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Better Than Drugs

By: LadyWolf
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
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Chapter 11

Hello all, sorry for the delay, but it's not like anyone has read my little fic anyways **pouting*** But That's ok, because I just LOVE to write!!!!

well here is the next Chapter!!! It's kinda long so bear with it...thanx!

Hope you all enjoy...;oP


Chapter 11

A week later Sasuke found himself sitting at the bar eating a sandwich as he waited for Naruto. His mind started to dwell on what happened between the two last week. He felt different inside but didn’t let it show on the outside.

Naruto walked down the street heading to the club to meet Sasuke for lunch, and he was late. He couldn’t help but be late. He had to pick up something very important. As he stepped inside the club he saw the raven sitting at the bar talking with Ino. He shook his head telling Ino not to say he was here when her blue eyes glanced over. Naruto grinned as he stalked toward his prey, he was about to pounce when…

“Forget it dobe, I know you’re behind me.” The raven’s voice announced.

“How did you….what the…..HEY! Don’t call me that….teme!” Naruto dropped down onto the stool next to the raven and pouted.

Sasuke couldn’t resist, he leaned over and captured the blonde’s soft pouting lips with his.

Ino nearly had a nose bleed as she watched the blond and raven kiss. Then she heard someone clear their throats. Blue eyes swung toward the door, Sakura stood there smiling at the two.

Naruto didn’t hear anything. His mind was wrapped up in the taste of Sasuke. He moved closer to the raven hoping to get more but was denied when the raven pulled away. Naruto looked into dark smiling eyes questioning why.

Sasuke wanted to keep kissing him but he had to remember that they were at the club. Luckily Ino was there….

“Well, well, my dear little brother…” Sakura voice penetrated his mind.

Cursing he pulled back from the blond, smiling. He could see the questions in those cerulean eyes, “Saskura,” he whispered.

‘Holy Shit!’ Naruto thought as he pulled back and looked around Sasuke to see Sakura standing there with a smile on her lips.

“Hey Sakura-chan, huh…didn’t see you.” Red stained the blonde’s cheeks. ‘He just made out with Sasuke in the bar in front of ‘his’ sister in law and his friend,’ he thought as he turned to see a goofy grin on Ino’s lips.

“So Sasuke, is he a good kisser?” Ino asked.

“Geez, Ino!” Shouted Naruto before he stood and stalked toward the back to look for his red haired friend.

Gaara looked up from his laptop. He watched as a poutey Naruto walked into his office and claimed the seat directly in front of him. ‘Now what happened,’ he wondered as he closed the program he was working on. He shut his laptop down and waited.

3…2…1… “What’s the matter with Ino!” The blonde shouted. “Why does she have to be that way!” Blue eyes raised to find jade eyes studying him. “What?”

“I’m just trying to determine what to tell the men in the white coats. That you are insane or just an idiot.” His calm deep voice answered.

Naruto opened his mouth but then thought better of it. Instead he smiled that wide fake smile he was known for. “Yea, I guess I’m an idiot, getting all worked up over it.”

Nodding his crimson head, “ok, now what is this “it”, you are getting all worked up about?”
The blonde’s cheeks reddened a little but he looked into green eyes, “well, me and Sasuke, were sorta kinda makin’ out at the bar.”

Shaking his head Gaara actually smiled, “so you gave Ino a show. What’s she ask you? Was Sasuke a good kisser?”

Blue eyes widened, “well, yea, how’d you know?”

“Well,” he chuckled, “when we first started seeing each other, she had asked if you were a good kisser.”

“WHAT!” Thinking, ‘Ino is such a pervert.’ Eyes narrowing at the red head, “well, what’d you say?”

“Naturally I told her…” There was a knock that interrupted his answering which earned a growl out of Naruto as he looked over at the door. Sighing, “Enter.”

Kakashi walked in with his green little book in front of his face. He lowered it and smiled once he saw that Naruto was inside.

Naruto’s eyes caught sight of the ugly green book and knew who it was, “Kakashi! What are you doing here?”

“Hey there kid, I’m here to see Gaara about scheduling studio time for the band.”

“That’s cool.” Naruto thought for a second, “Hey are you still using Griffon’s studio?”

Nodding, Kakashi answered, “Wouldn’t use no others.”

Naruto’s face turned serious, “Good, good. Hey mention my name and you won’t have to pay for the studio time. Shane owes me,” Naruto told him smiling.

