Altering Affection

One chapter remains after this one. Posted both the lovemaking chapters together because I'm feeling kind. *laughs* Thank you for reviews/reads/notes. Much love.

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Lee lay in a daze, too sated to move. Gai kissed Lee’s thigh and then pleasant tendrils swirled through Lee’s body as Gai moved down to kiss the side of Lee’s knee. He moved back up a couple of inches and bit and nibbled on Lee’s inner thigh, making Lee tremble. Then Gai repeated the process on the other leg, and Lee squirmed. Awareness slowly drifted back, and Lee flexed his hands in the cuffs.

“Gai?” Lee said.

“Hm?” Gai placed a light kiss on Lee’s hipbone.

“Could you…” Lee began. He didn’t want this to be over. It couldn’t be over, could it? He wanted much, much more…he wanted...

Oh, yes.

That.

Lee’s eyes widened as he remembered a certain passage from one of the books that outlined exactly what he wanted. Lee’s breathing sped up at the mere thought of it. But he had no idea how to ask…or even if Gai would comply.

“Could I…?” Gai parroted back, moving up Lee’s body so that they were face-to-face. Gai seemed perfectly content to leave things here – his face was relaxed, his eyes gentle.

Lee didn’t want Gai like this…he wanted him flushed, desperate, and forceful. Lee knew exactly how he wanted this to end – with Gai’s cock buried in Lee’s ass and Lee’s name on Gai’s lips as he came.

But first…

Lee swallowed. “Could you…could you untie me?” Lee asked. “I want to…do something for you.”

Gai made a sound that was close to a purr and nuzzled Lee’s neck. Then he chuckled.

“Something for me? Lee this was something for me.”

Lee made a frustrated noise. “Something else, then.”

“What do you want to do for me, Lee?” Gai asked, his expression still lazy, but his hands were roaming over Lee’s torso.

“To you,” Lee corrected softly. “And it’d be easier if I could just show you.” Lee felt sure he wouldn’t make it through the explanation if he tried.

“Please, Gai-sensei,” Lee whispered. Gai made a noise in his throat and leaned down to kiss Lee’s shoulder.

“Say it again,” Gai commanded softly, not looking at Lee.

Lee frowned. “Please, Gai-sensei,” he repeated. Gai bit Lee’s shoulder on the word, “sensei.” Something in Lee’s brain clicked as he stored and interpreted something Gai liked.

“Sensei…please…” Lee felt a surge of lusty power when Gai moaned.

“Let me…” Lee pleaded.

Gai rose up on his knees and undid the cuffs without further comment. Lee flexed his wrists for a second and then sat up for another kiss. Gai’s mouth was addictive, and when he tasted himself Lee groaned.

Lee trailed a hand down Gai’s body and gently wrapped his fist around Gai’s erection. Lee pumped slowly and Gai’s mouth fell away from Lee’s, his eyes closing and breath coming a little faster. Lee shifted his gaze down and watched, fascinated, as his hand slid up and down his sensei’s shaft. Gai was broader than Lee in every respect, it seemed. Lee shivered at what that might imply for later, anticipation warming his veins again.

Experimentally, Lee twisted his hand up over the head and then thumbed the slit. Lee knew what felt good on himself: maybe Gai would enjoy it. He leaned over and licked one of Gai’s dark nipples, and he felt the man tremble. Lee thrilled at the reaction and sucked at the skin until he earned a soft groan. A bite earned him a harsh rasping noise. Lee smeared the moisture that slowly leaked from Gai’s cock head around, making his grip slicker. Then he stroked down and up once, applying more pressure.

“Lee, oh…” Gai panted, and Lee’s gaze snapped up to look into Gai’s lust-filled eyes. Lee licked his lips.

“Could you get on your hands and knees?” Lee asked. “Please, Sensei?”

Gai made a noise that was close to a whimper and Lee watched his throat work as he swallowed. Then he nodded and moved to comply. Lee felt his heart pound as he shifted to kneel behind Gai. Impulsively, he wrapped his arms around Gai’s chest and pulled him up. Lee grazed his teeth from Gai’s shoulder to throat and then kissed lightly over Gai’s pulse.

“Mm…Lee…what’re you going to do to me?” Gai emphasized the “to.”

“Just something I read…” Lee said. “Lean over, Sensei, forearms on the bed.” Lee bit his lip to stifle a “please” and thought he could learn to like the semi-commanding tone in his voice. He bit his lip harder when Gai complied without hesitation. Lee felt a brief moment of panic, then, as he looked longingly at the expanse of Gai’s back…he had no idea what he was doing.

