The Turning Away

Hello all, sorry to be so long with this again. Mainly just tiredness stopping me from writing, the weather has been so up and down the past two months and summer has just begun. Sorry if there are any mistakes, I can’t catch everything. And this is for my friend Achillona, she knows why… I hope you …enjoy…?!

The Turning Away continued…
By Fyrbyrd

Naruto pushed up against Kakashi, trying to get the older man off of him. He didn’t understand why he was doing this to him. Finally able to get his lips free he continued to push up, “Sensei…what…are you doing? Get…off…please.”

With a single hand Kakashi was able to get Naruto’s jacket undone, then down to undo his pants. Naruto began to struggle even harder, he was scared now. Kakashi was still attacking him with his mouth on his neck and face; he had succeeded in opening Naruto’s pants the hand was gliding over his genitals. “Damn it. Please don’t do this.”

“I’m not going to hurt you. I can’t stop, I can’t control…”

“No! Get off me,” Naruto shoved, and then he gasped as a cold hand slide over his skin, rubbing against his penis.

Kakashi kissed lightly at his face, “Please forgive me… I can’t stop… I need this too badly.”

Naruto’s hands clutched at Kakashi’s shoulders as the man continued to rub him, bringing him to hardness, gasping every time a thumb dipped over the head of his cock. Then the man rolled off of him to pull off his own pants all the way before straddling him again with a hand at his own behind. Naruto wondered what he was doing, but was soon distracted when Kakashi’s own hard cock slid against his as the man rubbed his body back and forth over him, occasionally leaning down to kiss at him. It only then dawned on Naruto that he was looking at the very bare, very handsome face of his Sensei for the first time. With all of the distractions he had stopped fighting against Kakashi, yet something in his mind was telling him that this was wrong. He could not let Kakashi do this to him.

Still he lay in shock as Kakashi knelt up and spat on his hands before covering Naruto’s cock in the saliva raising himself up and over Naruto, guiding Naruto’s cock into his ass. Naruto reacted then, surprised. He had been thinking that he was about to be entered, instead he had Kakashi riding him, rising up and down on Naruto who looked up at him in utter shock. He grabbed at Kakashi’s arms as the pleasure burst over him, unable to stop the enjoyment of the act of being inside another being. He had never been with a girl, let alone a man before. He had only ever experienced the pleasure of a hand before, though he had experimented with the other boys before in that way.

Kakashi was riding him hard, slamming down on him, making Naruto want to buck up, tearing moans and groans of pleasure from them both. But Naruto did not last long like that, and very soon came hard into Kakashi who groaned out as he was filled. He bounced a few more times before unstraddling Naruto to roll away and clutch at his still hard cock, bringing it to climax out over the grass.

Naruto lay there on his back looking up into the sky still contemplating what had happened. He saw Kakashi sit up and rub at his hair.

“Why the hell did you do that to me?”

Kakashi didn’t turn to him, his head lowered as he slipped the mask back over his face. “I’m sorry...It’s…that’s why I am hunting Kabuto.”

Naruto still didn’t understand. “What?”

“He placed a jutsu on me. I need to…mate to satisfy it.”

“Mate! That was rape!”

“I know. I know. But I warned you to back off and you wouldn’t.”

Naruto sat up realizing that what Kakashi was saying was true. He had told him.

“It wears off…in time. Tsunade put a blocker on it, but it has run out.”

“Then why didn’t you get back to the village?”

“Finding…her, knowing her link to Kabuto. I…couldn’t leave her here. Only he can reverse this, that is why I have to find him.”

“You could have told me.”

“Oh yeah sure. Sorry Naruto but I need you to fuck me, because that’s what I will help me to get over this…I told you to go back to the team.”

Naruto bowed his head and reached to pull his pants up. “How long?”

Kakashi looked over at him. “A few days, sometimes longer.”

There was a long silence between them again, “This jutsu, are you always…”

“Horny?”

“No I meant,” he turned very red, “On the bottom?”

“And how did you learn the mechanics of male on male sex?”

“Well, there were rumors about you chasing after Iruka. The others said you wanted to fuck him. We all saw some magazines…pictures and articles and such.”

“So you and the others have been wanking off to dirty magazines?”

