Hidden Love

Lee sat with Gaara on a familiar bench sitting next to the pond in Gaara's yard. The moon above them shined down and Lee sighed. "Gaara... whatever may happen we will still keep our promise of being friends forever right..?" He questioned.

Gaara felt a little tired and rested his head on Lee's shoulder. "Yeah..of course..it really broke my heart to think you betrayed me.." Gaara replied and stared at the water, he blinked when a fish jumped out of the water then landed back in it with a splash. "This is where we made that promise...our little spot.." He said smiling a little.

"Mhm.." Lee said closing his eyes. "And I will never forget that.." He moved his hand down to Gaara's, putting their pinky's together and closing them in a pinky promise. "Friends forever.." He said softly smiling.

Gaara blushed faintly and wrapped his arms around Lee squeezing him tightly. "Forever...and fuck anyone who tries and change that.." He said laughing a little and relaxed. "Do you want to stay over?" He asked after a moment.

"Am I allowed to?" Lee asked. It was just that night after they had made up and Lee was still concerned that Gaara might be a little mad at him still. Though he was really happy that Gaara was offering him to stay the night.

Gaara playfully elbowed Lee then stood up quickly. "Yeah! Race you to the house sports star." He said smirking then took off over the grass running back to the mansion.

"H-Hey!" Lee yelled and got up chasing after the smaller boy. He had a tough time for a moment on the grass but once inside he ran right next to Gaara racing him to his room. Once they reached his room Lee was panting a bit and he pulled out his cell phone. "H-Hold on I'm gonna tell my dad I am staying the night o-ok?" He asked sounding out of breath.

Gaara laughed and walked over to his pet and opened the case. "Hello Bob, did you miss me?" He asked setting his tarantula on his head then walked back over to Lee smirking a little. "Spider hat.."

"G-Gaara do not do that!" Lee yelled after he dialed his dad's numbed and gulped since his father picked up right as he had yelled that. "U-Uhh Dad can I spend the night at Gaara's house..?" Lee asked now a little embarrassed.

Gai blinked and raised a eye brow looking at the phone. "*Yeah sure Lee.. what are you two up to?*" He asked and Gaara smirked getting closer to Lee. "Aww you don't like him? He likes you." He said evilly.

"N-No I do not like him.. get it away from m- AHH!!" Lee yelled and dropped the phone when the spider jumped on him and the phone hung up on his father. "Get it off!!!" He practically screamed.

Gai's eyes widened for a moment then he sweat dropped. "Oook.." He said and closed his phone. Gaara couldn't stop laughing and grabbed Lee's jacket. "HAhaha o-ok ok calm down I'll get him don't worry he never bites." He said and blinked watching his spider move onto Lee's shoulder. "Bob stop moving around." He said leaning into Lee trying to catch his pet.

Lee squirmed and then tripped falling back hitting the floor with a thud. "G-Get him off..." He muttered obviously very freaked out yet he was blushing since Gaara was now laying on him.

Gaara blushed deeply and awkwardly straddled the older male and placed his hand in front of his tarantula. "B-Bob get on my hand and let go of his shirt.." He ordered and tried to ignore how fast his heart was beating from how close Lee was. "S-Sorry he clings.."

Lee started to calm down a little happy to have the spider slowly climbing back onto his owner's hand. "U-Uh... can you get off now..?" The male asked awkwardly just wanting to get out from under the small boy, his mind starting to go to the gutter.

Gaara blushed darker but then sweat dropped when his spider jumped onto his face making it so he couldn't see Lee. "Oh my god you weird spider get off my face.." He muttered and closed his eyes holding his hands out knowing the tarantula would fall in a few seconds.

Lee jumped because of what the spider did then when it fell he left out a breath. "P-Please put him back.." Lee complained pouting a little bit as he looked away from the redhead.

"Oh stop being a baby he is a little sweet heart, he jumps when he wants to move to a place he thinks is warm..which is why he went on your shoulder." Gaara said setting his hand on Lee's chest then awkwardly getting off him. "You should try and hold him he will just sit." He said walking over to put his pet away.

"I can hold him tomorrow morning if you want.." Lee muttered and moved over sitting on Gaara's bed which was way bigger than his own bed at home and softer. "You have a nice bed still.." Lee said leaning back laying down on the bed.

