to break again

Sango: uh.... hey guys.... *dodges kunai and tomatoes*



im SOOOO very sorry that i havent uploaded in forever.


so....

on with the show, i guess....









previously:







“What are you doing?” Sasuke demanded.





What the hell was the dobe thinking?







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19







Sasuke was wary of the blonde. He knew Naruto, and the antics the blonde got into when he was being mischievous. And right now, he was being very naughty. Naruto opened the jar and dipped four fingers inside coating them very thoroughly, some of the slimy substance running onto his palm. He reached behind himself and saw Sasuke’s eyes widen. He inserted his longest finger inside himself, this time the process going a lot smoother.





‘This is way better than spit.’ He thought contemplatively, as he pushed the digit deeper. He soon added a second finger wincing slightly as the stretching stung a bit. Images flashed behind his lids but he pushed back the ugly memories trying to take over him. He refused to be taken to a dark place at such a great time in his life. This was everything he ever wanted; he will not let himself return to his past. He closed his eyes and relaxed his body, taking a deep breath, expelling it and the dark memories. Soon it was better, so much better, and he began to pump his fingers inside himself faster. He curled his fingers and searched for that something…it was so close, he could almost feel it. He scissored his fingers and his mouth opened in a silent moan.





When he finally added a third finger, he tensed, the feeling of being filled so much actually hurting. A flash of dirty blonde hair matted to a bronzed forehead above terrifying red eyes overtook him for a second and he felt himself go back in time, feel his brother rip him in half and laugh as he bled because of the forceful penetration. He physically shook himself of the memory, coming back to reality by taking in a shaky breath, opening his eyes to see a look of worry on Sasuke’s face. Instantly his fears and memories vanished like smoke and he smiled, relaxing completely, his fingers flexing slightly inside himself in reflex, his fingers coming close to prostate. His eyes fluttered shut and he pumped his fingers faster and twisted them around before curling them again. Damn it! He still couldn’t reach it.





“Sasuke.” He whined and it was then that all the raven’s control broke. With one quick motion he removed Naruto’s hand, inserting two of his own fingers deep inside the blonde. The blonde arched his back, loving how deep the raven’s fingers went. Sasuke twisted his fingers and curled them. Naruto’s whole body jerked as Sasuke’s fingers finally touched that wonderful spot inside him. He moaned loud and long, the sound ending in a whine.





“Sasuke.” He panted as his spot was brushed again and again, the raven giving him no reprieve. The raven entered a third finger and the blonde was pushing his hips back eagerly, fucking himself on the fingers in earnest. The blonde was soon hard again and he pulled Sasuke’s hand away with some effort, not wanting that pleasure to stop. Sasuke looked at him confused and worried.





“Lay back for me.” The blonde asked in a breathless voice.





There was nothing the raven would deny him now, even if he knew what the blonde was going to do; a tad hesitant to let the blonde do as he wanted.





Naruto curled his hand around the raven’s arousal, loving the feeling of power it gave him to be the one in control, even if he was the one on the receiving end. He loved how Sasuke moaned for him. How the raven thrashed and tried to buck up against him, seeking his pleasure from Naruto, the blonde giving and taking as he wanted. But he wasn’t thinking of it in a masochistic way. He loved that he was the one who was able to give the cold aloof Uchiha that gorgeous blush and make those arousing sounds come from the stoic man. He loved how he was the one the raven wanted—he was the one the raven loved.





Unable to take it any longer, needing to feel the Uchiha inside him, he soon straddled the raven’s hips and aligned the Uchiha’s member to his twitching entrance. This position also allowed him to be in control and he marveled in it. He controlled how fast or slow they went, finally going as fast and hard as he wanted, no longer having to take the Uchiha’s snail’s pace. In one quick movement that literally took his breath away, Naruto seated himself fully on the Uchiha’s member, feeling the other’s coarse pubic hair tickling his balls.





In that instant Naruto was transported back to that dark place where Kyuubi held him captive. His aniki was viciously pounding into him, having other men force their way inside his young body, blood running down his almond colored thighs as he was brutally raped again and again. Tears slipped down his cheeks much like that time so long ago and he shuddered, his body spasming.