Breathe, he told himself. This can’t possibly be that complicated. Determination: use it.

Pulling in a deep breath, Lee leaned over Gai and pressed his body flush against his sensei’s. He kissed the back of Gai’s neck and balanced his weight on his knees. Then, just like he’d read in the book, he pressed both palms flat on either side of Gai’s spine. He licked a slow, wet trail down the ridges of backbone and moved his hands at the same time. It allowed Lee to shift slowly back on the bed, and he was proud that he managed not to pause or falter.

Without stopping the motion, he moved his hands to the globes of Gai’s ass and spread them apart while at the same time dipping his tongue down and into the space he created. He swiped his muscle over Gai’s entrance, the first pass light and quick. Everything tasted like skin and Gai, and Lee found himself a little relieved.

Then he settled down behind Gai and licked back up, his fingers digging deeper into the flesh of Gai’s ass. Lee nearly moaned when he recalled the passage from the book that made Lee grab for his cock and come almost instantly while he read. He remembered what the man said he was going to do –

Going to tongue-fuck you.

- and Lee’s mind dwelled on the phrase, the word “fuck,” and the taste of Gai’s skin under his own tongue. He wanted to tongue-fuck his sensei senseless and make him writhe.

He wanted it badly.

Gai went completely still as Lee’s tongue gently lapped over his most intimate entrance. Lee felt his nerves frizzle as Gai stayed silent when Lee circled the hole once, twice…then Lee gently and cautiously pushed his tongue into that hidden place. The ring resisted, and Lee drew back to licking and lapping. He felt Gai jerk just a little under his hands and Lee paused. When Gai remained quiet and still, Lee did it again: he narrowed his tongue and pushed through the resistance. There was an earthy taste to it, but definitely not bad. Lee pushed in a third time, deeper still.

“Ooooh, fuck, Lee,” Gai cried out and shook. Lee startled and leaned sideways to look at Gai on reflex.

Gai’s forehead rested on the bed, his forearms shook with tension, and Lee could see his face twisted with what could only be pleasure and restraint.

Lee leaned back, gently bit Gai’s ass cheek, and then licked down the cleft again. This time Gai trembled more violently. And when Lee shoved his tongue back into Gai’s entrance without preamble and deeper than the last time, Gai cried out: a sharp, staccato sound.

“God,” Gai hissed. Lee closed his eyes and wetly shoved his tongue in and out of Gai with a steady rhythm. His head spun when Gai grew even more vocal, whimpers and growls filling the air. Encouraged, Lee shifted one hand down to caress the skin behind Gai’s balls. Then he gently palmed Gai’s testicles and rolled them, his tongue moving a little faster.

“Lee,” Gai panted. “Oh…oh, damn…”

Then Lee twisted his tongue on one of his thrusts and Gai made a strangled, animalistic noise and sat up. He grabbed Lee’s arm and yanked him down onto the bed, Lee bouncing with the force. Gai knelt on all-fours over Lee, panting. Sweat coated his face, and his eyes were squeezed shut. Lee’s cock stirred at the sight, already awake after listening to Gai’s reactions. Gai looked amazing like this.

Gai leaned down and bit Lee’s shoulder, hard. Lee gasped and wrapped his arms around Gai’s head as Gai sucked the skin savagely. Lee squirmed, amazed that he could do this to Gai. He felt proud and powerful and hot with heady desire to do more.

Abruptly, Gai broke away from Lee’s skin and his eyes focused on Lee’s. Lee’s heart skipped: this was what he wanted to see. Gai looked fierce, wild, and dangerous. Lee’s mouth fell open.

“Lee,” Gai said, his voice carefully contained. “Go to the top drawer of the nightstand and bring me back the strip of leather and the bottle of lube you find there.” Gai’s eyes bored into Lee’s, as if daring him to challenge the command.

Making a soft noise of assent, Lee scrambled to comply. He yanked open the drawer, grabbed the items, and then returned to kneel next to Gai on the bed.

“Lay down on your back,” Gai said, his voice still full of controlled authority. Lee obeyed immediately. Gai set the bottle to one side and flexed the short strip of leather. It had three snaps on one side.

“You will tell me if you want me to stop,” Gai said. Lee gulped in a lungful of air, too many emotions piling on top of one another to speak. He nodded.

