Iruka sighed and relaxed into Kakashi’s embrace. It should have concerned him how comfortable this position felt, how right it felt to be in Kakashi’s arms, but Iruka chose to ignore that for now. “You make me feel sexy.”
Kakashi brought one hand up to tweak Iruka’s nipple. “I’m glad I make you feel sexy. I want to make you feel even better. Lube?”
Iruka gasped at the stimulation to his nipple and tried to focus on Kakashi’s question. How did the man expect him to talk when he was feeling so good? “Top drawer of the night stand.”
Kakashi pulled away from him then and bent to search the drawer Iruka had indicated. He opened it then looked up and quirked a brow at Iruka when he saw there was also a blue plastic vibrator stored with the lube.
Iruka blushed, and tried to fight down his embarrassment. He knew he shouldn’t be embarrassed, he already told Kakashi that he used toys. But for some reason having Kakashi see the well-used vibrator made him feel a little dirty, and embarrassingly enough, that turned him on even more.
Kakashi finally retrieved the lube after a little rummaging and tossed it on the bed. “Condoms?”
Iruka considered the question carefully. He knew he should probably play it safe, but he was about to be penetrated for the first time in years, he wanted to feel it with nothing in the way. He wanted to feel Kakashi bare naked inside him. “You’re clean right?”
Kakashi nodded.
Iruka shrugged a little. “Well so am I, so we don’t need them.”
Kakashi wrapped Iruka in his arms again and planted a searing kiss on his lips. Breaking apart finally, he pushed on Iruka’s shoulder a bit.
Taking the hint, Iruka stepped back a little, and then lay back on his bed, feeling more than a little vulnerable, but he wanted this and more importantly he wanted it with Kakashi. And the hungry look the other man was giving him helped alleviate some of his fears as well.
Kakashi knelt on the bed and then shifted so that he was positioned between Iruka’s spread thighs. Slowly, he lowered himself down to rest on his forearms pressing their bodies together.
Iruka groaned at the feel of Kakashi’s body covering his, the heavy weight of Kakashi's rock-hard form making him crave more contact. He reached up to fist his hands in the wild silver hair of his lover and drag him down for a kiss, needing to let Kakashi know how he felt and unable to do it with words.
Kakashi went willingly and met Iruka’s mouth in a hot, needy kiss. Their tongues tangled together in an intricate dance that left Kakashi panting. His hands weren’t idle through it all though. He let them wander, softly stroking Iruka’s ribcage, his hip, his collarbone.
Iruka gasped softly at the feel of Kakashi’s hands feathering light touches over his skin. These soft ministrations were making him crazy, they were ratcheting up his arousal but they weren’t nearly enough. He needed more, he needed faster, he needed harder.
He rolled his hips up, grinding his erection against Kakashi’s. Iruka’s cock throbbed insistently and heat surged through him. The friction just felt so delicious and he felt his eyes roll back in their sockets.
Kakashi gasped in surprise as Iruka thrust his dick against his own. He reached between them and wrapped both their erections in a loose grip.
Feeling Kakashi’s strong, capable hands on his cock made Iruka shiver in arousal, but it still wasn’t enough, the grip was too loose. And he didn’t want to come this way, the attention on his neglected cock felt nice, but he was anticipating something far more pleasant. And those thoughts made his asshole flutter and spasm in nervous fear and excitement. He pulled harshly on the silver strands of hair in his fists, hoping Kakashi got the message, not wanting to beg aloud.
Kakashi pulled back and smirked down at Iruka. “Demanding little minx aren’t you?”
Iruka blushed at Kakashi’s words, but he couldn’t deny them. He wanted Kakashi so badly, and he wasn’t above demanding the things he wanted, and his conviction not to beg went out the window. “Please, Kakashi.”
Kakashi slowly moved down Iruka’s body, pressing soft, open-mouthed kisses and lapping at the skin he found on his way down. When he reached the base of Iruka’s cock he looked up at the other man with a smoldering look. “Your cock looks so delicious Iruka, can I taste it?”
Iruka moaned at the heated look he was receiving and at the fact that those soft lips and that wicked tongue were now in such close proximity to his aching arousal. He nodded desperately down at Kakashi. There was no way he could answer that question with something coherent, so he didn’t even try.
Kakashi bent his head and sucked Iruka’s arousal into his hot mouth. He dipped his head taking the entire shaft in, opening his throat to accommodate him. He bobbed and sucked intent on bringing pleasure and making Iruka mindless, but not allowing him to cum.
Iruka moaned and thrashed beneath him. He’d had blowjobs before, but this was incredible. And to top it all off this was Kakashi! The sexiest and probably the strongest man Iruka had ever met currently had Iruka’s cock in his throat, and was swallowing it down like he couldn’t get enough. He didn’t know if he was going to survive this, this was a level of pleasure approaching pain. But dear god if he was going to die, what a way to go. “Oh…oh god.”
Kakashi reached down and grabbed Iruka’s thighs, pushing them higher, up against his chest. He let his mouth wind a slow path downward, laving Iruka’s balls and then swiping over his taint, before reaching his final destination. His tongue darted out to make a quick, broad stroke over Iruka’s puckered entrance, and then paused to gauge his lover’s reaction.
Iruka bowed off the bed and howled in pleasure when Kakashi licked his hole. He’d never experienced anything like that before. Of course he knew what rimming was, he just didn’t know it would feel this damn good. Kakashi’s tongue stoked a need inside him that he wasn’t even aware existed. Suddenly he felt so empty, his hole fluttered and twitched again with a need to be filled that wouldn’t be denied.
Iruka’s reaction proved that he obviously wasn’t bothered by Kakashi’s actions, so the jounin tongued the fluttering hole again, intent on eating Iruka’s ass until he was mindless with pleasure.
Iruka squirmed and pushed his ass more firmly against Kakashi’s face, begging wordlessly for more. He was acting shamelessly slutty, but he didn’t care. Kakashi could tell everyone in Konoha that he was a wanton whore, as long as he kept doing that thing with his tongue that tickled a little but set a fire burning in his belly.
Kakashi continued to stroke Iruka’s hole with the flat of his tongue until the chuunin began trying to hump his face. He stiffened his tongue and pushed in, breaching the tight ring of muscle.
Iruka didn’t know how he managed to hold off orgasm when he felt Kakashi’s tongue press inside him. It felt so damned good. And he’d thought just being licked was good, this… this was pleasure so blindingly intense it stole Iruka’s breath.
Kakashi reached down and grabbed the bottle of lube he’d secured earlier and popped the cap one handed. While he continued to fuck Iruka’s ass with his tongue, he coated his fingers with lube. He brought one finger to Iruka’s entrance and began to slide it in. He barely breached the entrance, just up to the second knuckle, and he made sure to continue licking with his tongue.
Iruka moaned at the feeling of Kakashi’s finger breaching him. It didn’t hurt at all, it just left him panting and aching for more. He continued thrusting his hips down, trying to get more of Kakashi’s finger inside him.
Kakashi noticed Iruka’s impatience again and smiled a little. He thrust his finger in as far as it could go, wiggling it a bit once it was inside.
Iruka moaned and arched his back, pressing himself closer to Kakashi, clenching his muscles around the invading digit, not to push it out but to draw it further in.
