It had been days since the altercation in Tsunade's medical room and Sasuke was having a hard time forgetting Naruto's crying face. He had made him cry many times before and the feeling of guilt had never before plagued his entire being. Sasuke wasn't a man who felt guilty about how he treated others. His job as Alpha was to protect his pack and provide them with what they needed. There was a significant difference between providing wants and needs. In his mind, affection was a want and not a need. He didn't believe in pampering and babying others, it just wasn't in his nature. A loud, irritable growl bounced off the walls and resounded in his ears as he paced around the room. The past few days had been torture for him because of Naruto. His dreams consisted only of Naruto, the way he cried, how flustered he became with a simple touch, and the feel of his lips. It was driving him to the brink of insanity. If he fell into the trap Naruto was weaving, it would affect his ability to rule, and he would not allow that to happen. As an Alpha it was his job to remain strong at all times. His main propriety was to protect his pack and save them from extinction. Sasuke had to keep that in mind when dealing with Naruto. The purpose of finding Naruto was to repopulate and save his pack. There should be nothing else between them. After all the people that he cared about the most had all died and he had lost his ability to love. Love was weakness and that wasn't something he needed in his life.
SASUNARU
Naruto was having a hard time living with himself. To have succumb to Sasuke's insults made him feel filthy. He had vowed to become stronger for Iruka's sake, but he had failed him. Naruto was having a hard time understanding why Sasuke's insults hurt so much. They were like salt on open wounds. Naruto had been insulted many times and he was always quick to retort. It usually wasn't hard for him to ignore harsh insults, after all he was used to being insulted. As a child he was always picked on for his appearance. People used called him a mutt or half. They always called him a bastard child. As a child he could do nothing but cry because he didn't understand why people would say that to him. He knew nothing about his parents or why he looked the way he did. As he grew, he became somewhat immune to insults. It seemed that Sasuke was the only one that could get under his skin. The feelings that he was developing didn't make sense. There was no reason for him to feel pain when the person that was inflicting it, didn't care about him.
Naruto had made it a habit to visit Sai everyday in the infirmary. Even though Sai possessed advanced healing abilities, he was still recuperating. The wounds inflicted were very severe and it was hindering his ability to recover quickly. No matter how much he didn't want to admit it, Naruto was beginning to enjoy Sai's companionship. Even though he possessed numerous personality flaws, the positive aspects of his personality were so strong, and it made it easy for Naruto to ignore his flaws. There was one thing that Naruto was unable to ignore, groping. The random attacks on his ass were severely punished. Comments about his anatomy and what he would look like on his back were answered with a vicious slap. In Naruto's mind, they were developing a very healthy friendship.
SASUNARU
The murmurs that filled the hallways made Naruto very nervous. All he could make out was "first full moon". He hoped they weren't referring to his first full moon because he wasn't ready for that. Even though time had passed, he still hadn't fully accepted what he had become. Along with the acceptance of his wolf, he had to admit something to himself, and he wasn't ready for that either. In the deepest part of his heart, he had an almost painful longing to see Sasuke's wolf just one last time in his human form. Naruto desired to express his thanks for the kindness that he showed him. Nothing about this feeling was ethical, but it was so strong and he couldn't hide from it. He knew that running away from the things he felt wouldn't help him at all. There were some things that he just needed to accept. Accepting that he longed for the wolf was easier than accepting the weakness that had developed because of the human.
Naruto's entire body froze when his eyes landed on a lone figure walking down the hall. His body was refusing to obey the commands given by his brain. There was nothing he could do, but face the consequences of having a disobedient body. Wave after wave of nausea attacked his body as that person approached him. Naruto closed his eyes and tried to take deep calming breaths. His attempt to regain some sort of composure before Sasuke approached was a failure. The towering presence above him was something that he couldn't disregard. Gulping, he looked up at the man. What greeted him was the usual blank stare. Their first encounter after the altercation wasn't what Naruto expected. They were not yelling at each other, there was no violence, or anything that could be considered negative. All they did was stare blankly at each other, silence engulfing them.