Even redder, Naruto nodded. “You read Jiraiya’s book and I’ve seen them too.”

“They are about male on male sex, Naruto. And I never fucked Iruka. I never really thought about this happening before Kabuto did this, now it’s a part of my life. I never forced myself on anyone before you, though I didn’t mean to do that either, only you wouldn’t back off, and I was in such need.”

“Is that why you have kept away from the village?”

“That…and other reasons.”

“And the girl, you are going to take her home, to Iruka. He has a son and has adopted two others.”

“I know. He’s a good father.”

Naruto noticed that Kakashi was shaking again, that he had not put his pants back on. “It hasn’t worn off yet, has it?”

“You should go Naruto. I will not be able to help myself again and I have already shamed myself.”

Naruto reddened, “I could stay a little.”

“No! It isn’t safe.”

“You just shocked me, but otherwise it was…pleasant.”

Kakashi was shaking his head. “No, there is more to it…” he said softly.

“Huh? I’m sure I could do better.”

“Damn it Naruto,” Kakashi was fisting his cock now, “You don’t understand what could happen.”

“Like what. I could enjoy it?”

Kakashi lifted his head, he was shaking it, but the need had taken over again. “Then do it. Show me what you can do for me.”

Shyly Naruto moved over to him and took over what his hand was doing, Kakashi gasped, Naruto’s other hand pulled down the mask and he smiled. “I suppose Sasuke got to see this face before me.”

Kakashi pulled back, dropping his eyes, memories invading. But this was Naruto, who wanted to help, and Gods, he needed help right now. He nodded. Naruto lifted his face then brought their lips together. Kakashi wanted to pull away, his mind was full of thoughts of Sasuke, father of his twins. Could he really let Naruto do this? It was possible… Then he thought of the crush he’d had on his Sensei when he was younger. Naruto was his son…

And Naruto learned quickly, his tongue was pushing into Kakashi’s mouth. Kakashi let go of his thoughts and let the need take over, pushing the rest of Naruto’s clothes off along with his own until this time they were naked. He let Naruto push him down and explore his body. Naruto was hard and ready to go, but Kakashi pushed him back a little. “Naruto, before, I opened myself, which means I used my fingers to stretch my ass before I mounted you. I’m stretched still but you must stretch you partner before you do this.”

“Ah…okay.”

Kakashi could see the confusion. “You stick your fingers and stretch it open, otherwise it hurts too much, believe me, I know.”

“Oh sorry.” Naruto reached between Kakashi’s opened legs and pushed a finger inside Kakashi it was still slick from their activities earlier. “Like this?”

“Yes, then you add more fingers until the other is ready.”

Naruto watched his finger sink in and out of Kakashi, listened to the signs and moans the man was making. So he pushed in another, and then soon the third, Kakashi was pushing into them.

“I can’t wait much longer,” said Naruto, his cock twitching to get on with it.

“Then don’t. I was ready; I just wanted you to learn what to do.”

“Sure.” Naruto pulled his fingers out and moved to guide his cock to Kakashi’s hole. It felt so good when he sank into the welcoming warmth all the way to the hilt. Kakashi wrapped his legs and arms around Naruto, who began to move in and out of him, he was a little apprehensive at his first time in charge, but the natural need took over and soon he too was crying out his pleasure as he thrust into Kakashi harder and harder, speeding up as his enjoyment rose. He heard Kakashi cry out harshly and he wondered if he’d done something wrong.

“Don’t stop. It’s just, we have something inside us that if it’s rubbed or hit, damn it feels good,” explained Kakashi.

“Oh,” was all Naruto managed as he continued hoping he could do that again. He was glad when he did, because it seemed to bring Kakashi great pleasure, or at least it sounded that way and the man didn’t want him to stop hitting it. And then he could feel the buildup in himself, he wanted to cum; he was thrusting harder and harder. He must have been doing something right, because he felt Kakashi’s cum splatter onto him, and the passage he was sheathed in tightened around his cock, that was as much as he could take, and he came with a scream filling Kakashi with his seed for the second time that hour.

He collapsed on top of Kakashi who was gently rubbing his back. He didn’t seem to mind that Naruto was still inside him.

“I never thought it could feel so good,” said Naruto.

“Fucking?”

