Black Swan (not at all connected to the movie)

Absence . . . you know the rest (or How to Break Your Partner. Part One)

Nimbafuu: Thank you! You’re review really made me happy!
krito1389: No, there will be no women and no MPreg (REALLY not into that; only read one that didn’t turn me off). Surrogates, but I’m not sure this story will go that far (in fact I have no idea when or where it will end; it’s very long and a real ‘plot’ is starting in this chapter, but even that plot will live and die in the scope of this story).
-00-night-eyes-00-: Oh, there will be more; much more. And it gets kinkier!
Uchiha Kit-chan: I'm so glad you like it!
Carousel: Who can really resist a Sas-uke joke? Glad you liked it as much as I did!
ReaperninHiro: I think Kakashi liked that birthday present. I'm contemplating what Sasuke will do for Kakashi's in-story birthday.
needlesandthread: Nosebeeds are my ULTIMATE reward. They will be making use of that entire bag of goodies, if not in this chapter, soon. Sasuke's got his own shopping trip coming soon too. *evil*

Disclaimer: I am not experienced or an expert in BDSM. Do not use this story as a guide or reference for any sexual activity.

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Sasuke was studying Kakashi’s stash of scrolls while Kakashi went in to get the information for the next mission. It took about twenty-four hours for the pain his groin to disappear; Sasuke could now walk, sit—and more importantly—fight without pain.

Sasuke was currently engrossed in the scrolls once owned by Minato. Apparently Minato had willed most of his stuff to Kakashi. Sasuke figured that must have been from before Naruto’s conception. Not much a child could have done with these anyway and he was such a dumbass he would just stare at these scrolls and scratch his head.

Then again these might have still been meant for Kakashi nevertheless, his only surviving student. Sasuke found the prototype of the same seal Kakashi used on the Orochimaru’s curse mark. His hand strayed to his shoulder where the curse mark had been. He had to smile; this seal had helped him enormously to control that mark.

He was only on the third scroll when Kakashi returned.

“I’m being sent on a mission with a few other Jounin,” he said without preamble.

“I’m a Jounin,” Sasuke complained, unhappy about being left out of this mission.

“I’ll be back in a week. You can survive without me that long?” Sasuke huffed. Kakashi leaned in over the arm of the sofa. “You know I was serious about you cuming; you better not unless I make you cum. Not anyone else, even yourself.”

“I’m not that much of a slut; I can do without for a week. But we have a deal, no getting your own rocks off either; that’s my job.”

“I’ll rape you when I get home.”

Sasuke smiled. “I’ll hold you to that promise.”

Kakashi kissed him. “I have a few hours. Want to try out the restraints before I go?”

“If it would please you.”

Kakashi hummed. “Strip and get on the bed.”

Sasuke abandoned the scrolls and they made their way to the bedroom. They stripped and Sasuke lay down. Kakashi smiled at his enthusiasm. He dug the restraints from his new little stash of sex toys then attached the maroon velvet cuffs to Sasuke’s wrists and ankles to tie him spread eagle to the bed. Kakashi stared at him. He appreciated his nearly hairless body. He ran his hand down his remarkably straight and smooth pubes then down his erection.

“I could torture you all day and night like this,” Kakashi said. “I could tease you and you could do nothing about it.”

“Sharingan.”

“I’d avoid your eyes.”

“Not possible. You love looking into my eyes.”

“Ah.” Kakashi was doing it now. He leaned in to kiss him, still standing next to the bed. Sasuke tried to reach up to caress Kakashi’s face, but he was stopped by the restraints.

Sasuke shook Kakashi’s lips away. “These could get very annoying.”

“That’s the point.” He kissed him again.

He kissed down Sasuke’s throat and latched onto a nipple. And he wouldn’t let go. Sasuke writhed, wanting more than that, but Kakashi wanted to torture him. Sasuke was sure his nipples were becoming more sensitive over time because of Kakashi’s attention; he was getting harder just from the lapping of Kakashi’s tongue.

He moved to the second nipple and started feeling up Sasuke’s warm body. His tongue flicked quickly over the nub then scraped it with his teeth. Sasuke bucked his hips, but could get no satisfaction.

Kakashi stopped and came up to look Sasuke in the eyes. “You are helpless, impotent, and completely in my power. How does that feel, Uchiha?” Kakashi’s voice was deep and rumbling and oh so sexy. “I’m going to fuck you senseless and cum in your ass. Not deeply; shallowly. I want you to feel my cum seeping out of your body, the slickness between your legs, then that tacky feeling as it dries, then crusts on your porcelain skin. I’ll feed you your own cum, smear it on your face so you have to smell it and feel it dry there. Maybe you’ll forget it and maybe I will too and you’ll go out with cum caked on your face. Could there be anything more humiliating than that? Or maybe I’ll just leave you with a throbbing hard on until I leave. You won’t be able to get yourself off. What do you think?”

“I think you’re a sick old bastard whose only pleasure is in torturing others like a kid pulling the wings off a fly. Can’t get it up otherwise, can you, old man?”

“I thought you just wanted to be fucked, not mutilated.”

“Try it.”

“Hmmm, not today.”

Kakashi straddled his lover and leaned in to kiss him. Sasuke tried to press his body up into Kakashi’s, but Kakashi kept his body far enough above him that it useless. Kakashi raised his head, a string of saliva still connecting their mouths. Kakashi let a drop slip onto his lips and Sasuke stuck out his tongue to claim it. Kakashi kissed him again, sucking at Sasuke’s red lips, their tongues intertwined in the open air, neither caring about the slurping sounds they made.

Kakashi’s fingers began brushing just the hairs on Sasuke’s scrotum. He would have to deal with those soon after he got back. He climbed up, placing his knees on either of Sasuke’s head. He lowered his heavy balls down to Sasuke’s mouth. Sasuke didn’t argue; he opened his mouth and took them in. He mouthed them, licked them, played with them. Kakashi leaned forward to lean his face on the wall above the headboard. Sasuke’s nose rubbed nicely against his cock.

The only reason Kakashi moved was he was aware time was getting short. He pulled away and Sasuke struggled. Kakashi went to his bag of goodies and pulled out the ball gag and placed it in Sasuke’s mouth. He was surprised how cooperative Sasuke was.

