Playing with the Toys

Sasuke came out from his room and walked across the hall to Naruto's door. He wore his favorite navy blue shirt with the high collar and with the red and white fan on its back. His mother had made that shirt. She had modeled it after his body to make it fit perfectly. Everybody who saw him in that shirt agreed that she had done a great job. He wore black, tight pants to it and black shoes. He had styled his hair, making it look just the way he wanted it to and put some black eyeliner around his eyes. It made his eyes look even darker. He raised his hand to knock on Naruto's door but stopped himself. He couldn't cave. He needed to be the master, even though Naruto had freaked out on him like that. He opened the door and looked around the room after Naruto. He frowned when he couldn't see him anywhere. Where was the dobe?



"Is it time to leave already?" Sasuke turned and saw Naruto coming out of his bathroom. He had a towel around his waist and his hair was wet after his shower. Sasuke eyed him up and down. He'd be lying if he said he didn't like what he saw. He didn't like Naruto's cheery mood though. Not after what had happened earlier.



"Take your time. We're still early." He said and sat down on the couch in front of the TV. He flicked it on and zapped through a few channels.



"What should I wear?" Naruto asked, opening the door to his walk-in closet.



"Wear whatever you want. As long as you have some of the new clothes."



"I thought you liked me in the black outfit I had on last week." Naruto looked out the door, smirking.



"I do." Sasuke said neutrally. "But as you said; you had that on last week."



"Point." Naruto disappeared into the closet again. Sasuke's eyes narrowed when the blonde tossed the wet towel through the door. He was in there… Naked…



Naruto was trying to fix things. Or at least that was what Sasuke thought he was doing. He was trying to make Sasuke come in there and take him again. If he did, he was giving a confirmation that everything was all right again. That or that he was just a bastard when he sent Naruto away. But Naruto called him a bastard all the time.



Sasuke got up and walked into the closet. Naruto was going through the shirts hanging on a rack, his back towards Sasuke. Sasuke looked Naruto up and down. Straying a little longer over his ass than necessary.



”What do you think?” Naruto said and took down three different shirts. ”Which one?”



”I said you could wear whatever you want.”



”But I want you to decide.” Naruto smiled.



”Then I decide that you will drop that stupid act.”



”What?” Naruto blinked and looked around, clearly surprised.



”Just drop it.”



”What act?”



”If you hate me like you said you do, act like it. I hate it when people give me a fake act because they think it’s what I want.” Naruto scoffed, threw the shirts on the floor and opened a drawer, pulling out a pair of boxers.



”Then what do you want?” He asked, putting the boxers on.



”I want you to put some clothes on so we can go to the party.” Sasuke turned and left the closet.



”Why do you want me to come with you?” Naruto asked, following him and then leaned on the door frame.



”To Europe or to the party?”



”Both.”



”To Europe because I’m a possessive bastard, as you might have heard.” Naruto blushed, thinking about what Kiba had told him. Sasuke looked at him with a calculating look. ”And I want you at the party because I think you need to go.”



”That’s not really informative.”



”I’m not sending you away, Naruto. You have it pretty good here, don’t you? I don’t treat you as bad as others have, do I?” Naruto swallowed and turned away, hiding his eyes.



”I don’t know that yet. How can I have any idea of what mind games you’re playing on me?”



”Naruto…”



”It doesn’t matter.” Naruto looked at him again and smiled. ”It doesn’t matter what you say. I won’t trust you either way.” Sasuke said nothing. It was true. He owned Naruto and could do whatever he wanted with him. Of course Naruto wouldn’t trust him. He nodded.



”Go and get ready. Kankuro will have my head if we’re late.” Naruto nodded as well and went back into the closet. Sasuke really couldn’t blame him for not trusting him.



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Sasuke pulled up in front of the Sabaku’s mansion. Naruto looked up at it and raised an eyebrow.



”Just the gang?” Every floor seemed to be full of partying people. Even the outside was full of people. Sasuke sighed and turned off the engine.



”The gang seems to have grown without me noticing.” He grunted and looked up at the house. Some people smiled and waved at him when they saw him. Not that anybody didn’t know which car was his. Especially not after the stunt he and Naruto pulled at the parking lot when he collapsed. He took out the keys and growled.



”What?”



”I don’t want to be here…” He ran a hand through his hair.



”Why not?” Naruto tilted his head to the side.



”I’m so fucking sick and tired of the people in there.”



”I thought they were your friends?”



”Not them! Them!” He motioned to the people standing outside the door, just waiting for him to get out of the car so they could ask him all the stupid questions again. All the questions they thought he wanted to hear but in reality only bothered him. ”Those people would kill to be my friend!”



”You should have tinted windows.” Naruto smiled. ”Not all of them are bad people, you know.” Sasuke growled again.



