Lost Symphonies

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 After they entered the apartment and got comfortable on the couch, Naruto nestled in Sasuke’s arms, the raven began the discussion.



“I know that you’ve had bad experiences in the past and it’s hard to trust people but I just wanted to ask… how could you trust my brother’s word over mine? You barely know him… Granted you don’t know me that well yet but I think we had established some sort of trust throughout the last month or so…”



“I don’t know,” Naruto admitted. “I told you before that I wasn’t really thinking. I just react to stuff. I don’t let myself process it first. I know it’s not a good thing, but I’ve always been like that…” Laying his cheek on Sasuke’s chest, he wrapped his tails around the both of them in a fuzzy embrace. “I’m ashamed of my past. I wasn’t able to protect myself… I wasn’t able to do anything, and… I don’t want anyone to know how weak I was. I trusted you with it and you were the only one I wanted to know… but then he, Itachi, just randomly blurted out that you’d told him, and I just… shut off. If I’d thought about it I would have realized that you wouldn’t have told him because you knew how I felt about it.”



“I do believe you Naruto… It’s just that I didn’t hear what went on word for word so I can’t really be sure whose story to believe. Itachi told me that he never said I told him… that he heard about it from other people in the community. He didn’t say who though.” Sasuke sighed. “And… he did remind me of something that was true and I feel like I should tell you now…”



Naruto’s chest tightened but he fought to suppress the emotion. It was hard, knowing that Sasuke didn’t believe him. Of course he’d believe his brother… but why would he make something like that up? There was no reason for him to…



“Okay…” he replied uncertainly, pulling himself away a bit. He tried to brace himself, knowing it wasn’t going to be anything pleasant.



Taking a deep breath, the raven prepared himself for what Naruto may do in reaction to what he was about to tell him.



“A few years ago, I had a sub named Sai. When I had met him, he was quiet and seemed shy or just not talkative. He was new to the scene and at the time I liked that. I liked the concept of teaching a sub the ways of the community… I had really liked it in the past.



“Everything was alright at the beginning, Sai was like the perfect sub… but then after a while, he became difficult.” Sasuke paused, remembering how much the other raven haired man had put him through during that time.



“One day I just couldn’t take it anymore… I just lost it.” He didn’t want to tell Naruto what he had done to Sai but… he knew he had to, it was only fair to the blonde. “I hurt him pretty badly. Nothing compared to what happened with you but it was still inexcusable and to this day I feel horrible for what I did… He forgave me after a while but even to this day the guilt still hasn’t left. I just thought you should know…”



Naruto’s eyes were wide and glassy, horror-stricken as he pulled away and looked up at Sasuke. His heart was pounding furiously in his chest and his throat had tightened… he felt like he couldn’t breathe.



Sasuke had hurt a sub… He’d gotten violent. He’d lost it, just like a switch had been flicked. Just like Itachi had said…



Shifting out of the raven’s arms, he perched on the edge of the couch, facing the other way. He stared blankly at the wall and swallowed hard, forcing himself to speak. “What… What did you do to him?”



Sasuke felt his stomach drop when Naruto pulled away. Of course he didn’t blame the blonde. No doubt the man was frightened… “I hit him… more than once. I didn’t break anything but I honestly don’t remember much of what I did… It was like I blacked out while it happened.”



He didn’t make any attempt to move closer to Naruto, knowing the blonde needed time. “After that I did everything I could to make sure it wouldn’t happen again. I went to anger management… I retrained myself by returning to the submissive role, making sure I got a better Dom… which I did. I think he helped me the most…”



Naruto ran his fingers through his hair and let out a shaky breath. “It makes me feel a little better that you did something about it. If you hadn’t…” He shook his head, knowing he would have already been out of there. He wasn’t stupid enough to set himself up for a repeat of what had happened before.



