Sweet Thing

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto I wish I did though.


I stood staring down the road, a breeze played with my hair as I continued to stare down the road. The cold seeped in through my clothes making me shiver. I rubbed my arms and walked slowly back to the house. I went straight to my room and headed for the shower. I undressed slowly turning the event over and over in my head. I couldn't make any sense of it. Itachi kissed me then left me. He said he was sorry. I don't understand what he would have to be sorry about unless he's playing with me then I couldn't do that. I'm not going to be yanked around for someone to figure out if they want me or not. I turned on the shower and got in not caring that it was freezing at first. I needed to feel something. I felt cold and numb inside.

The water warmed up, I tilted my head back reveling in the calming affect that the water had on me.

I turned around and leaned my head against the cool tile of the shower. Dark eyes haunted my vision. There was no way to get rid of them. The shower worked out all the kinks and tension that resided in my body. When I got out I felt more like myself. I went to my room, slipped into a pair of black boxer, turned off the light, and slipped under the warm covers of my bed.

One thing was for sure though, the kiss was amazing. I know Itachi felt it too. I'm going to have to think of a way to get his attention without him running away from me like did today or should I say drive away. He can really gun it when he wants to.

My cell beeped as my eyes started to close. I got a text from Itachi saying he would still pick me up in the morning. I smiled a little when I saw the text at least he's still going to be picking me up. I don't know what I would have told Sasori if I called for him to take me to school. He probably would have done it, but with a threat on my life if I ever disturbed his sleeping again. My parents still wouldn't let me have my car back. Not until I get a passing grade in my class. It's almost there, but not quite yet. I texted back saying that it sounded good. I didn't know what else to put. There was no way I was going to ask about what happened. I don't want to have that conversation through text messaging. I fell asleep with a lighter heart. My mind was still racing around in circles, never relenting about the kiss. I think I watched the kiss happen a million times in my dreams playing over and over again. I got up panting when my alarm went off. I got dressed unsteadily. Pounding was all my heart was doing as I did my hair. It was still a little damp from my shower the night before. As soon as I changed my door bell rang. My heart doubled its pounding it felt like I was running a race. I put a hand to my forehead to get my bearings. Butterflies flooded my stomach as I walked to the door.

I grabbed my bag as I made my way to the door. I put my hand on the handle and took a deep breath. "Hey how's it going?" I said as I opened the door. Itachi's face remained the same as our eyes met. It was like the events of last night never happened as he silently walked to his car.

I didn't even get acknowledged. I followed feeling rejected. I slouched in my seat when he started driving to school. My eyes wondered over to Itachi every so often, our eyes never met. My stomach knotted up. Opting for a change of scenery I elected staring out the window. It wasn't much better. When I looked at Itachi I felt calm, now I feel empty.

"Itachi about last night," I said turning away from the window to look at him. His hands gripped the wheel tighter.

"What about it?" he asked. His voice dripped with ice, I involuntarily shivered.

"You kissed me," I stated. I'm not going to let him get off that easy.

Itachi's eyes found mine for a moment before going back to the road. "I had to make sure of something."

"Which was?" How you feel about me? I kept my thoughts to myself though. I didn't have the guts to ask what I wanted to.

"Nothing you need to know."

I clenched my fists trying to calm my breathing. "That's about a bunch of bullshit. You kissed me then you run off saying you're sorry. I have to know what's going on." This is not going anything like I planned.

"What do you want me to say?" Itachi pulled in to the senior parking lot. He turned toward me when he parked.

"I don't care what you say as long as you tell what the hell is going on," I seethed.

"I can't give you an answer right now. I'm still trying to figure it out," Itachi whispered. His eyes never left mine, but I couldn't take it anymore, I took off leaving him behind not wanting to be around him at the moment. I rushed to my locker and leaned against it, breathing deeply. The cold made me alert. I became hyper aware when I felt someone's body heat behind. I would know that body from any where. I pictured being underneath it a million times.

"Deidara," Itachi's said. I didn't turn around like my body wanted me to. I will not give him the satisfaction. "I just wanted to tell you I can't tutor you tonight, I have to be with my family tonight, but I can give you a ride." I clenched my jaw, nodded my head and walked off to my first class. I wish I had my car back so I could just leave and go where ever I wanted.

This is so stupid! Why can't it ever be easy? People passed by without me ever seeing them. My thoughts focused only on Itahci. All my first few classes passed in a blur and somehow I made it to gym without ever realizing it. Sasori had left me alone to be in my own world for the day. He didn't seem to mind. He probably figured I would tell him in my own time what was wrong instead of badgering me every second.

Itachi was at his locker getting changed. I stole peeks at him getting dressed. A little thrill ran through my body when I thought about how our bodies were pressed against each other yesterday. I looked around the locker room, there was no one left. I marched over to Itachi pushed him against his locker. His eyes widened, he made no move to stop me though. I pressed my body against his not really thinking about what I was doing. I think I'm known for that though. I kissed him hard. It didn't matter that someone could walk in on us or anything. It was just him and me in this moment. He didn't move as I gained access to his mouth. When my tongue touched his he immediately came to life. His hands gripped my shoulders in a strong grip almost bordering on painful. My hand touched his exposed abdomen my fingers touched soft silky skin for a second before I was pushed away. Itachi and I stared at each both us breathing hard.

His onyx eyes had a mixture of feelings that disappeared when Sasori called for me. "Deidara come on."

"Coming," I yelled back. My heart sped up when Itachi walked over to me and kissed me roughly. He smirked as I stared after him in shock. Just when I think I have the upper hand he always seems to gain it back. He walked to gym with me wondering once again what the hell just happened.