”I don’t think all of them are bad people. But the majority are. And I’m quite happy with the friends I’ve already got. I don’t need them and I just hope they’ll get the picture soon. They only want me for glory and fame. ”



”Shouldn’t you be used to it by now? I’ve seen pictures of you as a kid, you’ve always been beautiful. You’ve always had everything.” Sasuke rolled his eyes.



”That’s why I’m so fucking tired of people lying to me. Telling me the things they think I want to hear, so that they can get close to me and what I’ve got.”



”Does it make you feel better if I say that I’m really after what you’ve got?” Sasuke turned his head and looked at the smiling boy next to him. He raised an eyebrow. Nobody had actually said it like that. Putting it out there in such a way.



”What other reason could I have to beg you to let me stay the first night at your home? I want all the things you give to me. The stuff, the clothes… I want it.” Naruto shrugged. ”You can’t blame them for wanting to have it. Everybody does. You would want it too if you didn’t have it.” Sasuke knew that. Of course he knew that! It wasn’t the first time he thought about things like this. But why did nobody want him for what he was only? ”And then there’s the thing about me actually liking who you are. You should know that most toys doesn’t want to like their masters. It hurts too much when they get sent away if you like the one who owns you. It’s a defense mechanism. I haven’t liked any of my masters before. You’ve completely fucked me up, Sasuke.”



”I thought you said you hated me. That you’d never trust me.” Sasuke smirked.



”I hate to like you and I like to hate you.”



”Isn’t that supposed to go ’I hate to love you and love to hate you?’”



”Not in this case. I don’t love you. I like you. But I hate you. And I don’t trust you.” Naruto opened the car door and got out. ”That won’t change as long as I am owned by you. Or anybody else. So now you know.” He finished and slammed the door shut.



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Sasuke on yet another sofa. Yet again smoking along with Neji. He felt his friend’s eyes on him quite often but he was busy. He was looking at Naruto dance. Sasuke had been right when he said he thought Naruto needed to go to the party. He had totally let go of everything now. Sasuke had never seen somebody dance like him at all. He moved like a god. Swaying his hips, his fingers running through his hair, down over his stomach. He had chosen a white, button-down shirt. It had been opened a long time ago, showing off his chest and his tattoo. The black tight pants ran low on his hips and the black shoes on his feet moved over the dance floor. For somebody who really liked to wear colors he dressed quite colorless when going to a party. He knew he looked sexy as hell that way. It made his blond hair and blue eyes stand out in the crowd. Not that you always saw his eyes. He kept them closed often, as if in ecstasy. It made it even more powerful when he opened his eyelids and looked you straight in the eyes.



He was dancing alongside Kiba. He looked incredibly good tonight as well, dressed in dark jeans and black wifebeater. The two of them were the hottest ones on the dance floor.



Sasuke didn’t know whether he should be pissed or not over the way the two of them moved against each other. He had told Naruto not to touch and be touched sexually by anyone other than him. But the way they danced… It was sex with clothes on. They bumped, ground and felt each other up.



”They’re enjoying themselves.” Sasuke looked over the back of the couch and saw Kankuro grinning at him with all his warrior paint. Make-up, Sasuke called it. But that wasn’t worth mentioning if you didn’t want a black eye. Well, who was he to judge? He wore eyeliner.



”Yeah.” He simply answered and turned back. His eyes widened when he saw Kiba lay his arm around Naruto’s waist, pulling his back against his chest. He fisted the blond hair and pulled Naruto’s head back, exposing the tan neck with the black Uchiha collar. He leaned down and put the tip of his tongue just above it and licked up to Naruto’s ear. And Naruto didn’t do anything to stop him! He was welcoming it! Fucking bitch! Sasuke gave back the cigarette to Neji and was about to get up when he felt two strong hands on his shoulders.



”Relax, Sasuke.” Kankuro said and held him in his place. ”You’re way too hooked on Blondie there. And you’ve only had him for a week. You should get some variation.”



”Shut the fuck up, Kankuro.”



”No need to get rude.” Kankuro grinned. ”Borrow Kiba! You could punish him for licking Naruto! He’d like being punished though…”



”Calm down, Sasuke.” Neji said and laid his hand on Sasuke’s arm. ”They’re just dancing.”



”Kiba licked him.”



”Then punish Naruto for letting him when you get home, if you don’t want to borrow Kiba. Don’t ruin the party. You’re not really in a party mood tonight, are you?”



”People have gotten so fucking sentimental. It’s not like I’m going to be gone forever. Just over the summer.”



”It’ll be a boring summer without you.” Kankuro said and patted Sasuke’s shoulder.