Kakashi pressed deeply a few more times then pushed another finger in with the first. He thrust them in slowly, looking for Iruka’s prostate. When he found it, he hooked both fingers and slowly drug the tips over the sensitive bundle.
Iruka wailed in pleasure and fisted both hands in the bed sheets. His back arched and a little dribble of precum spurted out of the tip of his cock.
While Iruka was still riding the high from having his prostate stimulated, Kakashi began scissoring his fingers and trying to stretch him as much as possible.
Iruka noticed the stretching and while he felt a small twinge of discomfort, it hadn’t been too long since he last used a toy on himself so there wasn’t any pain. He was desperate now. He didn’t care how he sounded, how he looked. He needed more and he needed it now. “Oh please Kakashi.”
Kakashi looked up at Iruka, lust shining in his eyes, and then slowly pressed a third finger inside. “This what you want?”
Three fingers were bigger than any of the toys Iruka had used on himself. But even so he still felt no pain, only the sensation of stretching and fullness. This was so much closer to what he wanted, but still not nearly enough. “Yes, oh god Kakashi, more!”
Kakashi kept pumping his fingers into Iruka’s hole, slowly increasing the speed and depth, coaxing the muscles to loosen and relax. He kept his tongue busy too, alternating lapping at Iruka’s stretched entrance and his balls.
Iruka couldn’t wait any longer. He needed the jounin inside him more than he needed his next breath. “Kakashi, I’m ready. Now, please now.”
Kakashi gave Iruka’s hole one last lick, before gently removing his fingers. “This will be easier if you’re on your hands and knees.”
Iruka almost balked at the position, he would rather see Kakashi’s face, that felt far more comfortable and like this was more than an anonymous backroom fuck. But then, this man’s tongue had just been inside his asshole, was being taken from behind really going to cross any personal boundaries they hadn’t already? “Whatever you think. You are the expert here.”
Kakashi leaned back and rolled to his knees allowing Iruka to move.
Iruka rolled over to his belly before pushing up on his hands and knees. He fought back panic at the idea of exposing himself to Kakashi in this way. There was no reason to panic, Kakashi wasn’t going to hurt him, in all actuality he was probably going to make him feel better than he ever had or he ever would again, and it was clear the other man wanted him and was nowhere close to rejecting him. There was really nothing else to be concerned about. Yet he still felt like some previously distressed damsel waiting for her white knight to claim his prize and ravish her.
He looked back over his shoulder at Kakashi once he was settled on all fours, and the look on the other man’s face settled all his fears instantly. The complete and total look of hunger that blanketed that gorgeous face set arousal burning in his veins again and suddenly it didn’t matter what the hell position he was in, as long as Kakashi was there doing something to him that made him feel like he was flying.
Kakashi looked at Iruka with raw lust on his face. “God, you’re so beautiful like this.”
Iruka sucked in a gasping breath at Kakashi’s words. Just when he thought he couldn’t get any hotter, Kakashi set him on fire again. In any other circumstance, being called beautiful would have spiked Iruka’s anger not his arousal. But for some reason when Kakashi said it, the words were like a physical caress that made Iruka burn with need.
Kakashi leaned forward and used both hands to spread Iruka’s cheeks. He swiped his tongue in one long stripe over Iruka’s hole.
Iruka groaned in ecstasy when Kakashi’s tongue lapped at him. The little ring of muscle was already so sensitive from all the earlier attention that even just that one lick sent a lightning bolt of pleasure shooting up Iruka’s spine. His voice was barely a whisper. “Oh fuck.”
Kakashi leaned up and reached out for the lube and poured a generous amount on his cock. He slicked it up with a few sure, quick strokes. “Are you ready?”
Iruka felt a little stirring of anger at being treated so delicately, even though it was what he’d asked for in a roundabout way. He didn’t want Kakashi to hurt him, but he’d never been some weak and weepy uke and he wasn’t ever going to be. And he’d be damned if Kakashi was going to treat him like one and get away with it. “Christ Kakashi, I’m not some blushing virgin here. Just get on with it.”
Kakashi chuckled at Iruka’s anger and grasped the brunet’s hip in one hand. With the other he lined his cockhead up with Iruka’s hole and began a steady push in.
Iruka gasped as he was penetrated. There was a little burning, but other than that no pain. Kakashi’s careful preparations had done their job. The sensation of being filled was like nothing Iruka had ever experienced before and he felt his body open and welcome Kakashi hungrily.
Kakashi continued to press in slowly but insistently, not stopping until he was fully sheathed within Iruka’s tight passage. “Holy…shiiit…”
There was a cock in him. There was a cock in him and it didn’t hurt, in fact it felt good. There was a cock in him and it felt incredible, and it wasn’t doing anything. Why the hell wasn’t it doing anything, why wasn’t Kakashi moving? Didn’t he know how desperate Iruka was, how long he’d waited for this? “Just because it’s been awhile, doesn’t mean I’m made of glass. Will you stop treating me like a woman and fuck me already?”
Kakashi gripped Iruka’s hip harder and made the tiniest movement with his hips. “I’m not holding back for you sweet, I’m holding back for me. You feel so damn good ‘Ruka, I need a minute to get myself back under control.”
For the first time, Iruka noticed the way Kakashi’s hands were shaking on his hips, the way his breathing was shallow and harsh, the way his voice had sounded so strained. Did he really affect the man that much? Something inside him that had long ago cracked and then hardened over split wide open, and Iruka felt a fear he’d never even realized he’d had fade away as if it had never been.
This man wanted him, really truly wanted him to the point of almost losing control. This incredibly sexy, incredibly experienced walking, talking god of sex thought he was beautiful and was shaking and panting trying to maintain his cool while inside him. One of the strongest ninja in the village was here, in his bed and he wasn’t demanding more than Iruka could give, in fact he seemed more than content to take what he could get, and it was enough.
For the first time in his life Iruka felt that he didn’t need to try harder to be stronger, smarter, nicer, more proper. He could just be Iruka and be wanted and desired for that. For the first time in his life Iruka felt worthy. He felt he deserved the attentions of this man, and he damn well wanted more of them. The thought sent a flutter of excitement through his belly and he unconsciously clenched his inner muscles around the hard cock buried in him.
Kakashi hissed when Iruka squeezed him. “Damnit Iruka, it’s like you want me to pound your ass into the mattress.”
Iruka moaned low and then squeezed around Kakashi again, feeling sexy and mischievous. “Wasn’t that what I was just asking you for?”
Kakashi growled and then hissed. “Oh, fuck me.” He pulled his hips back and thrust into Iruka sharply.
Iruka tossed his head back and cried out in pleasure as Kakashi’s thrust brushed past the hungry, needy place inside of him. “Oh god, don’t stop.”
Kakashi smirked down at him, and started a punishing rhythm, grabbing his hips in a bruising grip and hammering into Iruka with abandon. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Iruka gasped and began pushing back with his hips meeting Kakashi’s thrusts needing more of the intense pleasure, more of the feeling of being desired, more of Kakashi. “Yes, oh fuck, yes.”
Kakashi grabbed Iruka’s hips pulling him back farther and changing the angle. He growled at the increased penetration and tightened his grip on Iruka’s tanned hips.
Kakashi’s thrusts were now hitting his prostate dead on and Iruka’s arms collapsed beneath him, bringing his shoulders to the mattress. He pressed the side of his face into the bed beneath him and spread his legs wider, silently begging for more, urging Kakashi to take him harder still.
