Spiral Falling

Title: Spiral Falling
Author: Becca Amon
Genre: AU
Pairings: Naruto x Sasuke
Warnings: Shounen ai, yaoi, lemon, language
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Author's note: My first Naruto and NC-17 fanfiction. Be kind, enjoy^^.
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AN:

"…." - Dialogue

Chapter 17 - Part I: A girl's heart is...

Silence held the room.

Sasuke watched Naruto's lips move without words. His eyes had widened considerably and his body stood still.

He did not doubt his words. He even felt such words were too small, too short to contain all that they implied. It was like trapping the entire universe inside a tiny and narrow bottle.

Sasuke waited patiently for Naruto, feeling a sort of calm after the admittance. He loved the other boy.

He saw the blond-haired boy struggle for words; eyes bright with warring emotions.

Sasuke placed his index finger over the silently moving lips; stilling them.

He leaned forward, replacing the finger with his lips. Their lips touched; close enough to kiss. He kept his eyes open, noting Naruto had closed his.

"You don't have to say anything." He said, his lips moving against the other boy's. "This is how I feel. This is how I feel for you Naruto."

He seized the other boy's lips fully; pouring all his emotion into the kiss. Naruto embraced him; body shaking.

Minutes passed as they were both lost to the kiss. Sasuke pulled the boy to him; allowing no space to separate them.

They drew apart enough to be able to draw breath; puffs of warm breath caressed each other's cheeks and lips. Sasuke wanted to say so much more but could not find the words. Strings pulled at his heart, strung to the other boy.

Wordlessly, Naruto pulled him in the direction of the bathroom. They bathed in silence, sharing brief kisses in between; under the spray of lukewarm water.

He stayed the night and in the morning, borrowed a set of Naruto's uniform. They went to school together chatting like best friends.

I suppose we are, Sasuke thought as he listened to Naruto talking while gesturing so animatedly. He had become my closest friend.

Sasuke had made breakfast that morning, snickering as the blonde whined about not being allowed to eat ramen in the morning. He had thought back to his bleak mornings when he was in his house. Compared to mornings with Naruto, he felt he could never go back.

"Good morning Naruto-kun, Sasuke-kun."

The soft greeting came from Hinata, standing beside the bus stop. She held a small smile for them; always friendly.

"G'morning Hinata!" Naruto greeted. Sasuke bowed in greeting as they stood beside the bus stop as well.

From the dnt, nt, Sasuke saw Sakura and Ino approaching. He had forgotten they took the same bus as Naruto. Being best friends, the girls naturally lived close together.

He saw quite a few students from his school gathering around the bus stop. A few had run inside the cafe, located in front of the stop, for a quick breakfast.

Hinata was digging around her bag; seeming anxious to show Naruto something as they talked. Sasuke listened to them while he looked around. She held a pristine envelope in her hands and was about to hand it to Naruto when the other girls called to them. She stuffed the envelope in her bag quickly and waved to the girls. Sasuke eyed the bag suspiciously.

"Eh? Sasuke-kun! What are you doing in this stop?" He didn't acknowledge the question. It seemed unimportant to her how he was there, as long as he was.

Ino ran up to them, dragging Sakura along who briefly looked up from her notes. She smiled, looking torn between deciding to study her notes and to converse with them.

Ino sighed, grabbing the notebook from the other girl's clutching hands.

"You'll do fine Sakura! Give it a rest! Sasuke-kun is here you know..."

Sakura grabbed at her notes, cuddling it to her chest protectively. She perked up at the mention of his name, as if she had forgotten already that he was there.

She sidled up to his side, looking relieved.

"Sasuke-kun you took some advanced classes last term didn't you?"

"Ah." He nodded, frowning a little that she had pushed Naruto aside. The blonde didn't seem concerned as he continued to converse with Hinata.

"Oh thank goodness! This section has been slowly driving me insane all night! Can you help me, just a little?" She stuck her tongue out, asking bashfully.

He nodded and showed her how to deal with a few equations. She had a test that day so he helped her as much as he could throughout the bus ride. Ino had taken the seat beside him, also taking a few notes.

Sasuke's head was bowed down pointing at several notes, not daring to look up. Seats had filled quickly and Naruto had opted to stand in front of him. One of the boy's leg was in between his bent knees; parting his legs. The heat from the boy's body was very distracting. He shivered, not due to the morning chill.

On the train, Naruto and he stood side by side pressed close together by the people occupying the train car. The morning commuters had filled the train to its maximum capacity. The girls were seated away from them.

At one stop, the train halted too quickly, driving them to be squashed together as everyone tried to catch their balance. His arm had snaked out, catching Naruto by the shoulders; preventing him from falling.

Naruto had thanked him, saying something more--something that made his stomach flutter--with his eyes.

The group walked to school excitedly; joking and making plans for after school or the weekend.

Kiba, Shino, Choji and Shikamaru joined them from their spot in front of the school gates; adding to the multiple conversations happening all at once.

