Learn to Love (Complete)

A/N: Last two paras of the lemon are important please read!

Chapter 11:

They rushed to the hospital. Kyuubi was already there, they had informed him and he’d called Naruto instantly. The doctors showed them how Arashi’s fingers moved when they pinched them. Naruto had no idea how to react; he sat by his father whenever visiting hours were on. Either Gaara or Sasuke drove him to the hospital. Naruto prayed that his father would wake up…he wanted to be he first person his father saw.

But a few days had passed and nothing had happened. Naruto still continued to go despite the times the doctors told him, they’d inform him he minute something happened. His father was on the road to recovery at last and Naruto would be damned if he just stayed at home waiting for news.

Flash backs:

They were at the park; Naruto loved swings. He was four years old and he wanted to try and swing by himself. “Otou-san, otou-san! I’m going to swing! Watch me!!”

Arashi sat by the swings, he was watching his son while Kia took their first born Kyuubi to his art class. Naruto was a little bundle of joy, giggling away as he chanted the instructions of swinging by himself.

“Legs stretched out, legs folded in and kick the ground. Legs stretched out…” Naruto yelled and the swing rose higher and higher. He was going higher than he ever had. “Otou-san, watch me!! I can go higher!”

“I am watching you, Naru! You’re doing really well, but don’t go too high. It’s dangerous.” Arashi called a hint of worry in his eyes. Naruto chuckled and pushed himself higher, Arashi stood up, on auto pilot as he saw Naruto’s little hands slip from the chains. His hair stood on end as his son sailed through the air, screaming with fright and he launched himself forward. Reaching out he caught his son turning to take the brunt of his fall.

Naruto looked at him, his blue eyes wide. “Otou-san! Are you ok?” then his eyes travelled to a small cut on his fathers fore arm. “I made otou-san get a booboo!” tears leaked out, his mouth turned down in dismay.

Arashi smiled. “No, it’s ok Naru. I had to save you see. It’s only a little booboo. It wasn’t your fault, I should have made you stop going so high. Now come on, if you stop crying I’ll get you an ice-cream…”

Naruto nodded and wiped his tears. His sorrow forgotten as is characteristic of a small child, he took his father’s big hand and let himself be led off to the ice cream stand.

He was ten years old and the family had gone to the amusement park. They were on their way back…Arashi arguing with Kyuubi because the fourteen year old had gone and gotten his lower lip pierced at the salon right outside the park. Naruto was scared, he’d never seen his father so angry…Kyuubi was sullen, like he’d been for the past two years.

“You’re fourteen years old and still under our care…its dangerous! Why can’t you understand that? What if you got HIV or something? I wish you’d talk to us Kyuubi…you’re grades are falling!” Arashi yelled his blue eyes filled with anger.

Kia looked a little mad. “Stop yelling at him, Arashi. It isn’t going to solve anything…you’re scaring Naruto.”

Arashi stopped and looked into his child’s frightened blue eyes, before sheepishly rubbing his head. “I’m sorry Naru, Kyuubi. It’s just that I’d like to be around to protect you guys…”

Kyuubi glowered and stared out of the window. Naruto smiled. “It’s okay Otou-san!” but then he couldn’t help look at Kyuubi who still refused to say anything. His older brother looked really sad. When they got home Naruto waited a while before going into Kyuubi’s room. The other boy was sitting at his window seat, looking out; he turned to stare at the little blond intruder.

Naruto scrambled up to Kyuubi and reached out a little hand to touch his lip. “Did it hurt aniki?”

Kyuubi stared at him a moment before nodding a bit. “Yeah, but it’s all right now…”

The blue eyes sized him up for a moment and then the blond jumped into Kyuubi’s lap. “I’m sorry otou-san yelled at you…I like it, it’s very nice. Don’t be sad, aniki…”

Kyuubi frowned looking out the window once more. “Why do you care? You’re dad’s pet after all!” he’d started referring to Arashi as ‘Dad’…a lot of the grown boys did that in Konoha…it was supposed to be cool…they were getting really westernised.

Naruto’s eyes widened and he threw his arms around Kyuubi. “I love you aniki…I don’t want you to be sad. Otou-san loves you too…he’s jut being…I don’t know. But I love you!” He saw Kyuubi looking at him in disbelief and then the red head smiled.