Gai looked at him for a few seconds and then nodded back, apparently convinced Lee would obey.

“Spread your legs,” Gai said. Lee complied, and it felt like his legs weighed two tons each. Yes, this was what he wanted. Gai looked ready to eat him for dinner.

“Good boy,” Gai said and then reached down. With an incredibly gentle touch that belied Gai’s tone and expression, he slipped the leather strip around the back of Lee’s balls. Lee tried very hard not to flinch, and he rose up on his elbows to watch as Gai wrapped the leather around the base of his cock and then snapped it closed. It felt alien, strange…

Amazing.

Lee panted in surprise as he went from semi-soft to diamond hard. The ring constricted but Lee liked it. A lot. He swallowed.

Gai smiled down in satisfaction at Lee, but his eyes still burned with unquenched lust. He grasped Lee’s calves and pulled Lee closer. Lee’s legs spread to either side of Gai’s kneeling form, his mouth open, breathing harsh, and brain full of white noise.

“Get the bottle, Lee,” Gai said.

Lee groped the bed until he managed to grab onto the bottle of lubricant. Lee stared at it a moment and then looked up to Gai.

Lee’s sensei rose up and then dropped his weight forward onto his left arm and supported himself above Lee.

“Open it,” Gai said.

Lee’s fingers shook as he complied, and he found that he liked doing one thing at a time and following Gai’s commands. No thinking was involved.

“Pour some on my fingers, Lee.”

Lee twisted a bit and Gai offered his right hand. As Lee squeezed out the clear gel, Gai leaned forward and bit Lee’s earlobe. Lee’s eyes threatened to close but he concentrated on not spilling lube everywhere.

“Cover them, Lee. The three longest. Good,” Gai said as Lee complied.

“Do it right,” Gai whispered into Lee’s ear. “’cause they’re going to be buried in your tight, virgin ass in a couple of seconds.”

It was a damned good thing that Lee had already finished coating Gai’s fingers because he dropped the bottle and pressed his forehead into Gai’s chest, moaning. The sheer wall of heat that Gai’s words produced in Lee’s body made his vision blurry.

“Lie back, Lee.”

Lee collapsed backward onto the bed, his eyes glassy.

“Put your arms under your body, palms up,” Gai said.

Lee tilted his body from side to side and tucked away his arms as Gai asked.

Gai grunted and then kissed Lee, hard: a press of lips to lips. Then Gai pulled back and said, “Spread yourself for me.”

Lee shook and trembled and made noises he didn’t know he could make. It wasn’t just that Gai was going to finally fuck him. It wasn’t just his intense anticipation and anxiety over how it was going to feel. It wasn’t even the vulnerable position of his body.

It was the sound of Gai’s voice, the force of his words, the commands, and the insane desire to obey. He wanted to do anything and everything for his sensei.

Gai kissed Lee again as Lee spread himself with his hands. Then Gai pressed his weight over Lee so that his arms were trapped under his body. Lee made soft noises as Gai ate at his mouth, and Lee’s eyes flew open when he felt Gai gently touch and probe at his exposed entrance.

Gai’s fingers pressed at the edges of the tense ring of muscle and Gai broke away from Lee’s mouth.

“This will burn a little, Lee. Focus on relaxing the muscles I’m touching.”

“Please…” Lee managed and nodded.

Lee closed his eyes when he felt Gai’s finger slide inside his body. It felt odd, yes, that was the first thing that registered. And then Lee felt the burn of his body stretching and he breathed fast and hard. Oh shit…that felt amazing.

“Relax, Lee,” Gai murmured and kissed him again. Lee tried and Gai flexed his finger inside of Lee, sliding in deeper. The burn was back and Lee whined in pleasure.

“Shh, Lee,” Gai’s voice was tender as he stopped moving his hand. Lee frowned.

“Sensei,” Lee said. “More.”

“In a second, Lee, let me-“

Lee opened his eyes and glared fiercely up at Gai. “No,” he said. “Now.” He shifted his body downward, relaxed, bore down, and managed to pull more of Gai inside himself.

An expression Lee couldn’t quite understand flew across Gai’s features. But it didn’t matter because Gai started moving his hand again, and Lee sighed.

Then Gai slowly pushed a second finger into him, and Lee’s head pressed back against the pillows. The burn was absolutely delicious. If he relaxed his muscles entirely, Gai slid deeper, and then he could tense just like that…

“Oh, shit,” Lee said.

