A Caring brother

This is NOT Beta-read and English is not my native language so please bare with me. The two betas I have are mia and loa atm. I have the tendency to run long sentences here and there but please try not to mind that! I try my best when my muse hits me so please be gentle when it comes to grammar and sentence issues :p


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CHAPTER XIII
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Gaara did as his brother asked while he was still in a daze from the best orgasm he'd had in the amount of two. It was no secret that Kankuro obviously knew what he was doing so he must have practiced this act of masturbating at least a few times more than Gaara had but on the other hand, he was three years older too.

"Just… try to relax, okay?"

"nh…"

The redhead closed his eyes and suddenly felt his brother's finger by his entrance, circling it teasingly and in turn earning a few contractions since Gaara was still so fresh from pumping his seed onto his own stomach and the light teasing touch teased his senses. Once the contractions eased up, Kankuro took the chance of gently squeezing a finger inside and more contractions once again started at the same time Gaara moaned and clenched somewhat, tilting his head towards Kankuro's shoulder he was still laying by.

It felt somewhat embarrassing to have someone's finger up their behind but at the same time it felt more weird than unpleasant and he soon got used to the feeling and it even began to feel good. That's when the second finger was added, smeared with his own cum which had been collected from his stomach so graciously by his brother's right hand. The same hand that was now scissoring him while teasing, moving in and out.

"nh..!"

"You okay?"

"nh…"

"Just... relax and it will feel better"

Gaara nodded and focused on relaxing and after a while and after a third finger was added, he actually began to like the feeling even more and welcomed it. All of a sudden a jolt of the same feeling he'd had just before he came, rushed through his body and he hitched a gasp and opened his eyes in surprise, looking at his brother with questioning eyes while trying to catch his breath.
"That… was the prostate. A bundle of joyful nerves"

"nh..!"

Gaara grunted and swallowed while he closed his eyes again.
"..I…I want more…"

He whispered, clearly feeling a bit high again.

"Just a little while longer, I don't want to hurt you."

"nh"

Kankuro mused; he loved seeing his brother this way and knowing that he was responsible for it only made it more exiting. After a few more minutes of preparing, he gently pulled his fingers out and took a bit more of Gaara's cum and smeared it on his own hard length as well as some of his own pre-cum from the bed sheets.

"I think you're ready for me now… just, remember to relax okay.."

He said softly. Gaara nodded again then looked up at his brother when he shifted around him to position himself between his legs and in turn pulling them up so Gaara's feet was against the bed. Kankuro looked up at the redhead and placed his hard shaft just by Gaara's entrance and made soft thrusting motions against it. The entrance convulsed directly but he took it as an advantage and pushed in inch by inch each time it opened up for him and as soon as it clenched, he stopped. It didn't take too long to fill his brother to the hilt then he waited and let Gaara get used to his size.

"How do you feel… does it hurt?"

Gaara thought for a moment or two.

"…full… and no… it doesn't."

"Okay, that's good. It might sting a little at first… I'll start moving now, okay?"

"nh…"

He nodded and slowly wrapped his arms around Kankuro's neck, he in turn wrapped his arms around Gaara's sides and ending up with his hands on his shoulders from behind, snug between the sheets and Gaara's back.
He was gentle, moving out then in again and kept watching Gaara's facial expressions that he actually did have! It was quite addictive to watch them too, and the way he tilted his head back a little by each mewl of pleasure by the feeling [i]he[/i], Kankuro could give his brother. He leaned down and placed his lips against Gaara's and increased the pace a little once he felt his brother relaxing more around him.
"nnh!"
The redhead moaned through his nose while having his lips and mouth occupied by his brother. The feeling of having someone moving in and out of you was weird but the feeling was becoming better and better and suddenly that bundle of nerves was hit again and Gaara arched his back and gripped Kankuro's shoulders with blunt fingernails tracing his sunkissed skin while he realized his shaft was beginning to awaken again even though he had climaxed only minutes earlier.

Kankuro closed his eyes and let out a moan when he hit the prostate, Gaara clenched him just right when he did that and his warm insides were so tight already but he just couldn't have enough now. He wanted and needed more. Just when he was about to open his mouth to make a suggestion, Gaara did it on his own and pulled his legs up and wrapped them around his brother's waist, allowing Kankuro to access him better.

"oh…kami… Gaara…"

"more…"

The whispers of both brothers were like a soft breeze through hot sand to each other's ears. Kankuro increased the pace a bit more but yet not going fast, then he pushed in a bit deeper and harder and that did the trick to make Gaara moan again then took his left hand and moved his fingers to one of Gaara's nipples, pinching and teasing it. The exhale of Gaara's pleasure was intoxicating to hear since his brother rarely made a sound and only spoke in a monotone voice. He was so much different now.