“Thrash and scream as much as you want,” Kakashi said as he tightened the gag. “No one can hear you, but me. No one can release you, but me.”

“Uh uh uhh er.” Sasuke thrashed against his bindings.

Kakashi kissed his cheek. “This should be fun.”

Kakashi slid his hands down Sasuke’s tense body then crouched between the lily white thighs. He licked at Sasuke’s inner thigh then moved to his swollen balls.

“Uh uh uhh. Uh ee ow.”

Kakashi chuckled against his tender flesh, causing Sasuke to pull at his bonds. “You like not being able to demand anything or force anything? All you can do it mew.” Sasuke did mew and tried to press his groin into Kakashi’s face. Kakashi chuckled again. “I like you like this. So powerless. I would torture you for a few hours, but we don’t have much time.”

Sasuke writhed enticingly, pulling on the restraints. He looked too good. Sasuke tried to bend his knees and pulled his thighs apart even further. He only got another two inches. Kakashi made a show of lubing his cock with steady, slow strokes up and down his length. Sasuke’s eyes shone with the daylight filtering in through the closed drapes and they were fixed on Kakashi’s body.

Kakashi slid his hands under the globes of Sasuke’s ass. He used that slack Sasuke had found to raise his hips a little. He pressed in with a firm pressure and pace. Sasuke moaned and pulled on his bonds wanting to influence the pace. Kakashi delighted in his struggles, like a well fed predator stalking a panicked and wounded prey. He drew it out for several minutes as he fucked him slowly, watching his restricted movements. Sasuke was trying to say something through his gag and Kakashi wanted to hear him, so he unhooked it and pulled it from his mouth.

“Kakashi,” Sasuke said. “Fuck me now!” It was an order, not a plea.

Kakashi resumed his slow thrusting for a few more strokes before deciding it would be best to give in to his uke. He now fucked Sasuke as hard as he could. Sasuke pulled at the ropes as his orgasm approached. He cam onto his stomach and Kakashi kept his promise, pulling most of the way out, leaving only the head within his lover, and cam inside him.

He kept his second promise by painting Sasuke’s face with the cum he scooped up with his fingers. He painted down each side of his nose, on his forehead over each eyebrow, down beside his eyes, then down his cheeks leaving two lines under each, like white tears, and a swipe on his chin. He finished by painting his lips then pulled his lips apart to deposit the last of it. Sasuke was staring at Kakashi’s eyes even when those eyes were roaming over his face, watching where he painted the cum.

When Kakashi was finished, Sasuke stared into his eyes and said, “I love you.”

“I love you completely.” Kakashi released him.

They kissed. “Now lick this fucking cum off my face.”

Kakashi obeyed and Sasuke was reminded of a mother cat cleaning her kitten. “Feel better now?”

“Except now that I’m covered in salvia now too.”

“You’ll have to deal with that; I have to get ready and leave.” Kakashi stood. “You’re in charge of Naruto and Sakura for now. It’s just a week, so you don’t need a replacement.”

Sasuke sat up. “Good; I can’t stomach that bastard Sai.”

“I wouldn’t torture you like that. Unless I could watch.”

Sasuke tried to look angry, but he was too amused. Though the resulting expression looked a bit psychotic. “You have time for a shower?”

“It’d be faster if someone helped me.”

“Not sure faster is the correct word.”

Sasuke stood and Kakashi couldn’t resist grabbing him and kissing him again. He used on hand to spread Sasuke’s still relaxed ass and pressed a finger to the slightly open hole, feeling the cum start to drain out. He loved the idea of cum leaking out of his lover’s ass.

“You’re such a dirty little slut,” Kakashi whispered against Sasuke’s lips.

“Number one, you’re the one covering me in cum. And number two, I’m not a slut if I only have sex with one person.”

“But you let me do it and you love it as much as any slut.”

“Hmmm.”

Sasuke practically pushed Kakashi into the bathroom. Kakashi turned on the water and Sasuke grabbed the soap. Sasuke washed his lover’s body in a massage like fashion. After he cleaned any remnant of his own ass from Kakashi cock, he gave it a more thorough cleaning with his mouth. Kakashi tried to wash his hair while Sasuke sucked him off, but it was difficult. Damn, Sasuke was getting good at this. Which was good because Kakashi didn’t last that long against Sasuke’s growing talent. Sasuke’s poking at his perineum didn’t hurt the cause.

Kakashi rinsed off and repeated the process on Sasuke. Sasuke was smart enough to get his hair done before the blowjob. He leaned back against the wall, let the warm water run down his body while Kakashi hummed around his cock. Kakashi gently massaged his scrotum as he poked his tongue into Sasuke’s slit. It hurt Kakashi’s pride a little that Sasuke was able to hold on longer than he had. But Sasuke’s wail when he cam fixed that.

A final rinse and they got out, dried, and dressed.

“Sure you can survive without me?” Kakashi started kissing him. “Especially a week without sex?”

Sasuke shook him off before he could get aroused again. “Shouldn’t you be leaving.”

Kakashi got his equipment together with Sasuke’s help. Sasuke followed him to the door.

“Just go get the missions in the morning. You know the drill.”

“Yeah, yeah. Be careful,” Sasuke told him.

“I will.” They kissed once more before Kakashi pulled up his mask. “You be careful yourself.”

“I’ll be waiting for you.”

Sasuke watched him leave from the open door. He felt cold and exposed. This was the first time since his pardon that he was away from Kakashi for any real length of time. Kakashi hadn’t even been gone for a minute and he was already lonely.

He tried to continue with the scrolls, but he felt restless. Bored, lonely, and restless, he decided to clean the house, anything to keep his mind off the fact he was alone. It wasn’t working. He did it anyway. Fuck; he was turning into a housewife. He left the laundry for later and went out.

However, he hadn’t been just teasing Naruto before; he really didn’t know what there was to do in the village. He’d been underground—literally and figuratively—for far too long and never very social before that. He cursed that fact as he made his way toward Naruto’s.

