The Games We Play

AN: RATED M!

SasuSaku Chapter! Naruto and Hinata will be making their apperence again soon with in the next chapter. This is going on while Naruto and Hinata are on their missions so a "back in Konoha" kind of thing. Enjoy!

BETA: Miroku-dono

ALSO: Yes this story is on Fanfiction.net along with my other stories for Naruto. I am under the same pen name if you want to read them.

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She had nothing to do and nowhere to be. Having been put on ‘temporary leave’ Sakura really had no idea what to do with all her free time. Her friends were still busy with their jobs and team training, but she couldn’t do either of those things. A member of her team was out on a mission and the other…well there was just no way in hell she was going to train alone with Sasuke. So instead of trying to find something to do to occupy her time, Sakura went ahead and allowed herself to do nothing. It was, after all, the end of the summer season and she hadn’t had time in the past to really enjoy summer like she usually had, so Sakura decided to do just that.

She spent the morning sleeping in until about ten, which was extraordinary late for someone who got up at seven every day. After her late breakfast, or early lunch, she watched some television in her pajamas for about two or three hours before she got bored of watching the television and the soaps. She didn’t even know what was going on in all the different daytime shows to be really interested anyway.

After her lazy morning, Sakura only saw it fit to continue it with a lazy afternoon. A lazy afternoon on her roof in her bikini working on her very neglected tan. She grabbed her sunglasses, her suntan lotion and the last bottle of an alcoholic beverage in her fridge before heading to her roof. There was a chair already on the roof, but it was dusty and sun bleached from neglect; she tossed her towel over it and plopped right down instantly soaking in the rays. She put her glasses on and covered her shoulders, stomach and legs with lotion. Sitting back she took a long deep sigh and opened her drink.

The sweet alcohol burned her throat and her stomach as it went down. She gazed at the clouds through the tinted view of her glasses letting the sun completely soak her skin as her mind began to wander. With nothing to do, nothing to occupy those spaces in her mind, it was only natural her mind would wander to the one thing she had been trying so hard to avoid.

Sasuke.

Sasuke; whom she had loved since she was a child. Sasuke, who she had followed for years just to get him back one way or another. Sasuke who had always put her down and made her feel useless; Sasuke who had broken her heart over and over and she still went back to him. The one man she would compare all her lovers to, the one man she could never say no to. It was sick how much she put up with when it came to him, for a love that she was never really sure she ever got back completely. When had she become so dependent on him? When had she completely forgotten herself with him? When did she ignore all her senses and intelligence just for him? Everything in her had always screamed at her something was wrong, something was bad but she ignored it because as a child she had loved him.

Sakura laughed and took another long drink.

It was so silly; the crazy things people do for love. What she did for love. She saw an image of her older self punching her younger self through a wall as young Sakura chased after Sasuke. And another one of herself telling a slightly younger self what Sasuke was going to do to her in a short amount of time after she agreed to date him. And then she laughed again, because she knew she wouldn’t have listened. She never listened to anyone because no one knew how much she loved him, no one could understand that. The only one who came close was Naruto, but even Naruto wouldn’t have put up with so much bullshit from someone who was supposed to love you, would he?

As much as she had always told herself Sasuke was real this time, there had always been that doubt in the very back and dark corner of her mind. There was always that part of her that was just waiting for something to happen, just waiting to get hurt. And even knowing that, even having such a doubt she continued the cycle, she let herself completely fall and become completely stripped of everything she had spent years trying to protect. Why?

She took another drink, now feeling the intoxicating mixture of alcohol tingling her system and the sun soaking her skin.

She never wanted to believe it, but she knew it wasn’t something she could ever really deny to herself. Why did she always go back to Sasuke? Why did she let him reign over her emotions? Why did she just sit and wait for it all to go to hell instead of stopping it before it go there? Because she loved him and everything that came with him. She loved the heartbreak, the pain; it all came with him so she dealt with it. She put up with it because even though she had to deal with all of it, she still had him. She was still able to wrap her arms around his neck and pull him close and she would feel his arms around her and warm her completely.