The silver haired man’s eye brows rose. “You know Shane Griffon? The President and Creator of the biggest studio in the US?” Kakashi, couldn’t believe it.

“Yep sure do.” Naruto stood and headed out the door, “don’t forget to mention my name kakashi. See ya later Gaara.” He left the two stunned men in search of a raven haired man.

Naruto headed back out to the bar to find that the rest of the band members were there sitting next to Sasuke. Kiba had his arm around the raven’s shoulder. Anger pricked his mind as he walked over.

’calm down kit.’ Kyuubi chuckled to himself. I would react the same way he thought.
‘I’m calm, but dog breath shouldn’t be touching him.’
‘They’re in the same band baka. They are bound to touch each other in a non personal way.’

Naruto’s mind cleared as Kyu’s words flowed through his head. He was about to do something stupid. ‘Thanks Kyu.”

The fox smiled, ‘any time.’


He stopped a little ways back. He could here them going over the songs they were doing tonight. Naruto smiled as Sasuke spoke. Everyone listened to what he had to say. He guess he should leave him to his work. He walked around the group and out the door. The blonde almost made it inside his car when he was grabbed by the arm and turned around. He was then pushed against the car. Dark eyes stared back at him.

“Where’re you going?”

“I didn’t want to interrupt. You have to play tonight, so I thought you guys were going to practice.”

“We are, I just thought….” Sasuke didn’t want to sound like some needy girl. But he wanted the blonde to stay.

Cerulean eyes stared at the raven. Smiling, “I would love to stay to hear you guys practice. I won’t be in the way, will I?”

“No you won’t…dobe,” Sasuke smiled and place a chaste kiss on Naruto’s soft lips. He took the blonde’s hands and led him back to the club.


~~1 week later~~

Oriochimaru sat on his couch, eyes glued to the TV screen as his hand fisted his hard member. He moaned as he watched his Sasuke being fucked by that blonde man. How he wanted to kill that boy, but he will find a use for him as well once Sasuke-kun is back where he belongs. He couldn’t take his eyes off of the two as he continued to stoke himself. He paid special attention to Sasuke’s face and the moans spilling from those lips.

“Why don’t you moan for me like that,” he hissed as he came, coving his hand and the floor with his sticky essence.

He stood as he grabbed the towel beside him and cleaned himself. He grabbed the remote and turned the DVD of Sasuke and Naruto off. “Kabuto,” his voice carried to the other side of the closed door.

Karuto entered and stared at his master, “yes.”

Orochimaru sat down behind his desk, his chair facing the large window. “When was this?”

“Almost three weeks.” ‘You should know, you’ve jacked off to the damn thing almost every day.” The glasses wearing man thought.

Smirking, “I think it’s time to bring him home. He’s been gone long enough.” 'But a little fun is in order,' the snake thought as his smile widened.

~~

Sasuke closed his phone as he walked up the stairs to his house. He wanted to make sure Sakura was home.

Once he entered he felt a warm feeling inside of him. There was music coming softly from the kitchen where his sister in law was. There was a delicious aroma coming from that direction.

The raven entered the kitchen and smiled as he watched the pink haired woman chop lettuce for a salad.

Sakura glanced up and smiled as she dropped the rest of the lettuce into the bowl. “Hey there, go wash your hands, dinners ready.” Without waiting for any reply she walked pasted him and into the dining room.

Shrugging his shoulders he went into the downstairs bathroom and did what was asked of him.


Sasuke sat back in the chair and smiled. He loved her cooking immensely. It’s a wonder he wasn't round from all the food she shoved into his mouth. His mind drifted back to what he needed to ask her, a slight frown creased his brow.

“So Sasuke, what’s up?” The green eyed woman asked. She always could tell something was up with him. And she could see the frown.

“Sakura, I don’t think I ever told you thanks for everything you’ve done for me.” His voice was soft.

“You’re my family,” was all she said.

Smiling Sasuke shook his head.

Smirking, Sakura asked, “So how’s your boyfriend?”
“He’s doing…..HEY, who said I had a boyfriend!” His cheeks burned red.

“Geez, Sas, you sure are slow. EVERYONE. So how’s my favorite blonde?”

“He, my boyfriend, is good, we’re good.” He told her as Naruto’s face floated inside his mind. This brought a slight smile to his lips.

Laughing, “You must be thinking about him.” She stood to clear the dishes, but Sasuke stopped her.

“Wait Sakura, I need to ask you something.”

