Why

Warnings- yaoi, mpreg, rape of a minor, language…





Pairings: Sasuke/Naruto, Kakashi/Iruka





Sorry about that I knew I was forgetting something in the last chapter …





“…” -talking

‘….’ -Character thoughts

(dream)

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>>>>>> -time laps







The story is about to begin I hope you enjoy… please r/r











WHY











Chapter 2: secrets revealed-





Naruto pov-





We were sitting on top our small bed we were told to share, silently watching each other. The room is complete dark except for the little moonlight seeping through the window next to us.





With a sigh I look away not sure I can look at him while I tell him… while I tell him all I wished to keep secret. I know once I tell him others will know. Sighing again I seem to do that a lot I begin.





“My dreams... are like part of me that is caged. I only see it when I’m sleeping, but when I’m sleeping its like I’m reliving that part of my life.”





“What part is that?” I wish he wouldn’t ask, once I start I don’t think I can stop.





“What was I saying in my sleep?” I ask hoping it’s not what I think it is.





“You were, it was, ‘stop, please stop. no I don’t..’ You don’t what?” he looks worried. I’m more afraid that he’s worried than mad.





“I...” I pause unsure of how to go about telling him.





“Naruto you said you’d tell me, so spill. What’s up?” ‘Why does he seem so concerned? Now, after all this time?’





“The dream is when I was about 9. I’m sleeping in my bed when, I’m awaken by 3 men who barge into my apartment. They’re drunk and really don’t like me. They’re hitting me and calling me names saying that a fox is close enough to a dog for them and that I needed to learn how to be a good bitch.” I pause trying to keep myself from shaking and yelling it out, but I have to continue he wants to know so I’ll let him know it all.





“What?” Is all he says his eye’s widening.





“He kisses me so hard that my lips are bruised and about to bleed. Then I’m hit to the floor, he likes to feel like he’s in control and he is. Before I have time to even think my mouth is forced open and filled by the man who had kissed me. Not satisfied by raping my mouth he threw me onto the bed. My clothes are ripped off me and he forced my legs apart. The next thing I knew I was in pain so much pain that screaming couldn’t express it. I felt like I was being ripped apart. Only thing was when he was done there was still two others who wanted there fun as well.”





“Oh. My god. Your only 9, how could someone..”





“There was so much blood on the bed I thought I was going to die! For some reason I didn’t. I guess we now know why, the damn fox, fucking parasite wouldn’t let me die from that. I remember sitting in the bathtub for a few hours only to return to see the bed again. I tried to scrub it clean but it just wouldn’t go away all I saw was red and I was covered in it again I stayed in the bathroom for over a day scrubbing myself until I was red everywhere and in some places bleeding again.”





“Naruto did you tell the Hokage? Anyone?” He asks scrunching up in worry and voice filled with concern that he's trying to hide.





“No, just you. No one else.” I say in a quiet voice. “If I had, that probably would have been the end of it, but I kept my mouth shut and after three years they stopped. I had gotten used to it. I closed myself off from it. I couldn’t stop them at least I didn’t think I could. I didn’t know I had any strength and I thought they would kill me. They threatened enough times to make me think they could.” Sasuke let out a growl frowning with worry. ‘He looks really mad maybe I shouldn’t have told him.’ “Don’t worry about them. It was taken care of eventually.”





“What do you mean?”





“4 months ago, they were killed, so I heard. All three of them in a raid. Stupid nobles and there bastard personal guards.” I spit out under my breath.





“Nobles did that to you?”





I sighed what else could I do I was tired and I felt so drained I just wanted to curl into a little ball and sleep forever.

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Sasuke pov-





How could he keep something so painful to himself, for so long? He looks so hurt and tired. He shouldn’t be on this mission. I don’t know how to comfort him what could I possibly say that would help?





Reaching out I pull him to me. He seems so frail all of a sudden. He whimpers but he doesn’t stop me. I wrap my arms around him wanting him to always be safe I know it won’t happen but for tonight I can keep him that way.





“What are you doing?” I hear him whisper.





“Shh, just sleep!” and I wrap them tighter. With his head buried in my chest his hair tickling my nose I feel him shudder and know he’s crying again.





“Why are you?” he asks but I quiet him by rubbing his back then run my fingers through his blonde hair. He sighed.





Soon after, we were both asleep. We were so tired that we slept later than we should have.