A pleasurable jolt spread through every inch of his body when Sasuke's fingers brushed against his cheek. If Naruto hadn't been paying close attention, he wouldn't have even felt the touch. It all happened so quickly; it was as if Sasuke was hesitant to touch him. All Naruto could do was stare at him, at the moment his mind wasn't forming any coherent thoughts. "Come," after that simple command was given, Sasuke turned and walked away. Without the consent of his mind, his body began to move. Naruto found it odd that his body was disregarding everything his mind commanded it to do. Was Sasuke's blood flowing through his veins the reason for this or was it the fact that they had mated? Maybe it wasn't either, maybe it was his newfound instincts taking over. Why wasn't there a manual for this? If there was, Naruto wouldn't have been so damn confused.
Naruto was so lost in thought that he hadn't realized that Sasuke had stopped walking. The collision that occurred because of his inattentiveness left Naruto feeling completely light headed. Sasuke was once again emitting the scent that made him go insane. Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's waist and buried his head into his back. He'd do anything to get closer to the scent he loved. The scent was currently clouding his mind with pleasure. It was strange that Sasuke's scent had so much power over him. It made his toes curl in the most pleasing manner. The effects of his scent were almost like an aphrodisiac. It made his blood boil and heat spread to every reign of his body. In Naruto's mind it evoked the most sinfully pleasurable feelings.
A cry of shock was ripped from his throat when Sasuke forcefully detached himself. Naruto didn't even have time to comprehend what was happening. It took a few moments for his hazy mind to realize that Sasuke had roughly shoved him inside his office. The door was shut and Sasuke took a seat. Silence filled the room as the time ticked by slowly. Neither of them spoke a word. Sasuke was busy staring blankly at Naruto while Naruto was busy shuffling his feet trying to hide the protruding blush on his face. The silence was taking its toll on Naruto. His mind was now refusing to remain silent; it had begun its usual lecture of how sickening his behavior was. It reminded him that he was allowing his hormones to control him and it was causing him to act like a whore.
"Tonight is your first full moon. I'll be waiting for you in front of the pack house. You may leave." Sasuke's voice left no room for argument. Naruto studied him carefully before nodding and walking out the door. As they parted, their minds rejoiced at the denial of what their bodies truly wanted. One sentence resounded in their heads, "he is your weakness, don't give in."
SASUNARU
A wave of panic washed away the calm as Naruto stared out the window. The sun had begun to set and he knew it was almost time to meet Sasuke. The dull ever present ache caused by longing seemed to be increasing with each second that passed. Soon Naruto's mind was taken over by the longing to see Sasuke's wolf. His heart and body beckoned for him. Naruto paced around the room, trying to ignore what his heart and body wanted. One would believe that the heart, mind, and body were connected, but Naruto begged to differ. His heart and body wanted one thing and his mind wanted something completely different. How he wished they would all just get along. There was no way he'd ever know what he truly wanted with so many conflicting emotions. He sighed loudly and collapsed on the bed. Rolling onto his stomach, he decided to watch Iruka. His behavior over the past few days hadn't changed at all, Iruka was still lost in a fantasy world.
"Do you like Kakashi?" Iruka stiffened and turned around slowly to face Naruto. It didn't matter what he said because his face held the answer to the question. Naruto bit his lip and tried not to burst out into laughter. Not once had he ever seen Iruka with that look on his face nor had he ever seen such a deep shade of red. A knock on the door interrupted the moment that they shared. The door was thrown open before Naruto could say come in. In the doorway stood Kakashi, a grin plastered on his face. He bowed lowly before approaching Naruto. "Sasuke is waiting for you. I will take Iruka to safety." Once again Naruto was pushed out the door. He pouted, but didn't fuss and walked down the hallway toward the entrance of the pack house.
SASUNARU
Naruto peered at the moon that had just risen in the sky. At the moment his nerves were getting the better of him. The ache in his heart was intense and it made him an unwilling participant for the change that would occur soon. Naruto bit his lip and stared at the moon. Silently, he said a little prayer hoping that it would come true. Maybe if he were lucky, the mother moon would take pity on him and grant his wish. Naruto then turned to Sasuke who was leaning against a tree. He had not said a word to him since he entered his presence. Taking a deep breath, he approached the brooding male. Sasuke's eyes flickered toward Naruto, but he didn't say a word.
