Time for a change ...

Yay it is finally done ... hope you didn't wait to long for it. I know today is Halloween but this chapter isnt scary ... sorry
but it does mark the beginning of what to come.

I had some problems writing this chapter, mainly cous i wrote a paragraph and then left it to some more uni work and then went back and wrote another paragraph, at the beginning it seemed a wee bit chopped up. Man uni in last year is like hell, stupid group work and essays that are due in. been trying for a week now ti figure out what i want to do for my dissertation next year since we have to hand in a proposal for it in the next 2 weeks. How do you write 10 000 words about something academic?

Well i think i managed to figure something out and be able to go to Hong Kong to gather research =>

Oh and my other resent addiction seem to be watching House M.D ... that show is awesome. since i dont live in america i was forced to buy the did for some qualitative videos. but worth it ... although i think i'm imitating House ... my wisdom tooth decided to give me a nightmare on monday til now so been popping painkillers 4 times a day for 5 days, my friend says i only lack the cain now ... hehe

anyways since i had some slight problem with this chapter to convey some of the stuff i wanted i had some help from my beta and she did an excellent job of making it all flow by adding things here and some paragraph there, so this chapter is somewhat co written by her and me => (my beta is the best .. gives here a chocolate cake)

i want to also want to thank

Sneakyfox: yeah i know ... i am trying to make him sort of fit into the whole relationship between the boys and orochmaru and kabuto but at the same time not. i du nno if that explains anything but.

zanax: hope this is to ur liking =>

Kirai: well we'll see what things hold in store for the future hehe

hisoka kurosaki: yeah it probably should have but they both arent to good with emotions so thing dont always go the way things are planned.

thank you guys so much ... i live off comments *takes out another chocolate cake and hands everyone a piece.*

okey i think i have babbled on enough now ... please enjoy the chapter and dont forget to comment.

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chapter 15


Sasuke followed the blond down the dark hallway, in front of them, Gaara and Shikamaru walked with their pinkies entwined. From an outsider’s point of view it was a very cute scene, even the mighty Uchiha had to admit it was cute to see those two try and express their feelings so awkwardly to one another. Not because they were shy but because they just didn’t know any better.
His eyes wandered to the blond who walked next to him, the same awkwardness could be said about Naruto. A gentle smile spread across Sasuke’s face the memories of how the blond lay underneath him displaying all his emotions so honestly, the way his face flustered with a rich red colour. The way the blond would whisper his name whilst he kissed the sun kissed skin, those blue eyes would look at him filled with pleasure and the blond would try and hide his beautiful expression behind the palm of his hands. Sasuke mentally sighed as he felt his erection begin to swell in his pants, however, this was not a moment to develop a tent in his jeans.

“Um … we’re here,” the blond stopped in front of a white metal door.

“See you tomorrow Naruto.” Shikamaru said not stopping. Gaara too, only waved to the blond and raven before walking further down the hall. Sasuke looked after them as the two disappeared in the dark.

“Their room is just down the hall.” Naruto said as he watched Sasuke stare after them.

“Hn…” the raven turned back to the blond who was placing his hand on what looked like a small screen which, in turn, lit up. Once the process was done, which only took a couple of second, the white metal door opened revealing a rather large room.

The raven followed the other boy, as he stepped inside the room. It was about the size of a mansion if not a little bigger. On the left side in right corner stood a double bed with a small night-stand next to it. Just above the bed was a light and on the other wall was a panel. In the left corner there were wall to wall bookshelves and a desk. On the right side there was a big TV screen hanging on the wall underneath it was a dresser and next to that was the door to what Sasuke assumed was the bathroom.

The raven glanced over the room again finding that it was very different from Naruto’s other room. The blond’s room at the temple was only a fraction of the size but it held so much more of the his personality. This room had nothing, no pictures or even a spec of dust.

“Um make yourself at home,” Naruto said as he inspected the room with his hands, as much as he did with his eyes. Sasuke watched as the blond let his fingers glide over the surface of the desk before moving over to the bookshelf taking out a book before placing it back.

