Hidden Love

Gaara yelped when Lee rolled over and fell onto his side. "Oh shut up if I weigh so much then why do you keep picking me up?" He asked playfully and picked up his pillow and started to hit Lee with it.

"It is a good ahaha work out," Lee said chucking and grabbed onto the pillow so Gaara could not hit him with it anymore. He stuck his tongue out in a childish manner then grinned widely at his new boyfriend as if daring him to try it again.

The redhead smirked at him and grabbed another pillow and whacked Lee on the back of the head. "Oh shut up." He said laughing and lifted the pillow up to hit him again. 'This is just like when we were little..we used to always rough house..' He thought.

"Oh no you do not!" Lee yelled and tackled Gaara pinning his shoulders to the bed as he did when they were little kids straddling him not really thinking about what he was doing. "What are you going to hit me with now hm?" Lee said with a large grin satisfied that he was winning.

Gaara gasped and blushed a deep red and started struggling. "H-Hey! Your s-stronger than me t-that's not fair.." He stuttered and squirmed around trying to get free. "And I still have my a-arms baka." He said grabbing onto Lee's shirt and tried to roll him off.

Lee laughed more and continued their rough housing, "It is totally fair it does not matter if I am stronger." And with that he moved one hand to holding Gaara's and his other to tickle the redhead's sides.

"N-NO! Hahaha s-stop ticking me! I k-know where you live!" Gaara yelled and struggled harder trying to get free. "T-This is a form of torture you know!" He added and moved his leg up and tried to use his knee to push the taller male off. 'Does he freaking work out everyday jeez.' He thought.

Lee blinked then smirked a little, "Awww I figured that since you are gothic you would like torture.." Then he smiled and leaned down a little, pecking Gaara lightly on the cheek. Him and Gaara had confessed their love for each other and were so close, yet he could not help but feel awkward about the situation, unsure of how far Gaara was really willing to go with him. So he just kept the games to just that, a game, no matter how sexual the positions were getting.

Gaara squirmed then gave a small glare. "Ay, I am not goth I don't even paint my nails and all that shit. What's goth about wearing a hoodie?" He asked and tried to ignore how his heart was beating faster with his boyfriend so close. "And pain is not my thing, that's my brother who is into the weird stuff." He added with a sweat drop.

Immediate turn off hearing about Kankuro and liking pain and Lee let go of Gaara rolling off of him. "Well, you were dating Riku and he is gothic. Soooo I guess I grouped you in there.. though you are cute with your tattoos.. I don't think they are goth at all," He stated simply.

"Haha free!" Gaara said and jumped off the bed and stretched. "Don't do that...I hate being grouped...everyone doesn't take the time to get to know me and think I am some kind of freak...wait how are tattoos cute?" He asked confused and lifted a hand to touch the kanji on his forehead. He smirked now realizing talking about his brother had freaked Lee out. "And yeah...you don't want to know about some of the things I have walked in on."

Lee sat up and grinned at Gaara. "Well I think it is cute that it says love... and the black rings outline your bright green eyes so well," He said however his grin quickly turned into a disgusted look hearing more things about the older sibling. "Gahh!! Gaara-kun do not tell me!" He yelled covering his ears and closing his eyes.

Gaara blushed and awkwardly pushed his bangs down to cover the kanji. "It's not a tattoo...eh? Stop saying weird things!" He said but then started laughing form Lee reacting to what the rest he said. "Hehe your fun to freak out." He added playfully smirking again.

Lee leaned forward and grabbed Gaara yanking him down onto the bed again. "It is not fun to me. It is just plain weird to think of your brother doing.. well that..." He said shuddering a little and then he smiled down at the boy who had been his neighbor almost all his life. "And it is not something weird.. it is true.. I really do think you are really beautiful and handsome..."

"The side of Kankuro the world never knew." Gaara said laughing then blushed brightly at what Lee said. "Gah Lee! Your embarrassing me! I think you're tired you are seeing things." He said and grabbed a pillow and covered his face with it.

"You are right.. I suppose we should just go to sleep then," Lee said and he rolled off of the redhead once again but this time he smuggled into Gaara's bed and closed his eyes, pretending he was asleep, wanting to know just what Gaara's reaction to that would be.

