The Turning Away

Well it’s been awhile again. I just haven’t had the want to write for some time. But I looked at this and thought, damn it, I can’t leave it unfinished, I hate it when others do that, so I sat down with the laptop, turned the music on and presto, that was it. I write to music!!! Well dah, I am an idiot, that was something that was missing. I don’t use the music on the laptop much like I used to on the desktop. I must try to remember that, and get over my not being able to keep a beta too. Three have given up on me, I am thinking I must be a really bad writer. But I will finish this and the other unfinished ones before I do give up, and that is on the cards. If my grammar is that bad I won’t be starting any new stories. Sorry guys, I know some of you don’t care, but I tried to stick with what I was taught in school, I had one English teacher that taught us to not like using and a lot, it’s a habit I have had to re pick up just to please others. I don’t like to change spoken sentences, because who talks grammatically anyway? So this will be my last Naruto story, then I’ll finish my Dragonball story and my Final Fantasy series and try to finish my old Yugioh story, then its sayonara. A person can only take so much. Gods, am I ranting? Sorry, still I hope you enjoy and I can figure out a way to wind this up quickly.

The Turning Away continued
By Fyrbyrd

“Naruto, is it true that Kakashi was here?”asked Iruka.

The young man leaned his head sideways and said, “Oh yeah. We figured out the code because of Jiraya’s book.”

“How did he seem to you?”

“He was fine.”

“Naruto,” came another voice.

“Oh hi Shikamaru.”

“The Hokage wishes to see you.”

“Oh okay. I’ll talk to you later,” he said to Iruka.

“Shikamaru, does she know Kakashi was here?” Iruka asked before Shikamaru could leave.

“Yes, she heard, but he cleared out before we could track him. She’s pretty pissed off about it too.”

Iruka nodded as Shikamaru turned to return to his duties. He headed for home, the sitter would be waiting for him and he hated to be away from the children for too long in any case. He would have loved to have gotten his hands on Kakashi, but if he had escaped, even Akamaru would not be able to track him. He had at least confirmed that he had not been to see Tsunade, and if she ever found out about him and Naruto…

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“You have returned,” said Baki.

“I said that I would.”

“Lord Kazekage would like to see you.”

Kakashi nodded and followed Baki. Once again he found himself in the Kazekage’s office, Baki left them. Gaara looked up from the scrolls he had been reading. “There have been more alerts trying to trace your whereabouts from your village. If you are to stay here I need a little more of an explanation.”

Kakashi sighed, “May I sit?”

Gaara nodded, and Kakashi settled himself down.

“When I first came here I told you I needed to be near medical facilities… Just before I became a prisoner of Orochimaru, his apprentice Kabuto used a medical jutsu on me. One that he had meant as revenge upon me… He wanted to weaken me, humiliate me. Even though he had captured me, he set me free for a reason. At first I had no idea of what he had done to me, but then the urge to have sex came over me, I masturbated more than I ever had in my life and I always wanted more. One of my comrades had seen me acting strangely and kept checking on me, then I got a little inebriated and…and…I asked him to take me to bed and he was more than happy to top me. Anyway I continued to sleep with him, unaware that I was doing exactly what Kabuto wanted. Part of the jutsu he used on me had tapped into the urge to mate, forcing me to want it. Finally I began to fall ill, throwing up, getting fatigued, cramping. Kabuto caught me again because I was debilitated, but it was as he had planned. I was an experiment with his jutsu, an experiment that was to prove successful for him. You see Kabuto’s jutsu left me with a womb, one of my balls transformed into an ovary, and I fell pregnant. Since then I have produced four children, three of those forced on me in Orochimaru’s lair.” He sighed heavily, Gaara had listened patiently to his story, but there was more to tell. “Tsunade knows about this, she was able to block the effects of the jutsu, but it doesn’t last. I had been hunting Kabuto when the blocker ran out and I was able to find someone to…fuck with… “ He sat back and put his hand over the bump, “Baki says I have a pot belly, when in fact I am pregnant again…She knows I am hiding something, but does not know I am pregnant, and I’d rather she didn’t.”

Gaara replied, “No doubt she suspects though?” Kakashi nodded. “Then you have another reason for not being found.”

“I…well…I may get into a little trouble if the father of this one finds out.”

“So you wish to stay here to give birth? What then will become of the child?”

“I can’t actually give birth, I require a C-section. I will need someone trustworthy to help deliver it.”

“I’m sure we can accommodate you.”

“And I’d rather the fewer people know about this the better.”

“On that you can trust me.”

“I still have some time, so I will continue to train until I am not able to. But train I must, my enemies are not going to go away because of my other problems.”

Gaara nodded and Kakashi took his leave. The Kazakage looked at the door he had passed through and realized that Kakashi had avoided one of his questions.

