Crazy Love

The next morning he climbed back into his room and set the gourd down on the bed. He looked at the clock to see it was 6:30am and then slide off the belt around him. 'I guess I could take a shower..though it feels really weird to take one in someone elses house.' He thought and slipped off his shoes before walking to the bath room and going inside. He looked at the lock frowning to see it was broken and then moved the hamper in front of it. He slipped off his clothes and got in the shower taking a mintue to figure out how to turn it on.

Lee blinked and came back in fromt his morning jog at 5:30am. When he heard the shower going he smiled happy that Gaara got up early just like him. He was already feeling better then before. Slipping into the kitchen he started to make up a large breakfast for the two of them to have.

Gaara got out of the shower a few mintues later not wanting to waste water. He wrapped a towel around him then looked down at his clothes and frowned. There was dirt, blood, grass stains on his clothes, he hated to wear anything dirty so he picked them up and slipped out of the bathroom. 'Lee should still be alseep I should wash them quikly...were is the washer?' He thought opening each door in the hallway trying to find it.

Lee smiled and got everything ready and set up then walked over to the stairs going up them to go tell Gaara breakfast was ready. He froze though looking at the redhead holding the towel to his body..wet. Lee gulped and turned dark red bringing his hand up and covering his nose turning around quickly. "Sorry sorry sorry!!" lee yelled out awkwardly.

Gaara blushed a dark red and sommend sand from his room and over to him making a wall between them. "N-No m-my fault uh...w-wheres your w-washer?" Gaara asked feeling extreamly embarrassed. 'Oh my god could thsi get any worse??' He thought runing a hand through his wet hair which was now flat on his head from the water.

'Oh hey look Lee got a nose bleed, he thinks you are sexy,' Shukaku pointed out laughing. Lee stayed red. "D-Down stairs, right second door!" He yelled and bolted back down the stairs feeling highly embaressed. When he got into the kitchen he grabbed a towel and quickly tried to stop his nose from bleeding.

'S-Sexy?? Wait! Lee is bleeding?? He's hurt?' Gaara thought looking panic and quikly went down stairs to the kicten. He blushed and made sure his towel was on him tightly before walking over to Lee. "Are you ok? Shukaku said your bleeding.." Gaara gasped looking at the towel and stepped closer to the older male trying to see where the blood was coming from.

Lee gulped and tried to keep his eyes from roaming down to the small boy's body. "I-I am fine, j-just go get some clothes on.." Lee said pulling away awkwardly and backing away from gaara feeling when the redhead got too close he got hot again.

"But where are you hurt? Here I'll get the kit." Gaara said feeling really awkward being in a towel in front of Lee but he was to worried about his boyfriend at the moment, he reached into the pants pocket and held out his kit to Lee. "I have no change of clothes..we rushed here to the leaf I had no time to pack."

"No...Gaara-kun I.. I have a nose bleed because of you.. c-can you please just.. go put on my clothes then.. something.." Lee said still holdign the rag to hise nose but he couldn't help his as his eyes trailed down the redhead's small body only the towel blocking it from Lee. The skin just looked so creamy smooth and touchable.

"I don't really know what that means...I am not wearing spandex Lee.." Gaara said with a sweat drop and titled his head looking at the rag Lee was holding to his nose.

"I h-have other clothes besides spandex Gaara-kun... and e-er.. y-you get nose bleeds w-when you see s-something really.. e-er.. pleasing.." Lee said and found his eyes going up and down Gaara's pale legs and he let out a heavy breath. "I-I will be fine if you just go p-put some cloths on.." He said. Shukaku was cackeling away in Gaara's head, finding it so funny that Gaara didn't understand and lee had to explain.

Gaara blushed noticing Lee was staring at him and then set his clothes on the counter not wanting to drag them back up stairs. "I d-don't really think there is anything um..p-pleasing about me...uh I-I'll go up stairs now." He said feeling shy again. 'Stop laughing its not funny!' He yelled in his head at his demon.

"I-I will uhh c-clean your clothes for you.. and there are a lot of things pleasing about you.." Lee rboguht the cloth down and put it in the sink then grabbed Gaara's clothes and brisked passed him trying not to look back at him. 'Oh yes it is. You are soo cute sometimes.'