Kakashi growled again and thrust deeper. “I don’t know how you managed to go so long without fucking Iruka, not when you’re so needy.”
Iruka bit his lip in rapture and confusion. How the hell was Kakashi managing complete sentences? Iruka’s pleasure hazed brain could barely comprehend what had been said. But when it finally registered he frowned a little in indignation. “Ever thought about the fact that maybe I’m-“ A moan of bliss interrupted him. “so needy because-” A gasp of surprise. “it’s been so long?” The last few words came out a little more breathless than the rest because Kakashi circled his hips and ground into him, causing sparks of pleasure to ignite throughout his body.
Kakashi chuckled and leaned over Iruka’s back to whisper in his ear. “Or maybe you just like my cock that much.”
Iruka growled both at the words and at the change of position that caused Kakashi’s strokes to become shallower. “Less talking, more fucking.” He punctuated his demand by clenching his inner muscles around Kakashi.
Kakashi trembled slightly then leaned up and resumed thrusting deeply into Iruka. “There’s that sensei voice that gets me so hot.”
Iruka gasped in surprise at the white hot stab of pleasure that accompanied Kakashi’s actions and at the knowledge that Kakashi liked him being so demanding. He’d been called a pushy uke before, and that was by men he wasn’t doing more than sucking off. It had always made him feel uncomfortable, like he was doing something wrong or shameful. But Kakashi seemed to like it, in fact he seemed to enjoy goading Iruka into doing it more. Iruka could handle that.
Kakashi reached down and wrapped a hand around Iruka’s length, stroking it firmly as he picked up speed. “Can’t last much longer, cum for me Iruka.”
Those words , in that voice, combined with so much pleasant stimulation had Iruka’s balls drawing up and him tumbling head over heels into orgasm, following Kakashi’s order before he was entirely ready. He’d wanted to prolong this amazing experience, but it couldn’t be helped now. He arched his back, impaling himself more fully on Kakashi as his dick pulsed and sprayed his warm fluid on the sheets below him. “Fuck!”
Kakashi moaned behind him, then thrust deep and stilled. “Oh…goddamn.”
Iruka felt the pulse of Kakashi’s erection deep inside his passage before the warm flow of Kakashi’s release filled his insides. The feeling was so much more exciting and soothing than he ever thought it would be. He’d always assumed it would be a little gross or uncomfortable, but instead it just pushed one more shaky moan past his lips.
Kakashi carefully pulled out, obviously trying to be careful and not hurt him. “You okay?”
Iruka slumped to the bed, trying and failing, to avoid the wet spot he’d just created. “Exhausted, but other than that I’m fine.” He rolled over to his back to look at Kakashi who was still kneeling at the foot of the bed.
Kakashi smiled lazily and winked. “I guess that means I did something right then.”
Iruka smiled up at him teasingly. “Fine, go ahead, sit there and gloat if you want. But I seem to recall that I wasn’t the only one that was moaning and panting and enjoying myself thoroughly.”
Kakashi’s face grew serious again and he looked down at Iruka with a sudden intensity. “No, you weren’t the only one.”
Iruka was a little puzzled by that response and Kakashi’s change in demeanor. What exactly did that mean? He was about to ask, when abruptly Kakashi crawled to the edge of the bed.
The jounin stood up and walked to the head of the bed and looked down at Iruka with a small smile. “I’d like to stay but I have to leave for a mission in about six hours.”
Iruka nodded dumbly, and feeling suddenly self conscious, tugged the edge of the sheet over his exposed lower half. “Okay.”
Kakashi leaned down and kissed Iruka’s temple softly and brought a hand up to stroke his cheek, twining his fingers in the hair sticking to it with sweat. “I’d like to see you again when I get back. Or at the very least just remain friends. I don’t want this to make you uncomfortable around me.” Then he leaned down for one last chaste kiss and walked out of the bedroom.
Iruka thought he probably should have said something to Kakashi’s last statement, but he couldn’t figure out just exactly what he wanted to say. He couldn’t quite figure out what the feelings swimming around in his brain were, so it was hopeless to try to express them. So he just sat. Sat and listened to the sounds of Kakashi gathering his clothes and getting dressed, wondering what in the hell had just happened between them.
TBC….
Iruka’s Sex Ed:
Iruka tried to fight down his nerves. He was doing the right thing, and honestly there was nothing to be nervous about, it was such a practical matter, there was no need for the discussion to be embarrassing. It didn’t matter that the discussion might become a little more personal than Iruka would like, that would be okay. It wasn’t exactly like Iruka was trying to keep the fact that he was gay a secret, he just didn’t want to advertise it. If Kakashi asked him point blank whether or not he liked other men, he would tell the truth.
He hoped it wouldn’t come up though, and really if they could manage to stay on topic it didn’t need to.
They were going to be discussing Sasuke and Naruto, there was no need for Iruka’s own sexuality to come up at all, as long as he was carefully neutral.
That was the key, stay neutral and give nothing away. Don’t hint at having any practical knowledge of what they were going to discuss or any past experiences that would be miserable and embarrassing to explain. Discussing those things with Kakashi wouldn’t help Sasuke and Naruto at all, so there was absolutely no need for them to be brought up.
The knock on the door silenced Iruka’s inner thoughts. He rubbed the palms of his hands over the material of his uniform pants and stood to answer the door. He opened it for Kakashi and stepped aside so he could enter.
Kakashi walked inside a few steps and then turned to look at Iruka with a raised eyebrow, as if asking why he was there.
Iruka blushed at his lack of greeting. What was the matter with him? Was he so flustered that he forgot even the most basic of manners? He walked over to the couch and sat down on one of the cushions, smiling at Kakashi hoping he appeared more comfortable and confident than he felt. “Please have a seat Kakashi.”
Kakashi regarded Iruka with a strange look in his eyes, before slowly making his way over to Iruka’s couch and sitting at the opposite end. “You said you had something to discuss with me Iruka?”
Iruka swallowed and tried to remain calm. He’d thought he could control his nerves before the other man arrived, but now that he was here and staring at him with such wary curiosity, his anxiety flared up again. “Kakashi, we need to talk about Sasuke and Naruto.”
Kakashi’s brow shifted down minimally in what could only be described as a frown for a man who only had about a quarter of his face showing. “What about them?”
Iruka shifted nervously, tugging at the hem of his standard issue uniform shirt. “I think they’re getting to the age where they should be given ‘the talk,’ and neither one of them has anyone to give it to them.”
Kakashi’s raised eyebrow was the only indication he’d heard Iruka for a few moments, then his familiar lazy drawl was heard from beneath the mask. “And you want me to do it?”
Iruka blushed as he suddenly pictured Kakashi giving a very detailed and very crude account of intercourse to the two boys. “No, well… not entirely. I mean I can talk to Naruto, but I just don’t think that I could have that…particular…conversation with Sasuke.”
Kakashi snorted and his viable eye closed in obvious amusement. “No, I don’t think that would go very well either.”
Iruka sighed in relief, Kakashi understood the problem. Thank god. “So you’ll talk to Sasuke?”
Kakashi gave Iruka a long calculated look, then shifted his weight on the couch so he could turn and face Iruka more fully. “I didn’t say that.”
