Crazy Love

'You are being an idiot, let me take over. You have grown weak because of being soft.. I told you..' Shukaku sounded pissed off and he was now pacing in his cage in Gaara's mind occasionally hitting the gate causing a loud noise to ripple through the redhead's mind. "Ha there are two of us Jinchuuriki," The girl said obviously happy about her mission. She landed on the branch next to him and went to punch him down in his back but moved her other arm up at the same time confusing the sand and punching Gaara hard in his check sending him off the branch and back into the smoke.

Gaara turned his gourd into sand so when he landed he was unharmed and shut his eyes again. 'D-Damn it! I lost a lot of chakra from that net thing...I am stronger then this!' He thought and stood up, he started forming signs and a wave of sand started to form behind him. "Sand Tsunami.." He muttered and sand started smashing into all the tree's around him. 'They won't be able to avoid this..' He thought. The ninja leaped up into the air then disappeared in a poof of smoke to get away from the sand.

Shukaku was still pissed off and sand hissed before moving up and gently resting over Gaara's cheek, chakra healing the bruise that was forming before covering his face entirely. 'They are going to piss me off if they come back...' He complained making Gaara's sand armor covering him not liking the fact his host had actually trusted not to go out of the house without it. 'Where the hell is Lee?' He could not help but ask. The leaf ninja however felt confused seeing the sand go up then disappear. "Gaara-kun..?" He asked standing up and he jumped up into a tree looking over seeing the trees covered in sand. Sweat dropping the leaf ninja started making his way there. 'Why is he all the way over there?' He thought to himself.

Gaara panted and let himself drop onto one knee as he caught his breath. 'I didn't catch them..' He thought angrily and made his sand swirl around him to clear up the smoke. "Well now that was a big attack..how much chakra do you have left?" The male ninja asked stepping out over the sand. Gaara glared at him and sent sand up to wrap around him but the ninja glitched away. 'I was so stupid! I was hit by there first attack and now am in this state...my eyes are still blurry..' He thought blinking a few times trying to clear them.

"It is too bad we couldn't have taken his chakra hm Ry?" The woman asked leaning against the top of one of the tree's smirking at Gaara. "Should we just let him wear himself down?" She inquired again. Shukaku was pissed now. 'God damn it! Let me out I will fucking kill them both!' He growled.

Gaara winced from his demons volume then gripped his head. "If you don't want to die you better leave now.." He growled and Ry laughed. "Such a angry little fellow..I think we should take the rest of his chakra." He said and formed another sign, another chakra net appeared above the sand ninja and Gaara leaped out of the way before it could land on him. He didn't notice the seal on the ground behind him and he gasped as another chakra was forced into him and right at his demon. He blinked and then gripped his head. 'S-Shukaku? What did that do to you?' He thought to his demon making his sand smash the seal.

The demon hissed in pain and stopped moving around so much, cursing under his breath. 'Little fuckers... ow what t-" Shukaku cut off and growled suddenly more angry then he was before. 'Let me the hell out Gaara or I swear to Kami I will fucking rip your mind apart!' The demon suddenly yelled as loud as he could, sand around Gaara hissing and shifting around violently as Shukaku gained a bit more control over it. "Looks like things are going to get fun now," Rafaelle said smiling at her partner.

Gaara's eyes widened then he yelled out in pain and gripped his head again. 'S-Shukaku?? What is w-wrong with you stop! Your making me lose control!' He thought to his demon feeling his head start to throb. He made his sand move up then formed into spikes and fly at the ninja trying to force them back. Ry quickly leaped behind a tree and looked over at his team mate. "Well now seems your seal did work." He said and looked out from behind the tree to watch the sand ninja.

Kimito glitched and appeared next to her partner grinning obviously evilly. "Great, now it will be easier to get Shukaku away from him," The woman said happily. Shukaku would not stop however, he just kept pushing and prodding, pissed off and in pain for no reason. 'Let me the hell out!' He yelled hitting the large cage door once again.

The redhead screamed out in pain and his sand armor on his face started to crack and fall off, slowly sand started to form on his arm and up to his shoulder. 'I can't take this...I am in so much pain..' He thought and he closed his eyes tightly sand still forming on him. After a few moments his arm was completely covered and a tail had formed from his gourd, he lifted his head half his face now transformed and one of his eyes now a pure gold. "I think I won't just crush your limbs..." He said and suddenly leaped at him the sand on his arm forming a claw and slashing at the male ninja.