"Uh t-thanks.." Gaara said and went up stairs quikly. 'I a-am not!! I think the world just ended s-since when do you say things like that? I'm scary not cute.' He thought and walked into Lee's room. 'This feels weird being in his room when he is not in here..' He thought and looked in the dresser finding a dark blue t-shirt and pulled it on him, it was so big on him it almost reached his knees. Getting a little a annoyed about not having his boxers to wear he looked around more till he found some dark green shorts and pulled them on. 'This feels so odd..' He thought and walked over to the door then down stairs.

Lee was putting Gaara's clothes in the wash and came back out. He turned red again seeing Gaara in the shirt, it half hanging off one of his shoulders. "U-uhh.. w-woudl you like b-breakfast..? I M-made some..." Lee said trying to act liek nothing was wrong as he walked into the kitchen. 'Since you started acting like a girl in love,' Shukaku stated simply.

Gaara tilted his head looking at Lee then tugged a little at the shirt. "I must inform you I really hate shorts.." He muttered and walked over to the table and sat down in a chair. 'Stop saying love I still don't understand it...its so confusing..' He thought back to his demon.

'Hmm.. think of love as a funny feeling you get when you care about someone to the point you would die for them..' Shukaku stated simply and laid down inside of Gaara's head again. 'I am hungry..' He added complaining again. "I am sorry.." Lee said and severed Gaara his food then got his own and sat down next to him.

The redhead started eating and shrugged his small shoulders. 'Die for them..? Huh..' He started to think trying to figure things out. Was it really love he was feeling for Lee? He glanced up at the older male his gaze moving over his face. "What are your plans for today?" He asked after a long silnce.

Lee was poking at his food with his chopsticks and jumped hearing Gara speak but then relaxed. "I was going to go visit Neji and Kiba in the hospital and then see if Naruto was still there.." Lee stated softly and looked at Gaara. 'Like your mother Gaara. Different kind of love, family love. But she still died to create you. Which would be like saving you.' Shukaku stated simply.


Gaara's hand tightend on the cup in his hand to the point a loud crack filled the room and he moved his hands to grip his shirt. "S-Shut up Shukaku! You don't k-know what your talking about!" Gaara yelled and gripped his shirt tighter. After what his uncle had told him about his mother he would get upset hearing anyone talk about her.

'Whoops... Shit forgot not to do that, sorry...'Shukaku said acting as if it was nothing really big. Lee blinked nad stood up abrutly leaning over and cleaning up the mess. "What did he say? Are you ok Gaara-kun..?" lee asked worried and he gentlycoaxed Gaara's hand away from his shirt to make sure that he had not hurt himself.

The sand ninja flinched at the touch then looked up at Lee a deep sadness in his light green eyes. "I-Its nothing you should worry about.." He said and stood up feeling he was no longer hungry, his hands moved back to grip his shirt right over his heart.

Lee frowned seeing how upset Gaara had become. "Gaara-kun..." lee whispered and moved around the table hesitently wrapping his arms aroudn the redhead, unsure if that was a safe move or not. "it is alright.. you need to learn to ignore what Shukaku says.." Lee said. 'Oh fuck you too Lee..' Shukaku muttered inside of Gaara's head his ears rolling back.

Gaara's eyes windend from the sudden hug and after a moment he slowly relaxed. "L-Lee..." He felt the pain was slowly starting to fade in his heart and pulled back to look at him. "I'm sorry about that..he said something that really hurt.." He murmmed then stood up and walked over to the counter getting a glass of water and drinking a bit of it. "How is your arm...?" He asked wanting to change the subjet.

Lee sensed Gaara wanting to change the subject and started to put their food away since neither of them were going to eat it. "It feels better.." Lee said rubbing it lightly then walking over to Gaara. "Do you want to go visit neji, kiba and naruto at the hospital with me?" He asked.

"I don't think Neji would want to see me...but Naruto I would like to visit.." Gaara said and looked down at himself. "Uh I am not leaving dressed like this how fast is your washer?" He asked and folded his arms.