“Okay,” she sat back down.

“Do you remember the necklace that mom had?”

Sakura did remember, she also remembered something else. “Yea, your mom gave that to you before they went out that night,” her voice was soft. “I also remembered that I had to take it from you.”

The raven lowered his head. He was so ashamed of his behavior then, but he was young and a lot had happened. He was into drugs then and needed money, so he thought to pawn the necklace, so when he tried to look for it, it was gone. He knew Sakura had it. He went to her demanding what was his. That was the day she kicked him out. That necklace was the last memory of his parents.

Sasuke had not noticed when Sakura stood and left the room. He was still deep in thought when she came back and sat down next to him.

Sakura could see that he was still in his thoughts; she touched his arm gently, “Sasuke…”

The raven blinked and looked over at his sister in law. He could see the smile on her pink lips. “What?”
Deciding to lighten the mood, in a sing song voice, “who were you thinking of?”

Sasuke scowled at the silly grin on her face, “no one.”

Pinching his cheek, “I know, I know; a certain blonde god, right?”

Sasuke turned his head away, hoping to hide the blush that spread across his pale cheeks at the mention of Naruto.

“Ha! I knew it!” Sakura looked at the dark haired young man. She sobered up, “Sasuke,” her voice was soft.

Sasuke turned to find a serious Sakura, “what?”

“How do you feel toward him?”

The question caught him off guard. “I…I…” his words were not coming out right. Does that mean something? ‘I’ve only known him for 6months, but it feels like 6 years,’ he thought. He didn’t want to sound like a walking clique.

Sakura smiled, “you don’t have to…”

“I’m in love with him,” he whispered. 'It sounded strange telling someone other then the blonde,' he thought.

Her smiled widened. Sakura was hoping he would find someone. She stood and leaned down and wrapped her arms around his shoulder. “I’m so happy for you, Sasu.” She whispered into his ear.

Sasuke smiled. “Thanks Sakura.”

Pulling back she wiped her eyes. She pushed a dark blue box toward him.

Dark eyes looked up into green. Seeing her nod, he opened the box. Inside was a green emerald stone flanked by smaller white crystals. The stone had a silver chain going through it.

Sakura smiled and turned away. Gathering up the dishes she stopped, “I hope he likes it,” she said then disappeared into the kitchen.

~Later that night~~~

Naruto was mixing a rum and coke as Ino and Sakura helped the other patrons of The Sands. The club was always packed now. All because of the band and his boyfriend. Giggling inside, of course. He had someone who loved him. He smiled at the thought.

“Hey cutie, is that smile for me?”

The voice jolted him out of his haze as he looked at the woman in front of him. He was about to correct her when his eyes locked with chocolate brown.

A smile spread across her red lips as she stared at the gorgeous blonde man in front of her. She was still kicking herself for breaking up with him.

Naruto set the drink down and turned to leave. He didn’t want to do this now; he didn’t want to see her at all. ‘What the f…’

“What you can’t say hi to your girlfriend?” she said as she laid a manicured hand on his arm. Her touch stopped him as she hoped it would.

Naruto turned to the woman, “you’re my “EX” girlfriend Amanda. What the hell are you doing here?” He was trying to hold in the anger.

Pouting the blonde woman looked at Naruto. In her mind she was wondering why he wasn’t happy to see her. She smiled, “I called your grandparents”

“They would never have told you where I was.”

Giggling, “I know, so I told them I was an old friend from school.”

Ino looked at the bitch that broke Naruto’s heart. She wanted to rip her heart out and show it to her. Snarling, “listen, you either buy a drink or get the hell away from the bar.”

Sakura watched the exchanged between Naruto and this Amanda person. Geez, she hoped Sasuke didn’t come out.
Amanda eyes narrowed at the other blonde. She remembered her, “well, I’ll have…”

Naruto walked around the bar toward her, “she won’t be ordering anything.” She looked into her green eyes. At one time he was so in love with her until she broke it off. He stopped in front of her, “you’re leaving. Now.” He told her.

“How about a hug before I go. I promise I’ll leave.”

Before Naruto could say no she jumped into him, wrapping her arms around his neck and actually taking his lips in a surprise kiss. Just then Gaara was introducing the band.

“Welcome everyone! We have a special treat tonight. Hinata is here tonight!” The crowded exploded in applause. Hinata was a famous singer in her on right. “Now here they are Kunai, and Hinata!” Gaara shouted.

As the band walked out on stage the crowd went wild.

