My Last Wish

Author’s Note: Thank you for all the reviews! This chapter is a bit longer. I’m going to try to keep up the pace of at least having a chapter out every week. Don’t hold it against me though. My schedule changes to frequent to be certain but stick with me. Also I would like to thank my lovely beta Fairy_niamh. Thank you so much!

My last Wish: Chapter 2


Dear Diary

Being in love with my best friend isn’t easy at all. I thought that these feelings that I’ve been harboring would go away with time. I was wrong. All the distance that I had placed myself in away from Sasuke caused me more pain than I had intended. Trying to keep my distance isn’t easy either. I found that hiding from the Uchiha is a job in itself. He would be everywhere I turn and everywhere I looked. I knew that he was trying to talk to me but I didn’t want to talk to him. He had to be hurt and pissed as hell at me. Go figure.

I want to talk to him. I want to be near him. God, I just want him. These feelings that I’ve been trying to get rid of are getting worse and worse. I’m starting to see him in my dreams more. This is getting out of hand. I’m losing what little control I had in the first place. At times I find myself unconsciously heading for his dorm room at night. No, I’m not a stalker or anything I just want to be closer to him. Is that what you would call being obsessed?

I couldn’t be obsessed, could I? I mean I don’t always sleep walk to his room at night. I mean sometimes I wake up sweating and cum in my pants with dreams of him…I mean is that bad? God, I think I’m going nuts! I think I’m going to call it a day writing in you today. So my final thought of the day is: I think I’m in serious trouble, Help anyone?

Closing his diary Naruto put his head in his hands. “What the hell am I going to do?” sighing Naruto put his head on his desk. Are the thoughts he thought love or just lust?

“Finally done I see”

Shoulders tensing, Naruto turned to and glared at the girl at the door. “Don’t you knock?” Naruto said. While getting up from his chair not before he closed his diary and hid it perfectly under is desk making sure Ino didn’t see it.

“You know I already know where that hiding spot is” She said making her way over to the bed and sat.

“What?!” Grinning Ino crossed her legs and smiled at Naruto. She had seen the blonde on numerous acaissions hide his journal. It was so cute she couldn’t bring herself to tell him that she had already known where he puts it. “Glad to see you in high spirits.
After all shouldn’t you be brooding over the Ice princess?” she chuckled. “No, I don’t brood all day. I do have a life ya know” he scowled. Heading over to the bed


Naruto sat next to Ino. “And what do I owe the pleasure?” He could see the girl had some big news to tell he just wasn’t sure he was ready for what she had to spill. Turning to face Ino, Naruto could see he smile leave her face this couldn’t be good at all.

“Well as it stands we all know your avoiding Sasuke like the plague” she was stalling. Even though she had came there for that purpose, deep down she knew this could be bad for the hyper blonde.

“Stop stalling. What are we three?” He said getting inpatient. If she was going to say something she should just say it, instead of beating around the bush.

Taking a deep breath Ino did the one thing that was the hardest she could do. Closing her eyes she took a big breath and spilled. “Naruto, Sasuke has a girlfriend”. She could feel it. She could feel the tension in the air. Opening her eyes she looked over at Naruto. He was in shock.

“What did you say?” she was lying. Ino was lying to my god damn face.

“I’m fucking serious Naurto. He has a girlfriend and let me tell you that’s not even the worst of it” She had more to tell.

“What the fuck could be worse than telling me that my best friend who not only am I in love with, didn’t fucking tell me he had a girlfriend?” What else could the girl have to say?

“He’s dating Sakura”

I’ll kill her. I will fucking kill her and hide her body. “Ino, stop joking this isn’t funny.” he said nervously.

“Do you see a smile on my face?” she was serious.

“This cannot be happening. Please tell me that this is some sick joke and tomorrow I will wake up and this won’t be so”. Denial. Yes that’s what I will be in. There’s no way one of my closest friends, who mind you knows of my feelings for the bastard, would do this.

“It’s not, Naruto. They’ve been dating for about a week now”. She could feel the confusing, the hate, and all the emotions that ran across Naruto’s face. There was nothing that she could do to console the blonde. Nothing she could say to make it better. The fact still remained.


That one of his friends is with the one person the blonde had ever loved.

Why had this happened? Why had she betrayed him? He didn’t know what he was going to do. What could he do? Not only was she dating him, she picked the best opportunity to do it, while he was so graciously avoiding Sasuke. She was the only one besides Ino who knew of his feelings.

Some one out there hates me.

“Why would she do that?” he said in a defeated tone.

“ I don’t know, but maybe if you weren’t ignoring Sasuke you would know”. It was his own fault after all. He should have known something like this would happen. Everyone knew that Naruto was like ice princesses bodyguard. Any girls that even sneeze his way gets the look. The weird part about it was that the Uchiha never did anything to stop him. It was just too damn weird. Maybe she was over looking something.

Getting up from the bed Ino stretched. “Look, all I know is you need to talk to Sasuke and ask him for yourself instead of sitting here brooding over it. We can go over scenarios all day but we won’t know till we ask”.

She was right. Sitting here thinking about it would just make things worse. The only problem is how would he confront the Uchiha. “That’s all well and good, only one problem. I’m supposed to be avoiding him. Do you know how weird that would be going up to him after what? Two weeks of ignoring him and going. “Hey, what’s up? Remember me? Long time not talk, I heard you were dating Saukra.” She was crazy! How could he go up to Sasuke and talk to him out of the blue just because he was dating someone.

“Well what the hell do you want me to do? Look you got yourself into this. Get yourself out” She fumed at the blonde. She could see that he was in a bind but there was nothing she could do for him. “Why don’t you tell him you where doing something important for me?” She paused. “You better love me for this. Why don’t you tell him you where helping me get with Shikamaru.” she trailed off.

“Are you serious?! You’re going to let me tell him your secret crush?” He was in shock. Ino had like the lazy guy for sometime. No one knew about it but him. The blonde could tell she was going out on a limb for him.

“Yes, don’t make me change my mind. God, the things I do for you. Just don’t ever say I never did anything for you.”

Nearly glomping her. Naruto smiled. “You’re the biggest life saver ever!”

“Yea, Yea what would you do without me? She replied heading for the door. “Good luck hun”. He grinned at her. When she was out of site his grin fell from his face.

“What am I going to do?” he said to the air. Falling back on his bed he stared at the ceiling. This was not going to be easy.