"Alright, then we can go when you clothes are done. It shoudl be done in about an hour. What do you want to do until then..?" Lee asked softly hopping up and sitting on the counter next to Gaara.

"Which ever will not stress out your arm." Gaara said and moved to stand in front of him and grabbed Lee's arm carefully then started to tug at the wrappings wanting to check the wound. "Damn that Riku if I meet him again.." He muttered.

Lee blushed deeply and pulled his arm away. Taking off his wrappings were a big no no for him. He did not like people seeing all the scars he got from battles and training. "Uh.. do not do that.." He said to Gaara and frowned a little bit. "I will do what ever you want.."

Gaara frowned as well then reached back over to grab his arm. "Lee let me check your arm." He said and started to pull once again at the wrappings.

"Do not take off my wrappings.." Lee said to him and frowned deeply. "I do not want you to see my arms..." He complained nad backed away again.

Gaara let out a long sigh and summoned his sand making it come down stairs. It wrapped around Lee's waist and pinned him to the wall he had moved by. "Stop being a baby..I have seen blood and guts there is nothing on you that would disust me. Now ether take them off yourself or I will." Gaara said giving him glare.

Lee blinked then squirmed. When he found he could not get away he sighed and un wrapped his bandages. Seeing all the scars on his hand made him wince and he looked to the side.

Gaara stepped forward and grabbed his kit which he had left on the counter and got to work changing his bandages. "I don't see why you were making such a fuss there is nothing wrong with you." He said Carefully tieing the wrapping when he was done and set the blood soaked ones in the trash.

"I have scars all over my arms.." Lee said and tried to move back from him but the sand still kept him in place. "You can be demanding when you are serious about soemthing.." He added under his breath pouting.

Gaara looked at Lee's arm then ran his fingers over the scars. "I have a scar on me to...it only shows how hard you work and fight." He said and stepped even closer to Lee hugging his arm to his chest and closed his eyes. "I like everything about you...scars and all..." He said softly.

Lee blushed and looked back to Gaara moving his head back to him. "T-that is very sweet of you..." He said softly then leaned in and pressed his lips to Gaara's gently and lovingly.

Gaara's eyes snapped open in surpise before closing tightly, a deep blush spreading over his cheeks as he shyly returned the kiss. He hugged Lee's arm a little tighter not relazing in doing so his boyfriend could feel how fast his heart was not beating. 'Neh..being kissed feels r-really good..' He thought.

Lee could feel the heart, it felt like a bird caught in a cage. He moved his arm that was free around Gaara, pulling him even closer. "Mmn..." he tried to stay calm while kissing Gaara, but a simple kiss bugged him so much.

Gaara made a small noise from being pulled closer but he didn't feel the normal panic feeling, he was starting to slowly get used to Lee touching him. He hesitantly lifted his other hand up and blushed as he wrapped it around Lee's neck. 'Gah w-why does he always make me feel so freaking shy?' He thought hoping Lee wouldn't mind his arm there but he had seen couples at the festival kissing like that.

Lee blushed deeply. 'This can not get too far again..' Lee thought to himself but couldn't help but move closer to Gaara letting out a small moan in the back of his throat.

The sand ninja blushed darker and leaned a little more into Lee. He thought how they had kissed before that one time and hesitantly parted his lips a little. 'T-This is so a-awkward..but it is a g-great sign of affection..' He thought and tried to keep himself calm.

Lee's breathing hitched feeling the small lips part and he pulled away looking to the side. "G-gaara-kun... I cannot I am sorry... t-that causes a little problem for me... and you are too young to solve it and too innocent right now.. ok?" Lee said not wanting to take advantage of the smaller boy who did not know how much of an affect the kissing really did to him.

Gaara looked down now feeling really embarrassed and stepped back. "G-Gomen...I uh...i-it was a g-good feeling and I e-enjoyed it l-last time...um..I t-think I am g-going to er..check the wash.." He stuttered out.

"N-no.. It is alright... I-I just cannot kiss like that a lot ok..?" Lee said awkwardly and raised his hand up rubbing the back of his neck, looking off to the side embarrassed.