Iruka huffed in annoyance; he should have known it wouldn’t be that easy. Of course Kakashi was going to make this as embarrassing as possible. This was Kakashi they were talking about, making things easy for people was against his personal code or something. “So then you won’t?”
“I didn’t say that either.” Kakashi shifted again, lifting one sandaled foot to rest on the opposite knee. “What I want to know is why this is so important to you Iruka. Most boys their age just figure things out on their own.”
Iruka sighed in frustration. “Yes, but most boys their age aren’t attracted to other boys either.”
Kakashi blinked slowly in surprise. “What makes you think Naruto and Sasuke are attracted to boys?”
Iruka smiled slightly at the other man. “Well, perhaps maybe not boys in general, but I know they’re attracted to each other. With all the time you spend with the two of them you can’t honestly tell me you don’t see it?”
Kakashi’s visible eye closed in amusement again, and his voice dropped down to a teasing tone. “No, I’ve noticed. I just wanted to know if you did. And if there was anything in particular that prompted this conversation.”
Iruka sighed and rubbed his temple. Was it even possible to get a straight answer from this man? He didn’t think so. “Well a few days ago Naruto did ask me if I thought it was okay for two boys to like each other as more than friends. I can tell they’re getting to the point where physical intimacy is inevitable. They need to be educated.”
“I’m still having trouble figuring out why this is such a big issue. They’re both boys so they can’t get each other pregnant. And they’re both virgins, which means they’re clean, can’t give each other any STDs. What other harm can they do?” Kakashi tilted his head in a rather canine-like expression of confusion.
This time Iruka’s sigh was one of exasperation. “Are you stupid? They could seriously hurt each other if they don’t know what they’re doing! How can you say for sure that they’ll know to use lube, stretch and prep each other, go slowly?” His voice had risen steadily in volume as he continued, so he took a deep breath and tried to regain his calm.
Kakashi’s wide smile was visible, even with the mask covering it. He looked like a man who’d set a trap and just watched it be sprung. “You seem to know an awful lot about gay sex, Iruka. Are you speaking from personal experience?”
Iruka gave Kakashi a hard look and crossed his arms over his chest in a move that looked unconsciously defensive. “Oh quit playing coy, you know I’m gay.”
Kakashi tilted his head to the side a bit in a movement that was somewhere between acknowledgement and approval. “I had suspected, but it’s been really hard to confirm my suspicions when you seem to remain completely celibate.”
Iruka’s mouth opened and closed a few times as shock blanketed his mind. He couldn’t believe Kakashi had just said something like that so casually to him. But then again, the man read porn in public, mentioning Iruka’s lack of a sex life was hardly surprising. Several emotions surged through him in response but he finally settled on indignation. “I’m not celibate. I have sex occasionally, but that’s not what we were talking about. So will you talk to Sasuke or not?”
Kakashi’s eye was doing that crinkly thing again, and he reached into his vest to pull out a familiar orange book, holding it out to Iruka. “Just give them this, it’s how I learned about how to fuck another boy.”
Iruka threw up his arms in frustration and resisted the urge to choke the other man. “Porn is not enough Kakashi, and you should know better.” And then a thought struck him, one that he should have felt uncomfortable bringing up, but his anger and desire to do the right thing for Naruto and Sasuke made him ask anyway. “Or maybe not, have you ever been penetrated? Do you know how much it can hurt if it’s done wrong?”
Kakashi’s brow lifted again in surprise, and he shifted once again on the couch, as he tucked the Icha Icha book back in his vest. “I’ve been penetrated, yes. But not by anyone I didn’t trust, and only a few times. They were all pleasant experiences because my lover took the time to make sure I enjoyed it.”
Mental images of Kakashi with his legs spread wide, being filled, and moaning in pleasure flooded Iruka’s brain. The thought of the silver-haired man submitting like that for anyone made Iruka short of breath, and more than a little curious. Who did such a private and withdrawn man trust enough to bottom for?
And those were not the questions he needed to be asking. He needed to make Kakashi understand why it was so crucial that he talk to Sasuke. He hardened his expression and his tone in determination. “Well it’s not always like that. Especially the first time.”
Kakashi looked at him searchingly and then let his foot drop from his knee. He shifted a bit closer to where Iruka was sitting and dropped his voice down to a soothing murmur. “You had a bad experience your first time?”
The tone of Kakashi’s voice left little doubt that it was a statement, not a question, but Iruka still chose to treat it as one and give him a slightly more detailed answer than might be strictly necessary. This was what he’d been hoping to avoid, giving away personal information about his own experiences, but maybe this is what Kakashi needed to hear to convince him that talking to the boys was important. “Yes. Neither one of us knew what we were doing, and it resulted in quite a lot of pain and a rather embarrassing trip to the hospital. I’d like to save Sasuke and Naruto from having to go through something like that.”
Kakashi nodded as if none of that surprised him. He tilted his head a bit and gave Iruka a searching, questioning look. “Have you bottomed for anyone else since that first time?”
Iruka blushed, it was one thing to admit to having a bad first time, but this was getting a little more personal than he wanted. He thought about refusing to answer, but something about the way Kakashi’s stare was pinning him made him think that Kakashi already knew the answer and was just waiting for him to confirm it. “No. I’ve avoided going that far with anyone else. I was trying to wait until I found someone that I knew had enough skill and knowledge to make it a pleasant experience, but now I think the opportunity for that has passed me by.” He sighed tiredly. “I’m content with just giving or getting a blowjob and my toys now.”
Kakashi shifted closer still and reached out to put a hand on Iruka’s knee. “Iruka, you can’t talk to Naruto about sex feeling the way you do. I can hear the fear and the bitterness in your voice.” Kakashi gave Iruka’s knee a gentle squeeze. “I know you won’t mean to, but all you’ll manage to do is scare the hell out of him and make him think sex can’t be anything but painful.
Iruka pulled his knee away from Kakashi’s touch and the strange tingling sensations it caused. He couldn’t help the defensive, angry tone of his voice. “Well I don’t exactly know how to change that. The only practical knowledge I have about anal sex is horribly inadequate.”
Kakashi moved closer still to Iruka and didn’t stop until their thighs were touching. “Well then you need more practical knowledge. He brought his hand up to cup the side of Iruka’s face, letting his voice go even huskier. “Let me show you what it can be like to have a lover who is willing to work for your pleasure.”
Iruka pulled his face away from Kakashi’s touch, but it was a little more reluctantly than the first time he pulled away. He wouldn’t deny that he found Kakashi attractive or that he trusted the man not to hurt him and to make sure he enjoyed the experience. But he just couldn’t stomach the idea of Kakashi touching him just because he felt sorry for him. “I don’t need a pity fuck.”
Kakashi chuckled softly and brought the hand that had caressed Iruka’s cheek down from where it was still hovering in the air and laid it softly on Iruka’s thigh. “That’s not at all what I meant.” His hand began rubbing small, teasing circles on Iruka’s inner thigh. “Is it so hard to believe that I genuinely want you, and that I’m using this opportunity to have you?”
Yes, that was hard for Iruka to believe. Kakashi could have anyone in the village he wanted, and even if he slept with Iruka, would continue to have anyone in the village he wanted. What could possibly make him interested in plain, emotionally wounded Iruka? The thought of being just another number in a long line of well-pleased but forgotten lovers made Iruka feel a little ill. “I’m not going to be just another notch in your bedpost Kakashi.”