But Naruto wasn’t home. If even that loser had a social life, what did that say about Sasuke? So he just went for a walk. He probably wasn’t inviting company with his sword worn proudly on his back.

“Sasuke.” Sasuke turned to see Neji walking up behind him. “I’ve never seen you out like this before.”

“I usually don’t have time.”

“I’m on my way to meet up with Shikamaru, want to join us?”

“I would. Thank you.”

Sasuke fell into step with Neji. “We mainly just play shoji. Shikamaru’s gift for strategy makes it even more worthwhile. No one but his father has ever beaten him.”

“Sounds like a challenge. I would play Kabuto out of boredom. I’ve also played Juugo—a member of my team before the war—and even a few games with Madara. I’ve rarely lost.”

“I’m looking forward to playing you.”

They arrived at Shikamaru’s house; actually, he still lived with his parents.

“Hope you don’t mind, I invited Sasuke to join us,” Neji said.

“Naw. I’ve wanted to play you for a while,” he said to Sasuke.

Shikamaru had moved the shoji board to the courtyard. Sasuke sat against the wall to indicate he didn’t want to play the first round even as the guest. The other two eyed him, well aware he was being prudent, wanting to watch the two of them play, learning their style, before he played. Shikamaru went to get an extra cup for tea then sat down to play Neji. Sasuke watched without his Sharingan as he sipped his unsweetened tea.

Neji was beaten very soundly, but apparently it was still an enjoyable game for them both. Sasuke replaced Neji at the board. It was a much longer game. Both players took some time to make their moves and they were both able to stave off their own defeats for some time. Then Shikamaru admitted defeat.

“Impossible,” Neji said.

“You’re aggressive,” Shikamaru commented.

“Look who I trained under for three years and who I’ve played in the past. I also saw that you were rather reluctant to make too many sacrifices.”

Shikamaru rose from the board and motioned for Neji to replace him. Shikamaru watched intently and noticed Sasuke wasn’t as aggressive. He admired the way Sasuke was able to adapt to the person he was playing, something Shikamaru didn’t—and usually didn’t have to—do. Neji was beat in half the time. Shikamaru was rearing to play Sasuke again, more prepared this time.

He lost again.

Sasuke moved this time to commune with another cup of tea.

“I should have expected you’d be good at this,” Shikamaru said. “You killed Orochimaru, your brother, and Madara. And ruthless; two of them were members of your clan.”

Sasuke couldn’t stop the narrowing of his eyes at the mention of his brother or clan. “I’ve lived in a different world from the rest of you,” Sasuke agreed. “I’ve sacrificed a lot in my own life to achieve my goals and just to survive. But I took no enjoyment from killing members of my clan. My clan is important to me, but I had no choice.”

Shikamaru nodded in apology. The brief tension eased as did the intensity of the games and they all three started chatting.

“You two are lucky, you still have your old teams,” Shikamaru said. “Even before Asuma died, we were split up.”

“Don’t think I’m that lucky,” Neji said. “Remember I have Gai and Lee on my team.”

Shikamaru and Sasuke winced.

“Kakashi just beat him in another of their competitions,” Sasuke chuckled.

“Don’t start, Uchiha. He’s been moping because now Kakashi’s beating him by two.”

Sasuke chuckled again. “You’ve been captain of several different teams, haven’t you, Shikamaru?”

“Yeah. My current team should be permanent, but I’m often sent where my tactics are needed.”

“I captained my own team after I defeated Orochimaru, but tomorrow I’ll be captaining Naruto and Sakura while Kakashi’s on another mission. Never captained a Konoha team before.”

“I think Gai’s going on that same mission with Kakashi.”

Sasuke gave a look of disgust. He couldn’t be with Kakashi but Gai was.

“Naruto’s gonna freak,” Shikamaru said.

“That’s what I’m afraid of,” Sasuke said. “We’ve always been rivals, even while apart. He wants to be Hokage so bad and I beat him to Jounin and to captain, even if it’s only temporary.”

“I’m replacing Gai as captain for the week as well,” Neji said. “Bothers Lee.”

“But you’re both respected by your teams,” Shikamaru said. “Shouldn’t be hard.”

“Naruto,” Sasuke said simply.

“Yeah, right,” Shikamaru conceded. “I was the captain of the team charged with bringing you back when you first left. Neji was with me, along with Kiba, Choji, and Naruto. He does pull at the leash a bit.”

Sasuke straighten a little. “I didn’t know that. I thought it was just Naruto. But now that you mention it, I think Naruto did mention there were others behind him.”

“Choji and I were critically injured,” Neji said. “He took the big guy alone and I took the spider guy.”

“Kiba took the two headed one and was badly wounded,” Shikamaru said. “I fought the girl, only broke a finger. Naruto went after the guy with the bones.”

“Kimimaru,” Sasuke said. “I was told about him.”

“Lee ran after us and took over that fight so Naruto could follow you. Lee, Kiba, and I were saved by the Sound Siblings from the chunin exam.”

“I’m sincerely sorry. I didn’t think they would send genin after me. I thought it would only be Naruto or some Jounin.”

“None were left. Kakashi got back and heard what happened and ran after us.”

“That I know about. I got the lecture about the state I left Naruto in and his disappointment.”

“Why were you in a coffin?” Neji asked.

“I was sealed in that coffin to keep me alive as the curse mark, which is gone now, evolved. I’m sure you both saw the patterns my guards’ marks made on their skin, then maybe you saw how they transformed.” They both nodded. “By the time Naruto caught up to me, I was out of the coffin and I could transform like they could. I miss it sometimes. Useful. On the other hand I always hated it.”

Their talk became more banal after that, but it was pleasant. Shikamaru walked them out and Neji walked half way home with Sasuke.

“You know, I’d like to spar with you sometime, see who’s doujutsu is better,” Neji said.

Sasuke smirked. “I agree. We may need to let off some stream after captaining children.”

Neji smirked back at him. “I’ll let you know when I’m free.”

They parted. Even if Kakashi was gone, it ended up being a pleasant day.