The young Jinchuuriki rubbed his elbow. "W-What do you m-mean a lot?" He asked and then blinked lifting his hand and making the sand let go of Lee. "Sorry forgot about that." He said.

"It is alright.. and I mean.. er.. more then once a day?" Lee sweat dropped. He was actually asking Gaara not to kiss him like that. What normal sane guy would ask not to get pleasure from something. Then again, Lee was sweet and kind and did not want to make the mistake of letting things get out of hand and accidentally doing something that might make him loose Gaara forever.

Gaara gave a small confused look then moved over to the door feeling more awkward. "As is not really..uh I'm er..going to go check the washer.." He said and slipped out of the kitchen and walked down the hallway to find the room the washer was in.

Lee let out a deep sigh and ran his hand through his hair before hitting his forehead. 'I am a baka!' He yelled out to himself in his head before walking out of the kitchen and over to the laundry room. "You are not mad at me right Gaara-kun..?" Lee asked hesitantly.

Gaara was opening the washer and pulling out his clothes. "More confused then anything." He said in a quiet tone then started squeezing water out of his sash. "Some times the things you do confuse me greatly and my mind will wonder things."

Lee opened his mouth to respond then closed it and rethought what he was about to say. "I am sorry.." He said and rubbed his arm then backed out of the washing room and over to the couch sitting down. 'Oi, you know what I said before about arousing someone. That is what you do when you kiss him, that is why he does nto want you to kiss him like that so much..' Shukaku sighed out to Gaara.

Gaara blinked then blushed faintly lifting a hand to ruffle his hair. He changed into his clothes not caring they were wet and walked into the hallway wondering where Lee had gone. "Lee?" He called and started to loop his sash around him. 'I thought our bond was starting to lessen..I read that wrong then..' He thought.

'No, he is just being a gentleman and not wanting to fuck you senseless." Shukaku stated simply and relaxed once again in his host's mind. Lee looked up from the couch and sighed, "Over here Gaara-kun.." He said though he was still yelling at himself in his head.

Gaara fallowed his voice and went into the living room, he blinked looking at Lee then walked over behind the couch and shyly hugged him around the neck from behind. "Do you wish to go see Naruto now?" He asked closing his eyes blushing faintly.

The leaf ninja blushed faintly at his boyfriend wrapping his arms around him. Slipping out of the arm he rubbed his own arm looking down. "S-sure.." Then he tightened his head band around his own waist before moving over to Gaara, kissing him on the forehead over his kanji.

Gaara blushed faintly and rubbed his elbow then moved over to the door. 'Is now going to be awkward around me for the whole day?' He thought opening the door then blinking. "Damn it.." He said and turned around walking past Lee.

"What is it Gaara-kun?" Lee asked watching the redhead before walking outside the doro and breathing in some fresh air turning around to see if he was still in the living room.

"My gourd I almost walked out with out it." Gaara said feeling stupid forgoting something so important. He quikly went up stairs and grabbed the brown belt putting it on himself then took a moment to put the gourd on. He formed a sign then disappered in sand reappering behind Lee in the door way. "There."

Lee pouted but sighed, there was no use arguing with the redhead in getting him not to bring it. Shutting the door he turned around and move next to Gaara. "Shall we go then?" Lee asked softly smiling at gaara and moving close to him.

Gaara nodded then turned and started walking. 'I feel kinda weird now I don't know why..' He thought getting confused then glanced back at Lee.

'Well how do you feel weird? Like sick weird, or weird weird?' Shukaku asked his host not able to help himself. Lee started walking to the hospital keeping quiet. Every person they walked by turned and walked the other way or avoided looking at them. The night before did not help with Gaara's satus in the village what so ever.

'I am trying to figure out my feelings...and its making me weird..' Gaara thought and then looked down noticing the looks he was getting. "It's like this in Suna to...though people voice their hatred more.." He muttered angrily to himself.

Lee sighed, "They are just a little scared because of last night.. it will get better.." He said to the redhead and lead him to the hosptial when they got in his told Gaara Naruto's room number and left to go check on Neji and Kiba when he was done he went back to the room Naruto was in and smiled walking in. "Hello Naruto," He said happily.