”I’m sure you can manage, Kankuro.” Sasuke grunted, annoyed over Kankuro continuing the sentimental shit Sasuke just had complained about.



”You need a drink. I’ll go get you one.” Kankuro disappeared among the people. Sasuke turned to look at Naruto again. Kiba was still dancing behind him, his hands firmly on Naruto’s hips. Naruto’s eyes were closed. He didn’t have any idea that Sasuke was watching him. Fuck… It really annoyed him. Naruto lifted his arm and laid his hand behind Kiba’s neck, the dogboy breathing something into the blonde’s ear, making Naruto smile.



”Here.” Sasuke looked at the glass being handed to him. That was fast. He followed the arm up to the face of the girl giving it to him. He raised an eyebrow at her.



”Kankuro told me to give this to you.” She smiled sweetly. Sasuke looked over her shoulder and saw Kankuro grinning, and giving him the thumbs up. Honestly…



”Thanks…” Sasuke said and took the glass from her.



”You don’t really seem to be having fun.” She continued to smile.



”How would you know? You don’t know me. I could be having a blast.” Sasuke said and took a sip from the glass.



”I don’t know you. But I can tell that you aren’t having a blast.” She sat down next to him in the couch. He noticed she had really long hair. She had to move it over her shoulder to not sit on it when she sat down. Sasuke frowned at her and turned the other way. Neji gave him a look and then stood up.



”What?” Sasuke said angrily.



”Nothing.” Neji answered and fixed his shirt.



”Don’t pull that bullshit on me, Neji.”



”What do you want, Sasuke?”



”For people to stop fucking lying to me!” Sasuke hissed.



”I don’t want to sit here and watch when you make out with her. I’m going to try to find Gaara or something.” Neji said and walked off. Sasuke looked after him. He didn’t like this. He wanted to go home. He wanted to take Naruto and go home. Naruto did not need this if it made him do things with other guys. And Sasuke did not need this stupid, idiotic feeling inside of jealousy. He felt a hand on his cheek and he turned to the girl.



”Let’s not make Hyuuga-kun disappointed now, shall we?” She smiled. Sasuke didn’t answer. He just looked at her. ”I’m Kin.” she said. ”If you’re one of those guys who doesn’t make out with girls they don’t know the name of.”



”I couldn’t care less what your name is.” He said. Her smile faltered a bit.



”Very well…” she said and pressed her lips towards Sasuke’s. Sasuke remained unresponsive at first. He glanced towards the dance floor. He saw Naruto. But Naruto didn’t see him. Naruto didn’t care. He was too busy with Kiba. Sasuke returned his eyes to the girl’s closed ones. He started to kiss her back. The taste of her… He did and didn’t want it at the same time. Why did he have to be so fucked up? Why was everything so fucking complicated in his brain? Things that didn’t matter mattered so much. It was just a kiss. And Kiba had just licked him. They were dancing. It was sex with clothes on. Naruto craved attention. But he didn’t care about Sasuke’s attention. He broke away from the kiss. Kin looked at him and quirked an eyebrow.



”What’s wrong?”



”Nothing. Let’s go upstairs.” He grabbed her wrist and stood up.



”What?”



”You don’t want to?” He asked, knowing the answer of the question.



”Yes! I want to!” She shoot out of the couch. She blushed and turned away. ”I just thought…”



”What?”



”That you… Uhm…”



”You weren’t so shy a second ago.”



”I just thought I had to… work more for it…”



”Let’s just go now.” He said and dragged her towards the stairs. He saw everybody’s eyes on them. He didn’t care what they thought. He didn’t care who this girl was or whose girlfriend she was if she had a boyfriend. Or girlfriend. He didn’t care. He didn’t know why he did it. He didn’t know why he wanted it. He didn’t care. He was not interested in knowing right now either. He wanted sex. He wanted it now. He’d make her beg for it anyway.



Once up the stairs he walked down to a door. Gaara’s room. Gaara didn’t like it when people came into his room to have sex during one of the Sabaku’s parties. People knew this and stayed away from there out of fear for the youngest and most scary host. Sasuke knew that if Gaara came in on them he would only growl and walk away again. Sasuke and Neji didn’t have to abide by the same rules as everybody else.