“It is different from your other room,” the raven decided to break the silence. Naruto turned and looked at Sasuke who still had not moved from where he was standing.

“Yeah” Naruto smiled at the thought of his room, he understood missing something. He never missed this place. “This place … is not part of the outside world … nothing gets in nor out.” Sasuke did not answer.

“Well, it’s getting late we should sleep.” Naruto added, his chest really hurt and he was not sure why it still did, only logic he could think of was a good night’s rest to get rid of the pain, it usually worked for the pain his wounds would cause.

Sasuke nodded in agreement, he was tired from the nights events, he followed the blond in the bathroom who gave him a towel and instructed him on how to use shower if he needed to. The raven did as he was told and took a quick shower and cleaned up for the night before giving the bathroom to the blond. Sasuke climbed into the bed and crawled underneath the duvet, he had borrowed a pair of Naruto’s boxers. He listened as the water in the shower stopped running leaving the room quiet.

After another 5 minutes of silence, Sasuke heard the bathroom door open and he watched as a half naked blond entered the room. The raven couldn’t help but stare, the only light in the room was coming from the night light above his head only slightly aluminising the blond. However, the outline of that perfect body was only enhanced by the shadows as they gently lay across the blond’s sun kissed skin. Sasuke lifted the duvet signaling to the Naruto to come and lie next to him.

Naruto dried his hair one last time and dropped the towel on the floor before climbing into the bed next to Sasuke. The raven watched as the blond lay down away from him, Sasuke frowned at the motion. It had been an exhausting day for all of them and all he wanted was to curl up with the blond and hold him through the night.

“Naruto …”

“Hmm …” The blond responded with his eyes closed pretending to sleep, all he too wanted was to have Sasuke hold him and kiss him goodnight. The more he thought about it the more he found resemblance to a scene he had read in a romantic novel. The girl had crawled in to the bed where her lover lay and she had planted a few butterfly kissed on his lips before settling in his arms as he gently stroked her back up and down.

“Are you mad at me?” The raven asked. He was not really sure what to ask. He had run some scenarios through his mind but none seem to fit, he was getting slightly annoyed and found himself seeking the blond’s forgiveness even if he did not know what he had done.

“No I don’t feel angry,” the blond opened his eyes and turned his head so he could look at the raven next to him.

“Then why are you not lying here next to me?” Sasuke patted the space next to him.

“I don’t know … I don’t know what I feel, it hurts. Would you want me to sleep next to you even with the monster here?” Naruto turned to his side and pointed towards the middle of his chest. Sasuke’s eyes widened before they softened. The blond had been afraid Sasuke would not like him anywhere near him because of what Orochimaru had done to him, to them.

“Naruto, come here,” Sasuke gestured with his hand. The blond did what he was told and moved closer to Sasuke. Blue eyes stared into black.

“What ever is inside you is not you, it might be a part of you now but Naruto is Naruto and I still … like you.” Sasuke was not sure whether or not to say ‘love’, the feelings he had for the blond were definitely deeper than ‘like’ but he was unsure if he could say ‘love’ just yet. He was an Uchiha after all and some things were just hard to do.

“I like you too, I like it when you kiss me and touch me.” Those words made the romantic half of Sasuke respond. Naruto had a slight blush on his face but it was hard to tell with the dim light.

“I like to kiss and touch you too…” Sasuke leaned in, cupping the other’s cheek gently and softly kissed the blond on his lips. “Does it still hurt here?” Sasuke placed his hand over the heart on Naruto’s chest, he had guessed that’s where it had hurt.

“No, it’s fine now.” Naruto looked a little confused, “why did it stop?” The pain was somewhat like a wound when you hurt yourself physically yet at the same time it was completely different.

“This pain…” Sasuke squeezed the area gently with his hand “….is an emotional pain. When someone you care for a lot shuns you or you believe you have done something wrong to hurt the other this pain will appear.”

“Can emotions feel pain? If it is in pain why do I feel it?” Sasuke snickered a little before he spoke again.