Shukaku seemed a bit more at piece in his host yet still angered. 'Kill them.. just kill them and get their blood...' the demon growled out finally stopping from yelling. Kimito jumped away from her partner, easily abandoning him and she moved behind Gaara however Shukaku caught the movement and made Gaara's sand tail move just ever to slightly so when he moved to hit Ry she was hit hard.

The young sand ninja turned looking at the fallen girl and smirked walking toward her, he lifted his arm and slashed the tree down next to him letting it land a few feet from Kimito. "So you enjoy causing others pain? Well your about to feel a lot of it.." He said his sand swirling faster around him.

Lee landed in a tree when he had finally arrive. Eyes widening in a horrified fear. Gaara was half transformed and he was about to kill a girl who was holding her arm, obviously broke limp to her side unable to form a hand sign to get away. "G-get back you monster! Ry fucking help me!" Kimito yelled out freaking out. 'Ignore her.. kill her now just shut her the hell up and make this pain leave me..' Shukaku continued to coax Gaara on, the pain still hear in his voice that was running through Gaara's thoughts. 'This can not be happening.. Gaara-kun what are you doing..' Lee thought to himself and he jumped out of the tree landing on the sand carefully. "Gaara-kun..." He muttered out causing Shukaku's attention to immediately be pulled from the woman. 'Get him out of here...'

Gaara flinched hearing his name and turned to look at Lee, he quickly looked away and moved up a bit of sand making it push on Lee's chest. "Leave...I don't want you to see me like this.." He said and glared at the girl making his sand slowly start to move up her legs. Ry was bleeding heavily and pulled out a kunai, he throw it at the redhead and Gaara moved his sand covered arm to block it. 'Why did Lee have to show up now...' He thought.

"Gaara-kun.. what ever they did it is not worth harming them for.. calm down," Lee said and he gently pushed the sand away from his chest going to move forward. He was irresolute about doing so, obviously in a dither occasionally stopping. But when the sand hit the girl's waist she freaked out and started screaming more obviously not having fun anymore, knowing was was going to come after she was entirely covered. Lee just couldn't sit there and see Gaara loose control. "Please just relax and let her go, they are both hurt you do not need to take it too far," He asked walking along the sand that had been laid there from Gaara's sand tsunami moving to the redhead. 'Get him the hell out of here Gaara.... I do not want to fucking deal with him...' Shukaku said anger rising once more.

Gaara narrowed his eyes and formed a wall of sand between them. "Lee! J-Just leave! This doesn’t concern you! They are murders...paid to kill me from the highers up in my village...I am so tired of this happening! He spat and made his sand move higher on the girl till it covered the rest of her body, only leaving her head out. He lifted his arm and closed his hand half way making it squeeze her tightly. The other ninja was trying to form hand signs but Gaara noticed and his sand moved and slammed him into a tree knocking him out.

Lee dashed around the wall easily and moved over to Gaara grabbing his arm that had not been changed and spinning him around. "It concerns you and anything having to do with you is important to me.. now calm down Gaara-kun please let her go.." he said looking at the hand he was holding that was halfway closed. Kimito was crying now in extreme agony and fear and she squirmed just thrilling Shukaku. 'Push him away Gaara.. see he is just making you weak, push him away and continue killing her.. she called you a monster.. she hates us just like everyone else...'

Gaara was surprised from Lee's sudden burst of speed and then shook his head and lifted his hand to grip his head. "S-Stop it!...Lee don't look at me when I am like this...if I don't kill them now they will attack me again later!" He said and glanced at the girl and winced hearing the screaming. 'I don't want this...it makes me think of the old days..' He thought feeling his head start to hurt worse.

'He is just confusing you ignore him,' Shukaku growled back now moving around in the cage again hitting it occasionally. Lee however knew what was going on, he understood. Moving closer he gently moved Gaara's hand down and cupped his face, not caring about the sand at all. "Shh... Gaara-kun.. just focus on me... I love you.. and I will protect you no matter what... all that matters is I care... so forget about them okay..?" Lee said and he leaned in, a bit hesitant before pecking Gaara on his lips and pulling back.