She took another drink this time catching the sun’s reflection in the bottle and she stared at it. The alcohol was poisonous to her system and at first it tasted awful but the aftermath was addicting. Like Sasuke; he was her drug. He would hurt her but then he would love her and it was worth the pain. She was addicted to him, addicted to his touch, his smell, everything that was him. She needed him, her body needed him like an alcoholic needs their alcohol; it isn't good for them as it destroys them completely from the inside out but they need it.

Sakura put the bottle on her flat stomach and laughed out loud.

She just compared Sasuke to alcohol…

She put the bottle onto the floor and stretched up to the sun. She sighed and stared at the sky through her glasses.

She had to break her addiction, stop her dependence; but how? How could she just walk away from something she had been craving most of her life, something she had finally gotten all to herself whenever she wanted. How does anyone walk away from something like that? How do you quit the one thing you need to feel whole but is destroying you completely at the same time?

The mix of the sun and the alcohol was making her drowsy. She felt her body feel sluggish and her eyes begin to feel heavy. It was getting a little more challenging to continue watching the lazy clouds.

Maybe she shouldn’t think about this right now. She wasn’t in the right mind frame to be thinking about such a complex subject. The clouds started to blur and finally completely disappeared. Sakura let the warm sun completely take her away from everything. She was peaceful in her alcohol induced sleep under the sun but as her life would have it, she was interrupted.

Something kicked her foot hard and she tried to ignore it, loving the sleep too much to even acknowledge what it was. She was kicked again hard enough to make her foot hurt this time and she got annoyed.

“What the hell!” She started, cranky from being woken up and even more cranky from the alcohol.

“Sun and alcohol don’t mix!” A tall shadow of a figure stood above her holding her half empty bottle staring down at her. Sakura put her hands over her eyes blocking out the sun and getting sight of a head of long blond hair.

“Hey Ino,” She said sitting up and yawning. “What time is it?”

Ino took a seat at her feet taking a drink of the bottle.

“A little past three, how long have you been up here?”

“About an hour,” Sakura removed her sunglasses checking on the status of her tan. She couldn’t tell if she had tanned or not but she was getting really hot and starting to sweat. She turned back to her friend who was looking at the roof tops.

“What are you doing here?”

“I was looking for you,” Ino said smiling at her. “You weren’t home but something told me you would be up here.”

“Why were you looking for me?” Sakura sat back still feeling sluggish and lazy under the hot sun.

“Come training with me.”

“Now?”

“Yes.”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Not now.”

Ino seemed to pout but stood up.

“Yes now,” She demanded but Sakura didn’t want to put up with Ino right now.

“No not now, how about tomorrow.”

“Do you have something planned later today?” Ino asked and Sakura was starting to get annoyed by her voice.

“No.”

“Do you have something planned right now?”

“No.”

“So if you don’t have anything planned, and you don’t have any missions or even a job at this point what is so important that you don’t want to train?”

“I just…” Sakura sighed. “Not now.” She said sounding defeated.

“No, get your ass up!” Ino yelled.

“What?”

“I am not letting you be a depressed slob because you’re piece of shit boyfriend hurt you,”

“Ino…” Sakura started getting on her last nerve.

“Shut up.” Ino said in a tone that she rarely used on Sakura. “Get up, go get dressed and come train with me and Ten-Ten. You need this Sakura, you need to do something. You can’t just sit around here and do nothing forever.”

Sakura glared at her friend for a long moment before making a disgusted noise and getting up.

“Fine.” She said in a huff while walking toward the edge of the building to walk back down the side of the building to her room.

Ino followed her and waited for her to change, which Sakura was sure to take an extra long time but Ino didn’t say anything on the subject. When she got out Ino was waiting patiently sitting on the couch flipping though her TV channels.

“Ready?” Ino said cheerfully turning off the TV.

“Fuck you.” Sakura said grumbling heading toward the door. She didn’t really know why she was going along with this, but then again she didn’t seem to know why she did anything now a days.