"Will it hurt?" Naruto questioned. His voice was so low, if Sasuke didn't have enhanced hearing, he wouldn't have heard a thing. A simple nod was his answer. Naruto's eyes narrowed in anger as he glared at the man before him. "Why are you treating me like this? I didn't make you cry! You should be apologizing for treating me so badly! After all I'm now a werewolf, you should at least acknowledge that I have feelings." In the back of his mind, Naruto noted that it sounded vaguely like a lovers quarrel. It wasn't rational for him to act in such a way, but he had too many bottled up emotions. Maybe if he were reminded that Sasuke didn't give a shit about him, he'd be able to clear his heart of the various delusions it held onto.
Naruto bit back a gasp as Sasuke shoved him roughly against the tree that he had been leaning on. He squirmed and thrashed against Sasuke; he was not going to be overpowered again! Until that very moment, Naruto really had no idea how vast Sasuke's strength really was. With one hand he held him down and stopped his thrashing. His free hand was used to pull Naruto's face close and to hold his face still. He was unable to turn his face away from Sasuke's. "I can treat you however I please. I didn't care about your feelings when you were a human and I don't care about your feelings now." With that said, Sasuke released Naruto. "The transformation will occur soon, prepare yourself for the pain."
SASUNARU
Looking up hopefully at the moon, he made one final wish. His gaze was transfixed on Sasuke as he changed. Naruto's heartbeat sped up with each phase of the transformation. Soon the wolf was standing just a few feet away from him. Had his wish been granted? Naruto peered down at his hands and confirmed that he was still human. Shakily, he got to his feet and approached the wolf. He gulped when Sasuke turned his attention toward him. As he got closer, he stretched his left hand out toward Sasuke. His heart nearly stopped when he felt a cold wet nose on his palm. A smile graced his lips as he looked at Sasuke sniffing his hand. When he was close enough, he sat in front of the wolf. Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's neck and buried his head into his chest. The wolf's warm fur and lovely scent put Naruto at ease.
"Thank you for showing me the kindness your human counterpart would never dare to." A warm lick to his face sent a gush of blood to his cheeks. Naruto hesitantly released Sasuke's neck and sat up straight. His eyes instantly glazed over as he watched Sasuke's ears twitch. The itch in his palm was becoming hard to ignore. Naruto had always been an animal lover and the wolf was far too cute to resist. Throwing caution to the wind, he reached forward and ran his hand down Sasuke's back. Wanting to know if Sasuke was pleased with his actions, he turned his gaze toward his face. Naruto smiled when he saw the lolling tongue, which confirmed Sasuke's pleasure. When Naruto became bored with his back, he scratched behind his ears. Soon enough he lost interest in that too. Without thinking of the consequences of rubbing Sasuke's stomach, his hands worked their way towards foreign territory.
Naruto squealed with delight when Sasuke rolled onto his back to get a belly rub. However, when a rather large organ came out to play peek-a-boo, he regretted his decision. Even though Naruto was slightly disgusted by the organ, he couldn't take his eyes off it. He could feel the heat spreading to his cheeks as he wondered how something so big was able to fit inside his body. Naruto quickly snatched his hand away before the situation escalated. In return, he was given a warning growl. "Put that away, Sasuke! You're too big. Do you know how much pain I was in?" Naruto crossed his arms and turned his back on Sasuke.
A loud shriek echoed through the forest when Sasuke pounced on Naruto. When he gathered his bearings, he nearly fainted at the sight that awaited him. Not even a foot away from his face was a hard and extremely red organ. "G-get that out of my face," Naruto shrieked. Instead of listening to his request, he lowered himself and swiftly turned around. Sasuke settled all his weight on top of Naruto. "Get off!" Once again his command was ignored. "Sasuke, I can't breathe." The wolf paid no attention to what he was saying. He remained on top of Naruto and was content with crushing him with his weight. No one could ever say that animals were stupid. Naruto was aware of what Sasuke wanted and if he didn't get it, then Naruto would be punished. Knowing that there was no other way to get out of the situation, he sighed.
"Fine, I'll suck you off." Naruto's statement was answered with a very happy howl. With a few small shifts, he was once again face to face with the dreaded organ. The blush that spread to his face and reached the tip of his ears was making him feel light headed. Naruto swore that his face would melt off if he became anymore embarrassed. For the next few minutes all that he did was stare. All the while Sasuke was becoming impatient. To influence Naruto to begin his ministrations, a few thrusts of his hips were made. Even when the tip of the organ was pressed against his lips, they remained sealed shut. A vociferous and very terrifying growl reached his ears and that was enough of an incentive to begin.