Sasuke smiled as Hinata stood next to him in her dark flowing skirt and her tight fitting wife beater silver t-shirt. Her eyes were the same eerie creamy color as Neji’s.

“Ready?” she whispered to the raven.

“Let’s do this.” He told her. Sasuke looks over at the bar to find his boy friend. His smile slips from his lips as he watched a blonde woman throw herself into Naruto’s arms. ‘What the….’ He thought. He saw the woman lips touch Naruto’s. He wanted to…he wanted….hell!!! he didn’t know what he wanted to do. Why didn’t Naruto push her off?

As he watched this display, he saw the woman move back smiling up at the blonde, licking her lips. Sasuke frowned, he knew it wouldn’t last.

Naruto turned to look up at the stage and saw the frown on the raven’s face as he turned away, “Aw shit!!” He cursed. ‘Sasuke saw that.’ He thought as he pushed the blonde away.

Hinata smiles and looks out over the crowd then in her breathy voice began:



Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wished we both had all the choices
That your heart may no longer know

What have you done now



(Sasuke’s part) He tries to keep his calm, but his eyes wonder over to the bar and locked
with blue.


I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now

(Hinata and sasuke)
I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you


Naruto wanted to go to the stage and tell him that this was nothing, but by the way the raven looked he stood where he was. He didn’t move.

Sakura saw the hurt within his dark depths of her brother in law’s eyes. Green fire turned to see this ‘woman’ standing next to Naruto. She has caused him pain, she must pay.


What have you done x4
What have you done now
What have you done x4
What have you done now

Would you mind if I killed you
Would you mind if I tried to
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done


Sakura growled as she walked around the bar and over to the blonde.

Amanda looked to see a pink haired woman standing in front of her, “what do you want?” The blonde’s scowled.

Smiling, Sakura grabbed her arm and pulled her towards the door. People moved out of her when they saw the spitting green eyes and the murderous look on her face.

“Hey!” The blonde woman screeched as she was pushed outside of the club. The blonde caught herself before she fell. She turned angry blue eyes toward that pink haired bitch. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

“Don’t you ever come near Naruto again…” Sakura snarled at the blonde bitch.

Amanda’s eyes widened. She had the nerve to smirk; “I think that’s his choice…” she started to walk past Sakura but was block by another blonde.

Ino looked at the woman, “you are no longer welcomed in my club.”

“What! I have the right…”

“No you don’t. Stay away from my club and stay the FUCK away from Nartuo…” a deep menacing voice told her from behind Ino.

Gaara stepped from around his girlfriend and eyed the woman. He knew her and what she did to Naruto. His green eyes continued to stare at the woman until her face filled with fear. She turned and ran toward her sleek black jaguar.
~~

Sasuke’s eyes found blue looked at him as he sang. He turned his head and concentrated on Hinata.



What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done x4
What have you done now
What have you done x4
What have you done now

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends

Sasuke’s eyes meet Naruto’s. He tries to keep what he’s feeling from showing but seeing how the blonde’s worried eyes, he hasn’t done a good job. As he and Hinata go into the last verse of the song, it hits home, it seems he is slipping away.


I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you


Once the song ended Sasuke looked over at Neji who just nodded. Sasuke gave Hinata a peck on the cheek as a thanks for coming and went backstage.

Neji watched the raven disappear backstage then walked over to the microphone.

“Thanks Hinata for joining us. Let’s give thanks to her!” The club exploded in noise. Smiling he turned toward his cousin, “looks like they want and encore.”

Smiling, “why not,” she told him as she grabbed the mic.

~

Sasuke’s heart was about to break. He wasn’t going to break, he promised himself. He knew it wouldn’t last. He knew this wasn’t real. “Why am I so stupid to think that he was real with me,” he told himself as he paced the room. Realization hit him. “He was using me?” This thought dropped him down onto the couch. Maybe he was jumping to soon at what this all means.

“Idiot!” he snarled. He was upset with himself for acting like this. “He was kissing someone else.” ‘Bastard,’ he thought.

Naruto walked toward the back, in search of Sasuke. The look in his eyes had him worried. He had seen when Amanda kissed him. He had seen her in his arms. Now he had to let him know that it meant nothing.

The blonde opened the door to see the raven sitting on the couch. He closed and locked the door, he didn’t want Sasuke to bolt or anyone to interrupt them. Turning to the raven he spoke his name softly.

No response.