Sasuke watched Naruto. He couldn't help but watch. He always felt a certain awareness for the boy, but ever since the night before, he had become fully aware of every move the boy made.

A strong breeze blew pass, extracting Naruto's baby powder scent from the uniform he borrowed. He smiled to himself. He might not want to return the clothes to the other boy.

The group broke apart once they reached the classroom; sitting down on their designated desks as class begun.

A couple of minutes before the third period, Sakura and Ino had cornered him at the halls asking for one more review session before they had to take the 'test of doom'; according to them. He agreed and they claimed a section of the chemistry room to study.

The empty room was filled with his quiet tutoring and their excited exclamations as they began to understand the study material. Ino had glomped onto him once or twice at her excitement. Sakura had looked thankful once they had to leave for their test. Ino left first, having forgotten something in her locker.

Sasuke was left with Sakura in the sterile science room. Afternoon sunlight lit the room once the electric lights were turned off as they prepared to leave. The sunbeams gave ambience to the partly darkened room.

Sakura halted in her steps in front of the door. He raised his eyebrow at her back when she squared her shoulders and turned to face him. A slight blush colored her cheeks; glowing red against her light skin.

"Sasuke-kun..." Her voice quaked a little.

"Ummmm...Thank you...You didn't have to do this." Her hand tucked the hair in front of her face behind an ear; a nervous gesture.

"Actually...you never did this. You've changed--I think." She smiled, her blush intensng ang as he watched her.

"It was nothing." He told her.

Her lips made a small 'o', then she nodded, more to herself it seemed.

"That is to say..ummm...you weren't bad...just...different I guess. But no matter how you are, I've always liked you."

He wanted to say something to prevent her from saying anything else; from handing him her heart. A girl's heart is...

Her hands shaped into fists by her sides; lessening her nervous shaking. She met his gaze, determination lighting her eyes.

She was almost too quick as she leaned forward, lips a breath away from his. He stepped back quickly, his hands reflexively catching her shoulders and keeping her away.

A heavy silence fell, the realization of what almost happened settled in the pit of their stomachs.

"Sakura..."

Her head was bowed; shaking back and forth.

"I..." She stepped away from him--releasing her shoulders from his grip.

"I shouldn't have done that. I..ummm... right." She gave him a watery smile.

"I have to go...My test..." She trailed off.

He nodded his head. "Try your best."

She stared at him for a silent moment.

"I just did."

He blinked.

"I'll see you." She left quickly; shutting the door behind her.

Once the sound of her running footsteps disappeared from the halls, he exhaled heavily and leaned his weight against a table. He looked at the clean bottles on a rack, the droplets from a leaking tap and the sunlight on the tiled floor.

Sasuke replayed the event over in his mind and realized she acknowledged it wasn't the best course of action but she hadn't apologized for attempting it. Shaking his head, he left the room to meet Naruto in the library for study hall.

Naruto was already there, nose buried in a textbook, scratching his head in thought.

Sasuke had looked around upon entering the library; listening for any sounds. As always, the old library was void of any other students. It was not popular to most of his peers. They preferred the newer one.

He took the seat beside the other boy; pulling the boy's head away from the textbook and locking the surprised lips with his.

Naruto froze momentarily and then the lips became pliant under his; opening to the coercion of his demanding tongue.

Sasuke kissed Naruto with the kiss Sakura had almost stolen.

When they parted, Naruto's eyes were glazed; tongue licking his lips unconsciously.

"Hey."

"Hi." His fingers stroked the nape of the boy's neck affectionately.

"What are studying?"

Naruto pulled their chairs closer together; leaning against his side. Sasuke wound his arms around the boy's shoulders; peering into the book.

"Something for the next class." The boy pointed to several paragraphs of history and grew quiet as he returned to reading the text.

Sasuke looked down at the bowed blond head. He felt the boy's bony shoulders beneath his arm; his hand massaging the shoulder were his fingers rested. He watched Naruto's lips move as he read in his head. Eyelashes opening and closing at intervals.

It feels so normal--sitting here like this, Sasuke thought.

His other hand moved to unclasp the first few buttons on the boy's shirt; Naruto kept reading.

Sasuke parted the opened shirt and looked at the red mark on the boy's chest. He knew there were several more at certain places on Naruto's body. He snuck his hand inside the shirt; caressing the bruised skin.

Naruto's hand covered his, stopping the movement of his hand.

"You're distracting me. I'm trying to study."

"'Trying' being the operative word." Sasuke murmured into the boy's hair.

"Yeah, 'trying'. It's sorta difficult when you're doing that."

"You stopped studying the minute I got here." He whispered huskily; tracing the shell of the boy's ear with the tip of his tongue.

He felt Naruto shiver.

"You're not THAT distracting..." Naruto smirked.

"Yeah?"

"Yeah." The boy said looking down at his book once more.

Sasuke watched the boy for a couple of minutes smirking as he thumbed the boy's nipple through the under shirt.

"I thought I wasn't that distracting."