Kakashi chuckled again and his hand drifted a little higher. His voice was barely a whisper now, but he still managed to sound teasing and playful. “And just how do you know how many notches are in my bedpost, Iruka?”
Iruka took a deep breath and ignoring the fact that his cock was beginning to harden a bit at Kakashi’s sultry tone of voice and wandering hand. He calmed himself a bit and opened his mouth to tell Kakashi that he couldn’t let this go any further when the look on Kakashi’s face hit him like a punch to the gut. There was open and unchecked desire swimming in the one visible eye and it made all of Iruka’s thoughts derail.
Would it be so bad for once in his life to just take what he wanted and to damn the consequences? There was a man who was sexy as hell sitting on his couch touching him and promising to bring him pleasure, what the hell was supposed to be the down side of that? He was an adult, he could share a physical experience with someone he considered at least somewhat of a friend without things getting complicated. There was no need for this to become emotional and messy. He could be playful and teasing, he could live in the moment and there wasn’t a damn thing wrong with it.
He shifted his legs so they were spread open a little wider and let the corner of his mouth lift up in a tiny smirk. “Well even if only half the rumors about how good you are in bed are true then I would assume that there are plenty of notches. You’d have to get that kind of experience somewhere.”
Kakashi hummed low in his throat and leaned forward some. The hand on Iruka’s thigh took advantage of the increased access and slid up until the tips of his fingers were brushing the juncture of Iruka’s hip and thigh. “And just who exactly do you hear these rumors from?”
Iruka gasped at the feeling of Kakashi’s hand so close to his now fully hard cock. It almost distracted him enough to forget their teasing little game, almost. “Genma mostly. He claims you can make a virgin’s legs fall open with just a look.”
Kakashi’s eye crinkled up in that odd visible, but not visible smile again and he brought his hand up to palm Iruka’s erection through his pants. “Hmm, well Genma would know. I can certainly make his legs fall open with a look. But I don’t think that particular trait is reserved just for me.”
The comment brought a completely irrational surge of anger, after all Iruka was the one who brought Genma up. And it’s not like the younger man had any delusions that Kakashi had any feelings for him. This was just casual sex between two men who were somewhere between acquaintances and friends, Iruka had absolutely no reason, and no right to be jealous. Yet he still found that his voice had a rather petulant quality to it. “Well isn’t that just nice for the two of you.”
Kakashi put more pressure on Iruka’s erection, squeezing just slightly. “Are you jealous Iruka?”
A breathless little moan forced its way out of Iruka’s throat and his legs fell open a little wider at the increased pressure. God in heaven, Genma wasn’t too far off the mark. It had taken more than a look, but Iruka was definitely spreading his legs wantonly and they weren’t even naked yet. “Not in the way you’re implying. But I am jealous that the two of you are so comfortable with sex.”
Kakashi tilted his head some and his expression turned serious. “Well then let me give you that gift Iruka.” He pulled back and then stood up from the couch, reaching down to pull Iruka up as well. When they were both standing he enfolded Iruka in his arms and brought his head down to whisper in the shorter man’s ear. “Just think of this as your sexual education. And then you’ll have something specific to go on when you talk to Naruto.”
Iruka sucked in a shuddering breath and tried not to rub his erection against Kakashi like a shameless whore as he relaxed into the embrace. He bit the inside of his cheek and tried to focus on their conversation. “Will you talk to Sasuke?”
Kakashi sighed and then began pressing his teeth lightly against the skin of Iruka’s neck through the soft cotton of his mask. “If you let me show you how good sex with someone who cares about you is.”
Iruka moaned and tilted his head giving Kakashi more skin to play with. “Are you blackmailing me?”
Kakashi chuckled against the skin of Iruka’s neck. “Yes. Does that make you angry?”
Iruka considered the question and then smiled, enjoying bantering back and forth with someone older than a pre-genin for once. “Not really. I was already considering agreeing anyway.”
Kakashi continued his unhurried nibbling of Iruka’s neck. “Hmm. Good.” Kakashi rolled his hips against Iruka’s letting the chuunin feel his rock-hard erection, and cranking up the sexual intensity a bit. “So how about it Iruka, can I make love to you. Can I show you how good it can be?”
Iruka stilled a bit at Kakashi’s choice of words, but then he rationalized that Kakashi didn’t mean anything by it, ‘making love’ was just an expression. He didn’t even really have to think about his answer though. “Yes.”
Kakashi reached up and grabbed the edge of his mask and pulled it down, exposing his face. He paused a moment, giving Iruka the opportunity to see his face bare.
Iruka looked at Kakashi’s face in awe. He wasn’t expecting the man to show him his face, but he was so glad he did. The little bit of nervousness that seemed to be rooted in his belly and refused to go away, softened and was beginning to bleed out of him. If Kakashi trusted him enough to show him his face, Iruka could trust Kakashi enough to give him his body. Iruka wasn’t sure what the emotions churning inside of him were, so he chose to ignore them and focus on the physicality of Kakashi’s face.
It was no wonder Kakashi kept his face covered. He was so gorgeous that if he walked around the village without his mask he’d never get anywhere because he’d be spending too much time fighting off both men and women. Full, soft looking lips were quirked up in a soft smile and there was a tiny scar under one cheekbone, but that only made Kakashi sexier. Iruka had a thing for scars.
Kakashi brought one hand up and pulled the elastic band out of Iruka’s hair.
Iruka could feel his hair slip down and fall around his face. It tickled his cheek and nose and he sucked in a breath at the feeling. Suddenly, looking at Kakashi’s unmasked face with his own bangs falling in his eyes, things seemed far more intimate and it made the chuunin’s breathing erratic.
Kakashi brought his hand down and cupped Iruka’s cheek leaning forward to bring his lips to the smaller man’s, pressing lightly.
Iruka responded to the kiss eagerly and opened his mouth for Kakashi’s tongue when it darted out to lick the seam of his lips. Kakashi tasted like mint and honey, and Iruka decided that combined with Kakashi’s own natural taste, it was the most delicious combination of flavors he’d ever experienced. So he angled his head to allow him to deepen the kiss and thrust his tongue against Kakashi’s more urgently.
Kakashi’s hand slipped from Iruka’s cheek, and not breaking contact with the chuunin’s mouth, he dropped his hands down to Iruka’s vest and began pulling it off impatiently.
Iruka decided that Kakashi definitely had the right idea and he brought his hands to Kakashi’s vest, unzipped it and began to slip it off his shoulders as well.
Kakashi’s hands slid under the hem of Iruka’s shirt and he lifted it up over the brunet’s head, only separating their lips when it was absolutely necessary.
Before Kakashi could reclaim his lips, Iruka lifted Kakashi’s shirt as well. Then he bent to remove his own shoes, giving Kakashi a look that encouraged him to do the same. He needed Kakashi naked and he needed it now. He wanted to touch, to taste; he wanted to see the cock that was going to take him.
Kakashi first pulled his mask up and over his head, then bent to remove his shoes and then reached out and pulled Iruka against him again, crushing their mouths together.
Iruka moaned into Kakashi’s mouth and clutched at his shoulders. Kakashi was a damned good kisser. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to look at the man again and not feel the phantom sensations of that tongue in his mouth.