Gaara gaped at him for a moment then pouted. "What the hell? Jeez you confuse me." He said and moved to the edge of the bed and ran his hands through his hair making it stand up even more. 'I keep wondering if this will work out...what if he finds someone better...someone without drama..I have always had such bad luck with dating, it's a wonder Riku stuck with me so long. What if he wants someone who-Gah! I need to stop thinking.' He thought gripping his hair between his fingers.

A pout came to Lee's lips feeling Gaara move away from him and he moved, wrapping his arm around Gaara's small waist, burring his head into his back. When he let out a deep breath of air he smiled looking up, "Gaara-kun... lay back down with me..." The male was questioning wanting to feel the small body cuddled into him like he had been before.

Gaara blushed faintly and turned more so he could look at him. "I'm not tired if you are thinking of sleeping.." He said and picked up a pillow and held it over his head. "I have plenty of pillows and I know how to use them." He said smirking then sweat dropped when he head Bob fall off the side of his pin again.

Lee sweat dropped and took his hands off of Gaara. "You are a violent uke..." He pointed out and then he sat up, wrapping his arms around Gaara's neck. "And I am not tired.. I just want you to lay with me..." He said simply, closing his eyes and kissing Gaara's cheek again.

Gaara blushed a little darker and looked off to the side shyly. "Oi what do you mean uke?" He asked getting embarrassed. "And yes I am very violent get used to it." He rubbed his elbow and tried to ignore how his heart was beating fast again. "How come...you have only been kissing my cheek? Do you not like me as much as you said you did?" He muttered and lightly pulled at the arm around his neck.

"You do not expect me to be uke do you?" Lee said then he blushed looking away a bit and letting go of Gaara hearing what he said. "No... I love you so much it hurt watching Riku kiss you... I just do not want to rush with you... you are a person who works with emotions and I do not want to push you to the point you freak out..."

Gaara blinked then glanced at him. "It...hurt? That's why you would always get that weird look?" He asked and started to play with his belt buckle to give his hands something to do. "I'm not made of glass...I am not going to break if you get to close...my emotions are all messed up..I just need to get better at controlling them.." He said and lifted a hand to rub at his kanji.

Lee smiled and he moved Gaara to where he was actually facing him, bringing his hand up and resting it on Gaara's cheek. "Umm.. I love you..." He said softly and leaned in, pressing his lips to the redhead's, fireworks going off in his mind from the pure bliss it brought him.

Gaara's eyes widened in surprise before closing as he shyly kissed back, he felt like hundreds of butterfly's were now flying around in his tummy. He blushed darker as he awkwardly scooted a little closer to Lee and tried hard to ignore how his heart was racing from such a simple kiss. 'Gah why does he have to have such a strong effect on me?' He thought gripping onto Lee's shirt a little.

Lee blinked a few times before relaxing feeling Gaara grow closer. He totally was not expecting that, but who was complaining? Lee's eyes fell back shut and he wrapped his arms tightly around Gaara's waist, pulling him even closer, not really wanting to stop since all his life after he figured out what love was he just wanted Gaara to be there, he just pushed that thought away for his friends. "Mmn..." Lee's tongue hesitantly slipped out and ran across Gaara's bottom lip.

Gaara felt like he was in heaven, being held so close like this..and being kissed in such a loving way. A month ago if someone told him Lee had feelings for him he would have not believed them one bit, but now he was happy Lee had followed him home. He stiffened up though feeling the warm tongue run over his lips and pulled back but still kept his face close to Lee's. "U-Um...I-I'm not good at k-kissing that way.." He said his cheeks a deep red and a embarrassed look on his face.

Lee was going to act like his weak self again like how so many times Sakura told him not to do something, but then the thought passed through his head. Gaara had told him he is not glass. "It is alright Gaara-kun... just try..." He said softly moving back in for another kiss, lips moving on Gaara's a little.

Gaara blushed darker and kissed back his grip tightening on Lee's shirt. 'Oh n-no...what if I c-can't kiss as w-well as his ex? I don't want him to get bored with me..' He thought and after a few moments gulped and slowly parted his lips allowing entrance.

Lee was unaware of Gaara's freaking out, mainly because he had never kissed that way either. Sakura had always pushed him to put out, but he really refused to not wanting to give anything to the woman who on the inside he actually had grown to have a small dull hatred for. So when Gaara parted his lips it took him a moment before he remembered he had to slip his tongue inside. But when he did, damn did it just feel amazing. All of Lee felt like he was on fire, and it was just a simple kiss!