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Kakashi came to only to find someone looking down at him with his arms crossed over his chest.

“You know at this rate, the child will never be born.”

Another Sand citizen moved to help Kakashi to his feet, “The Kazekage is right, I think it is time that you stopped this silliness and rest.”

“Who are you?” asked Kakashi.

“This is Omi; he will be looking after you from now on. He is a healer that I trust and he will get you through the rest of this pregnancy,” answered Gaara.

Kakashi was showing very well now, and though he had tried not to push it, he knew that with the child he tired way too easily, and this one seemed to want to drain him a lot. He found himself needing Omi’s support just to stand.

“Now come along I want to examine you and see how things are,” said Omi as they started back.

“That talent is impressive, Kakashi; however were you able to coax it out?”

Kakashi eye smiled and shrugged.

“It has to stop now, it seems to have taken a lot of chakra, and you can’t afford to lose any more at this stage,” continued Omi.

They finally got Kakashi settled onto his bed.

“I will leave you to Omi, listen to him,” said Gaara who took his leave.

“Take off your shirt please; let’s see if you’ve done anything stupid here.”

Kakashi obeyed, too tired to argue.

Later Omi finished up and moved to his side, “How can you even think to train at this stage? I wish Lord Kazekage had told me your story sooner. This type of chakra draining training and a child draining you as well… You were not so far away from shutting down completely. You are an idiot.”

“There are things going on that I must be ready for, child or no child.”

“But this child is a strong one; she feeds from your chakra as well as your body.”

“She?”

“You are having a girl, I’m fairly certain from the ultrasound. From this moment on you do nothing without my permission. And right now I’m ordering bed rest; Lord Gaara gave me authority to assign guards on you if I must. He cares about you, and you must know that is something new for him. He said you are a precious person to someone he calls a precious person. I’d do as I was told if I was you.”

Once Omi was gone he sighed heavily. He knew this one was taking a lot from him, but he felt an urgency to improve his ocular jutsu. Even the twins had not taken so much from him. He closed his eyes, he really was very tired.

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Omi bowed before Gaara as he made his report. “My Lord, you were right, it is truly amazing to find a pregnant man. He requires rest now, I don’t know if I will succeed in getting him to do this.”

“He was the Leaf village’s most elite Jounin, he feels obligated to do all he can for them at the risk of his life, as all shinobi do. This ability is a form of revenge that has proven rather successful. It has slowed his progress down; this man has not yet reached the pinnacle of his ability. From what I have heard he is always working to improve himself.”

“Ah so that explains it. But still he must rest. This child is drawing from him; it has such a strong aura already.”

“I can sense that myself, I believe I know who fathered this child, and why he is reluctant to return to his village.”

“Huh?”

“Don’t worry about that, just look after him. I will speak with him myself when he awakens.”

“Oh thank you Lord Kazekage.”

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Kakashi awoke to find someone sitting beside his bed. “Kazekage?”

“I have been informed by Omi that you must rest. If you want the child and yourself to survive you must obey,” he paused, “Are you avoiding your village because you are bearing Naruto’s child?”

Kakashi chuckled, “You just answered the question yourself.”

“I could feel his chakra mixed with your own.”

“So you understand. He doesn’t know, and I would rather he didn’t. With all that is happening in his life now—the dangers he is in… I can not risk him learning of this child.”

“Are you planning on telling him when the danger is over? And what of you?”

“Me?”

“What is this child to you?”

Kakashi looked down at the bed covers. “I will have to defeat Kabuto to have the jutsu reversed. I will do what I must to do so. I want to ask that the child be kept here for its safety.”

“She will be cared for.”

“Thank you.”

“But for that to happen, you must rest. You are my honored guest.”

Kakashi nodded and leaned back on his bed. There was nothing for it, but to give up and acknowledge that Kabuto had won this round again.

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Gaara came to visit Kakashi daily, often inviting him to go to the baths with him. Kakashi accepted, becoming more and more comfortable around the Kazekage. The young man seemed fascinated by Kakashi’s pregnancy, and he was always careful to help the older man should he need it. It seemed also that he had come to like touching the older nin. Something that Kakashi did not mind, in fact he seemed to enjoy the touches.

One day as they rested in the steaming water, Gaara turned to the man, “I would like to ask you something…”

Kakashi turned his uncovered face to Gaara; he had decided that letting the Kazakage see him was not a bad thing. In fact he had been surprised the first time to get a reaction from him. He thought it a good reaction.

“My life changed with the loss of the beast that dwelled within me. Up until then there was very little in the way of relationships in my life. Now I am close to my brother and sister, and also to Baki and a few others. But I am becoming aware of other relationships, and my body reacts in ways I had not experienced before. My brother speaks of sleeping with girls, and how they make his body react, but I don’t seem to react that way to females...”

