Don't You Feel It Too?
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Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
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9
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part 2
Don’t You Feel It Too?
Part 2
Pairings: Kankuro/Kiba, Gaara/Lee, Nejji/Hinata, Shikamaru/Chouji, one-sided Kankuro/Shino
Rating: PG-13 I guess, will eventually go up to NC-17
Warnings: Slightest hinting of incest (for Neji/Hinata obviously), angst, language
I would just like to apologize to everyone who has been reading this story. I haven’t been able to update any of my fics for a while because I have been busy moving from an apartment I lived in for 12 ½ years into a house. So with all the packing and unpacking it was really hard to focus on my stories, but now things are settled so I’ll try to update more often ok? Thanks for your patience
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Shino tossed and turned in his bed, he just couldn’t fall asleep. There were too many thoughts racing around his consciousness. Most of them consisted of a certain puppeteer and the feelings that were attached to him. He heard the slight hum of the kikai by his ear as he felt a few break through his skin. They scurried over his skin, leaving a tingling feeling in their wake, not enough to tickle but the slight pressure was felt.
Shino sat up with a groan and reached for his glasses, it was no use trying to fall asleep when his mind was racing. He sat up and looked out the window, the stars were bright over the quiet plains, the birds chirped merrily in the summer warmth as the insects hummed along with the wind. Shino felt slightly poetic as he thought of the sounds of summer but quickly shook his head. There was no use thinking of the beauty of words when he felt so utterly miserable. He leaned his head on the window ledge and watched as a ladybug crawled over the screen. He smiled sadly as he counted 7 spots on it’s back, didn’t that mean he was supposed to have good luck now? The tall boy shook his head, he wasn’t used to these feelings, he wasn’t used to his heart constantly feeling like it sat in a vice and just one more turn will totally destroy it.
“What should I do?” Shino didn’t even realize he was talking out loud as he thought of his life. “Will I always feel like this?” Shino’s vision began to blur and his heart began to race, he put his head on his arms as he felt the hot tears drip down his face to his arms. He heard the insects both inside and out of his body rustle and buzz. He never cried, ~never~ but apparently his body refused to listen to that fact as he began to sob. So this was what it felt like to have a broken heart? Shino took off his glasses and threw them over his shoulder, not caring what happened to them as he cried out to the starry night.
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Shino groaned as he opened his eyes, not only did he have a headache from all the crying last night but his back was also aching from being in the same hunched over position for hours. He wiped his eyes and sat up stretching the tense muscles of his back. It was then that he remembered that he threw his glasses the night before. The dark haired boy turned and began to search, if something had happened to his glasses he would have to buy another pair, meaning he would have to go outside with no glasses at all. He desperately hoped it didn’t come down to that. Just last week he had three extra pairs just incase something had happened, well the first pair had an unfortunate run in with Kiba’s kunai during practice (hell he was lucky he still had an eye after that stunt), the second was used as a chew toy by Akamaru, well that’s what Kiba said but Shino had his suspicions about the dog-boy himself. And the third had been totally annihilated by Naruto who decided it would be fun to piss of the tall Aburame and stole them and used some sort of jutsu to disintegrate them. Shino had not been happy that week.
Searching for his glasses was not fun when his eyes were burning and his head felt ready to explode. He would definitely have to remember the next time he felt so shitty he should not grab his glasses first. Shino groaned as he realized he had thrown his glasses right into the wall with what seemed like a lot of force considering they were now broken into three pieces.
Shino all but collapsed onto the floor next to his glasses. He couldn’t ask his dad for a pair because the last time he had done that, he received a 2 hour lecture on how he should be more responsible with his possessions. Shino stood up and tried to ignore the spinning in his head as he began to get dressed, maybe if he left early enough, he could get glasses and not be seen by anyone.
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It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining brightly and the wind was blowing lightly. This of course meant hell for Shino because everyone was outside enjoying the weather. Mostly people just stared as the Aburame walked past with his head down trying to avoid any attention. Shino walked as quickly as possible without looking rushed, unfortunately he wasn’t really paying attention to where he was going and with all the extra feelings running through his heart and mind he didn’t notice someone in front of him until it was to late and he was on his back. He groaned and put his hands over his face. Great, just what he needed as if walking around without glasses wasn’t bad enough, now he just walked into someone and made an ass out of himself.