“So I was thinking of making a bunch of Yuna dummies for training today, what do you say?” Ino said as they closed the door and as much as she tried Sakura could not stop the grin from her face.

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Sakura took her bandanna from her head and wrapped the loose cloth around her fist, wiping the heavy sweat from her brow and neck. She breathed hard as she tried to calm her racing heart while the two women next to her did the same; Ten-Ten was sitting next to her trying to regulate her breathing but Ino was sprawled out on the floor in front of them breathing hard with her eyes closed.

“Shit.” The blonde breathed on the floor.

“Yeah,” Ten-Ten agreed leaning back against the tree.

“I really thought you were going to kill us Sakura,” Ino said sitting up on her elbows, obviously using great effort to move.

“Don’t over exaggerate pig.” Sakura laughed sitting back and surveyed the completely destroyed training area.

Trees were ripped from earth with their hundred year old roots showing. Scorch marks were fresh the once green grass as some areas still continued to smolder, black smoke still hung in the air from all the bombs the three ninjas had used during their session. Weapons were still embedded in trees and Ten-Ten didn’t look like she was in any hurry to retrieve them.

“No,” Ten-Ten said shifting her position. “No she’s right, for a moment I was really scared there, I’ve never seen you…so angry.”

Ino laughed laying back down.

“A much needed release eh pinky!”

“Shut up.” Sakura voiced but her friend only laughed as she began to lay back down on the cool grass.

Sakura examined her arms and legs for any major wounds. She saw nothing she hadn’t seen before; a few scrapes and cuts here and there, some nasty blood stains but nothing she couldn’t fix in only a few seconds. She looked at her friends and was relieved when they too had the same minor wounds. She had told Ino to shut her face but she knew she had been a lot harder on them than she had intended to be. She fought harder than she had even with her boys. It was a very intense session but Ino was right, it was what she needed. She was sweating like a guy and didn't really smell any better, but after an afternoon of intense training with two of her greatest friends Sakura felt better than she had in a week and that said a lot.

Ino sat up from her spot on the grass; she stretched and even yawned a bit.

“Alright bitches, I’m tired as fuck but I’m also hungry so let’s go eat.”

“Food sounds good.” Ten-Ten agreed moving herself to stand up.

Sakura followed but then noticed all the weapons still imbedded in the trees, rocks, and ground.

“Ten-Ten,” She said to her friend. “Don’t you need those?” She pointed to the demolished training ground and Ten-Ten shrugged. She made some hand seals and suddenly two Ten-Ten’s appeared next to her; she nodded to the training ground and they nodded back getting to work.

Sakura and Ino laughed.

“I’m too damn hungry to get them myself.” She said walking away and the three friends were off to dinner.

Still dusty and somewhat sweaty the girls entered town and made their way to their local hang out. Had Sakura not been with her friends she would have had second thoughts, but seeing as how it was a day with the girls she didn’t care where they went because she was with them and not alone. Laughing at a joke made between them they entered their usual hang out and were greeted with friendly hellos from their fellow ninja. They got a table in the back for the three of them quickly ordering cold drinks.

“Damn you girls look hot!” Said a very familiar voice and they all couldn’t help but laugh as they looked up at the speaker. “I love it when a girl goes for a roll around in the dirt!” Kiba said as he pulled a seat next to Ino. She smiled brightly at him and Sakura guessed something must have happened between them for them to sit that close together.

“Maybe next time I can go roll around with you.” Ino teased and Sakura saw Kiba’s dark eyes light up.

“Don’t tease me; you know I hate it when you tease.” He leaned into her neck and Ino giggled.

“Awe, who said anything about teasing?” She said leaning her head toward his.

Ten-Ten and Sakura looked at each other and tried not to laugh. Never in a million years had Sakura ever thought she’d see the day something like this would happen, it seemed Ten-Ten thought the same exact thing.

“Enough please,” Sakura voiced getting not only uncomfortable but too hungry too put up with Ino’s antics. “Some of us are hungry and would like to eat.”