“Naruto.” Sasuke said in a tight voice as his hands tightened painfully on the blonde’s hips, no doubt leaving marks. His name, Sasuke’s voice, brought him back to the now and he shuddered again, his body trembling as more tears slipped out in relief.





“Naruto. Look at me.” Sasuke tried to ground him, to keep the blonde with him, both physically and psychologically, to try to return him from that dark episode.





“Naruto, koi. Look at me. Look at me, only at me. You’re here with me, now. I love you.” Naruto drew in a shuddering breath, his whole body losing its tension and he sagged against the Uchiha. Sasuke’s arms came to hold the blonde tight against him. As he did, their bodies moved against each other, and, still being connected, Sasuke’s erection brushing against the blonde’s prostate. The Uchiha’s hips reflexively thrust up and he forced himself to stop moving.





Naruto focused on Sasuke, only on Sasuke and on the wonderful way he was making his body feel and he moaned as he adjusted to the Uchiha’s size. He sat up again, hands resting on the raven’s chest, swiveling his hips, making the raven brush against his spot.





“Oh Gods Sasuke.” Naruto couldn’t stop moaning. It felt so good. And he was growing hard once more, but he was more preoccupied with the feelings in his backside than his penis.





He swiveled his hips and cried out when Sasuke’s cock hit his prostate directly. He began to lift up and sink down, never once breaking eye contact with the raven, loving the small grunts the Uchiha gave, knowing he was making those noises come from him, loving the feel of Sasuke’s cock sliding in and out of him.





“Oh gods Naruto.”



And Sasuke kept talking, trying to keep the blonde with him, in every sense of the word, whispering praises and words of love, touching lightly, reverently all over the tanned body as though the blonde was something precious made of glass. Naruto rose until he felt only the tip inside then sank until he felt the Uchiha’s balls against his, that a whole different feeling in itself. Sasuke groaned every time he sunk into the tight heat of Naruto’s body. He actually whimpered when Naruto stopped moving, his legs having grown tired.





“Sasuke. Help.” Naruto panted and swiveled his hips, too tired to do more but still wanting to reach orgasm.





Sasuke flipped them over, grabbing Naruto’s legs and wrapping them around his waist. He thrust into the blonde, who cried out with every one of the raven’s powerful thrusts.





“Ah! Sasuke! Sa—Sasuke!” the blonde chanted his name, screaming out whenever the raven hit his sweet spot directly, and whimpering when he only grazed it, wanting to feel the full force of the thrust.





“Sasuke. H-harder.”





The Uchiha untangled the blonde’s legs from his middle, pulling one over his shoulder, the other open as wide as the blonde could, going in deeper with each thrust, hitting his prostate on every thrust, making the blonde see white, his screams growing louder as his climax approached.





“Naruto. Gods, love, look at me.” And it was then that Naruto realized he’d closed his eyes, opening them to see the raven’s coal eyes burning with such intensity and love that his orgasm overtook him completely by surprise. A high pitched wail broke from the blonde’s lips as his body trembled with the force of his orgasm, his seed spouting forth from him in torrents, though he had already cum, without stimulation to his own member.





Sasuke couldn’t take the way the blonde’s muscles contracted around him. If he thought the blonde had been tight before, now it hurt with the way he was being squeezed. With his own powerful cry, Sasuke emptied his seed deep inside the blonde, groaning his name as he felt his body being milked of his very being. Naruto moaned as he felt the rushing warmth of the raven’s seed enter his body, the feeling pleasant and more intimate than their activities had felt.





Sasuke’s rigid body went limp as he exhaled a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding, slumping against Naruto as his body seemed to lose all its bones, his breath ragged and uncontrollable. Naruto’s breathing was in the same state. Sasuke’s body stuck to his, his weight welcomed, though the sweat was beginning to cool and he shivered, the cum between their stomachs drying unpleasantly.





“Can we take a shower?” He asked, his voice hoarse from all his screaming, as he nudged the Uchiha slightly. After a while, Sasuke steered, blinking sleepily at the blonde.





“Ugh. Fine.” He said not too pleased with having to move after being so close to dream land. With slightly wobbly legs, the Uchiha stood, holding out his hand to Naruto. The blonde took it, a strong case of vertigo making his vision spot as all the blood rushed back to his head. A dark blush stained his cheeks as he felt the aftermath of their activities running down the inside of his thigh.





