Can't Let Go of Him

I back with the second chapter! Thanks all those who reviewed!! I really appreciate all the comments! You have no idea how much incentive that gives me to update. ^.^ Thank yous!!! Anywho, in this chapter there will be a rape scenario. So if you aren't comfortable reading it, it's towards the end and you can always skip it. That's all for now! Don't mind my babbling! Go ahead and read!
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Recap:

“…” Sakura lowered her eyes and then raised them full of confidence. “Because. Naruto wouldn’t have let me go without a fight. I intend to do the same for him.”
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Tsunade smirked at her apprentice. “I see.”

“…” Sakura stared at her. “Shissou, please…”

“I suppose I have no choice then, hm?” Tsunade responded. “He went on a personal training mission.”

“To where?” Sakura asked a little bit quicker than she has anticipated from herself.

“He didn’t really say…just mentioned something about the valley of end.” Tsunade sighed and walked back around to her seat and sat down. “Something along the lines of, ‘see you in two more years or so baa-chan’.”

Sakura faltered and felt the stinging of tears in her eyes again. “Two years?”

Tsunade frowned at her apprentice, “Sakura. Stop playing around with your feelings and just own up to how you feel for once.”

Sakura bowed, then thought of one better and kneeled on the floor bowing her head to the floor. “Shissou, please…I beg of you, let me go find him!”

Tsunade was not expecting such an act from Sakura. She leaned over and whispered hastily, “Get up! There’s no need for that! You know I’ll let you go without a fight!”

Sakura sat up straight. “Is that true?!”

“Yes…” Tsunade sighed, “Just…be careful, huh? You’re the only medic who can possibly surpass me. Give me something to look forward to, huh?”

“Hai! Shissou-sama!” With that Sakura left the Hokage’s office and tower running home at top speed.

In just an hour later, Sakura was leaving through the gates after flashing a piece of paper at the guards to say she was on a retrieval mission. They didn’t question it and she was happy they didn’t. She leapt into the trees and moved through the forest at a chakra enhanced pace. She found it slightly ironic that she was heading towards the valley of end with the intent of bringing Naruto back as he had sought to do the same for Sasuke over four years back. As she pushed herself with every step, she felt another chakra signature behind her following rather closely. She barely glanced over her shoulder only to see nothing, just as she had expected. Sakura came to a stop in a clearing for the briefest of moments to see if she could catch a glimpse of her follower. She got what she wished and groaned inwardly.

Turning her back to the follower, she called out to them. “You can come out now…”

“So you did know I was following you.” Sasuke stated as he appeared beside her. “You really have caught up to us.”

Sakura wasn’t sure if she should have been upset at the statement or flattered that he’d finally noticed. “Well thank you, I suppose…”

“Sakura…what are you doing out here?”

“What does it look like?”

“…” Sasuke sighed and reached over touching her arm a bit more roughly than was necessary. “Like you’re chasing after Naruto.”

“Maybe I don’t want him to leave because of me.”

“Why should it matter…? He’s just a foolish idiot anyways.” His grip tightened to nearly painful.

“…He went after you.” Sakura glared at him. “He tried to save you!”

Sasuke’s grip was no longer nearly or slightly painful, but damn near crushing as he turned her roughly to face him. “I didn’t need saving! When I left you told me you loved me! What happened to that love, Sakura?!”

Sakura’s eyes widened and she whimpered, “Sasuke…you’re hurting me…”

“Hurting you?!” Sasuke sneered and smirked at her. “You think this is pain, Sakura? Do you really believe this is pain? Let me show you true pain!”

Sasuke pulled her to him and crushed his lips against her with such force she was trying to push him away to keep her lips from being cut by her teeth and bleeding. Sasuke didn’t let her go, and instead crushed her tighter to him. Sakura put chakra in her hands and she went to push him away with more force this time. She was able to pry herself away a bit just enough to be caught in his genjutsu caused by his eyes. Sakura fell limply against Sasuke as he picked her up and moved further into the forest to a hideout he’d used only twice as a child.