“Don’t be such a party-pooper Sakura,” Ino said but obediently scooted away but Kiba made no move to scoot away as was evident by him putting his arm around her shoulders. He stayed put between her and Ten-Ten.

“When did this happen?” Ten-Ten asked looking between Kiba and Ino who just looked at each other and then shrugged.

“It just sort of happened,” Ino said and Kiba nodded in agreement.

“I think that’s all we’re getting from them.” Sakura said smiling at her friend who gave her a thankful look to get the attention off her ‘relationship’ with their childhood friend. They shared another joke and laughed some more, Sakura looked around the room for familiar faces but what she saw was not what she wanted to see.

At the entrance of the room were two familiar, smug looking faces smiling at anyone who would look their way and Sakura snarled to herself before looking away. Seeing her change in behavior Ino followed her gaze and frowned.

“We just can’t go anywhere can we?” She sighed taking a drink of some of the ice water that had been brought to them.

Ten-Ten looked over as well not really understanding what was going on but next to them Kiba made some sort of groan and seemed to be trying to hide behind Ino. Sakura tried to ignore them completely hoping they would just leave her alone but of course they didn’t. Within seconds she felt them coming over to their table and she had to fight from glaring their way, maybe if she just ignored them completely they would get the picture and leave.

“Ino Yamanaka,” Yuna said in a cool clean voice. Hearing her say Ino’s name made Sakura look up.

“Yuna,” Ino said with a smug smile. “And Misako too, how are you doing tonight ladies? What do we owe your presence to?”

“Misako told me she had an unpleasant encounter with you yesterday Ino, I was wondering if you could shed some light on the situation.”

Ino smiled.

“Now is really not the time or place to discuss such things, I am out with my friends and I am sure you came looking for a good time…”

“Do not mock me,” Yuna eyed Ino dangerously but it seemed Misako did not want to be here.

“I would do no such thing!” Ino said sounding surprised. “But really Ms. Tanako we are busy so if you please,”

“I don’t think I need to tell you the consequences about you ninja getting out of line. Just ask Sakura about that.” Yuna said smiling her smug smile on her red lips. Behind her Misako seemed to shrink behind her sister more than before.

Ino however simply laughed taking another drink very nonchalantly.

“I’m glad you find abusing my sister amusing Yamanaka, I wonder what you’re Hokage would say about the treatment of her guests.” Yuna continued folding her arms and the tension at the table grew.

“Yuna…” Behind the girl Misako seemed to plead with her sister but Yuna paid no attention.

“I wonder what she would say too.” Ino said rising to the challenge. “How about we go tell her how I stopped your sister from trying to sleep with one of her ninjas and also how she completely mortified the eldest daughter of the strongest clan in the village. Or how about we tell her how you seduced one of her strongest ninja for your own personal motives and games only to throw it in her apprentice’s face just so you can feel superior!”

“If you think you can threaten me!” Yuna started but Ino stood up.

“And if you think you can play your game you are seriously delusional! Do you honestly think you can continue to pull your shit with no consequence?”

Yuna leaned over the table meeting Ino with a dead stare.

“You and I both know how much you’re pathetic little town needs our father's money so I would think twice about laying a hand on my sister again.”

Ino smiled at Yuna obviously not at all threatened.

“I never laid a hand on your sister,” She said and Sakura wondered if everyone could hear that deadly tone or if it was just her. “Why don’t you ask her what really happened? But I wouldn’t count on my generosity the next time you two decide to play a game way out of you’re league.”

“You are either very brave or very stupid.” Yuna said and Ino’s eyes narrowed.

“And you are just plain stupid. The next time you decide to play for your own amusement I suggest you take into consideration who you’re playing with.”

Yuna seemed to flair up under her cool confident façade but behind her Misako touched her hand.

“Yuna,” Misako voiced behind.