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The bass made Naruto’s insides beat. He was breathing heavy, moving along with the music. He felt everybody’s eyes on him. He knew they were all looking. He knew they all wanted him. He knew they were jealous of him. He was a toy but still all of the free people envied him. They wanted what he had. His looks, his moves, his master. Naruto felt as if he was the sexiest person in all of Konoha. They wanted him. They wanted what was his. So maybe Naruto also had a narcissistic bastard inside that needed petting once in a while. It felt so good to have Kiba dancing behind him like this. Naruto smirked. He felt Kiba’s arousal against him. Kiba wanted him. Naruto laughed a little. They couldn’t have sex with each other. Even if they wanted to. Sasuke would never allow that. Naruto didn’t care. He was actually content with that. Sasuke wanted to think Naruto was pure. Fine, let him think that then. They both knew it wasn’t true. He felt ashamed with how he had acted towards Sasuke. He needed to make it up to him. A moan from Kiba went straight to Naruto’s groin. Fuck, he was so horny. He lifted a hand and tugged on his own collar. Running a thumb over the Uchiha fan fastened to it. Naruto’s eyes snapped open. Sasuke…



Naruto looked over to the couch. He blinked confused. Where was Sasuke? When did he leave? Who was he with? He grabbed Kiba’s hands and pulled them off of him.



”Where’s Sasuke?” He questioned.



”He went upstairs with some girl.” Kiba answered.



”He what?” Naruto spun around and grabbed Kiba’s shirt.



”He went upstairs with a girl.” Kiba grabbed Naruto’s hands and tried to pry him off. ”How could you miss that?”



”Why didn’t you tell me!” Naruto yelled.



”I thought you saw! I thought you saw and didn’t care!”



”Didn’t care? After everything I told you?” Naruto let go of Kiba. He pushed his way through the crowd, towards the stairs. He ran up three steps at a time. He looked around cursing over how many doors there were.



”Lee!” He saw his green clad friend standing together with some people Naruto didn’t know.



”Naruto-kun!” Lee howled. He was drunk of his ass, apparently something that happened every now and then. Okay, every time there was a party.



”Have you seen Sasuke?”



”Who?” He asked and laid an arm around Naruto’s shoulders.



”Sasuke! Have you seen him?”



”You worry too much, Naruto-kun!” Lee took another swig from his bottle.



”I’m not worried.” Naruto lied. ”I just want to know where he is!”



”He’s in Gaara-sama’s room.” One of the collared girls Lee had been talking to said and smiled.



”Where’s that?”



”In there.” She pointed towards one of the dark cherry doors which were all over the entire floor. Naruto stared at it. Sasuke was in there. Together with some random girl. Or was it a random girl? What if Sasuke was in love with someone? What if she loved him back? They’d be engaged! Sasuke would marry her! Then Naruto would surely be sent away. He didn’t want to leave! He wanted to stay with his Sasuke! He forgot to thank the girl and walked up to the door. He held his breath and slammed it open.



What was this pain? What was this jealousy? Naruto felt miserable. Sasuke and the girl Naruto didn’t know stared, surprised at him. They were standing right inside of the door. Sasuke’s hair was messy, he has smeared lipstick over his lips, face and neck. The slut dared to kiss and lick him with nasty lipstick! The girl’s blouse was unbuttoned and Sasuke had his hands under her skirt, having a firm hold on her ass.



”Naruto…!” Sasuke said surprised and blinked stupefied. He had never seen such a look on anybodies face. The hurt, the jealousy, the possessiveness and insecurity. Or had he, but now was the first time that he actually cared?



Kin scowled and slammed the door shut in Naruto’s face. She smiled sweetly to Sasuke who looked at her as if he had forgotten who she was and why she was there.



”Now where were we?” she asked but before she could kiss him again, Naruto slammed the door open once more and practically jumped her. He tore her away from Sasuke’s arms and pushed her away, placing himself in between them.



”You don’t touch him, you whore!” He screamed. He was furious! Absolutely furious! Nobody should dare touch what was his! If he belonged to Sasuke, Sasuke sure as hell belonged to him!



”Excuse me!” She yelled. ”Who do you think you are?”



”Uzumaki Naruto! And don’t you forget about it, bitch! Sasuke is my master and I won’t share!”



”Is that so?” Kin laughed. ”You think you’re in the position to decide that? Aw, he’s cute! Sasuke-kun, you did a good purchase with this one. But I think you need to discipline him. He can’t treat your friends however he wants!”



Sasuke couldn’t see anything else but the blonde standing in front of him, almost as if he wanted to protect him. He was breathing hard, trying to control himself glaring from daggers at the girl. Naruto was jealous. So extremely jealous. Sasuke smirked. It felt good inside. Naruto was practically petting the narcissistic monster inside.



”Sasuke-kun?” Kin said and took a step towards them. Sasuke snuck his arm around Naruto’s waist and pulled him back towards his chest before Naruto could attack her again.



”He can treat you however he wants.”



”You can’t be serious! He’s a fucking toy! He can’t treat us normal people like nothing!”



”I said he can treat you however he wants. He matters way more than you do. What’s your name again? Never mind, I don’t care.” Naruto looked up at him over his shoulder.



”Teme…” He glared.



”What, dobe?” Sasuke glared back.



”Get rid of her.”