But when he got home, he was alone. Sasuke fixed himself dinner and ate it slowly. He was bored and wasted time eating before going to bed. He didn’t spend very many nights in his own room, but he decided to sleep there tonight. The swan toy was perched on his pillows. He pulled the blanket away and crawled under the sheet, the night being too warm to use the blanket. He grabbed the swan and snuggled with it. It would have to do until Kakashi came home.

But wait; Kakashi changed before he left and Sasuke hadn’t done the laundry yet. Sasuke ran into Kakashi’s room and found the mask/shirt from this morning. He grabbed it and pressed his face into it and inhaled. It still held Kakashi’s scent. He carried it back to his room and wrapped it around the body of the swan. He made a mental note to make sure Kakashi got his scent into this fucking swan before he left him alone again.

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He got a few stares as he fetched his orders alone. He’d been here with Kakashi, but never alone. When he arrived at the rendezvous he realized no one had told Naruto and Sakura about Kakashi’s absence. That was probably supposed to be his job last night.

“We’re—”

“Where’s Kakashi?” Naruto asked.

“I’m captain for the next few days. Kakashi’s been sent on another mission. Our mission is—”

“Ehhh?! You’re captain?!”

“I’m the only other Jounin on the team. It’s a B rank mis—”

“But you’ve been back only like . . .” Naruto tried to calculate the time.

“Naruto!” Sasuke yelled. He looked to Sakura for help, but she enjoying watching Naruto too much. “I’m captain, deal with it. Can I explain the mission so we can get going?”

Naruto sulked after that, but he complied. And Sakura flirted. Damn, he missed Kakashi.

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Three days later, Sasuke and Neji found time to spar in the late afternoon after their missions. They told no one what they intended and made sure they weren’t followed by their own teams.

Neji really knew nothing about Sasuke’s fighting style or abilities beyond rumor. He was immediately surprised by Sasuke’s grace. He was a true swordsman. But that was not the extent of his abilities. Sasuke displayed his power in his taijutsu, his genius in the tactics he used against Neji’s gentle fist, his doujutsu in his ability to see through all his moves, and his speed in preventing Neji time and again. He remained vigilant and his mind on the fight, but afterward Neji could only remember beauty and grace.

After an hour of vigorous sparring, they broke apart, a draw.

“I could kick your ass if we fought for real,” Sasuke said as he regained his breath.

“I’d leave you alive to suffer without chakra,” Neji countered.

“As if you could touch me. Susanoo and Amaterasu would end it quick.”

“If I went all out with the gentle fist . . .”

“Keep dreaming, Hyuuga.”

Sasuke lay down in the grass and let the sweat dry on his skin and clothes. Neji sat down not too close to him and felt his sweat cool and dry as well.

“Have you dinned?” Neji asked.

“No. I’m cooling down so I can eat before going home and showering.”

“Want to join me?”

“I’d like that. I’ve been lonely the last few days with Kakashi gone.”

They ate while telling stories about their captains and their teams. With characters like Naruto and Lee, their tales couldn’t help but be humorous. Neji loved seeing Sasuke laugh. He just loved seeing him.

They parted at the restaurant to their respective homes.

Sasuke’s smirking face haunted Neji; the Uchiha truly was beautiful. Talented, powerful, and beautiful. There was a little bit of taboo there as well: a man and an Uchiha. But they were so similar, both talented members of proud clans, doujutsu experts, socially retarded . . . Neji wondered if there was a chance.

Meanwhile, Sasuke showered and got into bed. He was really missing his perverted captain. The shirt had lost its scent so he was left with the naked swan. Neji wasn’t even on his mind.

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Five missions. At least Naruto stopped sulking after the first one. Sasuke thought he did a good job as captain—he’d captained Hebi/Taka after all—but he decided that he would rather deal with Sai than be the captain of this pair. And the fact they reminded him of Karin and Suigetsu . . .

Tsunade must underestimate Kakashi’s ability to do so many missions a week since he’s so laid back or she decided to test Sasuke—and his patience—by piling missions up on him and his temporary team.

He wasn’t actually very tired, just unhappy. He wanted to avoid humanity and took to the rooftops.

Naruto decided to follow Sasuke. He’d noticed Sasuke seemed rather lonely without Kakashi around. If Sasuke ended up going anywhere but home, Naruto decided to approach him and try to hang out with him and just give him company.

Naruto followed Sasuke at a distance, using this as practice to keep from being detected. Sasuke suddenly changed course and stopped on a rooftop with another figure. As Naruto moved he saw that Sasuke was too distracted to notice him if he kept quiet. He was kissing Kakashi. Naruto almost stopped in midair to see Kakashi’s uncovered face, but Sasuke had his hand in the way. Naruto moved quickly to crouch under the shingles. He got under cover before they broke their kiss.

“What are you doing here?” Sasuke asked. “What about your mission?”

“I finished it. I used my Sharingan to come back quickly. I beat Gai this time.” He sucked on Sasuke’s lip.

Sasuke pulled back. “Don’t use your eye like that. Use it too much and it’ll be useless.”

“Once I retire, it won’t matter.”

“You’re not planning on doing that any time soon, are you?”

“Hoping someone will bump me off?”

Sasuke put his arms around the taller man’s neck. “No one touches you but me.”

Naruto didn’t know if he should have an erection or vomit.

“You don’t have any plans, do you? ‘Cause since I’m back early . . .”

“Free as a bird.”

“I feel like being a bit more adventurous tonight.”

“What do you have in mind?”

“We haven’t used even half of that equipment yet.”

“Bloodletting make you feel more dominate?” Sasuke flirted.

“A little. Thinking about you helpless is always a turn on.”

“I’m never helpless.”

“The illusion then. But I would love to break you. Bind you, blindfold you, whip you, make you beg for mercy and release.”

Sasuke hummed tantalizingly. “As long as you don’t leave any permanent marks. But you can’t break me. I can doubtless be broken, but even Inochi couldn’t accomplish that. Maybe Ibiki and my brother, but you’re not that cruel. What’s the blindfold for anyway? I can see through them and it’s not like I can’t hear or sense my surroundings.”

“You’d be amazed how effective a chakra suppressing blindfold can be in breaking someone like you who rely on your eyes. You’ll be defenseless like a declawed cat. A declawed cat at the mercy of a hound. I’d tear you to pieces.” Kakashi nearly growled.