"Yeah it's still to big though.." Gaara replied and then walked over falling back on his bed next to Lee and closed his eyes. "Ok...what do you want to do? We could swim..or watch a movie?" He offered.

The older boy smiled up at the painting on the ceiling that Gaara had done. "Hey big can be good too," Lee said and laughed. Then he looked over at the smaller boy, "It is your choice on what we do.." He told him.

"Let's watch a movie..I just got this new one my dad sent me from out of state..I haven't watched it yet." Gaara said and stood up walking over and turning on the TV then putting the DVD in. After pushing play he walked back over and jumped on the bed, he smirked and picked up a pillow hitting Lee lightly with it.

"Hey," Lee said and smiled gently hitting Gaara back with another pillow but then glanced over at the movie to see it was Romanian and started playing. "Uhh.. why do I have a feeling this is porn?" He asked Gaara and a boy leaned into a door way flirting with another boy and Lee felt so confused at the moment until the two men started making out and backed up into the house. "U-Uh.. what the heck did your dad send you??" Lee asked.

"I don't know!! I should have known this was odd since the title was Dragoste...this is kinda awkward since I speak Romanian.." Gaara said blinking and tilted his head watching the movie. "Um here I'll turn it off I know this kind of stuff freaks out straight people." He said and started moving pillows to try and find the remote.

"I-It is ok.." Lee muttered quietly not really wanting Gaara to hear him and he found his eyes going back to the screen. "Um.. they are being really loving in this right.?" He asked and found himself having to shift awkwardly. 'Oh come on body... I just broke up with Sakura.. relax..' Lee thought to himself.

"What? You want to see how long you can stand watching it till it freaks you out?" Gaara asked and sat down next to him folding his arms. He listened to the couple talk on the screen and nodded. "Te iubesc foarte mult...which is I love you very much. So yeah they are being loving." He said and started to feel a little awkward watching this with Lee.

Lee blushed a little and closed his eyes. "No.. not until I freak out.." He muttered and moved closer to Gaara. A butterfly feeling filled his stomach and he couldn't help himself. "Gaara..." He breathed out, his eyes halfway opened looking at the redhead. It was a strange feeling he felt at the moment and he wanted to make it better.

Gaara was blushing a little watching the movie then turned to look up at Lee. "Nani?" He asked and blinked noticing the older males expression. "You ok?" 'I have never seen that look before..' He thought and sweat dropped when someone moaned on the movie. 'Maybe I should turn it down...this is starting to be awkward.'

Lee leaned into the smaller boy since he looked over at him and kissed him deeply. The older male moved closer to Gaara, moving his lips on the smaller boys easily getting ahead of himself with the kiss right away. 'This feels so good.. my body won't stop..'

Gaara gasped in surprise and he blushed a dark red. 'W-What's h-he doing?' He thought and gripped onto Lee's jacket wrinkling up the fabric. He was so surprised he didn't move for a few moments. 'That came out of nowhere.' His inner self said in a bit of a daze.

Lee pulled back since Gaara was not kissing him back. "I was awake.." He whispered into Gaara's ear, his hand tracing down the redhead's side. 'Damn hormones..' Lee thought to his body irritated he was letting seeing a little bit a little video and the fact he now just wanted to be close to someone since he broke up with Sakura get the best of him.

The redhead stiffened up in surprise and felt his breath catch in his throat. "Y-Your w-were..?" He asked and felt his heart beating even faster; he shivered a little from Lee's hand and blushed darker. 'I d-don't understand..I t-thought he was straight why did he j-just kiss me..? Though it did feel g-good..GAH! Mind shut up shut up!' He thought.

"Yes... Gaara.. I.." Lee couldn't say it he just couldn't. Those words were too far from mind and he understood Gaara was with Riku. "Dragoste, esti prea mari..." The smaller male on the TV muttered out and Lee felt confused. "What did he just say..?" He asked Gaara trying to change the subject feeling awkward now.

Gaara took in a deep breath to calm himself down then glanced at the TV. "H-He said uh....he s-said love your too uh..big.." He said blushing dark and finely let go of Lee's jacket. 'Ok I n-need to calm down it feels like my heart is trying to jump out of my chest.'

"O-Oh.." Lee said and then found himself moving down a little. Gaara's neck just looked too inviting, and without even noticing it his actions were the same as the man on the tape, starting to lick up his bottom's neck and letting out a deep breath, heart pounding fast. 'I am getting hard this is not good.. Lee get a hold of yourself...' Lee thought to himself.