The sand ninja was in shock, he had never had someone get so close and be so...caring when he was in this form, he blushed faintly and lifted a trembling hand setting it on Lee's chest. "I...I.." He felt his eyes starting to burn a little and then took a deep breath before giving the most scary glare he could at the girl. "Take your partner and leave...don't come back or I really will kill you!" He growled making his sand knock down another tree beside them.

Kimito jumped and when the sand slowly fell from her she scrambled to her feet. Moving over to Ry she picked him up with her good arm and started to run off with him. Shukaku felt the chakra that was hurting him leave and he calmed down obviously freaked out still though. 'Gaara... I do not want to deal with people... please.. make him be quiet...' The demon mumbled. Lee let out a breath of relaxation then he gently pushed on Gaara's sand covering his face cracking it and making it crumble off of his cheek. "I love you no matter what.."

Gaara closed his gold eye as Lee cracked off the sand then hugged him tightly with one arm. "L-Lee-kun...your really not s-scared of me? Even when I look like this?" He asked and then blinked and awkwardly whipped the drool off his chin since the side of his mouth was still slowly turning back to normal. 'Lee is so kind to me...maybe it really is love that I feel for him...' He thought and stared up at the older male.

"Of course... you are you no matter how mad you get.. they are just small feelings..." Lee told the redhead and he finally brushed all the sand off of his face smiling a little setting the gold eye. "I think you look kind of cute like that anyways.." He said noticing some of Gaara's skin had the swirl pattern that was slowly fading with the gold eye and the sand falling from his arm.

Gaara blushed again and gave a tired smile. "I think your just saying that...it feels weird having my eye like this Shukaku is taking his time to make it go back to normal." He muttered and heard a light thud and sweat dropped realizing it was the sand tell that had finely fallen off him and onto the ground. He lifted his hand and gripped onto the Tanuki ear that had formed on his head and gave it a few tugs trying to get it off.

'Well excuse me.. it is not my fault.. that chakra she hit me with hurt... I can not pull my chakra back in that quickly now...' The demon replied to his host's complaint. Lee smiled and reached up gently pulling Gaara's hand down, "I am not just saying it I really love you no matter what... why would I change my mind?" Then Lee yanked on the sand carefully and it cracked falling to the floor with the other sand.

Gaara sweat dropped a little hearing his demon then blushed darker looking at Lee. "I...um...this is hard.." He mumbled trying hard to say the three words back. He blinked watching him break off the sand and playfully pushed on his chest. "Are you fussing over me?" He asked then suddenly his eyes glazed over and he fell into the older male finely feeling how drained he really was. 'That took alot out of me..' He thought.

"Maybe I am.." lee said then he caught the redhead and gently picked him up. "Whoa.. relax.. come on I think you need to rest now.." he told the redhead softly and he pecked him on the forehead.

The sand ninja blushed brightly and wrapped his arm around the older males neck. "Sorry...Shukaku and I are tired...they used a weird jutsu on him...is my eye normal yet?" He muttered and laid his head on Lee's shoulder.

Lee nodded to Gaara's question about his eye being normal or not and then he reached down picking up Gaara. 'Hey don't let.. oh fuck it...' Shukaku mumbled to Gaara trailing off and closing his eyes falling asleep from being drained. "Shh Gaara-kun I will bring you home okay?" Lee said to Gaara pecking him lightly on the forehead then he started to walk back to his own house.

Gaara blushed deeply and laid his head on the older males shoulder. "Y-You really like taking care of me huh?" He asked and gave a tired smile. 'I am starting to like when he holds me..' He thought and lifted a arm to shyly hug him around the neck.

"Of course I like taking care of you Gaara-kun..." Lee replied and he carried Gaara all the way home. Climbing the stairs Lee rest the redhead onto the soft satin sheets and he nuzzled him lightly. "Would you like some water or anything or do you just want to lay down and sleep?" He questioned the drained boy.

Gaara blushed and reached up grabbing Lee's arm and giving a weak tug wanting him to lay with him. "I can't sleep...I could use some comfort...I have not lost control in so long.." He muttered and tried to pull Lee down on the bed.

Lee understood what the redhead wanted from him and he moved getting in the bed beside him wrapping his arms around the petite waist while gently nuzzling his head into him, the grip very tenacious. "I love you Gaara-kun.. it is okay just relax..." He said in a dulcet voice.