“I love you too, Naru.” They both got into Kyuubi’s bed and went to sleep. Arashi tiptoed into the room and watched both his sons. Kyuubi was getting so hard to handle…it wasn’t that he didn’t love him, but Naruto had to be looked out for; he was still such a baby. He ruffled their hair, planting a soft kiss on their foreheads before leaving to meet Kia.

“You can’t go around doing whatever you want to! I’m sick of this Kyuubi, really! Your mother is fed up too! You come home drunk every night, you just decided not to go to college! What is wrong with you? You have to take over the company when I retire…” Arashi was red in the face.

Kyuubi was glaring at him. “I don’t want to take over the bloody company! I’m not cut out for it! Why can’t you just let me do what I want? You’re so goddamn controlling! I’m eighteen now, I can do what I please!”

“Not while you’re in this house you can’t! We have rules and we’re a family! You’re setting a bad example for Naruto! What with all you’re piercings and what not! What are you trying to do? End up on the streets?” Kia asked him, her voice faltering. She hated yelling at him, but this time he’d gone a bit too far. He’d landed up home at two in the morning with some girl and they’d had sex on the couch. The family had gotten a shock when they’d come down to breakfast.

Kyuubi looked at her with a betrayed look. “I didn’t think you’d go against me too. Fine then…I’m sick of this too! I’m moving out ok? That way you’ll be happy. I’ll paint or work or do something to keep myself going. Shukaku has a place I can share.” Then he walked to his room and shut the door with a bang.

Naruto watched as Kyuubi packed up a left after telling Naruto he’d visit. Arashi was staring at the door looking all pale and lost, Kia was crying against his shoulder. Naruto went up to his father and hugged him. “It’ll be all right dad. He’ll be okay…you can still go see him…”

His dad smiled at him. “You’re the best son Naru. Don’t be like that ok?”

“Yeah…I’ll protect you.”

Arashi laughed and patted his blond head. “I’m sure you will…”

End of flashback.

Naruto snapped out of it, when someone put an arm around his shoulder. “Kyuubi nii?”

“We have to go now, Naru. Visiting hours are over.” Kyuubi smiled gently at him. “Listen you should stay home a while, I’ll stay here tomorrow…I’ll call you the moment he shows signs of waking ok?”

He could see the concern in Kyuubi’s voice. He smiled. “Fine then. I trust you. Sasuke’ll really miss me won’t he? I’ve been falling asleep on him the past few days. I seem to be really out of it.”

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Much to Sasuke’s delight, Naruto stayed home for the next two days. So far there had been no change in his father’s condition. The doctors said that the road to recovery would be slow…Sasuke had, had the blond all to himself. He pinched himself and tried to concentrate in class. He’d always space out while thinking of Naruto. His cast had come off recently. The break wasn’t too bad actually, so now he’d just have to cover his hand in crepe bandage.

A note fell onto his desk. Sasuke frowned and opened it, it was from his rival Kidoumaru. Hey Mr. Perfect… heard you got yourself a boy toy, but I bet you’re still a virgin. What? Are you scared Uchiha? Planning on being a virgin until you get to college or are you going to loose it before graduation?

Normally random notes on random topics, especially from Kidoumaru didn’t bother him. He did have better things to do with his time. But this note bothered him. This note in particular bothered him because he’d been thinking along the same lines. He’d been physical with Naruto for about a month or two now…he’d known Naruto for longer. But every time he’d brought up the topic of sex, the blond would change the subject.

He never let himself be pressurized by school and his peers, but lately it had been getting to him. He could hear people whispering…they always whispered, but his virginity was the hot topic nowadays and that just made it so fucking hard. Why didn’t Naruto want to have sex? They loved each other didn’t they? They had to have sex eventually didn’t they? Aargh…stupid Kidoumaru and his stupid note! It kept making Sasuke feel insecure…didn’t Naruto trust him enough to let him have sex?

He shook his head to get rid of that thought. Naruto was sweet and loving. Sex wasn’t the centre of the relationship…but then that didn’t help the fact that he couldn’t get completely satisfied…the small blow jobs and hand jobs just left him feeling more aroused…he felt jaded…it was done so many times I got boring and Sasuke wanted to try something new. Just thinking of their little make-out sessions got him aroused, but here really wasn’t that much satisfaction. Damn his libido…

By the time he got home, Sasuke was extremely frustrated. He drowned himself in a cold shower…feeling much better after. When he went looking for the blond he found him in the living room with…Neji Hyuuga and Gaara. The last he’d heard about the Hyuuga was that he’d broken up with that TenTen girl and was down in the dumps because of it.