“I don’t really know...” He huffed in frustration and stood, walking over to the sliding doors that led out onto the balcony. He didn’t go out, but he pressed his forearm to the cool glass and rested his forehead there as he tried to sort out his thoughts. But they were all jumbled – half of him wanted to get the hell out of there but the other half knew how wonderful Sasuke was, and if he’d done all of that to make sure it didn’t happen again… But what if it did?



“I know I’m not the easiest to deal with,” he finally muttered. “I’m over-emotional and I act without thinking; I’m stubborn and I can be clingy… I try my best to listen, but I’m human and I make mistakes, though I always take my punishments. I’m not a perfect sub and I know deep down that there is no perfect Dom. You’re human, too, and sometimes people just push you the wrong way. But if you ever do anything that I find threatening or make me feel like there’s a possibility that I could be hurt, I’m going to rip up that contract even if it’ll kill me to do it.”



Sasuke nodded in understanding. It was a fair statement and Sasuke respected the blonde for being upfront with him.



“I know it was hard to hear but I didn’t want to keep it from you. I just want you to know that I’ve never felt this way with any other sub. I know your personality and I’ve already had a taste of how stubborn you can be. Believe me… when you accused me of betraying your trust, I wasn’t angry. And for the record, don’t think I’m taking my brother’s side… he has a tendency to over-exaggerate or twist things around to his advantage. Just…“ He sighed and stood, carefully making his way toward the blonde but not touching him. “I could never bring myself to hurt you, no matter how far you tried to push me… I know you’re a good sub…”



Naruto turned and leaned back against the door, watching as Sasuke approached him. “I hate to say it, but I think you might have to prove that to me. Kabuto said something like that to me and you know how that turned out. I want to trust you… I want to believe you won’t hurt me…”



One of his tails snuck in between them and wrapped around Sasuke’s wrist, gently pulling him forward. Tilting his head up to meet Sasuke’s gaze, his own eyes pleaded with the raven. “I don’t want to end this without reason… I- I want to be with you. Please don’t give me a reason to rip it up.”



Sasuke lifted his hands, placing them both on Naruto’s cheeks, stroking the soft skin with his thumbs before he leaned down to gently kiss Naruto’s lips. “I won’t even put the thought into your head. Although I understand where you’re coming from, I don’t particularly feel like I did anything to warrant me proving anything to you. But if that’s what you need, then I will…”



Naruto’s eyes slid closed and he sighed softly as those strong thumbs brushed over him. “Don’t worry about it. Time will prove it. All I need is time… I know we’ll have more issues in the future and every time we make something better without anything happening, I’ll know that I’m safe with you. I’m sorry that I’m so distrusting, but… I’m still here, right?”



“There’s no need for you to apologize to me. Nothing that happened is your fault in the least…” Sasuke’s arms wrapped around Naruto, bringing him close.



It was silent for a few moments before Sasuke pulled back slightly and smiled. “Well now that that crisis was averted for now, I think I need a drink… care to join me?”



“Hell yeah,” Naruto grinned, sliding out of Sasuke’s arms and walking backwards towards the kitchen. His eyes gleamed with mischief. “Plus, I think there’s a certain little daily duty that I still owe you…”



Sasuke smirked and followed the blonde. “You’re right… I almost forgot.”



Opening the cabinet where he stored his alcohol, he pulled down a few bottles for Naruto to choose from. “Pick whatever you want. I’m going to change out of these clothes…” With that, he disappeared into the bedroom.



Naruto watched the raven walk away before turning to look at the bottles set out on the counter. He chose the bourbon and put the rest away, pulling down two glasses and adding ice. He filled them with the amber liquid and took a sip of his before taking them both and heading back to the living room.



Never being one for modesty, Sasuke stripped off his clothing and threw on his silk robe he had worn the first time Naruto had stayed with him. It was comfortable and it gave the blonde easy access if they were going to have a little fun later.



Grabbing a few things he thought he might need for later, he headed back out to the living room and spotted his sub on the couch, drinks already poured.