“I may have to let you try. You know my limits, if you can break me while staying within them, you might have to join Intel.”

“I’ll eat you alive.”

“Sounds like fun. I might have to do the same to you, but not with any methods so primitive as blindfolds and ropes. I can crawl inside your mind, find your darkest fears and use them against you. But you try to use my clan against me, I’ll show you what my Sharingan can do.”

“I’d rather keep things in the physical world.” Kakashi didn’t sound scared in the slightest. “Wouldn’t mind you find out those things—I’d actually like to know exactly what they are—but I’d rather you exploit that knowledge in the real world.”

“Too bad you’re not afraid of snakes; be a hell of lot easier. Though I might forgo the velvet ropes and use my snakes.”

“I thought you couldn’t summon them anymore.”

“I can’t. They never forgave me for Manda and anyway, I would never trust a summon in that situation. My other snake jutsu will work fine. The stronger my murderous intent, the tighter they hold you. I’m finding both scenarios more and more appealing.”

“Your own dominate side is coming out, but I knew that imperious attitude of yours would lend to you being submissive and masochistic in the bedroom. The haughtier they are, the more of a turn on it is, right, my little black swan?”

Black swan? Naruto wondered. That’s an odd pet name, isn’t it? Then he remembered the stuffed animal Kakashi gave Sasuke on his birthday.

Kakashi caressed the tail feather like hair. Sasuke turned his head to put his cheek in Kakashi’s hand and rubbed his cheek in it.

“Very true. I trust you completely. But I like having my turn. You can have me tonight though. Tie me up and fuck my brains out.”

Naruto held his nose, fearing a nosebleed.

“I’ll fuck you unconscious. I’ll make it a night you’ll want to experience again and again.”

“As if that doesn’t apply to every night with you.”

There was definitely something trying to leak out of Naruto’s nose.

Kakashi hummed. “What do you say to a collar?”

Sasuke was serious now. “No. I’m not wearing a collar in public.”

“But you’ll do it private?”

“The only way I would ever wear one is if you wore one too, one with a bright shinny Uchiha crest on it. And you’d have to wear it over that damn mask.”

“Doable.”

“No way, I’m not doing it. I don’t want to advertise that I’m in that sort of relationship with anyone.”

“I’d wear one though.”

“The Seme wearing the collar?” Sasuke chuckled darkly. “If it would please you, but I’m not wearing one. I will not be viewed as a possession.”

“Aw, but you are. You’re mine. You’re mine until one of us dies. At least I’m not asking for you to get a tattoo that says ‘Property of Hatake Kakashi.’”

“Now that’s an idea. An Uchiha fan on your back. Right here,” Sasuke touched Kakashi’s lower back, on the hip.

“I’d do it. Maybe something in the same spot for you?”

Sasuke chuckled, but when he spoke again, he had stopped flirting. “But seriously, don’t ever use your Sharingan for something so trivial again. Itachi was only twenty-one and he was almost completely blind when I fought him. And I overused it so badly I nearly went blind. Don’t waste it.”

“I didn’t; I don’t have that kind of control; there’s more than one way to use a Sharingan to win a race. But speaking of that, I want to talk about that first; I have some thoughts on the subject.”

Sasuke understood what he meant by the look in his eye. “That we should definitely not talk about in public.”

“We’re not exactly in the street, but I agree.”

“I don’t even want to talk about it in the house.” Sasuke thought for a moment. “How about I summon one of my large hawks and go for a romantic ride around the parameter of the village? I trust them. We can talk, enjoy the view, then go home and try out your . . . physical techniques of domination.”

“Sure your hawk won’t resent being summoned for such a ‘trivial’ reason?”

“Depends on the hawk.”

Naruto heard the ‘poof’ of a summon appearing. The hawk screamed to announce itself.

“Hey, mind taking us for a ride? No mission.”

The hawk’s scream was lower. “Anything to get me away from the nest.”

The pair climbed up on the large hawk’s back and the hawk took flight. Naruto was pressed against the wall under the shingles hoping he wouldn’t be noticed.

Once the hawk was fully airborne, Naruto sat down and thought about the last part of that conversation. Something they didn’t even want to talk about at home? Something to do with the Sharingan? The dead Itachi never entered his mind.

Naruto was hungry and went to have some ramen. When he was finished, he looked up and saw the hawk still flying around. He decided to go home for an hour then go pay his male teammates a visit.

-----

They returned home an hour after they met on the rooftop. They had talked about Itachi, how they could sneak Sasuke out to him or even Itachi into the village. But neither wanted to think about Itachi once they got home.

“I should shower first,” Kakashi said. “I’ve not properly bathed since I left.”

“Don’t you dare.” Sasuke pressed up against him. “I’ve been missing your scent. Don’t you dare scrub it off. Shower in the morning. I want my fill of you tonight.”

“Get ready; I’m going to have fun with you tonight.”

Sasuke smirked and stripped down to his boxers, expecting his lover to do the same. But when Sasuke turned around, Kakashi was standing there fully clothed staring at him absently, clearly considering something.

“What?”

“I’m wondering if I should just have you naked or in lingerie.”

Sasuke narrowed his eyes. “Considering I’m going to securely bound, it’d be hard to remove the lingerie without cutting it apart.”

“We’re going to have get something snap on. Naked them.”

Sasuke didn’t finish stripping since Kakashi was still fully clothed.

“Continue,” Kakashi prompted. Sasuke gave him an annoyed look, but obeyed his Seme. Kakashi didn’t even remove his vest, making Sasuke very uncomfortable. But that was the idea.

Kakashi got out the velvet restrains and bound Sasuke’s wrists together then tied rope to them. Sasuke looked up at the ceiling, wondering where he was thinking about hanging him. There was a hook right above him.

“I put it in there before I left; I’ve been wanting to do this for a while.”

Sasuke raised an eyebrow at him.

Kakashi threw the rope up to catch it on the hook. He ran the rest of the rope through another hook attached to the wall. Sasuke was disconcerted by how prepared Kakashi was for this. He did remember Kakashi talking about using hanging to make Sasuke grow taller; he guessed Kakashi hadn’t been completely joking.