“What?” Sasuke asked, not knowing why the blonde was blushing, but not liking how he avoided eye contact—a sign of embarrassment. The blonde mumbled something that he didn’t quite catch and asked him to repeat it.





“I have cum running down my leg.” The blonde said through gritted teeth and tried to hurry into the shower, glad that the bathroom was closer to their room rather than to the master bedroom where Gaara and Neji were. It was awkward trying to walk feeling that wetness inside him, feeling unpleasant as it continued to slide down his legs and between his ass crack. He refused to think of other reasons why he thought the feeling unpleasant, trying to repel memories of semen and blood running down his thigh. He shook himself out of it only to see the raven laughing at him.





Sasuke hated that their lovemaking had brought back terrible memories to the blonde; had seen the way he froze and his eyes went dead during the beginning. And it was happening again. The blonde was embarrassed and ashamed and trying to shut him out by becoming distant. He knew he never should have done that, hated how his hormones had hurt the blonde by making him relive those memories. But Sasuke had tried to bring the blonde back to him, seeing that he responded to the sound of his voice. And now, he tried that tactic again and did the first thing that came to mind. Teasing. He knew how the blonde hated to be teased and how his eyes would blaze with so much emotion that it was overwhelming and such a turn on.





So, Sasuke laughed.





Naruto couldn’t believe it. The bastard was laughing at him. Naruto’s lip curled in distaste at the Uchiha’s sense of humor. Always making fun of him. With what little dignity he had left, Naruto turned his nose in the air and walked-though awkwardly-to the shower, ignoring the raven. Sasuke tried to make light of the situation, knowing the blonde was fragile and continued his mocking of the blonde. It was for his own good, he told himself, and hurried to catch up.





“Oh, come on Naruto. I was just making fun. No harm in that.” he said as he wrapped his arms around his offended lover’s waist, pressing his chest against the other’s back, resting his head on the blonde’s shoulder. He could clearly see the full Uzumaki pout, making a smile appear in his own face. He kissed the blonde’s cheek before going to fix the water to the perfect temperature for a long shower. He got in the shower, wanting to give the blonde some space and was a tad surprised to feel the Uzumaki press against him only minutes after getting in. He assumed the blonde would need to be coaxed into the shower, and his body jumped at the sudden contact, not used to being touched much. He didn’t like to be touched. Of course that was going to change and quickly, because the blonde loved to touch him. Little caresses, needy with the desire to touch him, needing no excuse, just because he wanted to, needed to know that the Uchiha was there. A form of reassurance for the blonde.





However, while Sasuke wanted to bask in post coital bliss, there was still the issue of Naruto’s scars. He would wait only until they finished the shower to speak. He couldn’t take the questions that demanded answers swimming in his head anymore. How someone had hurt the blonde so much tore at his heart and Sasuke could do nothing more than see the scars—do nothing to change the past; a past that haunted the blonde even when he was supposed to be happiest. His hands tightened unconsciously at his sides and Naruto looked at him questioning, trying to loosen his hands and wrap them around his midsection as his own tan arms wrapped around the Uchiha’s neck.





“Have I told you that I love you?” Sasuke asked, his body relaxing against the warm and firm body of Naruto, loving the feel of the blonde in his arms.





“Hmm...maybe. But you could always say it again.” Naruto said coyly, resting his head in the crook of the raven’s neck, all earlier banter forgotten. The slickness of their bodies made them rub against each other continuously, though there was little friction.





“I love you.” The raven said, his voice intense with the sincerity of his words. Naruto’s arms tightened around his neck, trying to pull himself closer to the raven, his body once again awakening to the continuous rubbing against the Uchiha’s skin. He loved the feel of Sasuke. Of only Sasuke. Gods, he wanted the raven again. And almost like he was reading his mind, Sasuke asked,





“Can I be inside you again?” His cock growing hard from the movements of their bodies, poking the blonde’s belly. Naruto didn’t answer as he brought a leg to circle the Uchiha’s waist, the raven, understanding what he was doing, lifted him by his butt to have the blonde hook his ankles behind the older man.





“I love you.” The raven whispered again as he slowly sheathed himself in his love’s tight heat.







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