Hearts desires

~*~*~*~*Chapter 15~*~*~*~*

 

Yuudai’s black lashes pressed tightly against his soft whisker marked cheeks, before they slowly fluttered open. Black eyes scanned the room around him, a soft frustrated sigh escaping his soft pink lips. He was back where he’d started. He’d hoped to get away from everything, from his overly protective wolf, from his untrusting mother, to just get away from it all. He would have happily started his own new life somewhere else, in another village far from Sunagakure and Konohagakure.

 

Pushing himself up on his bed slowly, he stared at the wall and actually cursed his weakened state. If he hadn’t passed out in the desert sand, Base would not have found him. He would have been far away, away from this hellish nightmare. Yuudai’s eyes scanned along the floor towards the door hearing it creak open. His face dropped into a frown seeing the brunette standing there. Onyx met onyx and Yuudai’s body froze. He really didn’t like being alone with the Uchiha prince. The man seemed feel Yuudai should respect him in some way.

 

“What do you want?” Yuudai’s voice was rather harsh, his eyes narrowed dangerously at the man. Sasuke shut the door behind him walking towards the younger’s bed, his onyx eyes narrowing as well. Sasuke Uchiha was Yuudai’s father and he’d be damned if he would allow the child to treat him with such disrespect!

 

“Yuudai, when are you going to learn to treat me with the respect I deserve? I am your father.”

 

“You are NOTHING to me. Mother may have forgiven you for what you did to him, but I will NEVER forgive you!” Sasuke’s eye twitched, it took all the self-restraint he had not to beat the child before him.

 

“You may not like it Yuudai, but nothing will ever change between me and your mother. I AM your father. You will stop acting like a spoiled child and treat me with respect!” Sasuke flinched a bit. Reaching up slowly, wiping the wad of spit from his cheek, his eyes narrowed again. Yuudai smirked a cocky grin. Sasuke knew that grin. It was the same one Naruto would give when he’d done something naughty he knew he’d never get punished for. Sasuke glared, raising his hand, a loud smack filled the air.

 

Yuudai’s eyes shot open wide, his face turned to the left slightly, his cheek turning red where Sasuke had hit him…He’d never been hit by the Uchiha before, hell only Naruto had ever hit him… once, and it had been a punch to the gut when Orochimaru had taken control of the blonde body. No one hit Yuudai.

 

“Y… you hit me…”

 

“And I will do it again Yuudai; you are acting like a spoiled five year old child! You think everything revolves around you! Grow up!”

 

Yuudai’s eyes darkened as he glared at the Uchiha. If it wasn’t for the fact that Naruto would die if Sasuke died, Yuudai would have killed the prick, but Yuudai loved his mother. He may not have been happy with Naruto, but he loved his mother. Yuudai balled his fists swinging at the Uchiha, forgetting just how weak his body actually was. Sasuke easily caught the fist, twisting Yuudai’s arm back behind his back. Yuudai cried out falling forward onto the bed, trying to ease the pressure on his arm as Sasuke held the boy in place. He did feel bad abusing the boy like this, but Yuudai needed to learn to respect him. Yuudai needed to understand he was not a hot shot everyone would just bow down to. Yuudai was still a child, his child, who had never had true parenting. Naruto did a good job being motherly, but Naruto lacked a back bone with his children and Yuudai was soft because of it.

 

“Are you done attacking me Yuudai?”

 

“Get off me!” Yuudai’s voice was filled with terror. Sasuke frowned slightly, he wouldn’t fall for a stupid trick like that, he refused to let go until the boy apologized to him. Yuudai was a strong boy, but he was not a good actor. Yuudai’s body trembled under him. Sasuke frowned again, maybe Yuudai wasn’t tricking him?

 

“If you promise not to attack me Yuudai… I will let you go.”

 

“Rot in hell rapist!” Sasuke’s eyes darkened and he pressed down on Yuudai’s arm. He had caused enough pain by calling himself that and he had just gotten over what he’d done to Naruto. He was forgiven by Naruto for it! Hell even Gaara forgave him after seeing how much Sasuke really did love Naruto and how much he had given up just to keep Naruto happy, safe, and alive.

 

“I may be a rapist but you are the unwanted child of a rapist!” Both sets of onyx eyes went wide. Sasuke instantly let go of Yuudai, he’d never let his emotions overtake him like that before. It was not like him to let something like that slip out. He stepped back towards the door, his head downcast. Nothing else was said before he slipped out of the room. There was nothing HE could say to Yuudai. The boy was already fighting back tears, at this point the younger wouldn’t listen to anything he had to say anyways.

 

Yuudai lay on his stomach on the bed, his wide onyx eyes filled with tears. He knew he was unwanted, he knew his mother couldn’t face him sometimes, it brought back bad memories. Yuudai slowly sat up on the bed, his head lowered, his hair draping over his face shadowing his eyes. It took Naruto less than thirty seconds to rush into the room to talk to Yuudai, but by the time he’d gotten there Yuudai was already gone, his bed empty once again.

 

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Yuudai sat on the rooftop of an abandoned building in the north of Suna. It was the building Base had taken him to after ‘meeting’ his‘parents’ years ago. Yuudai pulled his knees close to his chest, his head falling onto them. He knew running out of Suna would only lead to Base following him and right now he just wanted to be alone, he just wanted to think.

 

Footsteps approached him slowly, as if the person behind him was either unsure of nearing the brunette… or trying to sneak up on him. Yuudai jumped to his feet tossing a kunai towards the intruder. The man easily caught the Kunai holding it in his hands. Mismatched blue and gold eyes stared at Yuudai but not with an expression of wanting to fight, his expression was of worry and pity.

 

Yuudai’s black eyes narrowed at the man, he seemed very familiar but Yuudai wasn’t about to trust anyone. The second he let his guard down he always got hurt and he really wasn’t up for being forced into submission again.

 

“Yuudai is it?” Yuudai’s expression darkened, the man knew HIM but Yuudai had no idea who this man was. The man raised his hands in a peaceful not armed stance but he didn’t approach Yuudai any further. He stood there, his dark red hair spiked up. Yuudai wondered exactly how much gel the man used in his hair to get it like that.

 

“I not going to hurt you… I find you in the desert.”

 

Yuudai glared, throwing another kunai. The man side stepped, dodging the kunai. If Yuudai wasn’t so off today, he would have killed that guy with his kunai.

 

“You… it’s your fault I’m back here?! It’s your fault I came back?!” The man’s face darkened, he shook his head advancing slowly towards Yuudai.

 

“The demon man brought you back.”