Begin Anew

Sango: i TRULY apologize for not updating sooner. i've been very...yea, ive been lazy. and CHIBI Sango hasnt been helping at all! i need a new muse....



but.... uh...



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“I’m sorry.” Neji said honestly. He didn’t regret saying the things he’d said, but he hated how they made Sasuke react. Sasuke was never like this and he hated being the one to make him cry.



“Go to hell.” Sasuke said, refusing to acknowledge Neji’s apology. He’d make him sorry alright. If only the bastard would let him go. And the pompous asshole had the audacity to laugh at him. Sasuke’s glare hardened.



“So long as you’ll go with me.” Neji said and there was a twinkle of mirth in his eyes. Sasuke’s eyes narrowed further. If they narrowed any more, he’d be squinting. This asshole had the gall to flirt with him while he was so furious.



“Let go of me Hyuuga.” He seethed.



“I could, Uchiha,” He mocked, “But you’re just too hot like this. I’ll go so far as to say it’s adorable. The way your skin flushes and your eyes have so much fire in them. Gods, you don’t know how fuckable you are, Sasuke.” He said, tracing the baby soft skin of the Uchiha’s flushed cheek. “Naruto doesn’t deserve something as gorgeous as you. Don’t go to him.”



And the Hyuuga’s tone changed, his voice holding a silent plea that they both chose to ignore for the other words the Hyuuga said, the ones that praised the raven’s beauty. It made his skin flush darker, but for another reason entirely, shock and flattery replacing contempt.



“I don’t know what happened between you two, and I don’t care, but you are never going to pull that little stunt again.” Neji’s voice hardened and he sounded like a possessive dom, his voice hard and controlled, at the same time silky and dangerous. Sasuke tried his hardest to keep his eyes open, to stop them from fluttering in pleasure.



“I will be the only one to touch you like that. You will never be this way for anyone else.” Neji ended his little possessive speech by closing his mouth over the Uchiha’s.



But Sasuke resisted.



He turned his face away, denying the Hyuuga. He wasn’t going to be controlled by that voice, no matter how hot the Hyuuga was. He was Sasuke Uchiha damn it! He wouldn’t take the Hyuuga’s shit no matter how fast his heart raced, or how weak his knees felt even though he was sitting down.



“You bastard! Let me go.” Sasuke said, renewing his thrashing. Neji growled releasing Sasuke’s chin to fist his hand in raven locks. He pulled Sasuke’s head back and it was like another person took over Sasuke. Again. And again, it made him wonder about bipolar disorders…or maybe it was more serious…schizophrenia?



But we’re digressing. Sasuke mewled, his eyes flashing with lust as Neji pulled his hair. It was as though that action was a trigger to his inner slut.



‘God damn him.’ he thought angrily, but the anger was being stomped by his lust. He hated being this weak.



He was still mad damn it!



“Let go.” He said through gritted teeth, biting his lip to hold back a moan as Neji’s grip tightened. To his surprise Neji did. He let go completely of the Uchiha and moved back to sit fully in the driver’s seat.



“I’ll take you home now.” Neji said emotionlessly.



He was starting to hate these enormous mood swings the Uchiha seemed to have. He put the car in gear, driving out of the emergency shoulder of the road. Sasuke tried to reign himself in, telling him that he wasn’t at all disappointed that the Hyuuga had done exactly as he’d asked of him. He kept staring out the window, refusing to acknowledge the brunette and he was confused by the overwhelming feeling of sadness as they continued to drive ever farther from the country side and its peaceful beauty. It was an oppressive silence in the car, but being the king of Denial, Sasuke refused to acknowledge it—to acknowledge Neji. It was the longest ride of his life.



Once they got to the restaurant where Sasuke’s car was parked, the raven immediately got out of Neji’s car, pissed off at the world in general for his inner turmoil. He glared at a hapless valet, the young kid looking like he would pee himself, almost growling his name as he ‘asked’ for his car. Neji sat in his car, studying the raven as he fumed. Gods, the Uchiha was so fucking hot when he showed so much emotion like this. But he did feel bad for causing so much confusion in the raven; could see the jerky movements as he paced impatiently and the furrowed eyebrows trying to look intimidating, but instead looking lost.



Neji sighed.



He got out of the car and walked to the raven. Sasuke turned his back to him, presenting Neji with a great view of his tight butt. And, could you blame him, he let his eyes roam and he licked his lips appreciatively. He hummed in approval and saw Sasuke’s back tense and straighten and he knew he should have kept his mouth shut. Sasuke turned back to him, outrage marring his features. Neji immediately schooled his features and looked Sasuke in the eye.



“I’m sorry.” He’s apologized more today than he had the entire year.



Sasuke didn’t deem him worthy of a response as he tried to glare Neji into submission as he had done the valet—it wasn’t working.



The gall of that bastard, checking him out like he was some...some woman.



His eyes widened. Oh gods. He was acting like a woman. Goddamn that stupid brunette for turning him into this confused angry mess! He no longer felt himself centered and in control. He was all over the place and it felt like he would break if he came into contact with a sharp object, in this case, Neji’s tongue. He tried to reign in his anger, knowing that the Hyuuga was messing with him. That fucking asshole. After all the shit he’d gone through today with Pein showing up and becoming a fucking needy bitch—again!—and with Naruto there, like he didn’t mind sharing the Hyuuga. Hell to the no! Neji was his and he wouldn’t share the brunette with anyone. That was just...just his hormones getting out of hand. Yeah, that’s it.