Gaara's breaths had become deep and slow and his arms wrapped around Kankuro's neck tightly and somewhat forcing his brother down to his neck, somewhat squeezing his hand in between them but he could still gently roll the hard nub between his fingers, and it made Gaara shudder. He of course wasn't slow that he nipped the skin in the slope of his neck while thrusting into him, only moving his hips since Gaara basically had him pinned with arms and legs wrapped around him.

The feeling of Kankuro's nipping on his neck and the full feeling he had inside and the pinching of nipple, not to mention his erection being rubbed against two fit bellies caused total bliss in Gaara's mind, he could barely think and the only sound he managed to get out of him now, were small light moans by each thrust of his brother's shaft. The slight pleasurable pain from his nipple went straight down to his groin in some weird way, the nipping on his neck made him shudder in want of more.

Soon he found the rhythm and followed Kankuro's movements with his hips, allowing him to go even deeper and also get a different angle inside of him which caused Kankuro to moan and grunt in pleasure this time.
"…hah….ngh…"

Okay, brain wasn't working and definitely not speech either. His eyes were only half open when Gaara turned his head a bit and got hold of Kankuro's earlobe, nibbling it and licking it, earning another grunt and warm breath over his moistened neck where his brother's tongue and teeth had been only moments earlier.
Kankuro had begun to breathe harder and Gaara wasn't slow to do the same once the pressure began to build inside for the both of them. The redhead was moaning by each thrust and did so right into Kankuro's ear, allowing him to hear the awakening passion within his brother and that was a trigger on its own to keep doing what he did.

Kankuro's right hand slid away from Gaara's shoulder and traced it way down to his hip where he gripped it, feeling the movements his brother was following while moaning in his ear. The tension inside of him told him he wouldn't last so much longer and especially not while hearing the moaning in his ear.

"f..fh…f-fa..ster…dh…nh…de-ep..er..."

Gaara managed to whisper out somewhat winded and unwrapped his legs from around his brother but pushed them upwards so they were aligned along his sides with his brother in between, completely opening himself up to him, trusting him.

Kankuro raised his head up a little and looked at his little brother's face while thrusting faster and deeper just as requested. He was amazed, Gaara had a soft touch of pink on his cheeks and he was actually a bit sweaty in the hairline, just as himself. The seafoam colored eyes were closed but a complete look of pure passion and…[i]feeling[/i] rested on his face, causing Kankuro's jaw to drop a bit but never once did he loose the pace, quite the opposite he upped the pace even more and earned a hitched moan from his brother. The only thing he forgot was the now neglected nipple.

He rose up on his hands with straight arms, pulling his legs up a bit so his knees rested by Gaara's hips while he thrusted in faster from this angle. Gaara's arms gripped his lower arms with his hands, his upper arms still resting on the bed even when he arched his back for a moment when Kankuro once again hit his prostate, causing him to let out a loud moan while his balls began to move towards his shaft, slowly signaling he was getting closer to release.

"I…I…ngh…K…Ka….nnnh..!"

"ssh… I know… me too! Just…l-let go…let….nh… let it …come.."

Kankuro thrusted in as hard as fast as he could and felt his balls pull up, he took his right hand and moved it to Gaara's length and pumped it quickly with his pace of thrusting when he felt he couldn't hold back any longer. Then he arched back just before he let out a loud shuddering moan, soon followed by Gaara's whimpering moan of complete bliss as well.

Gaara felt his brother release himself inside of him with a hitched breath, pumping his seed into his system. The redhead arched his back and stopped breathing for a moment and made a mine of a silent scream, tearing at his brother's arms with his hands while he himself clenched around him over and over while his own orgasm spurted out over Kankuro's hand, his own chest and chin, not until then did he manage to hitch a breath again and get air into his system. They both panted loudly while trying to regain control. Gaara slowly opened his eyes and gazed at his brother with passion written all over his face while panting, then… it happened. Sabaku no Gaara…. Smiled. No, he actually [i]glowed[/i] [b]while[/b] smiling.

Kankuro sat dumbfounded while his shaft pumped out the last of him while Gaara's convulsions milked him to the limit. The redhead yanked his arms away from the bed and made his brother fall onto his chest where he was pulled into a warm honest hug. Kankuro didn't really mind the stickiness on their chests but once it started to dry, it was quite the hassle to get rid of since it tended to flake.

Gaara pulled his brother close and kissed his lips lightly then his cheek before he pulled closer to his ear and whispered in a husky tone.

"…arigato…Kankuro."

The puppet master blinked and it took a second or two before he wrapped his arms around his baby brother as he too smiled and kissed his brother's cheek, returning the whisper.