Gaara made a small noise and felt his whole body freeze for a moment, it was a odd feeling...but also a good feeling. One he was kind of liking, he normally got too embarrassed to kiss this way, the thought of someone's tongue down his throat normally grossed him out. But it was Lee...and because it was Lee it was different and enjoyable. 'W-Well he hasn't pushed me away so I g-guess so far so good..' He thought and moved a little trying to get comfy.

Lee ran his tongue a little against Gaara's trying to get him to join up in the game. Moving a little he scooted back and rest against the headboard, hesitantly pulling on Gaara's legs, getting him in-between his own legs. 'I hope he does not mind this...' He thought to himself.

Gaara let out small groan and shyly moved his tongue against his boyfriends. 'T-This is soo awkward!...He is really warm..and kinda tastes good..gah stop noticing this!' He yelled at himself his cheeks getting redder. His grip on Lee's shirt got even tighter till he was wrinkling up the fabric to the point Lee would have to iron it to make it look normal again.

Slowing Lee pulled back feeling how tense Gaara was, "Hey... it is alright.... do not be scared..." Then his hands pulled on Gaara's shirt a little, wanting to let his fingers ghost over the top of Gaara's skin. Then he went back to kissing Gaara, practically ravishing his mouth.

Gaara calmed down a little and couldn't help but let out another groan into the kiss and tried to kiss back deeper. 'O-Ok keep c-calm..he would not hurt me..' He thought and felt like he was going into a bit of a daze. He loosened his grip on Lee's shirt and blushed deeper.

Lee continued to move his tongue around Gaara's mouth, tasting every part of him before pulling back after a few minutes, needing air. A small string of saliva kept their mouths connected as he panted a little. "See? You did fine..." He said softly, licking his lips to break the string connecting them.

Gaara blushed darker and shyly hid his face in Lee's shoulder after he whipped a bit of drool away. "Y-You sure you're not just trying to be nice by saying that?" He mumbled then snuggled into the older male a little. "You're always so warm.." He breathed out enjoying the older males scent.

Lee made a noise in his throat from having Gaara snuggle into him and he tried to find something to calm himself down. So the first thing was he looked at Bob's tank and the spider immediately cooled his body so he would not want to do anything further with Gaara. "Nh.. why would I just say something like that? I have never kissed like that before and it just felt amazing..." The older man replied to his new found lover.

Gaara blinked then tilted his head back a little to look up at the older male. "R-Really?...You're the only one who gets my heart racing like this.." He admitted and nuzzled his head under Lee's chin. 'I wonder if I should start dressing normally now...' He wondered and started drawing designs on Lee's chest with his finger.

Lee reached his hand up and stopped Gaara feeling a shiver run up his own spine. Grinning a little he kissed Gaara on the forehead and went to sit up straight against the headboard. "That is nice to know... I am glad I am the only one who can make you happy like this," He said and then let go of Gaara's hand after moving it away from his own body.

The redhead blinked then sat up giving his boyfriend a confused look. "Are you alright? You keep kind of scooting away..." He said and grabbed onto one of the polls that was at the corner of bed, he had a canopy bed but he got annoyed with the drapes and tore them off. He used the poll to pull himself to the edge of the bed so he could get up.

"I am not meaning to pull you away I just uh... I've liked you for a really really long time.. so having you finally is... exciting..." Lee explained and he blushed looking away as he scooted away from the redhead to give him enough room to get off of the bed.

Gaara blushed deeply and rubbed his elbow as he got up and walked over to check on his spider. "I know the feeling.." He muttered and then knelt down to pull open a cabinet, the sound of crickets chirping was heard till Gaara touched the little plastic cantor and stood up as he opened it and pushed the tank lid off a little. "Alright Bob make sure you eat them all I don't want to hear chirping in the night." He mumbled and poured out at least ten of the bugs before putting the cantor away. He stared down into the tank watching his spider happily chase the annoying bugs around before closing the lid. 'How are his friends going to react to me? I haven't really been all that...er friendly.' He thought with a sweat drop.

