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Naruto › Het - Male/Female
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Adult +
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25
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40
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I Love You
It was a night from hell. Anko hadn’t slept hardly any and she kept crying on and off throughout the night because sadness was truly a new emotion to her. She wasn’t crying because she felt sorry for herself…she was crying for at least a hundred different reasons. Why hadn’t she been there for him when he needed her? Why did she let him down? Could she have stopped it? Why didn’t she tell him she loved him the day before? It was why after why after why all night in her head. She felt like she was going to scream or her head was going to explode or maybe both.
Anko got up from where she had been sleeping on the floor. Kakashi had been monitored for a steady pulse all night. It was vital that it didn’t slow down. The transfusion hadn’t happened like the Hokage said it would. Anko straightened out her clothes as much as she could. Her face was a mess, it was red and streaked with tears and her eyes were glassy and tired. She sat on the edge of his bed. It was strange…he looked s beautiful like he was asleep and didn’t have a worry in the world. She held his head in her hands letting her fingers trail through silken gray tresses. Anko’s tears started to slely drip onto his shirt. She let her hands stroke his neck before resting them over his firm chest over his heart. She could feel his slow yet steady pulse. She had to smile because normally when her hands were this close to him his pulse was much faster and he was defying gravity. Anko laughed out loud as she remained close by him. She let her hands glide over his hands which were palm down on the hospital bed. It wasn’t too much longer before Iruka showed up.
“Anko.” He said with outstretched arms. He hugged her tight. The last time he squeezed her this tightly, he was in her pants moments later.
“Hey.” She said hugging him back.
“Are you okay?” he asked her.
“I’m fine. I spent the night here last night. He needs more blood. He should get it this morning.” Iruka looked nervously at his colleague.
“I’m sorry Anko.” Iruka whispered. He knew how Anko was probably thinking to herself ‘why does shit always happen to me.’ Iruka stayed with her for a while and a nurse came in while Iruka was there. The nurse must have been new because neither Iruka nor Anko recognized her. She looked at Kakashi’s medical chart and medical history and then she looked at Anko, then at Kakashi, then back at Anko.
“Are you his girlfriend?” the nurse asked. Anko blushed like crazy.
“Uumm…I…uuuhh…” She was nervously looking at Iruka because she had no fucking clue how to answer this.
“Yes…yes she is.” Iruka answered for her. He looked at her and smiled. Anko was still blood red.
“Alright, well at the last physical he had he weighed 149 pounds is that what he weighs now?” the nurse asked.
“Uh…no. He’s lost weight. He probably weighs 146 now.” Anko said. The nurse scribbled something.
“Does he take any medications?”
“No.” Anko answered and the nurse scribbled some more.
“Are you pregnant?”
“Fuck no!” Anko said. It was obvious she was starting to relax…since she was now cussing out the nurse.
“Alright, do you know your blood type?” the nurse asked looking Anko in the eyes this time.
“A.” she answered.
“Hmmm…not a match. What about you?” the nurse asked looking at Iruka.
“My blood type? O. Iruka answered.
“Good. That a match Are you willing to be a donor?” The nurse asked. Iruka’s face lit up. “For…for Kakashi? Certainly…oh yes, certainly.” Anko smiled. The nurse stated that she would take blood from Iruka and then the transfusion would begin. Anko wished she could have been the one to give her blood to him. She thought about what Iruka said to the nurse when she asked if Anko was his girlfriend: ‘Yes, she is….yes, she is….yes, she is…’ those words repeated over and over in her head. It was as if Kakashi had told Iruka something that he hadn’t yet told her. It was in the way Iruka said it. Anko had never been anyone’s girlfriend…and especially not the all powerful Hatake Kakashi.
Two hours later, Iruka came back to Kakashi’s room with a cotton swab attached to his arm where the nurse had drawn his blood. Anko smiled.
“The nurse is coming to take him for the transfusion this afternoon.” Iruka said hugging Anko again. Anko was thrilled. Iruka was feeling a little weak after giving blood so he left Anko alone so he could go home and rest. The time passed by so slowly…but finally the nurse appeared.