"You're not." Naruto said, eyes remaining on the page.

Sasuke squeezed the nipple and released it; repeating the action twice more.

Naruto groaned, his hand fisting on Sasuke's thigh; gripping the pant's fabric.

Sasuke laughed softly against the boy's ear. "Then how come you haven't turned the page for five minutes now?"

Naruto paused and looked at him. "I'm a slow er."er." He answered drily.

Sasuke chuckled and closed the book with a resounding 'thud'.

Naruto only shook his head and tried to re-open the book but Sasuke would not lift his hand off the cover. Sasuke shoved the book away; too far for Naruto to reach without having to stand.

"I needed to read that."

"No, not at the moment." Sasuke decided; smirking smugly.

"Pretty sure of yourself, huh?"

Sasuke nodded vigorously.

Naruto chuckled and donned a mock-serious expression.

"Well you're right class president. So, now that you have my undivided attention, what would you have me do?"

Sasuke smirked and brought Naruto's hand on his thigh to cover his groin.

"Jerk me off."

Naruto smiled, pecked his cheek and then brought their foreheads together.

He watched as Naruto unclasped his pants, sliding the zipper down one tooth at a time.

Naruto reached inside to pull out his semi-erect dick. The boy bowed down to slip the swelling flesh into his mouth, coating it with his spit.

Sasuke hissed as the warmth surrounded him and groaned when Naruto's lips retreated.

They watched as Naruto's hand stroked him to full hardness. He panted, watching the boy's face; veiled in concentration.

"We do this so easily..." He told Naruto.

"Mm."

The other boy quickened the strokes; Sasuke's hips bucking at the building heat within him.

They watched Naruto's hand work; thumb smearing the cum leaking from the slit on the head of his cock.

Sasuke spread his leg; thrusting into Naruto's fist.

His arm wound around the boy's shoulder's, squeezed Naruto close.

Sasuke panted; a bead of sweat running down the side of his face. He grunted under his breath.

"I'm close..." He warned.

Naruto only nodded; his breath heavy as well.

Sasuke looked down at the boy's lap to find the cloth bulging, indicating the boy's arousal.

His vision had grown blurry, the pleasure languidly swimming throughout his veins. His head lolled back; eyes shutting close.

"Ahh!" His eyes opened wide as Naruto took him into his mouth, sucking and lapping at the throbbing cock.

"Oh fuck!" He gasped and thrust into the warm mouth.

"Nnnnaah!!!!" He came quickly; filling Naruto's mouth with his hot cum. His body convulsed as pulse after pulse of cum and pleasure exploded from his body.

Sasuke panted for breath; his vision slowly clearing to see thrk crk ceiling of the library. Lolling his head forward he found Naruto watching him, breathing deeply and wiping his chin.

"Naruto..."

Naruto leaned forward, tucking him back in and zipping his pants close. Sasuke hissed at the touch on his still sensitive flesh.

He sluggishly reached for Naruto's groin but the boy pulled him into a fierce hug instead.

Sasuke held the boy to him, his fingers raking through the blond hair. They remained in the fierce embrace until the bell rung for the fourth class; only unraveling at the last shrill ring.

*

Sasuke wiped the boards while Naruto straightened the desks. His council meeting had ended early allowing him to help Naruto with his clean up duty. The boy's elusive clean-up partner had disappeared yet again, leaving the work to Naruto.

"One of these days I'm going to give him clean-up duty by himself." Sasuke grumbled.

Naruto pushed the last desk into place.

"It's okay really. I don't mind. Besides he couldn't clean up if his life depended on it." Naruto chuckled.

Sasuke picked up a pencil from the teacher's desk to start the class log; jotting down the absences.

He was about to confirm with Naruto something regarding one of their classmate's attendance when the door slammed open causing them to jump in their place.

Their heads swiveled to the door to find Sakura; angry accusing eyes set on Naruto. Behind her an equally angry Ino stood and a nervous looking Hinata was in their trail.

"Naruto-kun! I'm sorry! I was going to give them to you but Sakura-san saw them!" Hinata exclaimed; her voice shook ominously.

"Huh?Sakura-chan..Ino. Hinata what are you talking about?" Naruto looked back and forth between the trio; frowning in confusion.

Sakura stepped into the room, headed for Naruto. She flashed a photograph in front of him, close enough for Sasuke to see.

"She's talking about this you traitor!!!"

Sasuke and Naruto's breath caught, attention focused on a photograph of them during the retreat; foreheads resting together, lips almost touching.

"You lied to me! You fucking lied to me!" Sakura's voice screamed; tears streaked down her cheeks.

Naruto's face paled.

Sasuke drew his hands into fists.

A girl's heart is...fragile.

TBC

AN: Thank you so much for reading and the nice reviews^^ helps to keep me going. More soon! I apologized for the un-beta'd versions, but I just want to release as soon as possible you know? I know how frustrating it is to wait for more chapters^^ Thank you for your patience and the beta'd versions will be posted eventually.
-BeccaAmon