Kakashi let his hands play over the muscles on Iruka’s chest and stomach before dipping lower to the fastening of his pants. He managed to open them with one hand while keeping the other wrapped around Iruka’s waist stroking absently, and then pushed the material down.
Iruka kicked the material pooled around his ankles away and dropped his hands down to the fastening of Kakashi’s pants. He wasn’t skilled enough to do it one handed like Kakashi, but he managed to get the button undone and was soon pushing the material down lithely muscled legs. He might have been embarrassed at his eagerness, but he was too worried about getting Kakashi naked.
He looked down to take in the sight of Kakashi naked, and had to suck in a hissing breath. The man was a god. All lean muscle and pale skin, he was beautifully formed. A few scars dusted his skin here and there and Iruka longed to map each one with his tongue. But the thing that currently held his attention was Kakashi’s cock.
Nestled in a thick patch of snow white pubic hair, it was long and thick, without being monstrously large, and the head was already flushed and a little wet at the tip. That little bead of moisture beckoned Iruka, and he wanted to sink to his knees, but he was distracted before he could.
Kakashi wrapped his hand around Iruka’s erection and gave it one slow teasing stroke.
Iruka threw his head back and moaned in pleasure. It had been months since anyone’s hand but his own had been on his cock, and it felt divine. Kakashi knew just how to stroke, just how hard to grip to do little more than tease. It was driving Iruka wild. But he wanted something more. “I want to taste you.”
Kakashi looked down at him, clearly wanting it, but not sure what Iruka was planning. “Iruka I-“
Iruka cut him off by wrapping his hand around Kakashi’s cock and stroking before the taller man could protest more. He needed to do something to be on familiar ground. He wasn’t used to slow, leisurely play. He was used to quick and dirty anonymous blowjobs in darkened hallways or dingy bathroom stalls. And Kakashi’s cock was practically begging for attention. “Please”
Iruka didn’t wait for Kakashi to agree, he simply dropped to his knees and took him in his mouth. Iruka liked sucking cock, and he’d been told he was good at it, so he put all the effort he could into pleasing Kakashi. He needed Kakashi to want this as much as he did. It would be so embarrassing to take his pleasure from someone as experienced as Kakashi and give the man nothing in return.
Kakashi moaned darkly above him and thrust his fingers into Iruka’s hair. “Iruka, baby, if you don’t stop I don’t think I’m gonna make it to the main event.”
Kakashi’s words made something warm and heavy settle in Iruka’s gut. Pleased that he could bring Kakashi that much pleasure, he pulled of the other man’s erection and looked up at him teasingly. “But I wasn’t finished yet. I told you I wanted to taste you, I meant your cum.”
Kakashi groaned at him and his erection twitched in front of Iruka’s face. “Such a tease. Bedroom. Now.”
Iruka stood up and winked at Kakashi. “Who said I was teasing?”
Kakashi landed a playful swat on Iruka’s rear and smiled widely at him. “Me.”
Iruka led the way to the bedroom, adding a little extra sway to his hips than normal. But when they got there, a little fit of nerves began to claw at his insides.
Kakashi came up behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist and nibbled at his earlobe. “You have absolutely no idea how sexy you are, do you?”
Iruka sighed and relaxed into Kakashi’s embrace. It should have concerned him how comfortable this position felt, how right it felt to be in Kakashi’s arms, but Iruka chose to ignore that for now. “You make me feel sexy.”
Kakashi brought one hand up to tweak Iruka’s nipple. “I’m glad I make you feel sexy. I want to make you feel even better. Lube?”
Iruka gasped at the stimulation to his nipple and tried to focus on Kakashi’s question. How did the man expect him to talk when he was feeling so good? “Top drawer of the night stand.”
Kakashi pulled away from him then and bent to search the drawer Iruka had indicated. He opened it then looked up and quirked a brow at Iruka when he saw there was also a blue plastic vibrator stored with the lube.
Iruka blushed, and tried to fight down his embarrassment. He knew he shouldn’t be embarrassed, he already told Kakashi that he used toys. But for some reason having Kakashi see the well-used vibrator made him feel a little dirty, and embarrassingly enough, that turned him on even more.
Kakashi finally retrieved the lube after a little rummaging and tossed it on the bed. “Condoms?”
Iruka considered the question carefully. He knew he should probably play it safe, but he was about to be penetrated for the first time in years, he wanted to feel it with nothing in the way. He wanted to feel Kakashi bare naked inside him. “You’re clean right?”
Kakashi nodded.
Iruka shrugged a little. “Well so am I, so we don’t need them.”
Kakashi wrapped Iruka in his arms again and planted a searing kiss on his lips. Breaking apart finally, he pushed on Iruka’s shoulder a bit.
Taking the hint, Iruka stepped back a little, and then lay back on his bed, feeling more than a little vulnerable, but he wanted this and more importantly he wanted it with Kakashi. And the hungry look the other man was giving him helped alleviate some of his fears as well.
Kakashi knelt on the bed and then shifted so that he was positioned between Iruka’s spread thighs. Slowly, he lowered himself down to rest on his forearms pressing their bodies together.
Iruka groaned at the feel of Kakashi’s body covering his, the heavy weight of Kakashi's rock-hard form making him crave more contact. He reached up to fist his hands in the wild silver hair of his lover and drag him down for a kiss, needing to let Kakashi know how he felt and unable to do it with words.
Kakashi went willingly and met Iruka’s mouth in a hot, needy kiss. Their tongues tangled together in an intricate dance that left Kakashi panting. His hands weren’t idle through it all though. He let them wander, softly stroking Iruka’s ribcage, his hip, his collarbone.
Iruka gasped softly at the feel of Kakashi’s hands feathering light touches over his skin. These soft ministrations were making him crazy, they were ratcheting up his arousal but they weren’t nearly enough. He needed more, he needed faster, he needed harder.
He rolled his hips up, grinding his erection against Kakashi’s. Iruka’s cock throbbed insistently and heat surged through him. The friction just felt so delicious and he felt his eyes roll back in their sockets.
Kakashi gasped in surprise as Iruka thrust his dick against his own. He reached between them and wrapped both their erections in a loose grip.
Feeling Kakashi’s strong, capable hands on his cock made Iruka shiver in arousal, but it still wasn’t enough, the grip was too loose. And he didn’t want to come this way, the attention on his neglected cock felt nice, but he was anticipating something far more pleasant. And those thoughts made his asshole flutter and spasm in nervous fear and excitement. He pulled harshly on the silver strands of hair in his fists, hoping Kakashi got the message, not wanting to beg aloud.
Kakashi pulled back and smirked down at Iruka. “Demanding little minx aren’t you?”
Iruka blushed at Kakashi’s words, but he couldn’t deny them. He wanted Kakashi so badly, and he wasn’t above demanding the things he wanted, and his conviction not to beg went out the window. “Please, Kakashi.”
Kakashi slowly moved down Iruka’s body, pressing soft, open-mouthed kisses and lapping at the skin he found on his way down. When he reached the base of Iruka’s cock he looked up at the other man with a smoldering look. “Your cock looks so delicious Iruka, can I taste it?”
Iruka moaned at the heated look he was receiving and at the fact that those soft lips and that wicked tongue were now in such close proximity to his aching arousal. He nodded desperately down at Kakashi. There was no way he could answer that question with something coherent, so he didn’t even try.