“Emotions are a part of you, they are called emotions because you feel them. It isn’t the emotions that are in pain … it’s you”

“Oh, I see. How do one avoid it?” The blond asked as he looked so innocently into Sasuke’s black pools.

“You can’t, it isn’t like physical pain. Emotions and emotional pain are what makes you who you are, shape you. It is what teaches you about life …” Sasuke took a deep breath “But I promise, not all emotions hurt and I’ll try my best to make sure it never hurts again.” Sasuke kissed the blond gently but passionately. Naruto placed his arms around the Sasuke’s neck and leaned in to the kiss. He really liked the way the raven tasted.

The raven moved so that he was on top of the blond, pressing his half hard member against Naruto’s earning a moan from the blond. Sasuke gently caressed Naruto’s side with his fingertips. His skin was soft and smooth.

The pale boy was the first to break the kiss in order to breath, but it was a little harder to breath than usual because the vision lying under him was breathtaking. Naruto’s blond hair was messy and sprawled out on the pillow, his sapphire eyes where twinkling in the dim light like they were stars, his lips where swollen from the hungry kisses they had shared and his whole face was gently smiling towards him. But what was more precious, was the innocent love that seemed to radiate off of the blond, a love that was only meant for him and him alone. If he wasn’t an Uchiha, he would’ve cried.

“God…. you are so beautiful Naruto,” Sasuke whispered before claiming the blond’s lips again. Naruto moaned into the kiss. Slowly, the kisses became more heated and passionate. Sasuke let his hand glide from Naruto’s side to the edge of the boxers the smaller male was wearing and began pulling them down. The blond lifted his hips to help Sasuke and within seconds the offensive fabric was tossed to the floor. Once that was done, Sasuke began to placing searing kisses along the blond’s jaw and down his neck, taking his time as he made his slow, sensual journey towards the nipple.

“Aaah!” Naruto moaned as he felt Sasuke’s tongue gently flick over his right nipple. Sasuke smirked and bit the it. Before trailing kisses further down, he gave the nub a firm suck. Gradually, he continued down the blond’s stomach, reaching Naruto’s painfully hard member which was trickling with pre cum.

Sasuke took the shaft in his hand and licked the liquid off with the tip of his tongue. Naruto moaned and shuddered as he felt the warm breath and the wet heated muscle on him. He spread his legs a little wider giving Sasuke more room to play.

“Aaaahhh……. Sasuke….” Naruto pushed his head back into the pillow and arched his back almost chocking the raven in the process. At that moment Sasuke had taken it upon himself to place the erection in his mouth without so much as a warning. Naruto let his hands gently grab Sasuke’s tresses and bucked softly, following the movement as the raven began sucking him off.

When Sasuke’s mouth left his now painfully hard member, the blond let out a whimper and tried to move his hip upward to regain the heavenly experience. Sasuke snickered.

“Why did you stop?” He asked with a wanton expression.

“Because I’m going to get the lotion I saw in the bathroom.” Sasuke gave Naruto a quick and forceful kiss, before jumping off the bed and disappearing into the bathroom, only to come out a second later with the lotion in hand.

“Ne, Sasuke….” the blond began as he watched the raven climb back into bed, tossing the lotion next to them.

“Hmmm?”

“Could you … you know … take it off as well?” Naruto finally asked, beet red. Sasuke had to smile, it was the first time Naruto had asked for him to take of a piece of clothing while being intimate. He nodded and removed the boxers and tossed next to Naruto’s on the floor.

“There … now relax.” Sasuke opened the top of the lotion and squeezed some on his fingers before tossing it to the side again “Just like before…” Again the raven found himself eye to ….shaft, with Naruto’s hard member. He placed one finger at the blond quivering, entrance and circled the soft pink flesh before gently pushing the finger inside, earning a trembling moan from Naruto. Sasuke took the blond’s tip in his mouth again as he slid a second finger inside and began stretching him.