Gaara couldn't help himself and let out a groan then turned red covering his mouth. "L-Lee-kun...w-what are you d-doing?" He stuttered and leaned back. 'D-Damn my sensitive body...I t-think I'm...oh god..' He thought and leaned back on his hands to try and get space between them.

Lee smiled and closed his eyes, "What do you think Gaara-kun..?" His hand started sliding back up those legs and in a little bit, heading for a certain area in particular. Lee really had no clue what he was doing but he was guessing off of what he figured would feel good for himself at the moment.

Gaara swallowed then took a moment to get his voice to work. "N-Not r-really sure, your c-confusing me..d-did you drink something a-at the d-dance?" He asked awkwardly leaning closer to him to sniff to see if he could smell anything strange. 'Lee smells really nice...god damn it mind!'

"Nope.." Lee said and he smiled at Gaara before placing his hand on the clothed crotch finally squeezing it lightly just as the male on the screen moaned loudly.

"B-But y-yo-AHhh!" The redhead soon matched his hair and he quickly scooted back on the bed extremely embarrassed for the noise he just made. "L-Lee s-stop I d-don't really think you w-want to d-do that...y-your s-straight uh.." He glanced at the TV then looked away seeing the couple were now doing foreplay.

Lee wanted to explain everything, tell Gaara his entire story of how Sakura just pressured him into forgetting about his feelings, but he pushed it aside and sat up straight coughing lightly trying to calm himself. "Y-You are right.. I am sorry.." He said looking off to the side and kept shifting a very noticeable bulge in his pants.

Gaara picked up one of the pillows on his bed and awkwardly set it on his lap. 'I'm so confused...why did he do that all of a sudden...m-maybe breaking up with Sakura messed w-with his head..' He thought and glanced at the bathroom door. 'I should wait for Lee to get tired then I will take a cold shower..' He thought still blushing brightly.

Lee moved and sat next to Gaara and blushed a little. "Uh... Gaara..." He uttered and looked away from the red haired boy not able to look him in the eyes while asking the next question. It just would be too damn awkward to do something like that.

"N-Nani?" Gaara asked and started looking around for the remote again seeing the couple on the screen were close to having sex. "W-Where is that bloody remote?" He muttered and sweat dropped seeing it sitting next to Bob. 'Oh shit...that involves getting up..'

"D-Do you mind if I uh..." Lee trailed off not able to ask it. 'Damn it! This is so awkward to ask..' Lee thought to himself then let out a deep breath and rest his back against the headboard of Gaara's bed. After a moment he finally gained up the courage and asked Gaara the questioned he needed to. "Can I uh.. touch myself to g-get rid of a problem..? Y-You would not mind r-right..?" He asked.

Gaara was sure his face was redder then his hair as he slowly nodded. "U-Uh...a-alright.." He said in a small voice and shifted around a little on the bed. He bit his lip a little and glanced at the remote again. 'F-Fuck it.' He thought moving the pillow off his lap and walking over to pick up the remote finely turning the TV down since he knew things would get loud on it. He watched his tarantula run around then smack into the side of its pen.

Lee felt so embarrassed that his hands were trembling but when he glanced to Gaara he could see his own hard on and coughed. "U-Uhh.. why not join me..?" He asked voice stuttering because he really just wanted to get away from the situation, yet it made him a little turned on knowing that the guy he liked would be in the same room while he touched himself.

The redhead tilted his head confused and looked over at him. "J-Join you? I d-don't know what you m-mean by t-that.." He said and jumped a little when Bob jumped into the glass then slide down it. He walked back over to the bed and set the pillow back on his lap again.

"U-Uh.. t-touch yourself too.." Lee muttered and closed his eyes awkwardly moving his hand down and pressing it into his groin suppressing a noise that threatened to come out. "H-Have you never touched yourself before..?" Lee then asked and tried his best not to make the moment too awkward.

Gaara tried hard to keep his eyes off the older male and scooted back on his bed till his back rested on the wall. "U-Uh...n-not really I a-always felt r-really dirty.." He admitted and glanced down at his lap. 'Neh...it really hurts and I can't just sit here...Lee would never tell anyone I guess I c-could...but it would be so fucking awkward!' He thought.