”What? And here I was looking forward to the bitchfight when you throw her out of the room.” Naruto’s eyes darkened. Sasuke got the feeling he took it a tad bit over the line. Naruto elbowed him in the stomach and pushed him away when his grip loosened. Sasuke did his best not to make a face.



”You can’t hit him, you filth!” Kin shrieked.



”Filth? I’m filth? He doesn’t even know your name and still you let him have his hands up your skirt and tongue down your throat!” Naruto advanced on Kin, who backed towards the door. ”You’re a slut. He would fuck you and then he wouldn’t remember your name, but you wouldn’t mind all that much, now would you? You still got fucked by Uchiha Sasuke, right?” Kin was pressed up against the door by now. Naruto stood right in front of her only an inch from her face. If it wasn’t for the words coming out of his mouth you would think he was going to kiss her. That and the loathing expression on his face. ”You’re a whore. Selling yourself for the reputation of being chosen as Sasuke’s fuck for tonight.”



”You’re the one who’s a toy!”



”I didn’t choose to be. I admit I have been with both women and men who didn’t know my name. But I didn’t have a choice. You’re a slut of your own accord. Now get the fuck out of here.” Kin only looked at him with wide eyes. ”I said get the fuck out!” Naruto grabbed her arm and yanked her away from the door. He slammed it open again and pushed her out. She fell to the floor with her blouse still open, hair messy and lipstick smeared.



”Itai!” she whined. People around looked down at her and on the furious Naruto in the door.



”You’re not good enough for Sasuke.” Naruto sneered and slammed the door shut. He turned and looked at Sasuke. The bastard was standing with his hands in his pockets and that stupid bored face. Naruto didn’t care when he heard people laughing at Kin outside the door. He honestly couldn’t care less.



”Disappointed, Sasuke? Wasn’t that bitchy enough for you? Wanted me to pull her hair and try to scratch her eyes out? Too bad I don’t have long red fingernails like Sakura does, ne?”



”It could have been more entertaining. You don’t have a bitchy side I suppose.”



”I can be a real bitch if you want me to, Sasuke.” Naruto purred in a very fake voice. He grabbed Sasuke’s shirt and pushed him up against the wall. He pressed a knee in between the raven’s legs and rubbed the arousal he had gotten from Kin. ”I can be a bitch, I can be a whore and I can be a slut begging for it like I did yesterday. I can be anything you want. I’ll dress up in whatever you want me to and I’ll do whatever you want. I’ll say whatever you want. I’ll do anything whenever and wherever you want. All that matters is your pleasure. I’m just a toy. A toy to play with and break.”



”I’m not going to break you.”



”But you’re going to play with me?” Sasuke moaned when the knee in between his legs started to feel extra good. He grabbed Naruto’s hair and pulled his head back. He loved those blonde locks. He loved to pull and tug at them and hear Naruto grasp for his breath as he did so. He gave Naruto a harsh kiss. He felt his lips tingling from the feeling of Naruto’s soft ones against his own.



”Every relationship between any people are games. Why would ours be different?” He mumbled against Naruto’s lips. He didn’t want to move away.



”Why do I care? Why do I care about what you think of me and why do I care that you want to be with otherpeople than me?”



”You care?”



”I hate it.”



”I’m glad that you care. I like real feelings, Naru… Remember that,”



”That’s not true. I show my real feelings and you punish me for it. What about Iruka-sensei? Hm? You tore me away from him. You’re jealous of somebody who’s like an uncle to me but still you go off with some random slutty girl like that!” Naruto jerked his head towards the door.



”If I let you be with Iruka-sensei he’d try to get you free. If you’re free you will never let me touch you again.”



”I can still never let you touch me again. The lipstick all over you sickens me.” Naruto wrinkled his nose in disgust. Sasuke smirked.



”Then let’s go into Gaara’s shower and wash it off.”



”You fucking perv!”



”Yes…” Sasuke’s smirk widened and he kissed Naruto’s neck.



”I’m not doing it with you in Shukaku-sama’s shower!”



”His name is Gaara and yes, you will.” Sasuke grabbed a hold of Naruto’s shoulders and pushed him backwards to the bathroom door.



”Sasuke!” Naruto shrieked when he lost his balance and fell backwards. Sasuke took a new firm hold around the blonde and managed to keep him on his feet. Naruto clutched on to his shirt and blushed, hiding it against Sasuke’s chest. It was so cute. Sasuke didn’t know what else to do but to kiss Naruto’s cheek. He didn’t know what else to do but to whisper those words.



”I won’t let you fall.” Naruto’s eyes widened and he gripped the shirt tighter.



”I hate you…” ´He whispered. ’I hate you because you are



Sasuke gritted his teeth and pushed Naruto the remaining way to the bathroom.