Sitting down, he picked up his glass and took a sip. “Bourbon, nice choice…” he smiled, loving the slight burn of the liquid that warmed him up nicely.



“I couldn’t pass it up. You buy the good stuff.” Naruto took another sip of his drink before shifting closer and tucking himself into Sasuke’s side.



“You look pretty comfortable,” he smirked, running his fingers over the sliver of pale chest visible in the gap of his robe. “But you know… if we moved this to the bedroom to watch TV or something, you wouldn’t have to even wear that robe…”



Sasuke looked over at the blonde. He could easily see the need on the man’s face. “I don’t have to wear it out here either, but if you’d rather go to the bedroom, I have no objections…”



Detangling himself from Naruto and his many tails, Sasuke stood and walked toward the bedroom, his glass still held in his hand.  



Naruto slid from the couch and jogged after Sasuke. He realized halfway there that he’d forgotten his drink so he went back to grab it and then headed for the bedroom. Setting it on the bedside table, he went to the bag full of clothes he kept there. Without looking back to see what the raven was doing, he started stripping from his clothes. He dropped his shirt on the floor and unfastened his pants, squirming out of them and his boxers.



“Hm... I hope I have something to sleep in…” he murmured, bending over to dig through his bag. His tails flicked around him and he smirked to himself, knowing he was teasing Sasuke.



The raven had untied the sash of his robe but stopped when he saw the tan body in front of him bend over and he almost stopped breathing. It had to have been the sexiest sight…



“You know, you don’t have to sleep in anything…” Sasuke smirked as he removed his robe and slid onto the bed, just watching.



“Yeah? Hmmm…” Naruto pretended to be thinking it over for a few seconds longer before he straightened out. “I think I’ll take you up on that.”



Slipping onto the bed, he sighed softly as the silken sheets brushed against his bare skin. It felt amazing. “You know… it’s too bad we agreed to take things slow, because right now, I can’t think of anything but having you buried inside of me…”



“You know, if you really wanted to take things slow, you wouldn’t be teasing me like that…” Sasuke felt his cock growing harder by the second. Naruto’s words combined with the feel of his naked body was driving him crazy.



“You got me there.” Naruto smirked and crawled across the bed, settling down beside the raven. “It is pretty fun, teasing you though… Sir,” he added, trying to keep his gaze from drifting over to Sasuke’s cock. He could see it from the corner of his eye and he wanted nothing more than to take it in his mouth, to slick it up before letting Sasuke fuck him silly…



Sasuke chuckled a bit and pulled the blonde closer. “I see your eyes wandering… you know all you have to do is ask, right? Not to mention you do still owe me a blowjob.”



“But what if that wasn’t what I was thinking about?” Naruto asked, shifting until he was on his knees. He settled back so he was sitting on his calves, turning to face Sasuke. Leaning in, he nuzzled against the Uchiha’s neck, trailing his lips up to the lobe of his ear where he nipped gently.



“Can I suck you off, Sir?” he husked, letting his tongue flick out to tease along the shell of Sasuke’s ear.



The way Naruto said that made Sasuke even harder and he let out a slight moan at the feel of Naruto’s tongue against his neck and ear. “Of course you can… And if you do a good job, I’ll give you something special…”



“I’ll always do a good job for you,” Naruto added before reluctantly pulling back. He slid his hand across Sasuke’s lap and loosely wrapped his hand around the thick cock, giving it a slow, teasing stroke. Switching to his hands and knees, he kept up the barely-there strokes as he dragged the flat of his tongue up the underside and traced it around the bulbous head, over and over again. Without any warning whatsoever, he parted his lips and took half of the length into his throat, giving a hard suck.