"you're welcome, Gaara…"

"hnnh…"

There it was again, a smile. How strange it was to see his brother smile, Kankuro couldn't remember his brother smiling at all… not since… since he was six and before that even. His flaccid organ slipped out of Gaara's entrance and he in turn mewled at the loss at Kankuro's inner amusement

"Why won't we get cleaned up eh?"

"….nh… too tired…"

"Well… let me clean you up then… at least a little."

"nh…"

Gaara closed his eyes again and slowly began to drift off even though he fought the sleep that wanted to claim him, mostly from habit but if he'd been clear headed at all, he probably would have worried about the dreams as well but those thought's didn't even exist at the moment.

He felt his brother lean down to reach something on the floor and some kind of cloth soon dried Gaara's chest off and when the redhead glanced up to see what it was he realized it was Kankuro's hood he had forgotten in his room a while ago that Gaara hadn't even touched even though it was placed on the floor by the bed for three days.

"… Your hood."

"ah… don't worry about it. I'll wash it later. You rest Gaara."

"nh…"

The redhead closed his eyes again and allowed his older brother to clean him up. Kankuro was amazed that Gaara actually allowed it but he wouldn't question him if he let him, not a chance. Kankuro thought for a moment if he should clean his brother down stairs as well and decided to test him to see how far he was allowed to go. He began cleaning his member first and Gaara didn't react so he made his way lower and lower but found himself being allowed to move freely and the sand still laying on the floor on his side of the bed didn't move a corn even, so Kankuro kept cleaning his brother up.

The redhead felt his brother hesitating here and there when he moved lower but he didn't mind. If Kankuro could be this gentle with him despite what Gaara could do to him and yet dare to be with him like this, teach him and allow him to feel the way he had done just now, still in the afterglow of his third orgasm ever he could do some cleaning up too.

He felt the cloth moving lower but didn't mind at all if Kankuro was there with his chosen hood for a cloth when he had done a lot more there a few moments ago and once he was done, Kankuro cleaned himself up and crawled up beside him on the bed and just laid there watching Gaara's features until the redhead tilted his head towards him still with eyes closed but with a peaceful look on his face. He took his features in, his straight narrow nose, his thin pink lips he had been kissing, and the high but softly rounded cheekbones that still held a soft rosy touch against the pale skin from their act. The dark areas around his eyes were a beautiful contrast to his skin and hair really. Without even opening his eyes, Gaara spoke lazily.

"you're staring…"

"eh..wha… ermh… well… uh… nh…..yeah… guess I was…"

Kankuro blushed somewhat and cleared his throat even though he didn't need to and glanced down, only to realize his eyes had fallen on Gaara's now flaccid organ instead.

"why?"

"umh…"

He looked up at his brother's face again, eyes were still closed.

"well….umh… It's not really common to see you so peaceful, Gaara… your frown is gone and replaced with a light smile, and that makes you..eh…umh… b…beautiful…"

How lame was that? Kankuro kicked himself mentally and pulled his legs up somewhat where he lay on his left side right somewhat cradled his chest and the left hand under the pillow he was resting his head on. Gaara was still resting on his back and had not moved since he'd had his orgasm. He found himself staring into clear seafoam colored eyes once again and swallowed hard and bit his lip, did he just go too far?

"…beautiful?"

"uh…yeah… y-y'know… yeah…"

"No one's told me that before…"

"…really?"

"nh…"

Gaara closed his eyes again and once again left Kankuro staring only this time it was in slight shock. How much was his brother really lacking in the signs of love? Had no one really told him he was beautiful or even wanted to bed him before he came along during his entire life of.. 16? None at all, ever? He shivered at the thought which Gaara picked up on and guessed he was cold. He rolled lazily to his right side and snuggled up against Kankuro while calling his sand to move from the floor.

At first Kankuro froze hearing it move but then realized that Gaara was simply getting the covers for them and pulled it over their forms before moving the sand to the gourd again where it rightfully belonged.

"… even though I am the kazekage… no one really cares about me… no one wants me… they're afraid of me… no one can love a monster…"

Gaara mumbled against Kankuro's shoulder sleepily just after his brother had wrapped his arms around him and allowing him to rest there. He himself let his chin, mouth and nose end up in Gaara's hair, inhaling him slightly while sleep was beginning to claim him.

"I care and I want you… I… I love you…you're not a monster…"

"…nh…"

Gaara's breathes evened out and Kankuro pulled the cover up tighter around them and sighed slightly. He really [i]did[/i] love his brother, didn't he? Now he just had to figure out exactly [i]how[/i] he loved him. That was an enigma in itself.

"sweet dreams, otouto…"