”You don’t hate me.” Sasuke said when he closed the door behind them and locked it. ”You don’t hate me because if you did you’d do everything to make me get rid of you.”



”How do you know that’s not what I’m doing?”



”Then your tries are utter failures. Everything you’ve done only makes me want to touch you more.” He licked his lips because of the blush that once again colored Naruto’s face. He pushed him up against the bathroom wall.



”And her? Who was she?” Naruto turned his face away, not letting Sasuke kiss him again.



”Nobody. You were too busy with Kiba…” This time Sasuke pressed his knee in between Naruto’s legs who hissed at the feeling. ”Did you like his tongue on your body, Naru?”



”Yes…” Naruto admitted and turned his head back, looking into Sasuke’s eyes.



”Oh?” He leaned down to Naruto’s neck. ”Think now, Naru and think hard. Do you like his or my tongue better on your body?” He gave his blonde a long lick, just like Kiba had done. From the top of his collar up to his ear. But he didn’t stop there. He took the earlobe into his mouth and sucked on it gently. He kissed the point right behind the ear and then went down the neck again. He kissed Naaruto’s neck softly and smirked at the mewl Naruto let out. He suddenly grabbed Naruto’s wrists and pinned them to the wall. He pushed his knee a little higher and Naruto let out a moan.



”I want your answer, Naruto. Whose tongue do you like better on your body?” Naruto swallowed but didn’t answer.



”Answer me, Naruto.” Sasuke’s grip tightened. Was Naruto hesitating? Kiba was a toy, he was fucking educated in pleasuring people. Was he better? Fuck, was he?



Naruto hesitated. What was he supposed to say? He wanted to deny it. He wanted to tell Sasuke to fuck off. But the touches, oh the touches… The tongue on his neck. The lick Kiba gave him was nothing. If Naruto thought he was horny when he danced with the dogboy, it was nothing compared to this. Sasuke knew how to play his body perfectly. He knew every nerve! How could he do that? How could he know when they had only had sex once?



”Kiss me, Sasuke… Please?”



”Answer me first.”



”Sasuke…”



”Answer me!” Sasuke pulled away from Naruto’s neck and tried to glare at him. He couldn’t. It turned into something else. A desperate search for recognition. Naruto swallowed.



”You, Sasuke.” Naruto answered before he could think. Those dark eyes made him give them the answer they wanted. The only answer Naruto had. ”Nobody but you, Sasuke. I’m not only saying that. I mean it. I don’t hate you. But I hate that you make me feel like this…”



”Like what? What do I make you feel?” Naruto shook his head. He didn’t know. He didn’t want to know. That was way too dangerous. Just a highway to hurt and a broken heart.



”Please kiss me…” He whispered weakly. He didn’t want to do this. He hated that he wanted to beg. He hated that he wanted Sasuke to take him and take care of him. He hated to need Sasuke. He didn’t want Sasuke to need him. He himself was not reliable. He was a toy. He was supposed to be ready to let anybody use him. All he wanted was Sasuke. Sasuke, Sasuke, Sasuke…



Sasuke closed the distance between them and kissed him fiercely. Naruto closed his eyes and let Sasuke’s tongue enter his mouth. How could kisses burn? How could a tongue feel so good inside somebody else’s mouth? Sasuke let his hands fall from Naruto’s wrists. He cupped his toy’s cheeks and deepened the kiss. Naruto put his hands on the small of Sasuke’s back and let them slide under his shirt.



”Your hands on my body makes my skin burn…” Sasuke mumbled against Naruto’s lips. ”Can you feel it?” He asked and looked into Naruto’s eyes.



”Yes…” Naruto answered. It confused Naruto when Sasuke talked like that. But he could feel it. Sasuke’s skin was flaming hot. It made his fingertips tingle as he ran them up the raven’s spine, pushing his shirt along. Sasuke lifted his arms and let Naruto take it off. Naruto threw it down on the floor. He pushed Sasuke back a little and let his eyes roam his chest. He licked his lips and kissed Sasuke’s collarbone. He ran his tongue along it and felt Sasuke’s hand in his hair. He loved it when his master pulled his hair like that. Master… Naruto’s eyes widened. He really saw Sasuke as his master. He was his master and he was okay with that? He looked up at Sasuke who furrowed his eyebrows at Naruto’s expression.



”What…?” Naruto shook his head.