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normal pov-





“Kakashi where are they? They’re late!” Sakura stated annoyed at her team mates and there lack of showing up.





“Sakura there only.. uh, kay an hour late. Why don’t we go get them.” He said walking away from her back to the inn.





Walking up to the door they knocked once getting no answer, they set about opening it themselves.





Opening the door they stood there not knowing exactly what to say. The sight before them was not what they expected.

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Sasuke pov-





I opened my eyes at the sound of the door opening. Seeing who it was quickly I looked back down at Naruto who was peacefully sleeping in my arms still. No traces of the nightmare or the talk we had on his sleeping face. Tearing my eye’s away from him I looked back at Kakashi and the stunned Sakura.





“Sasuke-kun, you’re late! Why are you and,… I don’t think I want to know. It all makes sense now.” Sakura said about to turn around.





Looking at her it didn’t click what she was referring to until I looked back at Naruto in my arms. “Sakura, its not what it looks like.” I state calmly.





“No its okay, I understand.” She said softly smiling.





“Understand what?” At that we both turn to look the one who had spoke.

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Naruto pov-





I woke feeling so much better and warm so warm I just wanted to snuggle more with the warmness around me. Why are people talking around me? I spoke before I ever opened my eyes.



“Understand what?” I said then I opened my eye’s to look into onyx colored eyes. I blink a moment before I understand myself what I’m looking at. But, instead of jumping out of his arms. Which are still around me. I smile.





“Thank you!” I say so quiet I can hardly hear it myself.





“Any time!” He answered; my heart is pounding so hard from his voice I have to close my eye’s to try to gain control of myself. I hope the others don’t notice this. Wait the others.





My eye’s fly open so fast that I jump knocking Sasuke back on the bed so I can see that indeed we are not alone.





“Uh!” is all I manage to say I’m sure I’m blushing by now.





“How about breakfast you two?” Kakashi called out completely unfazed at his two male members of his team sleeping in each others arms.





“Uh!” 'Damn this isn’t working why did it feel so good to wake up in his arms, and at the same time so embarrassing?'

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Sasuke pov-





20 minutes later-





“So, I don’t know how to start!” Sakura said a light blush tinting her cheeks.





“Start what?” I ask hoping Sakura won’t start in on what had happened between Naruto and I.





“How long have you two been together?” Crap she asked. I had a feeling she would jump to conclusions.





“We’re not, together!” Naruto said from behind me.





“But you and he, your, last night in bed?” She stammered out confused.





“Nothing happened Sakura-chan, Sasuke and I, are friends. And I mean did you see the size of that bed come on he’s lucky I didn’t knock him out instead, I move around a lot in my sleep ya know.”





“But you were in his arms!” She presses.





“Do you not try to comfort your friends when they need it? We just happen to fall asleep.” Man, how can he be so calm? He’s never calm.





“I’m sorry I jumped to conclusions then.” Sakura said. Though she didn’t sound like she believed either of us on the matter.

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Naruto pov-





“Why did you come to that one to start off with? Why would you think that Sasuke would be involved with me like that? How is he ever going to revive his clan if he’s with a guy come on Sakura chan! Really I wonder about you some times.” I say in a teasing tone.





“I, don’t know. Just forget I even said anything. Besides we have a mission today. I’m glad your feeling better today Naruto.”





“Me too. Well, we should be going. No need to keep our noble, waiting right!” I say with a smile.





“Naruto!” Sasuke said looking at me.





“What? No worries, Sasuke.” I say my mask firmly placed as I smile at them and start to walk away. “Come on we have a mission to do!” I call out over my shoulder at the two.

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The noble we’re escorting is nice enough. He hasn’t made one comment yet about Kyubbi. I couldn’t be any happier than to not have to listen to another ‘why is He with us?’ and ‘I don’t want a Demon around me he might kill us all in our sleep!’ come on if I wanted them dead I wouldn’t wait for them to sleep really.





So he was nice enough didn’t complain much only that he was happy to have some time away from his nagging wife and children though he loves them dearly. They can become too much to handle at times. So here he was away visiting another village for some meeting he didn’t want to attend so he could be alone.





Nobles can be quite tiresome at times. finally were going to set up camp for the night. I’m glad I’m still tired. Not quite caught up on my rest though the night before had helped.







End chapter 2





(tbc)



ugh that seemed like such a stupid place to stop but I had to start the next chapter somewhere ^_^



(side note m-preg will be in later chapters)



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