“Mmm.”

“Just don’t make too much of a habit of it when you get home.”

“Why, because I could get some girl pregnant?”

Kakashi jolted.

“I’ll be careful, I promise,” misinterpreted Naruto rising up.

Kakashi pushed at him then; maybe this was a bad idea. He could…

But Naruto lay his head down on Kakashi’s chest, “I don’t mind sticking to… males for now.” He thrust at Kakashi, his cock hardening again inside the man.

Kakashi had stopped rubbing at his back, but went back to it as Naruto slowly thrust into him. Pretty soon Naruto was lifting up and continuing, and Kakashi didn’t want to stop him, surrendering to the need now that he had a willing partner.

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Naruto stayed for a few days, helping to care for Kaori during the day, and helping Kakashi need throughout the night. Kakashi was unable to send him away, despite knowing the consequences of letting his former student continue to take him. How would he be able to explain to him if…? And Iruka would probably kill him too.

“I have to get back to the others,” said Naruto on the morning of the fourth day. “You seem a lot better today.”

Kakashi bowed his head. “The need is receding.”

Naruto smiled. “I’m glad I could help.”

“You won’t tell anyone…”

“Don’t worry Sensei. They probably wouldn’t believe me anyway.”

Kakashi nodded.

“Are you headed back to Konoha?”

“Yes, then I’ll get back to searching for Kabuto.”

“If we hear anything I’ll send a toad to you.”

Again Kakashi nodded.

Naruto got his things together; he still had to get the supplies he had been sent for. He went over to Kaori, he had heard her call Kakashi papa, and had thought it cute.

“You look after your papa, okay,” he said giving her a kiss on her forehead. She giggled at him and wanted a hug which he quickly gave before handing her back to Kakashi. “Well take care.”

“It won’t happen again, Naruto.” said Kakashi.

This time Naruto nodded, then quickly turned and leapt away.

Kakashi watched him go as he held, the need was indeed receding and he was a little worried about what that might mean. He put Kaori down as he gathered their things together. Then he placed her on his back and headed for home.

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Shizune entered Tsuande’s office. “I have a message from Kakashi, he’s back at his place and he wants to see you.”

“I expected him sooner than this.”

“Do you want me to come with you?”

“No, I’ll go alone.”

She arrived at the Hatake estate, and the first thing she saw was the little silver haired girl; “Hello there, where’s…?”

“Papa,” the girl said and toddled off into his room.

Kakashi was lying on his bed with a hand over his forehead.

“A little under the weather again? I expected you back sooner than this. The block should have worn off.”

“It did.”

She sniffed the room and walked up to him, “Damn it. I told you to get back here before anything happened. Who the hell did you find to sleep with this time, I know it wasn’t Kabuto.”

“No, he’s proving elusive; however, I did find my daughter.”

She looked down at the girl who had crawled onto Kakashi’s bed.

“Daughter? She calls you papa.”

“And I would rather it stayed that way.”

“You didn’t answer my question.”

“Exactly.”

“Idiot. Now what, still planning on going after Kabuto?”

“Yes. As soon as I settle her in with Iruka, I will head off.”

“How is supposed to help you if you are pregnant again?”

“I’ll bring him back here. There’s something wrong with him so I have to find him as quickly as I can.”

Something wrong with him?”

“Yes, he left Kaori behind because he could not care for her any longer. The couple he gave her too saw that I was ill when I lied about being his brother. They assumed I was ill like he was.”

“Ill?”

“I was in need then.”

She nodded. “What happens if he cannot help you? What then? Will you come back and settle down with your family. This will be your fifth child, Kakashi. I could help you but you would have to be here.”

“No, I am going to find Kabuto and get this reversed. What happens after that…?”

“So you leave Kaori here with her brothers, Masashi, Obito and Minato. Leave them never knowing their true mother.”

“And what happens when others learn who their real mother is? A man instead of a woman?”

“You can’t keep turning away from them, Kakashi, they are yours. Only Masashi has his true parent. What happens to the twins when they grow into their kekkai genki? There are those out there that know about your children besides Kabuto, Sasuke for one. You told me he knew what he was doing when he took you. And what of the father of this latest one, will he ever know he has a child with you?”