“Aaahhh! Sasuke! … so good….” Naruto moaned as he felt the raven’s mouth on his head and fingers moving in and out his pulsating passage. The noises the blond made were going straight to Sasuke groin and it was making it very hard for him to control the urge to fuck the blond mercilessly into the mattress. With that in mind, he pushed another finger into the blond .

“Sasuke … ah … please … use your …” Naruto panted, his face was flushed and pink but his eyes were filled with needy lust, he had had enough of the fingers and wanted Sasuke fill him up.

“Use my what Naruto?” Sasuke paused and look up at the flustered blond.

“Use your … like you did last time …” Naruto’s insides were melting, he had never been this hot before and his heart was beating faster than normal. He was not sure what to do, he just knew it had to be the raven to do it. “Please do something … I’m so hot … it feels like my heart is going to explode.” Sasuke smiled and pulled out his fingers before reaching for the lotion again. He coated himself and tossed the bottle on the floor.

Sasuke positioned his member just at the pink rosebud before gently pressing himself inside. It was painfully hard not to ram himself fully into the blond, he was still so tight and warm it was almost hard to believe he had taken his virginity before.

“Sasuke …” Naruto moaned as he felt slowly Sasuke slide inside. The feeling of being filled by the raven was so good.

“So tight Naruto … Fuck!” Sasuke clenched his eyes closed and gritted his teeth. He could feel how the blond’s walls were squeezing down and caressing him. He waited a minute until he saw the other relax a little more, before he started to move.
The way Naruto held him inside was bliss. The smaller boy must have felt the same way by the look of complete rapture covering his angelic face. Slow at first Sasuke pressed his hips into the other only to glide back and repeat. Neither seemed to want the moment to end. However, the boiling need inside each was too great a temptation, causing the pace to increase. Soon the thick member filling the blond’s insides, was pummeling deeper and harder. Continuously, the raven connected their bodies in that oh so intimate way.
It did not take long before both felt the orgasm creep up on them. Sasuke could never hold himself long around Naruto. The boy was just too beautiful, sexy and hot for his own good.

“Ah … Sasuke … so good!”

“So damn good Naruto … ugh….so close” Sasuke began pumping Naruto’s erection, he wanted the blond to come with him.

“AAHHH SASUKE!!!” Naruto erupted his seed on to their stomachs and all over Sasuke’s hand. The raven followed only seconds later spilling his seed inside the blond.

“Hmmm Naruto….” Sasuke collapsed on to the blond, Naruto‘s passage involuntarily gripping and releasing the softening shaft still inside; each time causing both to moan or grunt.
For half a minute or so they both lay panting for air before Sasuke pulled out his deflated member and rolled off the blond to lay next to him. Naruto hissed a little as he felt the liquid slide out from his bruised hole. The raven grabbed one of the boxers off the floor and began to clean them up to avoid being too sticky in the morning. He tossed it back on to the floor, pulled the blond closer and settle in to sleep.

The next couple of days were quiet and filled with routines. Naruto, Gaara and Shikamaru completed their test and training whilst Sasuke watched in fascination. Orochimaru and Kabuto also seemed more tolerant to having Sasuke around. The raven had gotten some small task to handle and had even been allowed to look at the different threats of war coming from the mist country. It would be wrong to say that Sasuke enjoyed himself, the new found knowledge that his boyfriend was a product of human enhancement and the possibility of war was not something he was happy about, but at least he was not bored and he was able to spend time with his lover at the same time getting insight into his life and how it worked. However, the small time of happiness and calm did not last long.

“You know little brother you have caused quite the uproar, mum has been pacing around the house and your fiancé has been making herself at home in our house,” Itachi shrugged. “and father … well is being father. But seeing the pretty blond earlier I have a feeling that our little dysfunctional family is going to enter a whole new era of uproar and our fathers stoic face will actually move.” Itatchi smirked as he saw his little brother narrow his eyes, not that that was anything new, but for the first time he saw emotions in his little brother’s eyes. Something very rare in an Uchiha but something they sorely needed. He was happy for Sasuke.

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