“Are you trying to tell me that you are becoming attracted to me?”

“I believe that I am attracted to males… to you in particular.”

“This usually only happens when I am not pregnant.”

“This brings me to my other reason for speaking to you. There is much happening now, but I believe that there will be peace in the future… I would like to ask, if there is a time that you need it, I would like to have a child with you.”

“You want a child, with me?”

“You are a very strong nin, and a very handsome man. I would like to fulfill your need and I would like to raise a child of my own.”

“I doubt your council would see it the same way as you.”

“They have no reason to know of your affliction, and I do not have to tell them where or on whom I fathered a child.”

“You're serious about this?”

“Yes I am. I am very attracted to you, right now my body is reacting to you, and I would like to experience sex with you.”

“You’re a virgin?”

“Yes, I am.”

Kakashi nodded, his eyes looking down into the water, but unable to see Gaara’s private parts.

Gaara seemed to notice the other man’s line of sight, so he stood to give him a better view, his cock standing further at attention as he rose. “I asked Omi about the mechanics of male sex, and I also asked if it would be safe to be with you. He said for a very short time I might be able to have anal sex with you, but it would have to be with much care.”

Kakashi turned bright red at the mention of Omi’s being told about Gaara’s plans, but then his eyes returned to the young man’s straining erection. “Then maybe we should take this elsewhere.”

He stood, his own cock coming to life and followed the Kazekage, both wrapping yukata about them. He had never been to the young man’s quarters before, they were sparse, but that was to be expected with his personality, a few chests for clothing, a place to hang the gourd, and a bed, a very large bed.

Gaara had sat down on it first. Looking back at Kakashi who was removing the makeshift mask he had put over his face for the walk to Gaara’s room. “Come Sensei, teach me.”

“Oh I don’t know how good I’d be at that.”

“I’m sure you will be fine,” encouraged Gaara.

Kakashi sat on the bed beside Gaara, feeling nervous about this now, he’d only shared himself this intimately with Iruka, and even that was under the influence of the jutsu. Since then all of his sexual encounters had been greatly under its influence. Of course it was dormant while he was pregnant, having served its purpose of getting him that way.

They sat there, Kakashi just staring off at nothing. “Is there something wrong?” asked Gaara, worried now that he had done something wrong.

“No, it’s me. I… I haven’t done this in a while, with Naruto it was the jutsu driving me to… to mate. I’m not being affected by it right now, and I find myself a bit…nervous.”

Gaara smiled, “Then that makes two of us.”

Kakashi smiled shyly himself, dropping his face to look down at his hands resting in his lap, then Gaara’s hands joined his own, one of them reaching up to cup Kakashi’s chin. “I’ve never kissed before, show me.”

Kakashi lifted his eyes to Gaara’s, the young man close to him now. He had no idea how it came about, but he found himself kissing him. Lips, then tongues joined, before Kakashi pulled back a little breathless. “I thought you said you hadn’t done that before.”

“I hadn’t, it just seemed to come naturally with you.”

“Then follow your instincts,” said Kakashi as he leaned in for another bout. Pretty soon he found himself being pushed onto his back on the bed in a full make out session, as Gaara really did let his instincts take over. His yukata was soon pushed aside as Gaara’s hand slipped inside it to rub over his hairless chest and circle his nipple. The young man’s mouth left his own and sought out his neck, making Kakashi moan. Soon the mouth was attached to that nipple as the tie to the yukata was untied and pushed aside, with the wandering hand slipping down towards his attentive cock. Kakashi was moaning wantonly as Gaara assaulted him with his mouth on his nipples, first one then the other, and his hand slowly torturing his cock gripped around it, sliding slowly up and down, his hands clutched at the sheets. Gaara kissed over the mound of the child within him, curling around him in the opposite direction so that he was now facing Gaara’s now naked groin, him having lost the yukata along the way.

Reaching out for the cock that was virtually in his face, he gently fisted it, then felt a lick at the tip of his own that had him groan out in pleasure. He decided to return the same and turned a little to make it easier for both of them taking, Gaara’s cock into his mouth to lick and suck at. The pair of them was soon enjoying the taste of each other, as they sucked and pleasured each’s cocks. For a first timer, Gaara was doing very well judging by the moans that vibrated about his cock from Kakashi’s mouth. Both were soon cumming down the other’s throat in an explosion of pleasure. Kakashi flopped back onto his back fully, licking his lips as Gaara turned back around the curl up beside the older man.

“You have excellent instincts,” panted Kakashi.

Gaara looked very much like that the cat that had found the cream, “Only a good Sensei would have recognized such a strategy.”

Kakashi half laughed at that.

“Good, I like to know you are happy with this. Still I want to discover more. I want to be inside you.”