“Sasuke…” ‘Ok,’ he thought as he stood next to Sasuke. He was about to touch his shoulder.

“Don’t.” Sasuke didn’t know what to do. “Leave me alone.” His voice was low and soft.

Naruto stopped but didn’t leave his side. “I can’t do that.” He told him. He stepped around until he stood in front of Sasuke. He got down on one knee so he could look the raven in the face.

Sasuke didn’t want to see those cerulean eyes. He lowered his head so his dark hair slid over his eyes.

Naruto placed his finger under the pale chin and lifted. He wanted to look into those obsidian eyes that he fell for. “Sasuke, let me explain…” before he could get anymore out he was interrupted.

The raven glared at him. “Explain?” Smirking, he turned his head removing the blonde’s finger. He stood up almost toppling Naruto. He looked down at the blonde, “no need to explain. I didn’t expect anything different from you.” He told him as he headed toward the door.

“What?!” Naruto didn’t believe a word. He could hear the hurt in his voice. He got to his feet and walked after the raven.

Sasuke turned the knob but realized it was locked. ‘Where’s that damn key!’ he thought. A hand grabbed his shoulder and spun him around. He stared into storm filed eyes.

“What is your problem, teme!”

“You’re my problem!” He didn’t want to breakdown in front of him but the words started coming out, “I thought I meant more to you. But seeing you with that woman made me realize that I was just being a fool. Why would you want to be with me anyway?” Sasuke looked into those blue eyes that he fell in love with. Taking a deep breath, he just realized, “you know, its ok.” He smiled, actually smiled at Naruto. “I’ve come to terms with the fact that I won’t know what real love is.” This last part was said so softly that Naruto had to strain to hear him, but he did.

Naruto was in shock. He wanted to shout to this stubborn man that he loved him. Hell he’s told him that time and time before. But then it clicked. ‘Sasuke wasn’t expecting this to last,’ Naruto thought.

Sasuke closed his eyes and leaned his back against the closed door. His heart was breaking. He didn’t know if he would…..before his thoughts were done he felt himself being pulled forward and into a warmth that seemed all so familiar. He felt those familiar lips on his forehead. Then those lips were by his ears.
“I’m sorry koi. She meant nothing to me. I didn’t return those kisses. I only want you. I want your lips, your body, and your heart.” Naruto whispered as he licked the tender skin behind the raven’s ear.

Sasuke couldn’t hold back the moan that escaped his lips as he pressed his body closer to Naruto’s. His body shivered from the light contact. But more from the words that came from those lips that he loved to kiss.

Naruto pulled back and looked into his dark eyes. “I want only you Sasuke. I love only you.”

~~

Sakura, Gaara and Ino listened on the other side of the door. Sakura was nearly in tears when she heard what Sasuke had told Naruto, but now she was holding her nose so the blood wouldn’t gush out when the moaning started.

Ino looked at Gaara and smirked as she rubbed up against him. Gaara’s eyes narrowed as he took her lips in a passionate kiss. Gaara then pulled Ino away toward his office.

Sakura walked away from the door and headed back toward the club with a smile on her lips; as she walked through the door there stood Neji with concern in his cream colored eyes. As she walked toward him he opened his arms and she walked into him.

As Neji hugged Sakura, he felt the tension drain. “Is everything ok?” He saw the way Sasuke looked and actually was concerned for the raven.

“Yeah, every thing is ok…” She looked up into those pearl colored eyes that she has grown to…love. Her heart shuddered at the realization of her feelings toward him.

~~

Sasuke looked up into crystal blue eyes. He was about to say he was sorry when the blonde captured his lips in a soft kiss that nearly dropped him to his knees. Tears started to flow down his cheeks.

Naruto felt wetness against his lips as he sucked on the raven’s bottom lip. He pulled back to see wet pale cheeks, “what’s wrong Sasuke? Why are you crying?” He let his finger wipe one cheek free of tears before Sasuke stepped back and to the side.

The raven wiped his face and cursed himself for being so weak. He had his back to Naruto, he didn’t want to look at him, “I..I’m sorry Naruto. You say you love me, but I don’t need your pity. If you want to…” before he could finish Sasuke was being shoved forward onto the chaise lounge chair. His wrists were held above his head as a warm, hard body settled against his back. “What are you…doing?” he struggled.

Naruto didn’t want to hear him talk like that. He was loved and he was going to show him.

~~~~

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The song : What have you done now by Within Temptation. I just love them!!!!
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