to break again

okay, so i'm adding as fast as i can and i promise you the next part will be updated in a day or two, depending how fast i can get my homework out of the way

CHIBI sango: like thats gonna happen

Sango: meaning?!

CHIBI Sango: you procrastinate everything... you are the queen of procrastination....its a wonder your head doesnt explode when all your work has piled up and you have three papers due the next day or something...

Hitsugi: isnt that a talent?

CHIBI Sango: her--talented? dont make me laugh...i do all the work here...

Hitsugi: thats a bit egotistical...

Sango: what can she say, she's a bitch

CHIBI Sango: *sputters incoherently*

Sango: well, while she gets over that one, here's this new chapter...i plead that you dont kill me...there will be some frustration... i was fuming when i was rereading what i wrote...but it's necessary...
i wont give th explanation just yet so you have mulle-san to thank for that

Hitsugi: isnt that the reviewer you're afraid of...?

Sango: *clamps hand over Hitsugi-san's mouth* not too loud!! they'll hear you!!
anywhooo...
oh! and i want to thank everyone that reviewed and gave CHIBI Sango her cookies *coughheroincough* ^_^
dont forget to review after

anyways...

on with the fic
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Sasuke knew the classical fairytales. And this moment right now, with Naruto lying on the bed and he kneeling beside the man he had fallen in love with, reminded him of sleeping beauty. Sure, Naruto was nothing like the princess in the fairytale and Sasuke was no prince, but that’s the only thing he could compare them to at this moment. Sasuke had seen the look of pure bliss on the blonde’s features as he crossed the room and he knew that his own face must be a reflection of the dobe’s. He had waited for this moment almost his entire life. And now it was here. He was going to kiss Naruto. This broken man who had become the sun in his grey world once again was his and he was never going to let him go.

He saw oceanic blue eyes open as Sasuke palmed a soft cheek, liking how the blonde pressed his face into his palm. He tilted Naruto’s head up and the blonde’s beautiful blues fluttered shut as Sasuke’s lips touched his. Naruto’s breath hitched and he thought he was going to die. He became lightheaded and his heartbeat increased. Fire danced along his veins and he grew hot. But then it went from feeling like he was in heaven to it hurting. His lungs were screaming and the edge of his vision was growing grey. Naruto broke away, as much as he hated to do so, to take a deep breath. When he had satisfied his lungs he latched his lips onto Sasuke’s again, taking the raven by surprise.

He wrapped his arms around the Uchiha’s neck and brought the raven crashing onto his own body, but he welcomed and marveled on the added weight, loving the feel of Sasuke against him. Gods, did the Uchiha taste good! He tasted like summer after a lightning storm, electrical and hot and musky and just Sasuke. He moaned into the raven’s mouth, opening his slightly as he felt the Uchiha’s tongue prodding against his lips, asking for entrance. The feel of the wet muscle sliding against his own made Naruto see stars. His breath was coming in gasps and he didn’t care, so long as Sasuke continued to make him feel this good.

Naruto opened his legs, giving the raven a place to rest his body so he wasn’t crushing the blonde with his weight. Sasuke felt like laughing and crying with joy at the same time. This was all he ever wanted. And he had Naruto, under him, willingly, if unknowingly, asking to be taken. Sasuke rested against the blonde’s opened thighs and he could feel the younger man’s hard erection pressing against his own. At this he bucked down, a reflexive jerk of his body, but it was enough to make the blonde freeze.

‘Oh, shit. I’ve gone and ruined everything! Shit, shit, shit!!’

But Naruto did something completely unexpected. He bucked up. His eyes widened. Naruto bucked up again and moaned.

‘Oh, gods.’ He thought. ‘This is...’ He moaned, unable to complete the thought.

Now, it goes without saying that Naruto wasn’t a virgin—he was raped repeatedly by his brother. However, aside from that, he had had sex—but it had always been with women. Okay, so he had had sex, consensual sex, a whopping total of 4 times. But it had never been with a man. And he had never felt as aroused as he felt now, here, with Sasuke. And by the gods he thought he was going to explode. He couldn’t stop the gasp that escaped his lips as the raven rubbed against him in the most delicious way.

“Sasuke.” The blonde moaned. Sasuke muffled the whimper that he couldn’t hold back if his life depended on it. Naruto had no idea how hot and sexy and fuckable he was. Sasuke wanted to be inside Naruto so bad. But aside from Naruto’s past, his morale was stopping him. But that did not mean that he couldn’t make the blonde cum.

Sasuke slowed down the kiss, wanting to take things slow so as not to scare the blonde. Not knowing what was acceptable and what wasn’t, he wanted to be careful. So, he began tracing his hand down the contours of the blonde’s body, loving how the younger man arched into his touch, craving more. First, he let his fingers travel lightly down the side of Naruto’s neck. Not knowing what was arousing and what would trigger some unwanted memories, Sasuke kept his touch as light and unthreatening as possible, not wanting to overwhelm the blonde or make him feel frightened. Naruto shivered under his touch and moaned when Sasuke’s nail skimmed the flesh where neck met collarbone, right where his pulse beat erratically.

He traced the collarbone, always keeping his touch light, but when he got to the collar of the shirt he stopped there. He was still kissing Naruto, distracting him with his lips and tongue, making the blonde lead the kiss, only doing what he was comfortable doing. Sasuke’s hand traveled lower, to the hem of the blonde’s shirt, and gently tugged upwards. Not sensing any tension from the blonde, he slowly pulled the shirt up, uncovering a smooth expanse of tanned skin. He wanted to see and worship every inch of the blonde’s body, but the feel of those lips and that velvet tongue, inexperienced as it was, made the raven crazy and he didn’t know whether to weep or to laugh. But he tried to console his desire by tracing every inch with his fingers. Those long elegant fingers danced like a pianist’s hands across the tight tummy, tracing a circle around the belly button, skimming up along the ribs and to the sides. He ran his thumb lightly over the blonde’s nipples and Naruto gasped and bucked against him. The blonde moaned when he did it again, this time adding the slightest amount of pressure.