Sasuke’s hips jerked and his hands buried in the soft blonde locks as he ground his teeth together. “That’s it Naruto… take me as far as you can down that tight throat. Fuck I love it when you do that…”



Pulling back a bit, Naruto pressed forward again and took a little more inside. He did this repeatedly, taking another inch in each time he sank back down until eventually his nose was buried in the soft, curly hairs nestled around the base. He held himself there, even when his throat started to spasm in warning. He let himself loose just before he gagged and only enough so that he could catch his breath before he started deep throating Sasuke, relishing the feel of the thick head hitting the back of his throat.



Sasuke’s moans were low as he felt the tightness around his cock and his hands remained in Naruto’s hair, stroking the strands in encouragement. His hips occasionally snapped up into his sub’s throat, loving the little whimpers of surprise it caused.



He felt his stomach tighten, he was close but he didn’t want it to end just yet. Gently he stilled Naruto’s movements, pulling the blonde off of his slick cock with a moan. “Let’s change our positions a bit… try something a bit different… I want you on your back with your head off the side of the bed…”



Naruto shivered with anticipation and nodded as he moved.  There was nothing in the world that he loved more than having his throat fucked, so he quickly moved into position, lying down on his back. He was already hard, just from Sasuke suggesting it. His cock gave an excited twitch as he used his feet to scoot back a bit, letting his head fall off the edge of the bed. He bent his legs at the knee and spread them to give himself some sort of stability, his fingers curling in the covers. “Since I won’t be able to use my words because I won’t be able to pull off, I just want you to know that I’m okay with you being rough. I prefer it that way. Even if you want to gag me or whatever, I’m into it.”



Sasuke nodded as he slid off the bed, taking a gulp of his drink. “If you do want me to stop, just squeeze my arm ok?” When he got a nod from the blonde, he positioned himself at the edge of the bed, his cock barely touching Naruto’s lips. Grabbing his erection by the base, he spread the precum over Naruto’s lips, moaning at the softness of the skin just before he slid his cock back inside the warm mouth.



He went slowly at first, letting Naruto get used to the feeling. He was already going in pretty deep and he didn’t want to hurt his sub.



Naruto moaned loudly, the vibrations travelling up Sasuke’s shaft, as the Uchiha began to move. It wasn’t just the lewdness of the position, it was the fact that his mouth was practically being used by his Dom. Lying there, Sasuke was using him to gain pleasure. And that was hot; really hot.



The blond started suckling around Sasuke to create some pressure, alternating between soft and hard. He teased his tongue along the underside and whined quietly as his own cock began to ache. He wanted to take it in hand so badly but knew he came second.



After he felt Naruto was alright, Sasuke began to speed up and thrust in deeper. He could feel the suction that Naruto was providing as well as the added tightness from entering the blonde’s throat. The man had a very talented mouth and it was obvious that he was well practiced in deep-throating, which he liked very much.



Listening to Naruto’s whines and moans, Sasuke felt himself become even harder. “You like my cock in your throat? The way I take your mouth while you just lay there…? God you are so fucking amazing…”



Letting his hands wander a bit, he brushed his fingertips over the blonde’s nipples, noticing they were already as hard as little pebbles. He began to pinch and twist the nubs, causing more stimulation to the blonde’s ever growing sexual tension.  He wanted Naruto to be begging for release by the time Sasuke had reached his orgasm.

 

Reaching over to the side table, the raven pulled out a cock ring as a side thought and snapped it around Naruto’s cock. He did want his sub coming too soon. The ring would ensure that the kitsune came on his terms.

Naruto moaned in reply, nodding was impossible so all he could do was voice his agreement with Sasuke’s cock still shoved down his throat. It was so erotic and the combination of Sasuke’s hands on him as well as the added pressure of the cock ring was almost too much. He knew he wasn’t allowed to come until the raven gave permission but it was going to be so hard.



Sasuke was almost there, he could feel his balls tightening in preparation and just as it hit, he gripped Naruto’s cock, stroking it gently. The added restriction of the cock ring must have been torture on the blond but that was what Sasuke wanted, to torture the blond kitsune with pleasure.  “Take my cum, I want you to swallow it all, if you let one drop escape, I’ll hold off your release even longer.”