But he couldn’t explain this irrational sadness and fear and overall confusion that swamped him now. It was like he was trying to figure out the combination to Pandora’s Box. He didn’t like the implications of everything that had been going on. How he turned into a needy bitch the second Neji’s voice became the slightest bit commanding. How he would all but turn into a slut when Neji pulled his hair. It just wasn’t fair. And to top it all off, the Hyuuga had told him to go to Naruto if he just wanted to get laid.



But then...then he’d said that Naruto didn’t deserve him; had called him gorgeous, fuckable. That last part was too vulgar for the proper Hyuuga to use, but the dirty words turned him on even more. So why the hell was he contemplating anything at all. He wanted to fuck the Hyuuga. So why not do it?



‘I don’t do casual sex.’



Neji’s voice danced around in his head and he knew he was lucky to be the center of the brunette’s attention. Neji was all but celibate and he was like a sex god incarnate. Everyone wanted to be in the Hyuuga’s bed. It felt almost like a privilege to be wanted by Neji. So then why did the Hyuuga say such hurtful things? He’d made Sasuke cry today. Sasuke had never cried outside of his nightmares. And this onslaught of emotions was too much for him. His brain all but overloaded and he felt his vision darken. His vision became hazy and he saw the Hyuuga move towards him, but he couldn’t move. The last thing he felt was his knees giving out before everything turned black.



Gods, Neji loved getting a rise out Sasuke. The raven barely had any facial expressions other than the disinterested look. It was much like himself, except that Neji knew how to smile and did it on many occasions, and Neji socialized, sometimes against his will, but he went with it. But Sasuke....gods Sasuke looked so hot, gorgeous, fuckable with his eyes blazing and his cheeks flushed. Sure, it was in anger, but the color was so pretty and it suited his gorgeous face. Not many things made Sasuke blush, and he felt guilty (kinda) for making Sasuke mad in order to see that face—so full of emotion, it didn’t matter which—just to appease his own personal obsession, to have the raven look at him. Of course, that face in the throes of passion was just so much better...but could you blame him for being ensnared by the Uchiha showing any hint of emotion?



Neji stared intently at Sasuke as he blinked onyx orbs, all the fire leaving his obsidian eyes, his cheeks losing their color, not even a hint of that wonderful blush that turned Neji on so much. His body went lax, his shoulders losing all their tenseness and he swayed slightly.



What the hell? Where had his Sasuke gone? Neji searched Sasuke’s face and the raven’s hollow eyes worried him.



“Sasuke?” Neji asked and his body reacted as the raven’s knees gave out, passing out. Neji reached him in time to catch him before his head hit the concrete.



What the hell?!



Since when does Sasuke Uchiha faint?!



He sighed and took the raven into his arms, no longer wanting to keep up with Sasuke’s eccentricities, cradling him until he reached the car and carefully depositing him on the passenger seat. He then went to the valet and requested that the car be parked again, that he would be by to pick it up at a later time. With that, he got back in his own car, putting it in gear and driving to the Uchiha’s house. He rummaged through the raven’s pockets for the house keys, trying his hardest not to grope the man while he was sleeping. Ah, but temptation was too great, and he ended up caressing the pale stomach that jumped at the lightest touch, though the raven remained unconscious.



Once inside, Neji had to navigate his way through the enormous house to reach the raven’s room on the second floor. It wasn’t that difficult—there was barely anything in the way. And Sasuke’s room was just like it was the last time he’d been there, sparse and gloomy. The raven needed an interior designer pronto. He lay the Uchiha on the huge Mahogany king sized bed gently, treating the raven like a delicate princess. The Uchiha sure as hell had been acting delicate, and Neji felt responsible for some of it...okay, all of it. In one day he’d seen the Uchiha go from the cold Ice-Prince to someone who could be so passionate. Someone who could feel and show those emotions with such intensity that it was breathtaking. Someone who turned him on with just one look of his fiery onyx eyes, like black fire, or a black hole that sucked him in and wouldn’t let him go. Gods, how he wanted Sasuke. But he wouldn’t touch the raven until the raven made up his mind. He needed to know what the Uchiha wanted. He’d said that he wanted to stay with Neji. Did that mean for the day, or in a relationship?



Damn it, he wouldn’t be getting any answers until the raven awoke! But how long will that be? Did he have to sleep over? He didn’t think he could keep his hands off the raven if that was the case. His hands fisted in his hair as his libido came to punch him in the head as he saw the way Sasuke shifted in the bed, back arching as a low moan escaped his lips. Oh gods, what was he going to do? His pants were becoming uncomfortably tight with the view the raven presented him. Hair spilled like a black halo around his navy blue pillow covers, his pale skin more prominent in the navy blue comforter. The guy needed to add more color to his room. But Neji’s brain wouldn’t allow him to try to distract himself from the sight before him. Sasuke’s shirt rode up, revealing the creamiest, flattest navel and belly he had ever seen. Not a single blemish or scar marred his pale flesh.



Neji forcefully turned himself away from the enticing picture the Uchiha painted and closed the door, a barely audible click compared to the tension of his hand on the door knob.









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