But it wasn’t enough. Naruto didn’t understand why Sasuke was going so slow. He was tracing every inch of him as though he wanted to commit his body to memory and it was driving him insane. When Sasuke finally! reached his nipple it was all he could do to not jump the raven. He was quite vocally expressing his desires as well as physically and yet the blonde went at a turtle’s pace.

“Sasuke.” He moaned, putting as much desire as he could into the raven’s name, needing it to cause a reaction in the older man to do something. Sasuke pinched his nipple between thumb and forefinger and began rolling it between the digits slowly, which only made the blonde moan in frustration.

“Sasuke, please.” His erection was pressing against Sasuke’s own; he could feel it through the rough material of their jeans, and the thought of that hardness against him was driving him mad with want.

“Don’t.” That one word made Naruto freeze. He looked down at Sasuke’s head, which now rested at the crook of the blonde’s neck.

“Sasuke...?” He asked confused. Had he done something wrong?

“Please Naruto, you’re driving me crazy.” He leaned up and kissed the blonde passionately, pausing only to utter,

“I can’t control myself when you plead like that.” He kissed the blonde again but quickly returned it to its position on the blonde’s neck in shame. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

And with those words Naruto understood. He felt grounded by that admission. That the raven felt that way at all made Naruto’s heart constrict painfully in his chest and he felt like the air was being squeezed out of him.

‘Sasuke...’

Tears welled up in his eyes and overflowed, running unhindered down his cheeks. He sucked in an irregular breath and Sasuke noticed this, immediately looking up, concerned about the blonde.

“Naruto...” Sasuke didn’t know what to say, was confused by the tears that continued to run unchecked down the blonde’s cheeks. But Naruto smiled through his tears, his bright Naruto smile and uttered the words Sasuke had been waiting an eternity to hear:

“I love you.”


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Naruto didn’t know what he had done to deserve Sasuke. Sasuke was everything anyone could ever ask for and more. Sure, he was a prick at times, but it was moment like these, moments where he protected Naruto, or tried to protect Naruto—like now: he was trying to shield Naruto from his own past…it was moment like these that made Naruto realize that he was in love with Sasuke Uchiha. And saying it out loud only helped prove its validity. And he wouldn’t stop saying it if they paid him to shut up.

“I love you.”

Sasuke’s eyes were wide as he stared down at Naruto and the shock written there was quickly overwritten by happiness. He had never seen Sasuke so happy. His obsidian eyes were practically shining and a smile threatened to break his face in two. And he said the four words Naruto never thought he would hear:

“I love you, too.”

This moment Naruto would treasure until the day he died.

‘I love you too.’

The words kept replaying in his head and he thought he was going to be dizzy but Sasuke kissed him them and everything else was forgotten. Nothing could touch him here at this time, in this place. Because he was with Sasuke, and the an that he loved, loved him as well. And although his heart felt like it was about to burst from happiness, his body was demanding attention as well and Naruto wanted Sasuke inside him, claiming him, proving to him that he loved him.

“Sasuke...take me.”

And again there it was. Everything Sasuke had wished for and more. But he couldn’t. What if he did something that reminded Naruto of Kyuubi. Instead of having the love of his life writhing for him, he would have a scared child struggling against him. He didn’t want that.

“I can’t...I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Sasuke, you won’t hurt me.” Naruto said, trying to make his voice firm. Where did this sudden notion that Naruto was so fragile come from?

“Why are you acting like I’m made out of porcelain? I’m not breakable.” He was becoming mad, insulted that the Uchiha would think so lowly of him, even after confessing that he loved him.

“Yes, you are Naruto. What if I say or do something that triggers something from...” He couldn’t even finish the sentence, too disgusted with the thought to even say.

“I don’t want to do that. I couldn’t bear to be the one to cause you so much pain after everything you’ve been through.” He looked away, unable to meet the blue eyes that seemed to look into his soul, stripping him naked of everything he was.

Naruto took Sasuke’s face in his hand and looked deep into the raven’s dark, endless pools. He was deeply touched that the raven cared so much for him. He smiled warmly at him before doing something completely irrational.

“Sasuke. You’re an idiot.” Sasuke’s brows furrowed in confusion and mild aggravation.

“I love you. And I won’t remember the past because I don’t live in the past. This is the now. Here, with you, is everything I’ve ever wanted and you’re giving it to me and I love you all the more for it. You... will... not... hurt... me... Sasuke.” The last he repeated slowly, as though he was talking to the mentally challenged. Sasuke frowned at this but was silent for a few moments, taking in everything the blonde had said. Naruto, for his part, was actually quite patient, if he did say so himself. But he was rewarded for his patience in the best possible way.

Sasuke leaned down and kissed him, an unspoken acceptance and agreement of the truth of what the blonde had said.

Sasuke began to grind down on the blonde’s now-half-erection and whispered in his ear sinfully arousing words that made the blonde moan.

“I want to be inside you.”


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its not my fault i stopped it here! dont hurt me *flees*

Hitsugi: where is she going?

CHIBI Sango: think she'll get far before they tear her to pieces?

Hitsugi: O.O...well, all we can do is mend her so she can keep writing...

CHIBI Sango: what do you mean we *starts to walk away* by the way... i want cookies!!!