Before Kakashi tightened the rope, he took out something Sasuke hadn’t seen before.

“A chakra suppressing blindfold. Told you I planned ahead.” Kakashi secured the blindfold. “Can you see?”

“No.”

“Activate your Sharingan?”

“No.”

“How’s you chakra?”

“Disturbed.”

“Good.”

Kakashi pulled on the rope and lifted his lover off his feet.

“Comfy?”

“I’m alright.”

Kakashi tied off the rope then bound Sasuke’s ankles to a spreader bar. He looked over his handiwork. Sasuke was now suspended with his hands above his head, Sasuke’s eyes covered and rendered useless, and his cock half hard.

Kakashi slapped him on his bare ass. “I’ll be right back.”

“You’re not leaving me here like this!”

“Just a minute.”

Sasuke hung there not able to physically see, see chakra, or even sense chakra since the blindfold was throwing it all off. He still had his hearing, sense of smell, and feeling. But being blind and anticipating something made all his nerves hypersensitive. He heard Kakashi return, but he wasn’t alone. From the sound, Sasuke was certain there were at least six people coming into the room.

“What the fuck, Kakashi? Those better just be shadow clones.”

“If it makes you feel better.”

“You fucking bastard.”

“Yeah, they’re clones. Settle down.” Sasuke was not convinced.

Sasuke could feel that he was surrounded. He tried to smell them, but all he smelled was Kakashi and arousal. That didn’t mean these people were shadow clones. Neither of them had showered and that could cover up the scent of anyone who had.

“You remembered the safe word, right?” Kakashi asked.

“Yes.”

“Good. We can begin.”

Sasuke nearly jumped out of his skin when something touched his side. His skin was so sensitive that the feather felt like cattle prod.

“Jumpy?”

Now a feather was coming from different direction. It didn’t tickle, it was almost painful. He was also frightened. He couldn’t see or sense how many, who, and from where the next touch would come. Kakashi proved he did know a doujutsu user’s weakness. Sasuke started struggling against his bonds.

“You’re hawk happened to drop these,” Kakashi said. “Wouldn’t want them to go to waste.”

“Go to hell!” Sasuke was trying to predict and avoid the touches, but didn’t succeed once. He was frustrated and humiliated.

“Now is that anyway to speak to your Seme?”

If Sasuke’s eyes weren’t covered, the glare would have struck Kakashi dead. Or turned him to stone.

The touches stopped. It took several second for Sasuke to relax. He was sweating and tired. He had had a full day mission before this after all.

He barely got his breath back when Kakashi grabbed him from behind, still clothed. He pressed his face against his arm so that he was speaking near Sasuke’s ear. And he could feel Kakashi still had his mask on.

“Fuck, Kakashi, if they’re not clones I will kill you—and them—slowly.”

“Yeah, yeah. Now why don’t you tell my clones what a needy little slut you are?”

Sasuke remained silent. Kakashi pulled away. Sasuke yelped at the feeling of a slim cane whacking his ass.

“Did you want to say something?”

“Take the fucking blindfold off!”

Whack!

Somehow, the second hit hurt more. Sasuke was surprised to feel tears in his eyes. The pain was far sharper and more extreme than he would have thought.

“Hmm . . .” Kakashi prompted.

Sasuke pressed his lips together.

Whack!

Sasuke’s throat screamed, but he refused to open his mouth.

“Tell them how much of a cock whore you are;” Whack! “how much you love being fucked up the ass.” Whack! “Tell them how much you need it.” Whack! “Tell them how much you love submitting and how you need to be humiliated in order to get off.”

Sasuke said nothing, but his face was streaming with tears as they escaped the blindfold.

Whack! Whack! Whack!

Sasuke struggled to breathe through sobs, but his pride was indomitable even when Kakashi gave him five more whacks. By now his ass was completely red with scarlet welts appearing. Blood was dripping from Sasuke’s lip where he bit it. He would not open his mouth. But he freaked when the cane gently touched his limp cock.

“Stop, stop, stop!” Sasuke panicked. “Wait, please.” He was panting, but not quite at the level of panic attack.

Kakashi let him catch his breath. “Yes?”

“I’m . . .”

Kakashi brushed the cane up Sasuke’s cock. “Hmm . . .”

“I’m a cock whore,” Sasuke said, defeated.

“And?”

“I,” pant, “I’m a needy slut.” The cane was still moving. “I love being fucked in the ass. I need to feel a cock up my ass.”

“And?”

Sasuke panicked; he didn’t remember anything else. A soft whack to his cock didn’t help his memory.

“Submission and humiliation?”

“I love submitting and . . . I can’t get off unless I’m being humiliated.”

“Good boy.”

Sasuke sagged, hoping it was over, but pretty sure it wasn’t.

The cane whooshed through the air again, but it never landed. Sasuke had tensed and expected the blow. Then it hit without the preceding whoosh, being close to his ass before it hit him. That made Sasuke growl loudly in frustration.

He felt and heard the others move. They were getting closer and they were armed with other sexual weapons: a crop, a feather, the cat o’ nine tails, and a bunch of canes. He didn’t know the selection of weapons until they started hitting him. The crop fell on his cock, the cat o’ nine tails on his upper back, canes on his nipples and ass, and that feather teased all these areas, sparking sensitive nerves with a false teasing blow. It was maddening. Sasuke grabbed the velvet cuffs and the rope and started climbing up the rope only to fall and slightly wrench his shoulders.

“Careful of the family jewels,” Kakashi told Sasuke’s tormentors.

“With this guys imperious attitude, you mean crown jewels,” a featureless voice said. Sasuke tried to identify it, but couldn’t.

Sasuke was in a lot of pain, but he wouldn’t use the safe word. In fact, though his cock was soft, he was getting off a little; he did like being humiliated, but the pain, especially the strikes to his cock, kept him soft. If isolated, the cane hitting his nipples might have aroused him. Actually, isolated—and alone with Kakashi—more of these strikes might have turned him on. But he did love the rush from being beaten and humiliated.

It all stopped. But there was movement around him and he jumped at the slightest noise, fearing another hit. Nothing came.