“Damn I’m sorry I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going, are you...Shino?” Shino peeked through his fingers and mentally began to kick himself, of course it had to be ~him~ of all people.
“Sorry Kankuro.” Shino sat up and ignored the hand offered to him as he stood up, he already felt embarrassed enough without needing help to get off the ground. Shino went to turn when Kankuro began to talk to him.
“What happened to your glasses? Not that I’m saying you should wear them.” Shino tried to ignore the flutter of hope that crossed his heart, that wasn’t a compliment....was it?
“They broke, I need to get new ones, excuse me.” Shino turned and cringed, no wonder no one would want him, he was so cold, especially to the one he loved. It was his fault no one would ever want him and the sooner he accepted that, the less it would hurt with time...hopefully....
Of course he didn’t seem to be enough for Kankuro, and it made sense being that he was dating Kiba.
“What happened?” Shino stopped and felt like his entire being froze over. He couldn’t possibly tell Kankuro he had thrown them into a wall while ~crying~. Shino just shook his head and slowly began to walk again. “Well it probably won’t mean anything much coming from me but I really think you look good with out them.” Shino closed his eyes trying to stop that funny feeling from stampeding his heart. He turned towards Kankuro ready to say something mean just so he could get away but he couldn’t, not when the older boy was smiling like ~that~. “You have beautiful eyes.” Shino frowned and bit his lip. No he couldn’t listen to this he couldn’t have his soul ripped apart like this, quickly he turned and ran. As he ran back towards his house he promised to listen to all his father had to say as long as he got those damn glasses right now
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Apparently his father could sense something was wrong with his son as he just handed the glasses over and told him to be careful with them. Shino received them gratefully and put them on. Unfortunately he had to go to practice with his team which more than likely meant another run in with Kankuro. He really wished to just crawl into bed and stay there for a little while...or the rest of his life, whatever...
“Shino, are you alright?” The tall boy turned to his father and nodded, usually his father didn’t show much emotion unless there was something incredibly wrong. Like after he had faced Kankuro, funny how everything seemed to come back to the ninja from Suna. Shino quickly walked away, how embarrassing would it be to talk to his ~father~ about something like love and sex...
Quickly he walked out of the house. It seemed that he wasn’t safe anywhere, his father had known something was up, Kankuro seemed to be everywhere Shino went, and Kiba was dating the man Shino wanted. How was Shino supposed to fix this? He didn’t want Kiba to find out and begin to hate him and he certainly didn’t want Kankuro to know of his feelings. He felt bad enough without having Kankuro actually tell him of how Shino was not good enough and how wrong it was considering he was Kiba’s boyfriend. Why did everything have to be so ~hard?~
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Shino arrived at the training area early, like always. He needed to try and focus, his head was so full of agonizing emotions that he could hardly stand up straight let alone actually fight. When would these feelings go away? How was it that Shino had to feel this way about a man who had, at one time, tried to kill him?
“Shino ” Shino jumped slightly as his shorter friend yelped in his ear. “Holy shit Shino, you must really be out of it if I can sneak up on you ~and~ make you jump. You ok man?” Shino looked at his best friend, the one person he truly ever trusted in his younger days. The one person he absolutely refused to hurt.
“...” Kiba rolled his eyes and punched Shino in the shoulder.
“C’mon man, lets spar, I got a new jutsu I wanna try.” Shino nodded slightly and followed Kiba to the center of the training area. As Kiba gave a pep talk to Akamaru Shino’s mind began to drift again. He wasn’t used to being so distracted, especially during a fight but he couldn’t help thinking of how his friend would hate him. Could he really give up his best friend? The first person to try and get to know him no matter how many times Shino threatened his life? No of course not, he couldn’t do that to Kiba, so it was decided. Shino would simply keep his feelings to himself, and while it would hurt, it would be better in the long run. He would much rather have Kiba love him as a friend then hate him as a traitor and rival. “Hey You ready there freak? Unlike some people I don’t have all day to contemplate my existence Let’s go ” Shino sighed and got into a defensive stance. It was useless arguing with someone so thick-headed. “Hey and if I win you buy lunch today right?” Shino couldn’t help but smirk a little under his collar but nodded.
“Ok.” Kiba grinned as he charged. Shino waited, and as he and Kiba trained, no thoughts of Kankuro even crossed Shino’s mind.