"But.. it hurts to get rid of it any other way.." Lee commented and slowly unzipped his pant pushing his hand inside starting to rub the clothed member. "It is alright.. I will not tell and it is a normal thing to do.." Lee said softly to Gaara yet in his mind he could not stop picturing the redhead naked and making those noises. The noises are what were getting him, the male on the tape sounded so much like Gaara and that one loud moan.. Lee shivered and had to hold down another moan while masturbating.

Gaara took in a deep breath then finely nodded and moved his hand down to his pants. He hesitantly un zipped them then did the same thing as Lee sliding his hand down his pants and into his boxers. He lifted his other hand up to cover his mouth and shut his eyes tightly as he wrapped his fingers around himself. 'Oh my god...I am really gonna do it.. this is soo awkward!!' He thought and slowly started to rub his hard length. "Mmm!'

Lee groaned lightly in his throat hearing Gaara. "Y-You can relax... I d-do not mind h-hearing nh.. you.." The older male moved his hand into his boxers as well and took a hold of his hard erection starting to rub it from base to tip, yet his mind tried not to think it was him doing it, instead it changed his hands to Gaara's and he felt so awkward. 'N-No mind.. do not think like that..' He thought.

The younger male breathing hitched and he lowered his hand so he could talk. "B-But it's s-so embarrassing..ahhh." He said before a moan slipped out of him and he covered his mouth again. His hand moved a little faster trying to relive the pain he had been feeling. 'S-Stupid dad buying f-freaking porn..' He thought glancing at the TV and blushing darker then he already was.

"I-I know.." Lee muttered out and groaned again moving into his hand a little. 'God this is sooo awkward... w-why does he have to be dating Riku.. I want him to be doing this sooo badly..' His mind said making Lee turn dark red. The movements he was doing with his hand became a little quicker and he shifted his side brushing Gaara's making him tense and scoot away a little. "S-Sorry.."

Gaara turned red and shook his head. "I-It's o-ok I-I'm not gonna g-get ahh..m-mad if you b-bump into me.." He said breathlessly and moved his hand faster along his member, he started to rub his thumb into his slit trying to get himself to release faster, his head tilting back from the pleasure. "N-Neeeh.."

"A-Ahh..." Lee finally let out a low moan un able to help himself and he pulled his member out of his boxers and pants finding it uncomfortable to continue with things so tight in there. Lee began rubbing the head of his member with his palm and tried to keep his breathing normal. His eyes shut tighter and he caught himself as he was about to moan out Gaara's name since he was enjoying his little fantasy.

Gaara turned a dark red again looking at Lee then quickly looked away. 'He i-is b-bigger then Riku...oh god I did n-not just think that!' He thought biting his lip to keep himself from moaning as he started rubbing himself again. The redhead was extremely shy about his body so he kept his member in his pants putting up with how uncomfortable it was.

Lee's body kept threatening him, so close to moaning out Gaara's name but he had to resist. His grip grew tighter on the hard member and thrust his hand on it quickly, almost as if he were thrusting into his hand pretending it was Gaara. The older boy was yes awkward as hell, but he just wanted his hand to be Gaara so badly. "G-G... ahh..ngh.."

The redhead had shut his eyes tightly to keep himself from staring at Lee and couldn't help but arch his back as he rubbed his member harder; he gasped a little feeling precome leaking out of him and tried not to squirm to much on the bed. 'AHh t-this f-feels really g-good...but it would f-feel even better if it was Le-NO! Bad mind stop it! Oh I know I am gonna have dreams of this now..' He thought a moan slipping out of him.

A jolt of pleasure rushed up Lee's member causing him to jerk a little away from his hand hearing the redhead moan. 'That sounds so hot.. damn it.." Lee scooted closer to Gaara not caring that their sides were touching anymore. Thrilled in fact by the small warmth next to him and he rubbed his own member faster, feelings small beads of precome coming down the sides of his tip.

Gaara bit hard on his lip again to keep another moan from slipping out and tried to move his hand faster. 'L-Lee is so warm...and his scent is driving me insane..if only he wasn't straight..' He thought and rubbed his thumb into his slit again causing his hips to jerk a little. "N-Neeh!"

Lee was thinking something oh so similar to Gaara's thoughts, 'If only he was not dating Riku..' Both wanted each other but had no clue of it. Yet they sat so close to each other breathing erratic, hand's moving on their own members, fantasizing yet doing nothing about it. "G-Ga.." Lee was becoming so deadly close to crying out the redhead's name it was almost killing him.