The two girls stared at each other for a long, intense moment before Yuna stood back up straight and dignified. She put her nose in the air and turned on her heel, she grabbed her sister's hand roughly and both of them stalked out of the restaurant. After they were out of sight Ino sat back down and no one knew what to really think.

“What did you do?” Sakura asked her friend; she was both amused and completely confused for what had just transpired between her best friend and the succubus with no soul.

“It’s not as bad as it seems,” Ino said waving a hand. “She was all over Naruto in front of Hinata and I just kept her in place for a few minutes to make sure she wouldn’t do something.”

“And exactly how did you manage that?” Sakura asked getting a good idea where this was going.

“I sort of, you know…possessed her body…”

All three people at the table stared at the blonde who was innocently drinking her now empty ice water. Sakura was the first to break the silence with a scoff of a laugh and a shake of her head. She would have loved to have seen that. Ten-Ten whistled and Kiba only laughed.

“I’m really hungry,” Ten-Ten said trying to flag down a waiter and the rest agreed.

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Dinner with friends was a lot more fun than she had remembered, but then again maybe she never really needed the time together like she did now. She hadn’t had any real time with them in a long time, at least without Sasuke being there. She had avoided doing anything in a group for the past week because the possibility of Sasuke being there was too great to risk. But Ino had made a point to make sure Sasuke was never around when they hung out, and it seemed he was doing a good job of respecting her wish not to be around her.

Walking home alone she had more time to think. She wished she wasn’t walking alone but Ten-Ten had to rush off to meet Neji for their late night ‘training sessions’ and Kiba and Ino made no attempt to hide what they were going to do. She was happy her friends had finally found someone but thinking of them only made her sad; and when she got sad she thought of what made her sad and she would think of Sasuke.

She was lonely and it was dark. She hated being alone; she had had Sasuke for so long she had almost forgotten what it was like. Now standing in the darkened streets with only the small light of the lamps, she really got a feeling of what that was like again. She contemplated on what she could do but she couldn’t think of anything other then going home, soaking in a hot shower and then doing nothing all night until she got sleepy and went to sleep.

She dragged her feet sighing alone in the streets, she was lost in her thoughts when she looked around realizing that in her lost mind she had some how found herself right in front of Sasuke’s apartment. She stared at the dark building, half wondering how she got here and half wondering if she should leave. He probably already knew she was there anyways so if she showed up he wouldn’t be surprised. If she left he wouldn’t follow her.

Her feet carried her before her brain caught up with her actions. Her legs carrying her to the substance her body had been craving, leading her to quench her thirst, to feed her addiction. She knew it would hurt, but then again it was him, it would be all him. And a part of her could never deny that.

She was at his door debating on whether she should knock or not. He was probably waiting on the other side for her to make the slightest noise. She wanted to laugh; were both of them so predictable? Taking a deep breath she put her finger tips on the door, and just as she predicted it flew open.

Dark, intense eyes met her own and she had to hold back a gasp of surprise and awe. She would never get over how he looked when she saw him; he was always so full of intensity. A dark and almost frightening cloud was always over him, it was slightly intoxicating; he was dangerous and she loved the rush he always gave her. Unspoken words danced on their lips, both just staring at each other wondering what they were doing or were going to do.

He moved aside and let her in; she stepped in without saying a word but keeping her eyes locked on his own. When he shut the door behind her she felt a familiar delicious shiver run down her spin as the intensity grew. He didn’t step in front of her, he didn’t say a word, he barely moved but she felt his finger tips graze her arm. She felt him through the dried dirt and sweat till been on her skin and she tingled. Her stomach flipped viciously but just like always she ignored all the signs.

Unable to keep denying the need her body needed she turned and she only caught a glimpse of him before she felt him completely crush her mouth with his. She felt his arms go around her waist and his hands on her back practically molding her into himself. She couldn’t breathe; she couldn’t see or even think. She was completely devoured by him; her need, her hunger was being satisfied but she wanted more. Her addiction was not being controlled it was only growing to a dangerously. She sucked in a breath from his mouth reaching to match his intensity, letting herself slowly become lost in the oncoming euphoria.