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Part 2
Pairings: Kankuro/Kiba, Gaara/Lee, Nejji/Hinata, Shikamaru/Chouji, one-sided Kankuro/Shino
Rating: PG-13 I guess, will eventually go up to NC-17
Warnings: Slightest hinting of incest (for Neji/Hinata obviously), angst, language
I would just like to apologize to everyone who has been reading this story. I haven’t been able to update any of my fics for a while because I have been busy moving from an apartment I lived in for 12 ½ years into a house. So with all the packing and unpacking it was really hard to focus on my stories, but now things are settled so I’ll try to update more often ok? Thanks for your patience
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Shino tossed and turned in his bed, he just couldn’t fall asleep. There were too many thoughts racing around his consciousness. Most of them consisted of a certain puppeteer and the feelings that were attached to him. He heard the slight hum of the kikai by his ear as he felt a few break through his skin. They scurried over his skin, leaving a tingling feeling in their wake, not enough to tickle but the slight pressure was felt.
Shino sat up with a groan and reached for his glasses, it was no use trying to fall asleep when his mind was racing. He sat up and looked out the window, the stars were bright over the quiet plains, the birds chirped merrily in the summer warmth as the insects hummed along with the wind. Shino felt slightly poetic as he thought of the sounds of summer but quickly shook his head. There was no use thinking of the beauty of words when he felt so utterly miserable. He leaned his head on the window ledge and watched as a ladybug crawled over the screen. He smiled sadly as he counted 7 spots on it’s back, didn’t that mean he was supposed to have good luck now? The tall boy shook his head, he wasn’t used to these feelings, he wasn’t used to his heart constantly feeling like it sat in a vice and just one more turn will totally destroy it.
“What should I do?” Shino didn’t even realize he was talking out loud as he thought of his life. “Will I always feel like this?” Shino’s vision began to blur and his heart began to race, he put his head on his arms as he felt the hot tears drip down his face to his arms. He heard the insects both inside and out of his body rustle and buzz. He never cried, ~never~ but apparently his body refused to listen to that fact as he began to sob. So this was what it felt like to have a broken heart? Shino took off his glasses and threw them over his shoulder, not caring what happened to them as he cried out to the starry night.
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Shino groaned as he opened his eyes, not only did he have a headache from all the crying last night but his back was also aching from being in the same hunched over position for hours. He wiped his eyes and sat up stretching the tense muscles of his back. It was then that he remembered that he threw his glasses the night before. The dark haired boy turned and began to search, if something had happened to his glasses he would have to buy another pair, meaning he would have to go outside with no glasses at all. He desperately hoped it didn’t come down to that. Just last week he had three extra pairs just incase something had happened, well the first pair had an unfortunate run in with Kiba’s kunai during practice (hell he was lucky he still had an eye after that stunt), the second was used as a chew toy by Akamaru, well that’s what Kiba said but Shino had his suspicions about the dog-boy himself. And the third had been totally annihilated by Naruto who decided it would be fun to piss of the tall Aburame and stole them and used some sort of jutsu to disintegrate them. Shino had not been happy that week.
Searching for his glasses was not fun when his eyes were burning and his head felt ready to explode. He would definitely have to remember the next time he felt so shitty he should not grab his glasses first. Shino groaned as he realized he had thrown his glasses right into the wall with what seemed like a lot of force considering they were now broken into three pieces.
Shino all but collapsed onto the floor next to his glasses. He couldn’t ask his dad for a pair because the last time he had done that, he received a 2 hour lecture on how he should be more responsible with his possessions. Shino stood up and tried to ignore the spinning in his head as he began to get dressed, maybe if he left early enough, he could get glasses and not be seen by anyone.
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It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining brightly and the wind was blowing lightly. This of course meant hell for Shino because everyone was outside enjoying the weather. Mostly people just stared as the Aburame walked past with his head down trying to avoid any attention. Shino walked as quickly as possible without looking rushed, unfortunately he wasn’t really paying attention to where he was going and with all the extra feelings running through his heart and mind he didn’t notice someone in front of him until it was to late and he was on his back. He groaned and put his hands over his face. Great, just what he needed as if walking around without glasses wasn’t bad enough, now he just walked into someone and made an ass out of himself.