Gai barked a sound that was halfway between surprised laugh and growl. Despite Lee’s sounds of encouragement, Gai took his time stretching Lee. His fingers scissored and Lee gasped. He slowly fucked Lee with his hand and Lee thought he would come from that sensation alone. The need that sizzled through his body reminded him of his restrained cock, and his vision went a little gray.

“Tell me how it feels, Lee.” Gai’s voice was rough and his skin was slick with sweat.

“Burns,” Lee panted. “So…good…want…more…ah.” Lee bucked against Gai’s hand.

Gai hummed against Lee’s neck. “Tell me how the cockring feels, Lee.”

“Tight, so good. Sensei…please, more, oh God.”

The third finger burned much more than the first two, and Lee grit his teeth against the sensation. A war raged in his body: he loved the feeling and the burn but his body didn’t like the intrusion. Gai licked the shell of Lee’s ear; kissed and tasted everywhere he could reach without breaking his hand’s slow slide into Lee’s body. Lee felt Gai’s hand still, letting him adjust. Lee squirmed.

“Don’t stop,” Lee gasped.

Gai chuckled. “Not a chance in hell.”

Then Gai’s fingers moved a little, but not enough. Lee lifted his hips and Gai’s fingers seemed to shift inside him, searching. Lee frowned, about to beg again and then sudden pleasure lashed through Lee’s body in a shockwave. Lee’s eyes flew open and he stilled completely. What was-

Then Gai moved his fingers and did it again.

“Ooooh fuck!” Lee gasped, hoarse. Heat flared through Lee’s body, sweat beading on his skin. Gai answered with a moan and kissed Lee’s shoulder.

“Say it again,” Gai whispered into Lee’s ear. His fingers moved, and Lee jerked in pleasure.

“Fuck, Sensei…oooh.” Lee jerked and Gai leaned back just enough to let Lee pull his arms out from under his body. He reached up and grabbed the headboard again. Lee’s wrists found their way back into the cuffs, as if seeking safety from the pleasurable onslaught of his body.

Gai leaned back down over Lee and sucked Lee’s lower lip into his mouth and nibbled. Lee was far beyond thinking, far beyond anything but feeling and wanting.

“Can I bind your hands again, baby?” Gai asked and Lee nearly melted.

“Oh yeah,” Lee said.

With one hand, Gai closed the cuffs onto Lee’s wrists and worked each of the buckles into place. Lee helped as much as he could, but then Gai moved his other hand and hit that spot inside Lee again, making Lee call out Gai’s name.

“Lee, you’re…amazing…like this,” Gai panted. He shifted and Lee felt his sensei’s throbbing cock against his thigh.

“Tell me what you want,” Gai said. He slid down Lee’s body to bite and suck at Lee’s nipple, moving his fingers inside of Lee to make sure he was as stretched as possible. Lee pulled at the cuffs and sucked in a breath.

“Sensei…fuck me. I want your cock inside me. Make it burn, Sensei. Make me burn. Please fuck me.”

For a moment, Gai was completely still and Lee listened to his own ragged breathing. His cock ached in its restraint, his ass felt spread and vulnerable, his body felt like flash fires were starting at every major nerve center. Then Gai blew out a harsh and shaking breath. He slowly pulled his fingers out of Lee, and Lee felt the bed shift as he repositioned himself. He heard the cap of the lube, heard the slick sound of Gai’s hand on his cock.

Then Lee felt the thick press of Gai seeking entrance into his body, and Lee held his breath. Gai grabbed Lee’s hips, ran his hands over Lee’s wet skin. Then he slowly pressed into Lee’s body, and Lee’s eyes rolled as his asshole burned and stretched to accommodate Gai. His sensei didn’t pause as he seated himself in Lee – just slowly sunk deeper. Much deeper than fingers, and it was an entirely different feeling. Fleshier and with more drag and burn.

“Oh-oh, yes,” Lee sighed, remembering how to breathe.

Gai stopped and Lee felt his sensei’s balls against his ass. Then Gai grabbed a pillow and lifted Lee to position it under his lower back. Lee heard Gai panting, felt the pulse of his dick deep inside.

Gai steadied Lee’s hips and then slowly pulled out and pushed back in. He leaned over Lee, his forehead resting on Lee’s shoulder.

“So tight, Lee, God, so tight.” Gai made a strangled noise and panted against Lee’s skin. Lee nearly went out of his mind with the need for Gai to do something.

“Sensei – move,” Lee whispered.

Gai growled. “You want me to move, Lee?”