Gaara shyly snuggled up to him and set his hands on the older males chest. "Lee...I...um..I...damn it.." He hung his head a little getting mad at himself for still not being able to say it. He moved his hands over the strong chest feeling Lee's heart beat, it relaxed being able to feel it. 'Why is this so hard...if I...l-love him..I should be able to say it!' He thought and bit his lower lip.

Lee frowned a little, "It is alright Gaara-kun.. you do not have to say it..." he told the red haired boy while embracing him tightly. Pulling him close Lee tucked Gaara's head under his and let out a small sigh. "Just relax.. breath with my breathing... listen to my heart beat..." He said soothing.

Gaara shook his head and clung to the taller male. "B-But I want to say it!...I want you to know how I feel..." He said and scooted closer to him. "Lee...I really can't sleep...if I do Shukaku takes control.." He added and closed his eyes half way feeling warm from being held so tightly.

"I know.. but just relax okay...?" Lee said trying to continue making the redhead calm. Then Lee gently tilted his head up and kissed him lightly. Shukaku opened his eyes sleepily. 'DO not let him touch us like that while we are weak... he can over power us..' He complained still not trusting Lee.

Gaara closed his eyes and kissed back shyly, his hands sliding up to wrap around Lee's neck to pull him closer. 'He could have hurt me before...and he didn't..I don't think he is going to harm me...he e-even kissed me when I was transformed.' He thought back to his demon and relaxed more in the leaf ninja's arms.

Lee smiled and he moved closer to Gaara, kissing him a little deeper. 'I did not like having to see Gaara-kun like that.. I want him to feel loved and comfortable..' The leaf ninja thought sliding his hand down Gaara's side a little. 'Tch yeah right he is already getting a hold of himself... he will do something bad while we are weak and can not fight back.

Gaara blushed deeply and tightened his arms around Lee's neck, his heart starting to race from how close his boyfriend was. 'He is not g-gong to do something bad!...W-We are just kissing...k-kissing is harmless right? I think your being over protective a-again, like when a ball was thrown at me and you made half the sand from my gourd block it.' He thought and let one of his hands move up to feel Lee's hair.

Lee smiled and he gently moved his hand down further starting to rub Gaara's thigh a little bit. 'Gaara-kun you love me right... gah... I want to prove to him I love him more then anything.. he would not mind if we.. but we are so young ugh..' Lee thought and moved in closer. Shukaku seemed to grow displeased with Lee's actions, 'Mhm.. just kissing..' he thought though it came out as speaking to Gaara.

The sand ninja tensed a little from the hand on his thigh and then moved a little feeling awkward. 'Y-Yeah just k-kissing...don't start ranting again!' He thought back to his demon and lightly gripped onto the older males hair. 'Y-Your just trying to bug me again.'

Lee blinked and blushed a little when the redhead gripped his hair and he moved closer into the smaller boy. "Mmn.." he tried not to groan as his hand snaked closer to the inner thigh of the other male. 'S-stop him! S-stop him now!' Shukaku suddenly yelled energy back and freaking out, however he was still laying down.

Gaara flinched from how loud his demon was being and moved again, he scooted up a little away from Lee's hand not sure what he was doing. 'W-Why are you yelling whats wrong??' He thought getting confused why his demon was suddenly freaked out.

'His hand is too close there! I don't want him being sexual right now.. we are weak, it will leave us defenseless! I may joke about it but there is no way in hell he is taking your virginity.. especially not now.. now push him the hell away.." Shukaku ranted on to the redhead. Lee was confused by Gaara scooting up, which was scooting into him and he gently nibbled on the redhead's bottom lip trying to get him to relax.

Gaara turned red and felt he was starting to get a head ache from how loud Shukaku was being. 'H-He's not gonna do that! He dose not see me in that way remember?...W-We are to young a-anyway!' He yelled back in his head and broke the kiss to catch his breath.

Lee did not want to stop as Gaara did though, he wanted to hold Gaara close and tell him how much he loved him. So awkwardly the young male leaned in kissing Gaara on the neck before nipping it lovingly as he had seen a few couples do before. Shukaku growled at the action, 'Yes he is do not argue with me! Look see i told you so!'

Gaara opened his and blushed darker as he moved his hands down to Lee's chest and pushed lightly. "Uh L-Lee-kun? What are you d-doing?" He asked and rubbed his neck where Lee had kissed it. 'S-Shukaku! I can handle myself s-shh! Your hurting my head again!' He snapped at his demon and looked up at his boyfriend.