Kakashi bent his head and sucked Iruka’s arousal into his hot mouth. He dipped his head taking the entire shaft in, opening his throat to accommodate him. He bobbed and sucked intent on bringing pleasure and making Iruka mindless, but not allowing him to cum.
Iruka moaned and thrashed beneath him. He’d had blowjobs before, but this was incredible. And to top it all off this was Kakashi! The sexiest and probably the strongest man Iruka had ever met currently had Iruka’s cock in his throat, and was swallowing it down like he couldn’t get enough. He didn’t know if he was going to survive this, this was a level of pleasure approaching pain. But dear god if he was going to die, what a way to go. “Oh…oh god.”
Kakashi reached down and grabbed Iruka’s thighs, pushing them higher, up against his chest. He let his mouth wind a slow path downward, laving Iruka’s balls and then swiping over his taint, before reaching his final destination. His tongue darted out to make a quick, broad stroke over Iruka’s puckered entrance, and then paused to gauge his lover’s reaction.
Iruka bowed off the bed and howled in pleasure when Kakashi licked his hole. He’d never experienced anything like that before. Of course he knew what rimming was, he just didn’t know it would feel this damn good. Kakashi’s tongue stoked a need inside him that he wasn’t even aware existed. Suddenly he felt so empty, his hole fluttered and twitched again with a need to be filled that wouldn’t be denied.
Iruka’s reaction proved that he obviously wasn’t bothered by Kakashi’s actions, so the jounin tongued the fluttering hole again, intent on eating Iruka’s ass until he was mindless with pleasure.
Iruka squirmed and pushed his ass more firmly against Kakashi’s face, begging wordlessly for more. He was acting shamelessly slutty, but he didn’t care. Kakashi could tell everyone in Konoha that he was a wanton whore, as long as he kept doing that thing with his tongue that tickled a little but set a fire burning in his belly.
Kakashi continued to stroke Iruka’s hole with the flat of his tongue until the chuunin began trying to hump his face. He stiffened his tongue and pushed in, breaching the tight ring of muscle.
Iruka didn’t know how he managed to hold off orgasm when he felt Kakashi’s tongue press inside him. It felt so damned good. And he’d thought just being licked was good, this… this was pleasure so blindingly intense it stole Iruka’s breath.
Kakashi reached down and grabbed the bottle of lube he’d secured earlier and popped the cap one handed. While he continued to fuck Iruka’s ass with his tongue, he coated his fingers with lube. He brought one finger to Iruka’s entrance and began to slide it in. He barely breached the entrance, just up to the second knuckle, and he made sure to continue licking with his tongue.
Iruka moaned at the feeling of Kakashi’s finger breaching him. It didn’t hurt at all, it just left him panting and aching for more. He continued thrusting his hips down, trying to get more of Kakashi’s finger inside him.
Kakashi noticed Iruka’s impatience again and smiled a little. He thrust his finger in as far as it could go, wiggling it a bit once it was inside.
Iruka moaned and arched his back, pressing himself closer to Kakashi, clenching his muscles around the invading digit, not to push it out but to draw it further in.
Kakashi pressed deeply a few more times then pushed another finger in with the first. He thrust them in slowly, looking for Iruka’s prostate. When he found it, he hooked both fingers and slowly drug the tips over the sensitive bundle.
Iruka wailed in pleasure and fisted both hands in the bed sheets. His back arched and a little dribble of precum spurted out of the tip of his cock.
While Iruka was still riding the high from having his prostate stimulated, Kakashi began scissoring his fingers and trying to stretch him as much as possible.
Iruka noticed the stretching and while he felt a small twinge of discomfort, it hadn’t been too long since he last used a toy on himself so there wasn’t any pain. He was desperate now. He didn’t care how he sounded, how he looked. He needed more and he needed it now. “Oh please Kakashi.”
Kakashi looked up at Iruka, lust shining in his eyes, and then slowly pressed a third finger inside. “This what you want?”
Three fingers were bigger than any of the toys Iruka had used on himself. But even so he still felt no pain, only the sensation of stretching and fullness. This was so much closer to what he wanted, but still not nearly enough. “Yes, oh god Kakashi, more!”
Kakashi kept pumping his fingers into Iruka’s hole, slowly increasing the speed and depth, coaxing the muscles to loosen and relax. He kept his tongue busy too, alternating lapping at Iruka’s stretched entrance and his balls.
Iruka couldn’t wait any longer. He needed the jounin inside him more than he needed his next breath. “Kakashi, I’m ready. Now, please now.”
Kakashi gave Iruka’s hole one last lick, before gently removing his fingers. “This will be easier if you’re on your hands and knees.”
Iruka almost balked at the position, he would rather see Kakashi’s face, that felt far more comfortable and like this was more than an anonymous backroom fuck. But then, this man’s tongue had just been inside his asshole, was being taken from behind really going to cross any personal boundaries they hadn’t already? “Whatever you think. You are the expert here.”
Kakashi leaned back and rolled to his knees allowing Iruka to move.
Iruka rolled over to his belly before pushing up on his hands and knees. He fought back panic at the idea of exposing himself to Kakashi in this way. There was no reason to panic, Kakashi wasn’t going to hurt him, in all actuality he was probably going to make him feel better than he ever had or he ever would again, and it was clear the other man wanted him and was nowhere close to rejecting him. There was really nothing else to be concerned about. Yet he still felt like some previously distressed damsel waiting for her white knight to claim his prize and ravish her.
He looked back over his shoulder at Kakashi once he was settled on all fours, and the look on the other man’s face settled all his fears instantly. The complete and total look of hunger that blanketed that gorgeous face set arousal burning in his veins again and suddenly it didn’t matter what the hell position he was in, as long as Kakashi was there doing something to him that made him feel like he was flying.
Kakashi looked at Iruka with raw lust on his face. “God, you’re so beautiful like this.”
Iruka sucked in a gasping breath at Kakashi’s words. Just when he thought he couldn’t get any hotter, Kakashi set him on fire again. In any other circumstance, being called beautiful would have spiked Iruka’s anger not his arousal. But for some reason when Kakashi said it, the words were like a physical caress that made Iruka burn with need.
Kakashi leaned forward and used both hands to spread Iruka’s cheeks. He swiped his tongue in one long stripe over Iruka’s hole.
Iruka groaned in ecstasy when Kakashi’s tongue lapped at him. The little ring of muscle was already so sensitive from all the earlier attention that even just that one lick sent a lightning bolt of pleasure shooting up Iruka’s spine. His voice was barely a whisper. “Oh fuck.”
Kakashi leaned up and reached out for the lube and poured a generous amount on his cock. He slicked it up with a few sure, quick strokes. “Are you ready?”
Iruka felt a little stirring of anger at being treated so delicately, even though it was what he’d asked for in a roundabout way. He didn’t want Kakashi to hurt him, but he’d never been some weak and weepy uke and he wasn’t ever going to be. And he’d be damned if Kakashi was going to treat him like one and get away with it. “Christ Kakashi, I’m not some blushing virgin here. Just get on with it.”
Kakashi chuckled at Iruka’s anger and grasped the brunet’s hip in one hand. With the other he lined his cockhead up with Iruka’s hole and began a steady push in.
Iruka gasped as he was penetrated. There was a little burning, but other than that no pain. Kakashi’s careful preparations had done their job. The sensation of being filled was like nothing Iruka had ever experienced before and he felt his body open and welcome Kakashi hungrily.