”I just want this fucking lipstick off of you.” Naruto lied and ran his fingers over the lipstick on Sasuke’s neck. ”Now. It has to come of now!” Naruto pushed Sasuke backwards and into the shower behind the thick glass wall. He held Sasuke in place and leaned against him to reach the knob. They both hissed when the water started to flow over them, cold at first but soon it got warm. Sasuke laid his hands on Naruto’s hips and held him there, only watching as Naruto took a bottle of shower crème on the shelf and squirted some into his hand. The blond was drenched when he started to rub Sasuke’s neck to get rid of the lipstick Naruto found so repulsing. Sasuke only watched as Naruto glared at the spots of color as if it was his greatest enemy. The monster within Sasuke mused and loved the attention Naruto gave the cosmetic. Naruto wanted to erase the tracks of somebody else touching Sasuke. He wanted him for himself.



”Are you done?” He asked when Naruto’s hand movements got slower and slower.



”Yes…”



”Good.”



”You still got it on your lips.”



”Kiss it away.” Sasuke whispered.



Naruto felt as if he was in a daze. This was not something that happened. It was something that happened in the movies. But the toy was never on this side of the deal. The toy was always pushed out of the room so the two lovers could be together. But he and Sasuke were not lovers. Then why were they standing under the shower, water dripping from them? It should have been rain. Rain has a cleansing power. He felt so hot. It was not because of the water but of how Sasuke was watching him. He wanted Naruto to kiss him. His master had given him an order. Naruto knew he’d do it. He knew he’d do anything Sasuke told him to do now. Naruto wanted to please his master with all his heart. He leaned up and pressed their lips together. He needed to please Sasuke. Sasuke’s pleasure over his own. It would be so much better if he could focus on only Sasuke. His own pleasure didn’t matter now.



Sasuke didn’t move when Naruto kissed him. From the heated kiss before to this? A very chaste kiss. Only lips against lips. Nothing more. How could it make Sasuke’s knees so weak? Naruto let his lips go. They simply stood there. Watching each other as the water ran down over them. Sasuke didn’t know what to say now. Naruto was watching him. Waiting for him to speak again. For him to do something. To move.



”It’s not gone.” Sasuke said, because even though he couldn’t see it, he knew it was still there. He raised his hands and pushed Naruto’s already open white shirt off his shoulders. He pulled it down over Naruto’s arms and threw it on the floor outside of the shower. Sasuke kicked off his shoes and Naruto did the same. They followed the shirt on the floor. Sasuke grabbed a hold of Naruto’s belt and unbuckled it. Naruto didn’t move.



”Kiss me again. Naruto…” He said and opened the button in his blonde’s pants. Naruto didn’t smile. He didn’t express any feelings at all. He leaned forward and kissed him again. Once again the simple kiss.



”Dammit Naruto!” Sasuke grabbed Naruto and pushed him up the wall, his chest and cheek against the cold glass. Naruto closed his eyes but didn’t protest. He felt Sasuke push his body against his back. He could feel Sasuke’s hard-on against his backside.



”Don’t do this, Naruto.”



”Do what?”



”Don’t shut off your feelings! What happened to the kisses you gave me before. What happened to the hands you couldn’t keep off of me? A second ago you threw a girl out of the room because of your jealousy. What happened?”



”My feelings don’t matter.”



”Why not?”



”I’m merely a toy.”



”Do you really believe that? Or is that something other people have slammed into your head?”



”Don’t you believe that, Sasuke? Isn’t it you above me?”



”Me above you? I’d gladly be above you as long as you moan and writhe and beg me for more.”



”Do you want me to beg for it, Sasuke?”



”I want you to beg because you want it. Not because I want it. It ruins the whole thing. If it’s only acting, if it’s not real, it doesn’t give me anything. Many people have begged me right. Many people have submitted to me. But when you did… When you did it out of your own…” Naruto tensed and clawed a little on the wall. He hardly noticed it himself but Sasuke did. He kissed Naruto’s shoulder.



”Show me your pleasure and it’ll give me pleasure.”



”Teme…” Naruto whispered. He didn’t know what to think anymore. This was new to him. It scared him. He had of course taken pleasure in sex before. But now… It was too many emotions in it for Naruto to cope with. Yesterday, when they had sex, it was all right. Then, he hadn’t freaked out. He hadn’t let Sasuke get so far under his skin. He hadn’t thrown a girl out for making out with Sasuke. He hadn’t possessively claimed Sasuke as his. Sasuke was too far underneath. He had crossed the border Naruto had put up for himself. Nobody had crossed that line before.



”Do you like it when I touch you?” Sasuke asked and ran his hands up over Naruto’s sides. He reached forward and pinched a nipple, making Naruto let out a little squeak. Sasuke smirked. ”Let me hear you, Naru…” One hand kept teasing the nipple as the other went down his stomach. He pulled down the zipper and pulled the pants down. When he grabbed the erection Naruto let out a groan. He pulled it out of his pants and started to pump him slowly.



”That’s it…” Sasuke whispered.