Naruto shyly licked the tip a few times just to get used to the taste. He had never had a penis in his mouth before. The taste wasn't something that he could describe. It neither tasted good or bad. Maybe it was an acquired taste. Naruto pushed that thought to the back of his mind because it insinuated that he would be willing to suck him off again. A rough thrust told Naruto that Sasuke was tired of the licking and wanted more action. He timidly opened his mouth and closed it around the tip. Hopefully Sasuke would be content with the stimulation of his suckling. Unfortunately for Naruto his suckling wasn't enough to sedate Sasuke's arousal, he wanted more. Leaving him with little choice, he opened his mouth wider and took in more of the organ. Before continuing to lick and suck on the hard organ, Naruto said a little prayer for his safely. The last thing he wanted was to choke and die on the penis that was in his mouth.
To please Sasuke, he swirled his tongue around, hallowed his cheeks, and bobbed his head. His hand was pleasuring what he couldn't fit into his mouth. Naruto knew that it wasn't enough when Sasuke began to thrust the organ into his mouth. Luckily for him, the pace wasn't fast enough to cause him to choke. Naruto had to admit, even though Sasuke was an animal, he was considerate when it came to sex. He hoped that Sasuke was keeping the pace slow because he was inexperienced. Naruto wondered how long Sasuke would last. At least seven minutes had passed and he was still thrusting and still extremely hard. When Sasuke's thrusts sped up, it was a sign that he was becoming very frustrated. He wanted more and his mate wasn't doing a good job at providing him with the pleasure he wanted.
Naruto sputtered and choked as the tip hit the back of his throat. Tears fell down his face as his throat tightened and his breathing became labored. Having Sasuke pound into his mouth was the most uncomfortable feeling. Sensing his mate's discomfort, he slowed down, and allowed Naruto to continue his slow fellatio. At the moment, he would have to be satisfied with it, if he didn't wish to hurt his mate. It seemed like hours had passed since he had begun sucking and his mouth was beginning to hurt. Sasuke would thrust every now and then, but the pace never became too much for him to bear. In midst of sucking, Naruto felt the organ swell and before he knew it cum exploded from the tip. Some leaked down his throat while the rest landed on his face. The taste was bitter and burned his throat, but it wasn't entirely unbearable. The wet sound that reached his ears when Sasuke pulled out caused his body to flush. A small giggle escaped his mouth when Sasuke nuzzled his head and settled down next to him. The experience of performing oral sex hadn't had been as bad as he predicted.
Not even five minutes had passed since Sasuke's orgasm when Naruto began to feel strange. An unbearably painful heat spread through his body and he cried out in agony. To comfort him Sasuke placed a wet lick on his lips before backing away. "Sasuke don't lea…" He was unable to utter any other rational sentences because of the pain that was coursing through his body. Scream after ear piercing scream was ripped from his throat. His back arched as he felt his limbs twist and elongate. It felt like the transformation lasted for hours when in reality only a few minutes had passed. Standing in the place of the human was a snowy white wolf.
Every sense in his wolf form had been heightened. Viewing the world through a wolf's eyes was spectacular. Naruto had never expected his first experience to be so enlightening. He pranced around in his new skin, enjoying the wind coursing through his fur. Naruto's ears twitched when he heard something behind him. His gaze zoned in on the large black wolf that was staring intently in his direction. Naruto timidly approached him while sniffing the air around him. The scent around the bigger male screamed dominance and his instincts were telling him to be submissive. Since his human mind was no longer in control, he gave heed to his instincts. Naruto lowered his head and rolled onto his back in front of the dominant male. He bared his belly, a sign of submission.
Naruto let out a stream of continuous whimpers as Sasuke approached him. His whimpers became louder when Sasuke buried his nose into his crotch. The smaller wolf wriggled and mewled as the cold nose continued to prod a very sensitive area. The whimpers soon turned into whines when the nose began to sniff his anus. Soon enough Sasuke was content and placed a lick on his mate's face. This told Naruto that he was allowed to get up and approach his Alpha. The wolf peered shyly at the bigger male before butting his head against the underside of Sasuke's throat and he busied himself with nuzzling. When he became bored with that, he turned around, slapped Sasuke in the face with his fluffy white tail, and ran off towards the lake. The rest of the night consisted of chasing and games. And they played until morning came.