Lee gulped and moved sitting on the bed and he glanced down at the sheets, remembering what they had done before. "Um.. I do not think you understand which.. exciting I am talking about.." He said simply and found his eyes moving over to Gaara and down his back to his ass before quickly looking up. 'No Lee... he is too innocent for that....' He thought to himself then got a disgusted look seeing the spider catch one of the crickets.

Gaara blushed and gave a small shrug. "If it is the 'excited' I think your meaning you're not really showing it, you're still acting the same which is why you're so fucking confusing." He said and bent down a little to watch his spider better. "If a bug eating grosses you out stop watching." He said smirking knowing Lee was grossed out. "It's like having animal planet in my bedroom. I have a breaded dragon to but he is in my bathroom in the bath tub at the moment since he hurt his tail. His tank is what's under the blanket in the corner." He muttered and set his hands on his knees.

Lee's eyes moved away from the tank and back to the redhead's bottom that was now even more shown off. "Umm... I d-do not want to show it because uh well.. I do not think you w-would want to uh.. go so far since we just got together..." He said though his eyes scanned over every inch unable to help himself. "And why do you have to have the creepy animals..? Can they not be cute like you?"

The redhead blushed darker and rubbed his elbow. "Um...sorry..your r-right we just got together....my mind just g-goes places I can't control..." He muttered out awkwardly and cleared his throat. 'Did I make him uncomfortable?' "NOT CUTE!" He suddenly blurted out now just noticing the rest of what Lee had said. "And monkey is cute! He is still a baby." He said and walked into the bathroom then came out holding the little lizard that was trying to climb up his arm. "See? Cute." He said holding him out and the lizard tilted it's head looking up at Lee.

Lee blushed darker hearing what Gaara said his mind slipping to bad thoughts as well, that is until Gaara brought the lizard in and his mind went clean right away. "It is still creepy... it looks like a dragon," He said folding his arms to show he didn't want to touch it as he moved to the edge of the bed so his legs could sit off the edge trying to get more comfortable.

Gaara pouted and gave a small glare. "Hints the name...breaded draaaagoon." He said and poked Lee in the side of the head with his free hand. "Stop always getting so freaked out...sometimes you have to look past how something looks.." He muttered and held the lizard up closer to himself and lightly ran his finger down it's back. "If more people did that...there would be less hatred.." He added and winced a little starting to think about some of the things that had happened to him. He turned and moved back over to the bathroom to go put his pet down.

"W-Wait..." Lee muttered and he got up moving over to Gaara. "I l-looked passed how you look.. so I guess I can for the lizard..." He mumbled and he reached out, hesitantly touching the scaled creature. When it didn't attack him he relaxed and ran his fingers down the scales.

The redhead blinked in surprise and looked down at his pet smiling a little when Monkey leaned into Lee's touch. "He likes you.." He pointed out and blushed faintly as he rested his head on Lee's shoulder. 'Again...he is always surprising me...always doing something I didn't think he ever would.. I'm glad he is different than everyone else.' He thought relaxing a little. "And I would get a cat...I just can't make up my mind on what breed."

"How about a persian, or a manx? Or even a trukish vain, they are all soft and nice cats," He said and gently pet the lizard a bit more before pulling back. "Umm can he go back into he tub now? He is cute but uh..." Lee leaned in and gently kissed Gaara on the lips trying to give him a hint.

Gaara blushed and kissed backed enjoying how loving Lee was being. "U-Um oh sure...and didn't your dad have a Turkish vain when we first met?...I guess we could get one...I er mean I could get one.." He stuttered and quickly went into the bathroom and set his lizard down in the large bathtub which he had filled the bottom with sand. He came back out and rubbed his elbow. "Um we could go to the pet store tomorrow...or the shelter I think they got more kittens in."

"Yeah my dad did..." He muttered and pouted when Gaara left but then relaxed when he came back. "I guess we can go to the animal shelter and see if they have one," He said and moved his hands down resting them on Gaara's hips. "Umm... Gaara-kun... Since I am staying the night can we..." Lee trailed off understanding Gaara's mind went where his did but both were too awkward to admit it at the moment.

Gaara moved his arms up and wrapped them around Lee's neck pulling him closer so he could nuzzle his head under his chin not able to help himself, he had wanted to be able to snuggle with Lee for so long so it was hard to resist. "Yeah we should go check later...and we can what?" He asked not wanting to guess wrong and make Lee uncomfortable.