“I think the best way for that is if I were on my hands and knees, that way the child will not be in the way.”

“Like the way animals mate?”

“Yes, why, have you been watching?”

Gaara’s mouth quivered in a half smile.”It’s better than catching my brother going at it.”

Again Kakashi laughed a little laugh. “Then come my fine young stallion, let this old brood mare allow you to service him.” Kakashi raised himself up and onto his knees, “Do you have lube?”

Gaara cocked his head sideways as he sat up slowly, his cock now fully awake again.

“Some kind of lubricant will be needed to ease the way. A male is not like a woman who’s body does that naturally. The anus does not self lubricate like a vagina does.” Gaara seemed to redden a little making Kakashi chuckle. “Anything oily will do.”

“I have a cream that I use when the sand chafes sometimes.”

“That should do.”

Gaara got up and slipped into another room that Kakashi hadn’t even seen the door for. As he walked back Kakashi watched his bobbing erection with a grin. Then he set himself on his hands and knees in readiness. “First you have to slip a finger inside me to stretch me so that I can take that lovely big cock of yours into that tiny hole back there.”

“I did wonder how that could happen,” said Gaara.

“You’ve never touched yourself back there?”

“No, I hadn’t even touched my cock much before I realized I wanted you. I had never thought much about my cock before. It was just a thing to piss from.” Kakashi chuckled again. “I seem to be pleasing you.”

“I never thought you to be funny before. You have always been so serious.”

“Before Naruto made me see that I could care for others, there was nothing but my duty to this village. There was no pleasure. But I am learning there is a lot of pleasure to be had, especially with another person.”

“Then you are in for another experience when you take me, Gaara. So put some of that cream onto your fingers and put one of them inside me, once I’m loosened up a little, then add another, then another. Once you can get three in there it should be enough, and if you reach in far enough you can find a little bump in there, touch that and I’ll sing for you.”

“Sing?”

“You’ll see if you find it.”

Amused by Kakashi’s choice of words Gaara got on the bed again and knelt behind Kakashi inserting a finger gently inside him. Pretty soon he found that what he was doing was being appreciated by the man in front of him, with sighs and soft moans issuing from his mouth. Gaara pushed in a second finger, thrusting in and out, scissoring them as he stretched his partner. Three fingers had the man pushing back on him.

“Ahh, that’s it Gaara, push in a little further, “Touch me there, touch me there and hear me howl.”

Curious, Gaara pushed in a little further feeling around for the mysterious place that would make Kakashi react. Kakashi howled, and he knew that he had found it, he touched it again and the same reaction happened. It truly excited him, his own cock jumping at the sounds he was getting from the man.

“Now Gaara, take me now,” urged Kakashi.

Gaara slipped his fingers from his body and there was a moan of loss from that. But he raised himself up and over Kakashi lining his hard cock up with the newly loosened hole. He slathered some cream on himself and slowly pushed his way in, fighting himself as he wished to plunge in, yet not wanting to hurt the child bearing man. It was tight and warm inside the man’s body as he slid all the way to the hilt, he grabbed onto Kakashi’s hips to hold himself in place as he let his instincts take over once more pulling out slowly and pushing back in with ever increasing sped, until he found a rhythm that he and Kakashi seemed to like. It surprised him to hear his balls slap against the other’s body as he moved, exciting him even more. He had never experienced such pleasure ever before, and judging from the sounds coming from Kakashi, the man was also enjoying it. Then he remembered what his fingers had found and the howls he had gotten from Kakashi, he wanted to hear that again, so he angled himself around as he thrust in trying to find it, his cock was longer than his fingers, he just had to…

Kakashi cried out and bucked into him, forcing a harsh groan from him. “Oh by all the gods, do that again,” said Kakashi, and Gaara obliged, over and over, until he felt the passage tighten around him he hissed as he was squeezed. Kakashi screamed out as he came beneath him. Gaara gripped his hips harder as he pistoned faster, before an overwhelming feeling forced him to cum inside the man groaning deeply as if he were in pain, when in fact it was completely the opposite. He thrust a few more times before collapsing onto the man’s back panting heavily, spent.

Once he had his breath he pulled back and out of the man, and flopped onto the bed. Kakashi maneuvered himself more carefully onto his back beside the other.

“So was it all that you expected?” asked Kakashi.

“I never knew anything could feel so…so…”

“Good?”

“More than that! Wonderful.” He made it sound like he had never used the word before.

Kakashi smiled. “Good. Rest now,” he yawned, “Coz I’m too tired for anything else right now.”

Gaara looked over at his partner as he eased into sleep. He turned onto his side and curled closer to the man. He gently touched the mound of his belly, Naruto’s child, thinking of the future; at least what he hoped would be in the future.

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