Their kisses were hot and hard, they were not sweet or loving. It was two people trying to feed their deadly addiction to something that was killing them slowly. It was two people trying to get their fix and not stopping until they got something that would satisfy them. She needed him, she needed to feel him, taste him, hold him; she needed everything that years of experience told her only he could provide.

In a blur Sakura found herself pressed up against the door way to his bedroom with her legs wrapped around his waist and her thighs holding him tightly, while one of his hands was caressing her ass and the other was trying to find the quickest way to rip off her shirt. She helped him by lifting her arms and breaking their crashing kisses to let him remove her shirt leaving her in her bottoms and bra. When he attacked her again her hands went to his own shirt starving to get to the ripped muscles that were being blocked by the fabric. As she helped him, he helped her by removing his shirt and tossing it aside. She ran her hands over the wonderful sensation that was his body, and when he crushed her harder against his door his groin grinding in-between her legs she let out a small cry.

She felt the door against her back fly open and with his support she found herself suddenly being carried across the room and being roughly thrown on his black sheets. She vaguely noticed how his bed was unmade but it smelled completely of him and she was finding her world only twisting more and more into a blur of passion and obsession that was all him. His touch on her skin, his breath on her ear and on her neck; his groin pressed tightly against her own; everything was making Sakura’s entire world lose sight of any conscious moral she should have been holding on to. She was lost in her addiction, finally getting the fix her body had been craving.

Sasuke kissed her hard and bit her skin all but ripping off the rest of her confining clothes except her red panties. She sighed and moaned when his hands went over her most tender parts, she yelped when he grabbed a hand full of her hair but clawed at his back with just as much enthusiasm if not more. His hands grabbed her thighs so hard she swore there would be bruises the next day and she cried out in passion again. Her skin was getting hot and sweaty; her fever for him was getting unbearable.

“Sasuke-” She sighed helplessly and she heard him growl in her neck making her body shiver helplessly. He kissed her hard again and her moans filled the room, he touched her and bruised her and Sakura wanted more. She needed more.

Her hands went to his pants that were still intact. She felt him try to stop her, to try and extend this moment between them but that wasn't what she wanted. She bit hard on his lip hearing him give a dangerous growl but he let her hands go. She dove into his pants, grabbing hard on the piece of his anatomy she was craving the most. She heard him suck in a breath and she squeezed hard pulling on it, feeling his hips grind with her.

She felt his hands go to her panties and between her legs and she moaned against his ear. She was hot, wet, and ready and she knew he felt it. She felt him put one single digit inside her and she ground hard against his hips but made to bite him again. He beat her to it kissing her so hard she couldn’t breathe or even move her mouth; she felt his teeth knock painfully against hers and she arched her back. Her bare breasts pressing against his chest, loving the sensation of his skin against her own but she wanted more. She needed to feel more. Her leg went against his pinning him between hers trying to silently give him the command to give her what she needed but he seemed to refuse.

He always loved to tease her. Make her squeal and beg for him but tonight Sakura wouldn’t have it, tonight she needed release and she wouldn’t stand for being toyed with. With a burst of chakra in her lower body Sakura surprised the great Uchiha by flipping him under her and pinning him down. Too stunned for a second to really do anything Sasuke stared up at her with a mix of hunger and surprise in his eyes. Sakura took advantage of his moment of stunned silence to get what she came for.

She moved his pants and boxers aside positioning herself just over him and locked onto his intense dark stare. She felt him grab onto her hips and pushing her red cloth aside she slid down onto him, gasping loudly and hissing at his size. She heard Sasuke groan under her and she tossed her head back being filled by him completely lost in the sensation of being completely filled. She rocked her body up and down him, her hands on his stomach supporting her, his hands on her hips as he tried to push her down as hard as possible to get himself deep inside her. The deeper he went the louder Sakura gasped until her gasps became full moans of the intense pleasure. She felt him deep in her core and she moved her body grinding against him. She vaguely felt him pinch and tweak her nipples; all she really cared for was gaining that wonderful satisfaction of diving completely over the edge.