”Oh God…” Naruto leaned his forehead against the wall. Sasuke let Naruto’s nipple go and opened his own pants He pushed them down to his thighs. He groaned as well as his erection got free and pressed against Naruto’s ass. Naruto pushed back towards him. He turned his head, pressing his cheek against the wall again. He looked over his shoulder at Sasuke. He moved his ass against Sasuke’s cock who groaned and bit down on Naruto’s shoulder. Naruto moaned. He liked biting. He liked Sasuke behind him like this. He smiled. He wanted this. Sasuke wanted this. Sasuke wanted to hear him. His pleasure was Sasuke’s pleasure. He was going to take it. Sasuke had gone over the line Naruto had put up for himself. He had gotten closer than anybody had before. But there was still a long way to go. But Naruto wouldn’t let him go that far.



”Sasuke…” He whispered. Sasuke opened his mouth and looked at him. A trail of saliva from his lips to Naruto’s shoulder burst. Sasuke’s always spiky hair was hanging flat to his shoulders. Was it really that long? ”Sasuke…” Naruto smiled. Sasuke swallowed but didn’t say anything. Beautiful Sasuke… Naruto pushed back harder.



”If you want to hear me… Give it to me…” Sasuke’s eyes widened. Naruto grinned. ”What the matter Sasuke-teme? I won’t kick the slut out the door and not give you anything in compensation.” Naruto’s smug expression surprised Sasuke. Naruto sure was a mood swinger. Sasuke smirked. He grabbed Naruto’s hips and pulled them back. He placed two fingers against him and pushed inside. Naruto closed his eyes and gasped. Sasuke moved his fingers in and out slowly. He half expected for Naruto to beg him to go faster and harder. To give him more. But he didn’t. He let Sasuke take it slowly. To move his hand slowly in and out. Naruto grabbed his own erection which Sasuke had let go off when he pulled back his hips.



”Sasuke…”



Sasuke pushed in another finger. Naruto moaned, but didn’t say anything. Sasuke tilted his head to the side and watched Naruto’s expressions. The way they played over his face. And yet Naruto didn’t beg for more. He was content with whatever Sasuke wanted to do with him right now.



”Sasuke…”



”Yes, Naruto? What do you want of me?” He kissed Naruto’s cheek carefully.



”Sasuke…”



”What do you want me to do?” He sniffed Naruto’s hair. ”Tell me. You wanted me to give it to you… What is it that you want of me?”



”You…”Sasuke pulled out his fingers and placed the head of his erection against Naruto’s hole. He pushed inside slowly. Naruto moaned loudly. He pushed back and Sasuke slid all the way in.



”Sasuke… Oh fuck…”



”Naruto…” Naruto clawed on the wall. Hearing his name from Sasuke’s lips made his whole body ache, shiver and spasm. Sasuke felt Naruto’s muscles around him. He laid his left arm around Naruto’s waist and the other against the wall. Pressing his chest against Naruto’s chest. He pulled out and pushed back in. Naruto whimpered. Beautiful Naruto.



”Sasuke. Fill me…” Sasuke groaned. He moved at a slow pace. He kissed and licked Naruto’s shoulder. He bit down and sucked making Naruto cry out. He kept going at his slow pace.



”Sasuke, it’s torture…!”



”I don’t care.”



”Sasuke!” Naruto pleaded and his hand went faster around his erection. Sasuke grabbed the hand and placed it on the wall holding it there. Naruto was about to put his other hand around him instead but Sasuke grabbed that hand too, pinning it against the wall. He laced their fingers together. Naruto looked at him over his shoulder. Sasuke looked back. Straight into those blue eyes. He moved as slow as before. Keeping Naruto from touching himself. Sasuke wanted this slow. He leaned forward and kissed Naruto. Sweet lips against his own.



Naruto didn’t know what to think. This… This wasn’t fucking. It wasn’t. Fucking was something that went hard and fast. Something that made you sweaty in mere seconds. Everything about pleasure. This was more. This was something different. The night before he had an experience that was the closest thing to love-making he had ever encountered. This… This beat it. By far.



Sasuke kept his slow pace. Naruto felt his orgasm build up slowly. So slowly. So slowly but at the same time so good. He knew already that he would be cumming hard. He already knew he’d be cumming much sooner than Sasuke. He knew Sasuke would make him cum several times before himself.



Sasuke took pleasure in giving Naruto pleasure. Every now and then he would kiss Naruto on the lips. Naruto would kiss him back. Soft and slow. Naruto closed his eyes.



’I won’t let him get closer than this.’



He let go of Sasuke’s lips and screamed as he came all over the wall. Sasuke kissed his neck and kept going. Naruto whimpered. His nerves were having an overload. He bit his lip and hoped the water would cover his tears.



’I won’t let him get closer than this. It would be the death of me.’