After a few long minutes Gaara felt he was starting to throb and let out a small whimper. "A-Ahh.." He set his hand down on the blankets and gripped it tightly needing something to hold onto as he moved his hand even faster. 'S-So c-close..'

Lee was throbbing as well and quickly rethought his idea he had in mind. "A-a-ahhh! U-Um.. G-G-Gaara.. a-am I allowed to c-come on your b-bed..?" He questioned unsure if the redhead would be ok with it but when he glanced over at him he turned red and looked away as fast as he could. 'Damn it.. he is soo hot..'

Gaara gave a shaky nod knowing if he opened his mouth he would moan out loud again, he had to bite his lip to the point he was breaking the skin to keep all his moans down. He dug his nails into his blankets feeling he was throbbing harder. 'I d-don't think I c-can keep myself q-quiet w-when I come..' He thought his face flushing even darker than it already was.

Lee saw the nod and let out a loud moan unable to help himself and he arched his back, Gaara's name barely strangled out of his throat and he came, a few ribbons of his seeds going up and coming down landing on his hand and a bit on Gaara's sheets causing him to turn bright red. "S-Sorry.." He said and then realized that he had moaned out Gaara's moan under his breath.

After seeing the older male release he couldn't hold in anymore and he cried out as he finely came inside his boxers and on his hand. He let his head drop down and blushed a dark scarlet. 'D-Did I r-really just c-c-cry out like that in front of L-Lee??' He yelled in his head and closed his eyes again not wanting to see Lee's reaction in case it was bad.

Lee turned bright red again and sat up straight trying to blank out the noise Gaara just made and he leaned over grabbing a few tissues for himself and Gaara. Lee awkwardly sat some on Gaara's thigh then started cleaning the sheets and his hand.

Gaara kept his head down and slide his hand out of his boxers and pants, he picked up the tissues and started to clean off his hand. He picked up the remote again blinking when he noticed the couple on the movie was snuggling and pushed paused. "I-I'm g-gonna g-go change r-really fast.." He stuttered and got off the bed walking over to his dresser and getting out a t-shirt and a new pair of boxers; he sweat dropped when he pulled out shorts and shook his head finding night pants. He slipped into the bathroom and shut the door getting changed.

Lee blushed and when he was done cleaning himself off he tossed the tissues into the garbage and slid off the bed. Lee slipped his nice jacket off and set it to the side and unbuttoned his shirt and took it off as well. The older male looked at the T.V. and frowned a little bit thinking that he wanted to be able to snuggle with Gaara again. The male then got into the bed and laid down relaxing on it and closing his eyes, thinking about all the times he had slept in Gaara's bed as a kid.

Gaara walked back into the room once he was done changing and turned off the TV, he then walked over to his tarantula and took him out. "Alright good night you crazy spider.." He said and sighed when Bob jumped on his face again. "God damn it stop doing that!" He said then pulled him off his face putting him back in his pen. He walked over to the bed and blushed as he carefully climbed over Lee then laid down pulling the blankets up to his nose. "Um...Lee.."

"What is it Gaara-kun..?" The other man asked his eyes still closed as he tried hard not to think about what had just occurred, not wanting to wake up out of a wet dream in the middle of the night.

Gaara stared at the back of Lee's head for a moment then bit his lip. "Uh...I'm going to the park after school to paint...do you want to come along...I would um...really like to paint you.." He said blushing deeply.

"Of course.." Lee said and found himself scooting closer to Gaara. He slipped under the blanket and smile cuddling right up next to Gaara as two girls would do when they spend the night. "Is this ok...?" He asked enjoying the warmth of Gaara's body.

The redhead blushed deeply and gave a shy nod, he let his eyes fall closed and relaxed a little. "Uh...if you are so close I might end up um...accidentally snuggle up to you...you sure you want to lay this close?" He asked playfully blowing on Lee's hair to mess it up more.

"Of course I am ok like this.. we laid together as kids.." Lee told Gaara and he relaxed laughing lightly before starting to fall asleep holding the redhead so close to him. His heart was beating quickly enjoying the redhead close but his mind kept bugging him about what had happened as he tried to fall asleep.

Gaara blushed darker and shyly scooted closer. "Uh...goodnight...Lee-kun.." He said softly smiling and started to slowly dose off. He closed his rimmed eyes and felt the warmth Lee was giving off was putting him to sleep.