“It’s time for the procedure. You can be there when he’s done if you like.” The nurse reassured Anko. Anko was thrilled and she waited for the nurse to take Kakashi into the hall and she followed quickly behind. Anko waited outside the door of the room where the procedure was taking place. She had stopped crying and honestly, after all this was over she would never admit to anyone that she did cry…unless they caught her in the act. But, knowing Anko she would deny it anyway. The minutes dragged on for what seemed like hours. After 45 minutes that felt like an eternity the one and only Tsunade appeared.
“Mitarashi Anko.” She said. Anko stood up and looked at her with serious eyes. Tsunade smiled.
“He’s begging for you.” Tsundae grinned all over. Anko placed her hands over her mouth and her tears started to fall again…only this time she wasn’t scared…she was elated. Not only was he alive, but he was begging…begging for her.” Tsunade led Ano inside the procedure room. He was still hooked up to various monitoring devices. Tsunade left them alone. Anko stood frozen…gazing at the man before her. He was awake…he was mask less…he was perfect.
“Anko…Anko…” He whispered to her. He blinked trying to focus in completely on her. Anko quickly walked over to him. He could tell she had been crying. She felt him grab her hands…it was the greatest thing she had ever felt. He soft, warm hands squeezing hers.
“Kakashi…” She said weakly to him. There wasn’t another word exchanged. She knelt down and kissed him. Kakashi put his hand behind her head. He wouldn’t let her go. He then worked his other hands behind her head. Anko wrapped her arms around him for the first time since the ambush incident. She supported his weight on her arms. He kissed her furiously and she did the same back to her. She wickedly whipped her tongue into his mouth…it wasn’t a hospital appropriate kiss...but neither Kakashi nor Anko gave a shit. He needed her…she needed him. She kissed him until she and he both were completely breathless.
“I love you…” she said kissing him just as intensely again. She pulled away. “I love you…I should have told you before…I love you, Kakashi…I do…I love you.” She started to cry again. It was the hardest thing she ever had to say…but she did it and nothing bad happened. These were three words that Anko had never said to anyone and they were words that desperately needed to be spoken. A million multitudes of sorrow lifted from her and she felt as if some chain had finally let her go. She hugged him into her body.
“I love you too, Anko…and I’m sure of it. I love you.” Kakashi kissed her again…it was the perfect kiss for a porno…but not for a hospital…but if anyone had actually stopped them…Anko would have kicked someone’s ass.
Anko got up from where she had been sleeping on the floor. Kakashi had been monitored for a steady pulse all night. It was vital that it didn’t slow down. The transfusion hadn’t happened like the Hokage said it would. Anko straightened out her clothes as much as she could. Her face was a mess, it was red and streaked with tears and her eyes were glassy and tired. She sat on the edge of his bed. It was strange…he looked s beautiful like he was asleep and didn’t have a worry in the world. She held his head in her hands letting her fingers trail through silken gray tresses. Anko’s tears started to slely drip onto his shirt. She let her hands stroke his neck before resting them over his firm chest over his heart. She could feel his slow yet steady pulse. She had to smile because normally when her hands were this close to him his pulse was much faster and he was defying gravity. Anko laughed out loud as she remained close by him. She let her hands glide over his hands which were palm down on the hospital bed. It wasn’t too much longer before Iruka showed up.
“Anko.” He said with outstretched arms. He hugged her tight. The last time he squeezed her this tightly, he was in her pants moments later.
“Hey.” She said hugging him back.
“Are you okay?” he asked her.
“I’m fine. I spent the night here last night. He needs more blood. He should get it this morning.” Iruka looked nervously at his colleague.
“I’m sorry Anko.” Iruka whispered. He knew how Anko was probably thinking to herself ‘why does shit always happen to me.’ Iruka stayed with her for a while and a nurse came in while Iruka was there. The nurse must have been new because neither Iruka nor Anko recognized her. She looked at Kakashi’s medical chart and medical history and then she looked at Anko, then at Kakashi, then back at Anko.
“Are you his girlfriend?” the nurse asked. Anko blushed like crazy.
“Uumm…I…uuuhh…” She was nervously looking at Iruka because she had no fucking clue how to answer this.
“Yes…yes she is.” Iruka answered for her. He looked at her and smiled. Anko was still blood red.