Riding up and down him she picked up speed, moving her hips in small circles until she found that spot that would let her lose complete control. When Sasuke grabbed her hips and pushed hard into her she found it.

“Shit!” She cursed shutting her eyes. “Oh shit right there!” She said making her body repeat the motion. Under her Sasuke groaned grabbing hard on her hips making them move to ram hard into her.

Faster and harder he pushed, the louder Sakura found herself moaning begging for more. Begging for him not to stop, begging for release of all her pent up anger and aggression, trying to release all that pain and heartbreak. Her nails dug deep into his chest as she rode fast up and down, the room filled with the sound of their love making and moans; their bodily fluids and sweat mixing. As she took control she felt Sasuke reach up and grab her hair pulling her down to kiss her, lost in her pleasure Sakura conceded moving with him, allowing him to control her.

He kissed her hard and bit her bottom lip. When she moved back up he came up with her changing to angle to a more intense sensation, he bit hard on her nipples and kneaded her breast but she hardly noticed. Her mind and body was only concentrating on her small steps to fall, she was so close.

“Sasuke!” She called grabbing onto his shoulders making red nail marks in his skin but not caring.

He understood her cry and shifted his position to let her ride until found her release. She found that spot again and concentrated on it, she moved faster letting him push hard inside her, each push getting her closer and closer. She got louder, holding him tighter and then all at once Sakura saw white. Her body tensed and then shook violently, she grabbed hard onto the man under her until the intensity passed and she could breathe again.

When the world made sense again she breathed hard and released her grip on him. He still held her tightly and was still inside her and she could feel he had not gotten his own release. They met eyes, hooded sea green to onyx black and in a swift but surprisingly gentle movement he moved her back on her back under him. Taking back his alpha position Sasuke ran his hands over her body once again. Her limbs were sluggish, her breath was short and her head was still spinning; under hooded eyes she watched him as she moved her knees apart and repositioned him self on top of her. She sighed and even felt her lips curl into a small smirk when he looked back at her and with out even a warning pushing deep inside her.

She cried out and shut her eyes. Her back arched and her fingers clawed the sheets around her. Sasuke was not gentle or loving, he was Sasuke. He was relentless and rough, and Sakura loved it. It was exactly what she had been craving; it was exactly what her addiction needed. She spent the night finding release after release in his bed, neither of them speaking much but his room filling with their cries. Both of them seeking the same thing and never wanting to stop.

In the early dark hours of dawn, just as the first sign of the sun was making the dark purple sky a cobalt blue Sakura woke up. She looked at the man sleeping next to her and with out making a single noise or even moving the bed she slipped out. She quietly and quickly gathered all her clothes silently slipping them on and grabbing her shoes she shut the door. She ran silently to the front door and with out making a single noise she slipped out the door shutting it behind her. Outside she took a deep breath letting the back of her head rest against the door.

How could she be so weak?
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TBC -

Still to come: Sasuke asks 'What the hell?' Sakura struggles to find her own strength in his presence. Tension between the women of the leaf nin and Tanako girls reach dangerous heights!

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END AN: So I hope this chapter shows the full potential of the title of this story and if not then I assure you it will in the coming chapters after all we still got the SasuSaku 'talk' and that wonderful confrontation between Yuna and Sakura alone and Miasko and Hinata.

-Also to answer to questions I do not consider Sakura mentally weak but I do see her as struggling with what she wants from Sasuke and what she thinks she deserves. I would think she would love him so much and after everything she has been through she might feel she should be able to put with almost anything. Its not that she's weak, its that her emotions for Sasuke can completely control her, and yes I am speaking from expirience on this part to.

Well I hope you all enjoyed it because from here on out I'm sorry to say chapters may be slow. My sister is moving into Baylor University next week, I just got a new job as a waitress at pizza hut and I'm making a big move from South Texas to North Carolina by Christmas. So yeah, life and stuff but I will do my very best!