Lee blushed a little and leaned back. "I am sorry.. I thought... gah sorry sorry sorry Gaara-kun.." Lee said sitting up running his hand through his own hair then tugging. 'Sure you can.. and I am not talking that loud you are the one yelling,' Shukaku argued back while Lee freaked out.

The redhead sat up and set his hands on his boyfriends shoulders. "Lee-kun it's fine relax.. what did you think?" He asked and gently grabbed Lee's hands and pulled them off his head to make him let go of his hair worried he was hurting himself. 'Yeah I can I'm still a ninja, I'm not helpless.' He thought getting confused why Shukaku was acting like that.

'No you can not! you are innocent with that stuff! Gah why am I stuck in you...?' Shukaku complained to Gaara. The leaf ninja looked into Gaara eyes then looked down shamefully. "I thought if I could make you feel good and loved that you would... well you would actually tell me you love me.. " Lee said with a small sigh.

Gaara ignored his demon as he looked up at his boyfriend and lifted his hands to set them on the sides of the taller males face. "Lee...you already make me feel really loved...I will be able to say it..this is just hard for me.." He said and lightly pecked Lee on the lips wanting to see him smile again.

"I know.. but... I want to make you happy and feel safe.. but.. you transformed earlier.. which means you do not feel safe enough to come find me..." Lee explained looking up into the soft green eyes he had fallen in love with. Shukaku growled and hissed at being ignored and laid down irritated.

Gaara blinked then wrapped his arms around Lee's neck and hugged him carefully. "I lost control from a jutsu they used...and I couldn't find you...I really didn't want you to see me like that...I didn't want you to be scared of me.." He said bowing his head a little and sighed.

"I could never be scared of you.. I am scared for you... you still have so much hatred towards everyone Gaara-kun..." Lee said with a small pout and he reached up gently rubbing Gaara's cheek to show some love. "I want you to be happy and be able to smile... I want to see a wide youthful smile on your face and your eyes always look so bright.."

Gaara gave a small smile and leaned his head into the leaf ninja's hand. "Lee-kun...I think the more time I spend with you...the happier I will become...I am already changing, I have never been so close to someone...I never thought I would ever find someone who..loved me.." He said and shyly nuzzled his head into Lee's hand.

Lee grinned back to what Gaara said and he leaned in, to the nuzzling before kissing Gaara's cheek. "Good because everyone deserves to be happy..." Lee said still using that soft loving tone and he reached his hand up stroking Gaara's cheek in a dulcet way. "Gaara-kun... I love you now.. and I will always love you..." He breathed out being careful not to move to close, not wanting to freak him out again.

The redhead gazed at him and felt his heart beat faster at those words. "Lee-kun..." He closed his eyes and fell into the older males chest feeling all his strength leave him. 'I'm so tired...Shukaku are you really ok..? There is nothing wrong with the seal or anything..?' He asked his demon feeling he was close to passing out.

'I'm fine...' The demon spat back still angry he was being ignored before and he closed his eyes once more, falling asleep inside of his host's mind. "Whoa.. Gaara-kun you cannot sleep," Lee said worriedly and he kissed the redhead's forehead lightly. "Shukaku will take over then..." He mumbled a little worried the demon would take over and go crazy again.

"Lee-kun...I..." Gaara trailed off and he tried hard to keep his eyes open. 'Would if I am ever attacked again...and lose control...and hurt Lee...he is not safe around me, my village wants me dead and has even sent people to try and attack me before...I don't want Lee to be hurt cause of me...not again..' He thought thinking of the exams. "I-I'm not falling asleep...I'm sorry..." He said before everything went black as he lost consciousness.

"W-whoa... Gaara-kun?!" Lee held him close and tilted his head up to look at him. A sigh of relief left Lee's lips when he saw the light fluttering of Gaara's eyes meaning he was in rapid eye movement and he relaxed. 'Good.. he is just sleeping..' He thought to himself before picking the redhead up bridal style walking him back home. When he got to his house he walked up stairs and set Gaara in his bed, covering him up with the dark green covers. "Sleep well Gaara-kun..." He said kissing the redhead's cheek and sitting back, watching the redhead sleep, making sure the demon did not take over. However halfway through the night he himself fell asleep in the chair, body slumping down as he began to snore lightly.