Steadying himself against the headboard, Gai pulled out slowly and slid back in making Lee gasp and shake. The burn was intense and he could feel the pleasure not far behind it. More, his body demanded. More.

“Or you want me to fuck you?” Gai growled. Then he pistoned his hips out of Lee and back in with force. The angle was dead on Lee’s prostate, and Lee howled.

Then Gai set a brutal pace, his hands bruising Lee’s hips. Lee cried out and then bit his lip against the noise, knowing he was loud. But it felt so good, and his hands were cinched into the cuffs, and his cock felt like it was going to burst, and need poured through him like electricity, and he sank under the ocean of pleasure. His body went slack as he let Gai do whatever he wanted.

“Don’t do that,” Gai said and thumbed Lee’s lower lip from between Lee’s teeth. “I want to hear you.”

Lee moaned and the undeniable need for release poured through Lee.

“Sensei…please…”

Gai growled again, a deep noise in the back of his throat. One hand steadied Lee’s body and the other braced against the headboard, and all Lee could do was feel. Then Lee felt Gai shift away from him, and two strong hands lifted his lower body higher. Fingers dug deep into willing flesh, and Gai slowed his rhythm slightly, the angle making Lee see white with every stroke.

“Oh God, oh fuck, oh please, Sensei…”

“I love it when you beg me, baby…tell me what you want,” Gai rasped.

“Need to…need to come, Sensei…please…”

Lee knew he kept talking, but he didn’t know what he was saying. He just knew he sounded wanton, plaintive, desperate.

Then Lee felt Gai shift to one side, and his rhythm slowed a little more. Lee cried out in relief and pleasure as Gai undid the snap on the leather strap that bound Lee’s cock. Lee looked up at Gai and thought he could come from the view alone. Gai’s hair was sweaty and dark against his temples and forehead. His mouth was tense with exertion and from holding his own release at bay. When he sank into Lee’s body with a steadily increasing rhythm, his eyes closed in pleasure.

“Lee, won’t last much longer,” Gai said. He pulled one of Lee’s legs up onto his shoulder, and then braced himself on one arm. One hand reached down and grasped Lee’s leaking, purple cock and stroked in time to his thrusts.

“Come for me, baby,” Gai said, looking into Lee’s eyes.

“Sensei-“ Lee moaned. He felt Gai’s hand on his cock, stroking hard and fast and perfect. He felt Gai moving deep inside his body hitting the place that made Lee’s vision go white with every second stroke. He felt his bound wrists, heard Gai whisper, “Baby…”

And Lee was gone. He flew over the edge toward release and came, calling out Gai’s name, hot white seed shooting out from his cock and coating Gai’s hand and Lee’s stomach. He tightened around Gai as his orgasm pulsed and licked through his body, and Gai collapsed onto Lee, groaning Lee’s name in his own release.

For several long moments neither man moved, and Lee struggled to regain his breath. Lee’s muscles complained about his cramped position, and his wrists ached. Exhaustion worried the edges of Lee’s consciousness; two orgasms and the emotional roller coaster earlier making him want to sleep for a week. Lee licked his lips.

“…wow,” Lee said finally.

Gai chuckled and managed to prop himself up.

“Yeah,” Gai said. He looked a little dazed. Then he shook his head and assessed the situation. He lowered Lee’s leg and then undid Lee’s wrists. Lee’s arms dropped onto the bed, boneless.

Then Gai carefully pulled out of Lee, and Lee hissed at the sensation. He could tell he would be sore, but it was beyond worth it.

“Be right back,” Gai whispered and kissed Lee’s cheek. Lee could do little else but lie on the bed like a limp ragdoll while Gai went into the bathroom adjacent to his bedroom. Lee’s mind was happily quiet, his body exhausted. For the first time in Lee’s memory he felt completely satisfied and utterly at peace.

Gai returned a moment later with a warm cloth. He wiped Lee’s face first and then cleaned his chest, stomach, and limp sex. Lee stirred a little, but his eyelids weighed approximately ten pounds each.

A few moments later and Gai woke Lee up to make him swallow a couple of pills. Lee did so without comment, enjoying the feel of cold water on his sore throat. The next thing Lee knew, the bed shifted again with Gai’s weight, and Lee felt the warm press of Gai against his back.

“Love you, Lee,” Gai whispered.

“Love you, too,” Lee mumbled and snuggled back into his sensei’s embrace. Gai pulled a soft blanket over them both and then Lee fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.

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