They all looked up to see him; Naruto gave him a huge smile. “Hey Sasuke…I invited Neji over, I hope you don’t mind. You see Gaara and I were feeling a little bored.”

Sasuke nodded taking a seat next to Naruto. He didn’t pay attention to the conversation or see the looks Gaara was giving Neji. Naruto did though and felt happy, that his plan was working.

“So do you like soccer?” Neji was asking.

“Yes. Though I rarely watch anything but the world cup. I’m not really a TV person.” Gaara was replying. Naruto smiled and watched some more.

“Oh…well I was thinking I had tickets for this soccer match…since my girlfriend and I broke up, I have no one to go with. I asked Naruto, but he’s busy with Sasuke as usual.” Neji sighed and looked lifeless once more.

Gaara raised a non-existent eyebrow. “Well, I wouldn’t mind going with you…who’s playing who?”

“Konoha verses Suna…that’s why I thought you might be interested. It’s going to be a tough match…” Neji stated, leaning back, a bit of a smile on his face.

“Sure. I’ll come then. When is it?”

“Tonight…actually. Can you make it on such short notice?”

Gaara looked a bit taken aback. Then he relaxed. “Yeah ok. I’ll just get some clothes and come with right now. I’d rather not be around when all the couples in this house start to make out…”

Sasuke carried Naruto to the bed room, the moment Gaara and Neji left. He had just placed Naruto on the bed, when the phone rang. He picked it up. It was his mother. She had called to say they were returning tomorrow morning. That they’d be there by ten in the morning. Sasuke updated them on everything and old them everything was fine. He’d have to tell his brother…Kyuubi might have to move back…

Then it hit him…maybe he and Naruto should have sex tonight? If his parent’s were returning then there wasn’t much chance of it happening later. They should have used this time to the fullest but he was trying to give Naruto some space. Fuck that! The stupid note came to mind and Sasuke pushed it out of his mind angrily.

When he got back, he shut and locked the door behind him. It was seven now…Itachi and Kyuubi would be returning late today, they both had meetings, and this was the perfect time. He got onto the bed and straddled Naruto forcefully. The blond gasped and looked up at him with a slight frown.

Lemon: (part at least)

“Sasuke? Is everything ok?”

The brunette just bent down to capture the blond’s lips in a fierce kiss. Naruto squeaked but Sasuke didn’t seem to care. One hand slipped into Naruto’s hair and the other started to fumble with the buttons on his shirt. Sasuke somehow managed to slip Naruto’s shirt off and began to attack a nipple.

Naruto moaned, his hands clutching Sasuke. “Sa…Sasuke…Haaa…” the attack on his nipple continued, until Sasuke decided it was hard enough and moved to the next one. God it felt so good, but something just wasn’t right…sure it was Sasuke, but why did he seem like someone else tonight? His thoughts were cut off as Sasuke sat up and began to undo his boxers. In a matter of minutes Sasuke had gotten them both naked.

Naruto stared at Sasuke big arousal, and then he looked at Sasuke’s face which was covered but his hands. The older boy lined their erections up against each other and began to grind. Naruto’s mind melted into puddle of mush and slipped out his ears. Blood went straight to his crotch and he still couldn’t think despite the feeling that something was wrong. They ground like that for a while and then Sasuke was suddenly gone. Then he was back again.

Naruto felt a hand come around the base of his cock and a hot mouth enveloped it. Sasuke began to suck hard, Naruto faintly thought he heard a click, but was too far-gone to pay attention. Sasuke’s tongue swirled around his hardened flesh, making him throw back his head in frustration. “Sasuke, please…make me come…”

He felt something slip into him…it felt a bit slippery and uncomfortable. He wanted to tell Sasuke to stop, but the pleasure the dark haired boy’s mouth was giving him distracted him. Then something hurt a bit as the thing in him widened. Then he felt three fingers…just as he was about to protest, Sasuke deep throated him. Naruto cried out…trying to focus on what he was going to say. Suddenly Sasuke’s mouth was gone and o were the fingers. Naruto tired to protest, when Sasuke lay on top of him, something much bigger than fingers placed at his entrance.