“If we pretend for a moment that these aren’t just clones, who would they be? Who would want to hurt you? Punish you?”

Having spoken with Neji and Shikamaru, the team sent after him four years ago came to mind, but he didn’t say anything.

Kakashi caressed Sasuke’s abused ass and up his smooth side. “We’ve got a bunch of shinobi here with a grudge, why would they jump at this chance to torture you?” Kakashi reached around him with the crop and tapped his scrotum. “Hmmm?”

“I . . . I don’t know.”

“I don’t think that’s true.” He gave Sasuke a harder tap. “Who?”

“Naruto, Neji, Kiba, Shik—Shikamaru, and Choji.”

“Why do you think they would want to do this to you?”

“They were nearly killed coming after me when I left four years ago.”

“Do you have anything to say to them?”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t think they’d send genin after me. I expected ANBU. I’m sorry.” Kakashi moved away. “I’m sorry.”

The strikes resumed. Sasuke whimpered an apology with the first few hits.

“They are giving you the punishment you need to absolve your guilt; maybe you should thank them.”

When the hits resumed again, Sasuke thanked them for every swipe.

“Louder,” Kakashi said and Sasuke obeyed.

Welts appeared on his upper back, ass, thighs, chest, and stomach. Once his body was nicely striped, red, and sagging in his restraints, the blows stopped. Sasuke continued to mutter ‘thank you’ over and over again for several second before he realized they had stopped.

Kakashi was back. He pressed his bare cock into the red hot flesh of Sasuke’s abused ass. Though he was pantless, Kakashi was still wearing his mask. Kakashi ran his hands up and down Sasuke’s hot and raised skin. Sasuke hissed.

“Why don’t we show them how much you love to be fucked?”

Sasuke’s body was still sagging from the ropes, his head down, exhausted. He didn’t complain even if he was feeling humiliated. He would just accept it and try to enjoy it. But Kakashi wanted a response.

“Don’t you think, Sasuke-kun?”

Sasuke nodded but Kakashi wanted a verbal response. He felt Kakashi nod and a cane, for the first time, snapped against his limp cock. Sasuke cried out.

“Yes, I want them to watch you fuck me.”

Kakashi lowered Sasuke body to a good height to fuck him at and fetched the lube. He fingered him with two fingers. Even Sasuke was surprised at how much he loved a simple fingering. He showed it by moaning and pressing back on those fingers.

“Tell them how much you love being finger fucked.”

Sasuke was more into this and it loosened his lips. “I love it when you finger me. Feels so fucking good.” And it showed as his cock began lengthening.

“I think you enjoy it too much,” Kakashi said.

“I think so too,” Sasuke said. He’d forgotten he was being watched.

Kakashi withdrew his fingers and Sasuke expected to be fucked, but nothing happened.

“Beg for it. Let them hear you beg for it.”

Sasuke blushed furiously being reminded of their audience. For some reason, Sasuke imaged Kiba’s face and it made him shriveled a little. But he obeyed, really needing to cum despite his limp state at the moment.

“Please fuck me. I need it so badly. Please.”

That was good enough for him. Kakashi shoved his erection in hard and fast. The fingering didn’t adequately prepare him after a week of absence. Sasuke cried out at the sudden, painful intrusion. Kakashi didn’t move once his pubes and balls were pressed against Sasuke’s red, welted ass.

“You’re such a bastard,” Sasuke panted.

“You’re so tight and hotter than usual.”

“Might have something to do with welts you’ve given me.”

“In the life, it’s called stripping, an honor.”

“Markings from your Seme? I’d rather have the love bites.”

“Anyway, I wasn’t the one who stripped you, was I?”

Sasuke hated the reminder. He tried to relax and eventually Kakashi felt his body loosen up. “Ready, baby?”

“Yeah, just don’t touch the welts.”

“That will be difficult.”

Sasuke’s hips and arms were clear, so Kakashi started by holding the younger man’s hips as he slowly fucked him. Sasuke grunted with every thrust, but not in a pained way.

Sasuke’s cock had either been soft or only slightly hard all evening, but he was growing now. “Oh, fuck me,” he begged.

Kakashi picked up the pace. But just as Sasuke was relaxing and getting into it, a cane whacked one of his nipples. Sasuke grunted, but the fucking he was getting was more intense than the pain. And it was just one hit. Then the cane hit the other nipple. Then a gentle—but still painful—tap on his growing cock. Another on the side of his scrotum. Then a few on his stomach and front of his thighs. They weren’t as hard or painful and it was more what Kakashi had done to him before and it sent a great thrill up his spine.

Sasuke wasn’t crying, yelling, or hardly flinching; he was certainly on his way to erotizing pain. Then the strikes stopped.

Meanwhile, all the other attackers gathered in front of Sasuke. Once Sasuke was hard, Kakashi stopped and untied the blindfold. Sasuke blinked a few times before he could comprehend what he was seeing. Six clones of Kakashi smiling broadly. As soon as Sasuke scowled, they vanished.

“I hate you,” Sasuke said, practically spitting venom.

“I know.” Kakashi touched the red painful areas on Sasuke’s body. “Don’t you feel better now?”

“Oddly, yes.”

Kakashi ran his fingers through Sasuke’s hair. “I love you so much; I’ll give you anything.”

“Right now, I just need you. I haven’t cum in a week. Fuck me, please. Let me cum.”

“You obeyed me? You haven’t cum while I was gone?”

“I’ve not cum since you left.”

“I did promise to rape you when I returned. I want to restrain myself. I want you to suffer longer. But it sounds—and looks,” Kakashi tapped Sasuke’s swollen balls, “like you’ve been a good boy.” Kakashi got closer and whispered into Sasuke’s ear: “And I need you too. I’ve not cum either.”

“Then do it.” He growled. “Fuck the shit out of me.”

“My pleasure,” Kakashi growled back.

Kakashi stepped in front of Sasuke and stripped his mask/shirt to show his thin muscled body made thinner and for defined by the recent mission.

“Did you eat anything since you left?” Sasuke asked. He was annoyed at the lack of strength in his voice.

“Field rations only. Not much game out that way.”

“No wonder.”