Kakashi winced. He wished she would stop questioning him, he felt bad enough as it was. She would kill him herself if she knew.

“I’ll be leaving as soon as I settle Kaori in,” he insisted.

She knew she was not going to get anywhere further with him now and left without another word.

Kaori had cuddled up to him. She didn’t talk much and she was a very quiet child. Kabuto must have needed her quiet as they fled. Hopefully Iruka would be able to bring her out of that.

“Come on, little one. I’m taking you somewhere you can call home, okay?”

“Papa,” was all she said. It was all she ever said.

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Iruka danced around the children as he answered the knock at his door. He had an apron around his waist and smudges of white power on his face when he opened it to find Kakashi standing there with the little girl in his arms. He stared at them a few moments. “So I guess you have another one for me, is that it?”

“This is Kaori… my daughter. Kabuto’s daughter.”

Iruka smiled, “So you found him?”

“Unfortunately, no. But he had abandoned her along the way. I couldn’t leave her behind.”

“Oh, then come in. I figure you’re going after him again?”

“Yes. I have no other choice.”

“You seem…in control, did Lady Tsunade put the blocker on you again?”

“I will be all right for a while.”

They heard a crash from the kitchen. “Oh no,” cried Iruka as he hurried in there.

He found Masashi with the contents of bowl, some powdery mixture, all over the floor.

“Sorry papa, I dropped it.”

“I can see that. It’s in your hair too Masashi, you look like your…Kakashi right now.”

Masashi looked up to see Kakashi and Kaori. “Daddy talks about you a lot.”

“Oh really.”

“Calls you baka lots.”


Kakashi glared at Iruka.

“Well you are. Now Masashi this is Kaori, she will be staying with us as your little sister.”

“Sister. Now I have a sister?”

“Yes Masashi,” Iruka leveled his eyes on Kakashi, “You have a sister.” Then he knelt down to clean up his son. “Go check on the twins Kakashi, they should be waking from their naps soon.”

Kakashi nodded and went to the room he knew Iruka housed the children in. Kaori seemed intrigued by the babies who were still only a few months old; they were still sleeping soundly, so Kakashi backed away quietly.

By the time he reached the kitchen again, Iruka had cleaned up Masashi and was working on the floor; Kakashi put Kaori down beside Masashi and the pair eyed each other.

“The twins were sleeping still.”

Iruka sighed,”A little extra peace then, that’s good. When they exercise their lungs, you don’t want to have sensitive ears. Did you know Naruto’s been home?”

“I heard,” said Kakashi abruptly.

“He’s out on a mission right now with Yamato. He was missing you, he said.”

Kakashi merely nodded. Iruka knelt down beside Masashi and Kaori. “Hello there. I’m Iruka. I’m Masashi’s papa.”

Kaori looked up at Kakashi and said. “Papa.”

“You her papa?” asked Masashi.

“Yes, and that’s all I have ever heard her say, Iruka. Kabuto must have kept her quiet.”

“I see. Is that why she thinks –“

“I am to stay as her Papa, right.”

He could see that Kakashi was adamant about that. “Okay okay. But that will get tongue wagging around here.”

“Then don’t tell anyone she’s mine.”

“Ah well, you’ve told Masashi that she’s yours and he tells it like it is,”

“Hn,” said Kakashi, then he unslung the bag from his shoulder. “She doesn’t have much. I’ve advanced you some money to help with her and the twins.”

“Thank you that will help. I’m not working at the moment; the twins keep me too busy. Now I’ll have even more of a reason to stay at home.”

“Sorry. I have nowhere else to leave her.”

“I don’t mind. I like being with them,” he reached down and lifted Kaori up into his arms, “And having a girl around will make a change in this all male house.”

“I’ll be off then,” said Kakashi uncomfortably.

“Be careful,” said Iruka as he distracted Kaori by tickling her. She smiled, but didn’t giggle. “She’ll be in good hands.”

Kakashi nodded and quickly got out of the place. He felt like he was imposing on Iruka and that he'd like to stay, but…

Outside he hurried off to his estate to get ready to go after Kabuto once again. He stopped momentarily and looked down at his belly, what would he do with this one, yet another mistake, only this one felt like the worst. He hurried away with these thoughts in his head.

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