Naruto’s eyes widened. No way…Sasuke isn’t going to…I’m not ready for this! He felt the thing press at him slowly. Sasuke grunted, he was just managing to hold himself back from ramming into the blond. He finally managed to get the head in; there was a little pop as it happened. And then suddenly Naruto hands were on his shoulders, pushing hard. Sasuke felt himself slide back out.

Naruto was staring at Sasuke his eyes wide in fear. He hadn’t even asked if it was ok…what the hell had gotten into him. Pain raced through him was he felt Sasuke’s head enter him…it was like he was being ripped in two. Tears sprang to his eyes…he didn’t want this right now…he firmly caught Sasuke shoulders and pushed him out…if he could moved he would have slipped out from under him. He saw Sasuke’s eyes snap open as he slipped out.

Lemon ends (read the last two paragraphs, they’re very important!)

“Sasuke…what are you doing?” He asked, his voice a little unsteady, tears still sliding down his face.

“What did it look like I was doing? I was trying to have sex with you!” Sasuke was staring at him incredulously. “What were you trying to do?”

“I was trying to stop you! You didn’t even ask if I wanted to!” Naruto yelled.

Sasuke stared at him, anger slowly making its way onto his face. “Why?”

“Because…because I’m really not ready for this! Sex involves a lot of trust and stuff… I’m not mentally ready for this ok?” Naruto wished Sasuke would understand. It hurt…and Naruto was completely vulnerable, not being able to move away and all. He’d have to really give a huge part of his trust to be able to do this and he’d like to go slow. Sasuke was too aggressive and way too fast. His erection had flagged now…he’d had a shock and was trying to control the fear he felt.

Sasuke’s eyes darkened. “Are you trying to say you don’t trust me?”

“No! I do…a lot…but this needs more trust than that…it’s a big step. Please understand!” Naruto looked at him distressed.

Sasuke stared at him expressionlessly for a minute and then his eyes softened. “Yeah I do. I’m going to be needing sometime in the bathroom, but I’ll be right back.” He rolled off Naruto and headed to the bathroom.

Naruto stared after him, feeling a bit of dread. No he didn’t understand…he knew Sasuke was just saying that to make him feel better. He took a deep breath; he’d been frightened out of his wits. Being immobile was a disadvantage here, it made him feel vulnerable and Sasuke’s aggressiveness today hadn’t made it easier. That wasn’t how he was supposed to be feeling when he lost his virginity to Sasuke.

He wished he could talk to Sasuke…but when the boy returned a nice barrier had been erected around him. Naruto attempted to explain, but Sasuke waved it off saying he understood and didn’t really need explanations. Naruto suddenly loosing his appetite declared that he wasn’t feeling too hungry and went to sleep instead.

Sasuke looked at his lover and frowned. Naruto didn’t trust him…that was confirmed. He felt angry…he knew he should respect Naruto’s wishes but that didn’t make it easier for him to accept that Naruto didn’t want to have sex with him because he didn’t trust him. He scowled…it wasn’t that he had been selfish, but the blond left him sexually frustrated and it was maddening. He was going to be stuck a virgin wasn’t he? He hit the bed with a fist. Why didn’t the bloody blond trust him?

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When Uchiha Mikoto stepped into the house. She felt a weird subdued atmosphere. Her sons and Naruto were there to greet her and her husband. Itachi looked oddly down, Sasuke had that look on his face….the anger-being-held-in look and Naruto was looking worried, concerned and happy all at the same time.

She watched as her husband boomed a greeting to them all. As usual he lacked tact and was completely insensitive to the atmosphere. For the umpteenth time she wondered why she loved this man. Naruto answered them politely, but he kept glancing at Sasuke. Sasuke in turn was behaving with a very obvious forced kindness to Naruto. Itachi…Itachi was just in his own world.

Fugaku was so oblivious to the fact that his sons were either answering him in ‘Hn’s’ and silence. After they finished, Sasuke said he was going to school and left. Naruto went with Haku to do their normal exercise thing. Itachi mumbled something about work and left.

Mikoto wondered what the hell had gone wrong. Gosh did she have to be here all the time to see that her sons did not mess up? She sighed and then left to make sure Fugaku wasn’t going anything stupid. With Uchiha males…you never knew….

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A/N: Yeah I’ll end it here. Yes I know Sasuke’s being a bastard and Naruto is being well…shy, but it’ll have to work out in the end. More angsting to come before things sort themselves out. If you’re wondering why Itachi is down its cos Kyuubi had to move back out. Well then, Ja ne!

Taka

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