Closed Door Opened Window

Hello folks. I dunno how many people are going to read this but um.... There is a posting up on the Male/Male Naruto section. Me being the lazy person I am don't really remember the name of the author but I do remember what she typed. It was something against homosexuality.... I am not really one to get into drama my plate is full as it is but for me to ignore this would be slightly hypocritical because I hate people stepping on me. I didn't think I would let this much out about me but here goes cause I hate when people claim to be of God but yet condemn others. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CONDEMN ANYONE IF YOU ARE A CHILD UNDER JESUS CHRIST.

I am Kurai Kisu by now if you have been reading my story you will know that I am one a female. If you don't know by my birthday on my profile I am over the age of 25. Now I wasn't really trying to put this out here and I don't think I left any hints but I am also yuri. Now having said that here is the thing. That posting has really upset me badly. I am not an ol school on this site but I have been here long enough to know that if you are reading or posting on here I think you should at least have enough of an open mind to accept that love comes in all forms. I am not saying you should go out and marry your dog or anything but if someone's soul calls out to your heart and you both feel it then WITHOUT hurting others mind you go for it with no restraints.

Now this person made a comment about being Christian. Once again I am not one to complain about someone's views. But I have honestly only met maybe 2 TRUE Christians in my life. I have to say I would be a hypocrite if I were to say I am a very pure Christian lets face it folks these stories are NOT G rated in the least. But I am in the faith of Christianity and that being said would make me gay and Christian. Hmmmmm does that mean that I should suddenly combust into flames? Because the way this chick is speaking I should have horns and a tail. I don't...although I come off as rather stoic myself I know I have a good heart. AND according to this person I and my friends should have all kinds of STDS and AIDS well....I was at the doctors recently and being the fact that I am slightly stoic I have been alerted that although Gay I am quite health albeit I don't eat like I should I am pretty sure that I have not received any STDS from a damn bag of chips. Once again lets go over the facts. I am gay, Christian, and Healthy, I am even happily single (which takes any impression that all gays people are about sex), hey even if no one cares I am abstinent by my own accord. Now I am not sure if I have turned any of my readers away but um.... I am almost done here so bare with me if you will.

I made a comment about REAL Christians let me define that. A REAL Christian is someone that believes in the word of God. I dunno if we have the complete Bible here in this day and time but from what I have been taught to be a REAL Christian you forgive and accept your brethren. And like I have said I have only met 2 REAL ones that knew my preference and they accepted me and did not condemn me. So please tell me because you have HAD to read SOME of these stories and this is directed to any more close minded people.

What gives you the right to condemn my life and my heart when you did not breathe the essence of my soul nor pump the flow of my blood into this body of mine? What gives you the right to tell me I am wrong for wanting to love someone that I CAN NOT avoid the pull from. Being gay is NOT a choice like what pair of socks I put on today its something I for one can say was something hard to deal with. It was confusing and down right hard to come to terms with but I firmly believe you can not run from who you are. That does not give ANY OF YOU CLOSED MINDED JERKS the right to tell me I am a heathen (because I am not) and it certainly does not give you the right to insinuate that I or my friends will succumb to a disease ridden death. HIV AIDS AND STDS ARE THE RESULTS OF PEOPLE FUCKING AROUND AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER DEPENDS ON THE CIRCUMSTANCES AND NOT THINKING IN AN ADULT MANNER TO PUT SOME KIND OF DAMN BARRIER BETWEEN THEM AND SOMEONE THEY OBVIOUSLY DID NOT KNOW WELL ENOUGH TO REALIZE THE JERK WAS SICK!!!! DO NOT FUCKING COME AND SAY THAT CAUSE I LIKE SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME SHIT AS ME BELOW THE BELT THAT I WILL SUCCUMB TO A FATE SUCH AS THAT WHEN I LIVE MY LIFE THE SAME DAY WAY AS YOURS!!!!!

Now before anyone tries to flame me not everyone with HIV or AIDS or even and STD (stranger things have happened) has it cause they had sex with an infected person but I am pretty damn sure some DUMBASS down the line who wasn't thinking did inflict this horrible consequence and it truly is a shame for those who have it and were not at fault. But I digress sexual preference DOES NOT CONDEMN YOU TO THAT SHIT.

I have only this last thing to say and once again I apologize for boring you or annoying you with this:

If you truly believe yourself to be self righteous then you almost keep in mind the fact that I and every other minority group in this world are able to get up and breath must mean we have a right to be who we are without having to worry about being preached to. This is an adult site so I think we are fully aware of our choices here and on the street in our daily lives.

I'm done. Chapter 10 will be up soon sorry for my rambling.