“Damn I’m sorry I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going, are you...Shino?” Shino peeked through his fingers and mentally began to kick himself, of course it had to be ~him~ of all people.
“Sorry Kankuro.” Shino sat up and ignored the hand offered to him as he stood up, he already felt embarrassed enough without needing help to get off the ground. Shino went to turn when Kankuro began to talk to him.
“What happened to your glasses? Not that I’m saying you should wear them.” Shino tried to ignore the flutter of hope that crossed his heart, that wasn’t a compliment....was it?
“They broke, I need to get new ones, excuse me.” Shino turned and cringed, no wonder no one would want him, he was so cold, especially to the one he loved. It was his fault no one would ever want him and the sooner he accepted that, the less it would hurt with time...hopefully....
Of course he didn’t seem to be enough for Kankuro, and it made sense being that he was dating Kiba.
“What happened?” Shino stopped and felt like his entire being froze over. He couldn’t possibly tell Kankuro he had thrown them into a wall while ~crying~. Shino just shook his head and slowly began to walk again. “Well it probably won’t mean anything much coming from me but I really think you look good with out them.” Shino closed his eyes trying to stop that funny feeling from stampeding his heart. He turned towards Kankuro ready to say something mean just so he could get away but he couldn’t, not when the older boy was smiling like ~that~. “You have beautiful eyes.” Shino frowned and bit his lip. No he couldn’t listen to this he couldn’t have his soul ripped apart like this, quickly he turned and ran. As he ran back towards his house he promised to listen to all his father had to say as long as he got those damn glasses right now
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Apparently his father could sense something was wrong with his son as he just handed the glasses over and told him to be careful with them. Shino received them gratefully and put them on. Unfortunately he had to go to practice with his team which more than likely meant another run in with Kankuro. He really wished to just crawl into bed and stay there for a little while...or the rest of his life, whatever...
“Shino, are you alright?” The tall boy turned to his father and nodded, usually his father didn’t show much emotion unless there was something incredibly wrong. Like after he had faced Kankuro, funny how everything seemed to come back to the ninja from Suna. Shino quickly walked away, how embarrassing would it be to talk to his ~father~ about something like love and sex...
Quickly he walked out of the house. It seemed that he wasn’t safe anywhere, his father had known something was up, Kankuro seemed to be everywhere Shino went, and Kiba was dating the man Shino wanted. How was Shino supposed to fix this? He didn’t want Kiba to find out and begin to hate him and he certainly didn’t want Kankuro to know of his feelings. He felt bad enough without having Kankuro actually tell him of how Shino was not good enough and how wrong it was considering he was Kiba’s boyfriend. Why did everything have to be so ~hard?~
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Shino arrived at the training area early, like always. He needed to try and focus, his head was so full of agonizing emotions that he could hardly stand up straight let alone actually fight. When would these feelings go away? How was it that Shino had to feel this way about a man who had, at one time, tried to kill him?
“Shino ” Shino jumped slightly as his shorter friend yelped in his ear. “Holy shit Shino, you must really be out of it if I can sneak up on you ~and~ make you jump. You ok man?” Shino looked at his best friend, the one person he truly ever trusted in his younger days. The one person he absolutely refused to hurt.
“...” Kiba rolled his eyes and punched Shino in the shoulder.
“C’mon man, lets spar, I got a new jutsu I wanna try.” Shino nodded slightly and followed Kiba to the center of the training area. As Kiba gave a pep talk to Akamaru Shino’s mind began to drift again. He wasn’t used to being so distracted, especially during a fight but he couldn’t help thinking of how his friend would hate him. Could he really give up his best friend? The first person to try and get to know him no matter how many times Shino threatened his life? No of course not, he couldn’t do that to Kiba, so it was decided. Shino would simply keep his feelings to himself, and while it would hurt, it would be better in the long run. He would much rather have Kiba love him as a friend then hate him as a traitor and rival. “Hey You ready there freak? Unlike some people I don’t have all day to contemplate my existence Let’s go ” Shino sighed and got into a defensive stance. It was useless arguing with someone so thick-headed. “Hey and if I win you buy lunch today right?” Shino couldn’t help but smirk a little under his collar but nodded.
“Ok.” Kiba grinned as he charged. Shino waited, and as he and Kiba trained, no thoughts of Kankuro even crossed Shino’s mind.
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