Kakashi kissed his sub, but Sasuke was having trouble breathing through his nose after all the tears of pain so Kakashi was forced to cut it short. Kakashi had better things to do anyway. He reentered and fucked him for all he was worth, pulling Sasuke back against him.

The slapping of Kakashi’s balls against Sasuke’s ass hurt, but he moaned for more. Kakashi found the angle that alluded him until now in this position and now Sasuke was grunting with every hit to his prostate. Sasuke was getting close without anyone touching his cock.

Kakashi was holding back his own orgasm until he felt Sasuke tighten around him and cum with a scream. Kakashi let Sasuke’s body milk him.

Kakashi pulled out and knelt in front of his abused lover and licked the last drops of cum from his cock. It was thick and gooey from lack of release. He regretted his own was up Sasuke’s ass.

Sasuke had gone limp—his cock and body. Kakashi took him in his mouth and sucked him back to full hardness. It wasn’t the difficult: Sasuke was sex-starved and only feeling residual pain. And Kakashi knew what the fuck he was doing.

Kakashi stroked his own erection as he stretched his lips around Sasuke’s shaft and tongued the underside.

“Kakashi,” Sasuke breathed. It didn’t take as long as it normally would for him to cum a second time. Kakashi didn’t let a drop go to waste.

Kakashi looked up at his bound lover. Sasuke’s eyes were shut, completely spent. He looked over that stripped body and continued to jack off with Sasuke’s taste in his mouth.

“Damn you’re beautiful, Sasuke.”

Sasuke’s eyes opened to slits. “I don’t feel it at the moment,” he barely managed to say.

“You are. I can’t image you not being beautiful. Even if someone—who I’d make their last hours in this life worse than any hell that could possibly wait for them after death—were to mutilate you, you’d still always be beautiful in my eyes.”

Sasuke smiled a little. Looking up into that tearstained, blushed, smiling face, Kakashi cam again, still crouched in front of his younger lover.

Kakashi tried to return his breathing to normal. Once he did, Sasuke said, “Going to let me down now? My shoulder’s are killing me.”

Kakashi grinned and untied him. Sasuke was weak and couldn’t even stand. Kakashi pulled him against his body and helped him to the bed. He wouldn’t be comfortable on his stomach or back, so he would have to sleep on his side, but for the moment, Kakashi lay Sasuke on his back. He moved over him and kissed him. Sasuke reached up and pulled Kakashi in to deepen the kiss.

Sasuke was still having a little trouble breathing and ended the kiss. He stared up into Kakashi’s eyes. “I missed you.”

“I missed you too.”

Sasuke turned Kakashi onto his back and he took deep breathes, drawing in his lover’s scent then he cuddled up on top of him. Kakashi put his arms around him.

“I really, truly love you, Sasuke. I don’t know what I’d do if you left me.”

“I never thought I’d love anyone as much as I do you.”

-----

Naruto cursed; he’d fallen asleep on his sofa. He ran to Kakashi’s house hoping he wasn’t too late to catch the show.

The bed was the only thing he could really see, the rest of the room being so dark and the half moon only reaching that far into the room. The bed was empty. Naruto looked up and around to see if they were still flying around, but he didn’t see a thing. So he tried to channel chakra into his eyes to enhance his vision the way Kakashi increased his sense of smell. Darkness.

“Hey, Kyuubi, help me out, would you?” he asked internally.

“You’re lucky I’m just as much a pervert as you, kit,” the Kyuubi answered.

Naruto’s eyes turned red and he was better able to see into the room, but it was still not much. He could see two figures, but nothing else.

“Whatever they’re doing, they’re not using the bed,” he said silently to the Kyuubi.

“You don’t know much about this kind of thing, do ya?”

“Well, no. You do?”

“I’ve been trapped inside several other Jinchuriki; I’ve seen, heard, and experienced a lot.”

“So can I ask you something?”

“Anything kit. I may not answer, however.”

“When they were talking earlier, about Kakashi wanted to ‘break’ Sasuke, what did he mean?”

“Kakashi wants to torture Sasuke, make him face his deepest fears and insecurities. In that state, Sasuke would be putty in his hands, willing to beg him for anything, experience anything, and thank him for it.”

“Why would Sasuke want that?”

“Facing those things will make him stronger having faced and conquered those fears. He’ll also feel closer to Kakashi who helped him and he’ll will know him even better. It gives them a greater closeness. Sounded like Sasuke wanted to do it to Kakashi as well. It will draw them closer. It’s a proof and test of trust. But it can also be hell. It can permanently damage a person. The Uchiha is strong though.

“And like Kakashi said, people who are so controlled in normal life desire being subjugated and used sexually, kit. You could never give him what he needs. But I could.” The Kyuubi growled menacingly.

“I’d never let you touch Sasuke,” Naruto countered.

“Hmmm, he probably tastes real good. The more sinister the chakra, the better they taste.”

“Shut it, fox.”

Naruto shifted his attention back the window. The two figures had been standing close together, obviously fucking upright, but now one was crouched in front of the other. It was kind of boring since he couldn’t really see anything. He was about to leave, but he saw more movement. They moved into the moonlight.

Kakashi was practically dragging Sasuke to the bed and laid him out on the bed. Naruto’s eyes went wide. He could see what looked like scratches or whip marks across Sasuke’s abdomen and bruises marring Sasuke’s alabaster skin. The Kyuubi chuckled evilly. Naruto was too concerned to reprimand him. Kakashi’s body covered him and kissed him. Naruto was about to attack, defend his friend, but he saw Sasuke’s lily white hands pull Kakashi closer.

“He liked it, kit,” the Kyuubi said. “Physical torture is also useful and people like Sasuke get off on it. He’ll probably do the same to Kakashi in a few days. Now that would be something to see.”

“Shut up, you stupid fox!”

“You were the one asking me about it.”

Sasuke turned Kakashi over and Naruto could see his back. It was red and welted. It made Naruto so angry, but he knew better than to attack. Maybe it wasn’t as bad as it looked. That had to be it; he wasn’t that badly wounded.

Sasuke curled up on top of his lover, his hair obscuring Kakashi’s face. Naruto went home, but couldn’t jack off, too discussed by what he observed.