The blond sub moaned loudly as he tasted Sasuke’s cum, it slid down his throat and he swallowed easily. It was a bit difficult not to choke but he managed and he could feel the strokes to his cock becoming a bit faster. It was torture to have Sasuke stroke him while the cock ring was still in place but he loved ever y second of it.



Pulling out slowly, Sasuke kept his hand firmly placed on Naruto’s abdomen, keeping the kitsune still as he leaned down and pressed his lips to the blonde’s; his tongue sliding into the hot mouth, his cum still lingering. He loved tasting himself on his sub’s lips.  “Very good, you did so well... would you like a reward?”



Naruto reeled from the kiss, little whimpers escaping his throat as Sasuke’s hand continued to torture his cock with the tantalizingly slow strokes. He nodded and lifted his hips showing how much he needed release. “Please Sir.... I need to come so bad...”



“Do you? I know you want to come, but do you need to come?” The raven smirked down at the blond; he was going to make Naruto work a bit more for his reward.



“Oh god...” Naruto shivered as Sasuke’s hand squeezed around him. It was starting to become painful. “Yes... I need it... please Sir...”



“Hmmm... I love how polite you are but you still haven’t convinced me that you deserve this reward. You did an amazing job sucking me off but I want to hear a bit of begging from you and what you’re giving me now is not nearly up to standard.” The raven haired Dom began to rub his thumb over the leaking head as he continued to stroke Naruto. He knew he was close to getting what he wanted, Naruto’s body was so wound up and it was only a matter of time before the blond lost it completely.



The kitsune moaned loudly, his ears lying flat against his head as his tails twitched in agitation. He kept his eyes on Sasuke, wanting to give the man his full attention. He was so lost in pleasure he wasn’t even sure if he could even speak anymore. But the need to come was too great and he had to get it... “Please, Sir... make me come... I want to show you what you do to me... Please, plea, please... I need it... I need it!”



“That’s more like it... what a good boy, you may come...” In one swift movement Sasuke unlatched the ring and it fell to the bed. The raven continued to stroke the blonde’s cock and it didn’t take long at all for Naruto to howl out his release as stream after stream of cum splattered all over the kitsune’s body.



Naruto’s body twitched and trembled as he came, he screamed as it hit him and he gripped the sheets in his hands, surprised he hadn’t torn any holes in them. It was unlike any orgasm he’d had in his life. It was exactly what he had been craving and it seemed like only Sasuke could give that to him.



Grabbing a towel, Sasuke cleaned Naruto’s chest and stomach as well as his thighs and groin and threw the towel in the hamper. The blond was still trembling as the raven gathered him in his arms and pulled him against him, settling against the headboard.



‘You did an excellent job... I’m so proud of you.” The dark haired Dom stroked Naruto’s hair in a comforting gesture, his lips scattering kisses randomly across Naruto’s forehead, cheeks, and neck as he helped the kitsune come down from his high.



Naruto whimpered every once in a while as a few aftershocks hit him but otherwise he was perfectly content. “That was amazing... I’ve never come so hard in my life.”



Sasuke chuckled and pulled the blankets over them, settling down on the pillows, Naruto still in his arms.  “Good, that was my goal.”



He dimmed the lights so they were barely noticeable before kissing Naruto’s lips once more. “You better get used to intense orgasms... I plan to only give you the best, as I know you’ll only give me the best, right?”



“Yes, Sir...” Naruto responded, his voice quiet with sleep fast approaching. His head rested on Sasuke’s chest as he cuddled around the older man, loving the feel of the raven against him. “I’ll make sure to be the best sub for you.”



“I expect nothing less.” Sasuke said nothing more after that, knowing that Naruto had already fallen asleep. He knew that the blond was going to be what the raven had always been looking for in a sub, their session earlier only proved that fact. Now all they needed to do was take that final step and Sasuke knew it wouldn’t take too much longer to reach.

~TBC