Kakashi continued to press in slowly but insistently, not stopping until he was fully sheathed within Iruka’s tight passage. “Holy…shiiit…”
There was a cock in him. There was a cock in him and it didn’t hurt, in fact it felt good. There was a cock in him and it felt incredible, and it wasn’t doing anything. Why the hell wasn’t it doing anything, why wasn’t Kakashi moving? Didn’t he know how desperate Iruka was, how long he’d waited for this? “Just because it’s been awhile, doesn’t mean I’m made of glass. Will you stop treating me like a woman and fuck me already?”
Kakashi gripped Iruka’s hip harder and made the tiniest movement with his hips. “I’m not holding back for you sweet, I’m holding back for me. You feel so damn good ‘Ruka, I need a minute to get myself back under control.”
For the first time, Iruka noticed the way Kakashi’s hands were shaking on his hips, the way his breathing was shallow and harsh, the way his voice had sounded so strained. Did he really affect the man that much? Something inside him that had long ago cracked and then hardened over split wide open, and Iruka felt a fear he’d never even realized he’d had fade away as if it had never been.
This man wanted him, really truly wanted him to the point of almost losing control. This incredibly sexy, incredibly experienced walking, talking god of sex thought he was beautiful and was shaking and panting trying to maintain his cool while inside him. One of the strongest ninja in the village was here, in his bed and he wasn’t demanding more than Iruka could give, in fact he seemed more than content to take what he could get, and it was enough.
For the first time in his life Iruka felt that he didn’t need to try harder to be stronger, smarter, nicer, more proper. He could just be Iruka and be wanted and desired for that. For the first time in his life Iruka felt worthy. He felt he deserved the attentions of this man, and he damn well wanted more of them. The thought sent a flutter of excitement through his belly and he unconsciously clenched his inner muscles around the hard cock buried in him.
Kakashi hissed when Iruka squeezed him. “Damnit Iruka, it’s like you want me to pound your ass into the mattress.”
Iruka moaned low and then squeezed around Kakashi again, feeling sexy and mischievous. “Wasn’t that what I was just asking you for?”
Kakashi growled and then hissed. “Oh, fuck me.” He pulled his hips back and thrust into Iruka sharply.
Iruka tossed his head back and cried out in pleasure as Kakashi’s thrust brushed past the hungry, needy place inside of him. “Oh god, don’t stop.”
Kakashi smirked down at him, and started a punishing rhythm, grabbing his hips in a bruising grip and hammering into Iruka with abandon. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Iruka gasped and began pushing back with his hips meeting Kakashi’s thrusts needing more of the intense pleasure, more of the feeling of being desired, more of Kakashi. “Yes, oh fuck, yes.”
Kakashi grabbed Iruka’s hips pulling him back farther and changing the angle. He growled at the increased penetration and tightened his grip on Iruka’s tanned hips.
Kakashi’s thrusts were now hitting his prostate dead on and Iruka’s arms collapsed beneath him, bringing his shoulders to the mattress. He pressed the side of his face into the bed beneath him and spread his legs wider, silently begging for more, urging Kakashi to take him harder still.
Kakashi growled again and thrust deeper. “I don’t know how you managed to go so long without fucking Iruka, not when you’re so needy.”
Iruka bit his lip in rapture and confusion. How the hell was Kakashi managing complete sentences? Iruka’s pleasure hazed brain could barely comprehend what had been said. But when it finally registered he frowned a little in indignation. “Ever thought about the fact that maybe I’m-“ A moan of bliss interrupted him. “so needy because-” A gasp of surprise. “it’s been so long?” The last few words came out a little more breathless than the rest because Kakashi circled his hips and ground into him, causing sparks of pleasure to ignite throughout his body.
Kakashi chuckled and leaned over Iruka’s back to whisper in his ear. “Or maybe you just like my cock that much.”
Iruka growled both at the words and at the change of position that caused Kakashi’s strokes to become shallower. “Less talking, more fucking.” He punctuated his demand by clenching his inner muscles around Kakashi.
Kakashi trembled slightly then leaned up and resumed thrusting deeply into Iruka. “There’s that sensei voice that gets me so hot.”
Iruka gasped in surprise at the white hot stab of pleasure that accompanied Kakashi’s actions and at the knowledge that Kakashi liked him being so demanding. He’d been called a pushy uke before, and that was by men he wasn’t doing more than sucking off. It had always made him feel uncomfortable, like he was doing something wrong or shameful. But Kakashi seemed to like it, in fact he seemed to enjoy goading Iruka into doing it more. Iruka could handle that.
Kakashi reached down and wrapped a hand around Iruka’s length, stroking it firmly as he picked up speed. “Can’t last much longer, cum for me Iruka.”
Those words , in that voice, combined with so much pleasant stimulation had Iruka’s balls drawing up and him tumbling head over heels into orgasm, following Kakashi’s order before he was entirely ready. He’d wanted to prolong this amazing experience, but it couldn’t be helped now. He arched his back, impaling himself more fully on Kakashi as his dick pulsed and sprayed his warm fluid on the sheets below him. “Fuck!”
Kakashi moaned behind him, then thrust deep and stilled. “Oh…goddamn.”
Iruka felt the pulse of Kakashi’s erection deep inside his passage before the warm flow of Kakashi’s release filled his insides. The feeling was so much more exciting and soothing than he ever thought it would be. He’d always assumed it would be a little gross or uncomfortable, but instead it just pushed one more shaky moan past his lips.
Kakashi carefully pulled out, obviously trying to be careful and not hurt him. “You okay?”
Iruka slumped to the bed, trying and failing, to avoid the wet spot he’d just created. “Exhausted, but other than that I’m fine.” He rolled over to his back to look at Kakashi who was still kneeling at the foot of the bed.
Kakashi smiled lazily and winked. “I guess that means I did something right then.”
Iruka smiled up at him teasingly. “Fine, go ahead, sit there and gloat if you want. But I seem to recall that I wasn’t the only one that was moaning and panting and enjoying myself thoroughly.”
Kakashi’s face grew serious again and he looked down at Iruka with a sudden intensity. “No, you weren’t the only one.”
Iruka was a little puzzled by that response and Kakashi’s change in demeanor. What exactly did that mean? He was about to ask, when abruptly Kakashi crawled to the edge of the bed.
The jounin stood up and walked to the head of the bed and looked down at Iruka with a small smile. “I’d like to stay but I have to leave for a mission in about six hours.”
Iruka nodded dumbly, and feeling suddenly self conscious, tugged the edge of the sheet over his exposed lower half. “Okay.”
Kakashi leaned down and kissed Iruka’s temple softly and brought a hand up to stroke his cheek, twining his fingers in the hair sticking to it with sweat. “I’d like to see you again when I get back. Or at the very least just remain friends. I don’t want this to make you uncomfortable around me.” Then he leaned down for one last chaste kiss and walked out of the bedroom.
Iruka thought he probably should have said something to Kakashi’s last statement, but he couldn’t figure out just exactly what he wanted to say. He couldn’t quite figure out what the feelings swimming around in his brain were, so it was hopeless to try to express them. So he just sat. Sat and listened to the sounds of Kakashi gathering his clothes and getting dressed, wondering what in the hell had just happened between them.
TBC….