“Alright, well at the last physical he had he weighed 149 pounds is that what he weighs now?” the nurse asked.
“Uh…no. He’s lost weight. He probably weighs 146 now.” Anko said. The nurse scribbled something.
“Does he take any medications?”
“No.” Anko answered and the nurse scribbled some more.
“Are you pregnant?”
“Fuck no!” Anko said. It was obvious she was starting to relax…since she was now cussing out the nurse.
“Alright, do you know your blood type?” the nurse asked looking Anko in the eyes this time.
“A.” she answered.
“Hmmm…not a match. What about you?” the nurse asked looking at Iruka.
“My blood type? O. Iruka answered.
“Good. That a match Are you willing to be a donor?” The nurse asked. Iruka’s face lit up. “For…for Kakashi? Certainly…oh yes, certainly.” Anko smiled. The nurse stated that she would take blood from Iruka and then the transfusion would begin. Anko wished she could have been the one to give her blood to him. She thought about what Iruka said to the nurse when she asked if Anko was his girlfriend: ‘Yes, she is….yes, she is….yes, she is…’ those words repeated over and over in her head. It was as if Kakashi had told Iruka something that he hadn’t yet told her. It was in the way Iruka said it. Anko had never been anyone’s girlfriend…and especially not the all powerful Hatake Kakashi.
Two hours later, Iruka came back to Kakashi’s room with a cotton swab attached to his arm where the nurse had drawn his blood. Anko smiled.
“The nurse is coming to take him for the transfusion this afternoon.” Iruka said hugging Anko again. Anko was thrilled. Iruka was feeling a little weak after giving blood so he left Anko alone so he could go home and rest. The time passed by so slowly…but finally the nurse appeared.
“It’s time for the procedure. You can be there when he’s done if you like.” The nurse reassured Anko. Anko was thrilled and she waited for the nurse to take Kakashi into the hall and she followed quickly behind. Anko waited outside the door of the room where the procedure was taking place. She had stopped crying and honestly, after all this was over she would never admit to anyone that she did cry…unless they caught her in the act. But, knowing Anko she would deny it anyway. The minutes dragged on for what seemed like hours. After 45 minutes that felt like an eternity the one and only Tsunade appeared.
“Mitarashi Anko.” She said. Anko stood up and looked at her with serious eyes. Tsunade smiled.
“He’s begging for you.” Tsundae grinned all over. Anko placed her hands over her mouth and her tears started to fall again…only this time she wasn’t scared…she was elated. Not only was he alive, but he was begging…begging for her.” Tsunade led Ano inside the procedure room. He was still hooked up to various monitoring devices. Tsunade left them alone. Anko stood frozen…gazing at the man before her. He was awake…he was mask less…he was perfect.
“Anko…Anko…” He whispered to her. He blinked trying to focus in completely on her. Anko quickly walked over to him. He could tell she had been crying. She felt him grab her hands…it was the greatest thing she had ever felt. He soft, warm hands squeezing hers.
“Kakashi…” She said weakly to him. There wasn’t another word exchanged. She knelt down and kissed him. Kakashi put his hand behind her head. He wouldn’t let her go. He then worked his other hands behind her head. Anko wrapped her arms around him for the first time since the ambush incident. She supported his weight on her arms. He kissed her furiously and she did the same back to her. She wickedly whipped her tongue into his mouth…it wasn’t a hospital appropriate kiss...but neither Kakashi nor Anko gave a shit. He needed her…she needed him. She kissed him until she and he both were completely breathless.
“I love you…” she said kissing him just as intensely again. She pulled away. “I love you…I should have told you before…I love you, Kakashi…I do…I love you.” She started to cry again. It was the hardest thing she ever had to say…but she did it and nothing bad happened. These were three words that Anko had never said to anyone and they were words that desperately needed to be spoken. A million multitudes of sorrow lifted from her and she felt as if some chain had finally let her go. She hugged him into her body.
“I love you too, Anko…and I’m sure of it. I love you.” Kakashi kissed her again…it was the perfect kiss for a porno…but not for a hospital…but if anyone had actually stopped them…Anko would have kicked someone’s ass.