Sakura woke up to feeling completely weakened. She couldn’t even fight back against the restraints. Nor could she muster up the chakra or strength to break free. She groaned in pain as each muscle cried simultaneously in anger at her movements. Sakura looked around and with the way her vision spun at the sudden movement told her all she needed to know. Chakra repressing drugs. Sasuke drugged her, then. Footsteps caught her attention as she turned her head to see the blurred sight of feet. She was too dizzy and her stomach was flopping too much to even try to focus on who it was, though she knew already. Sasuke kneeled by Sakura’s head.

“Do you feel the pain yet, Sakura?”

“…” Sakura tried to open her mouth to speak but found herself fighting vomiting.

Sasuke sighed exasperatedly, “I suppose not then.”

Sakura felt his hand run up from her knee over her chest to roughly grab her shirt front and yank her up for another painful kiss. She couldn’t say no, nor could she scream. Sasuke moved over her body and unzipped the front of her shirt and yanked it open to reveal the bindings she used to hold herself in place. Sakura tried to cry out and tell him no. Nothing came from her lips but something that sounded so unintelligent. Sasuke’s eyes were dark with lust as he cut through the binding, drawing a thin red line down the valley between her breasts. Sakura winced and whimpered. Sasuke chortled and drew his tongue along that red line. Sakura cried. Her eyes released all the tears they could in streams that fell from her face onto the hard and cold floor. She felt something hard press into her thigh and couldn’t wrap her mind around what it possibly could be. Everything began to spin, faster and faster…until she couldn’t help it. She turned her head to the side and vomited on the floor. Sasuke yanked her skirt and shorts down with a force that felt like he had damn near pulled her hips out of their sockets. She felt something press against the junction between her legs and her eyes widened even more as she tried to look at him.

Slowly, Sakura was feeling her muscles begin to react a little more. But, at the rate they were going, she wouldn’t have enough time. All she could hear was the zipping of something. Sasuke’s face came into view as he leaned over and took her left nipple between his teeth and bit down drawing blood and rolling it over his teeth. Sakura screamed finally and tried to roll out of his reach but knew it was an act of futility. Rough and painful hand grabbed at every single amount of flesh he could and dug his fingers into her. But nothing could have prepared her for his sudden penetration. Everything went red as she screamed. Sasuke thrust into Sakura with everything he had and groaned. He felt the blood from her hymen tearing spill from her nether lips wrapped so tightly around him. He didn’t waste time nor care to wait. He pulled almost all the way out and slammed back into her, grunting in pleasure as he did so. Sakura cried even harder now. The pain was unbearable and her body tried to numb itself to the intrusion.

‘It’s not supposed to be like this…’ Kept running through Sakura’s head, over and over again. ‘It’s supposed to be gentle…to be…kind…to be loving…to be…to….be…be…Naruto…’

Sakura wept and felt nausea take hold of her again as she once more, threw up to the side. Sasuke’s grunts and deep moans from above her hurt her ears. He was taking pleasure out of this? How was it fair? She suffered and he gained pleasure…

“Ungh!! Sakura!!!” Sasuke slammed so hard into Sakura one last time, that he literally nearly broke her pelvis from the force. Sakura screamed in complete and utter despair. She felt her eyes go white, but not from what was supposed to be an orgasm. Oh no, this was no orgasm. This was her body telling her that really hurt. Sakura felt something warm fill up inside her. Sasuke pulled out, panting. He kissed her forehead as if in affection. How dare he mock affection after what he just did! Sakura was shocked, so much so she couldn’t even think to move. Sasuke, unbound her, dressed…and left her tossing, “Tell me, Sakura…do you know what pain is now?”

Sakura heard what sounded like a door closing and knew that somewhere deep inside, that door was symbolizing a piece of her shutting forever. Her virginity was gone…stolen. And with that, she rolled to the side without the vomit, curled up and cried. Her heart ached like nothing else and as if life had a sick sense of humor…she called out Naruto again as she laid on the floor weeping. Wilting like a Sakura blossom in too much heat during a drought…
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Ehehehehe...*sweatdrop* Yes. I don't like SasuSaku...so hence why I make Sasuke bad guy. >.> Sorry if the rape wasn't as detailed as it could have been. I really didn't feel like writing up an elaborate rape scene. But, rest assured! I will have a nice smutty lemon later on! *rubs hands together while cackling* Anywho! Hope you enjoyed! If not, tell me! Reviews are great and awesome!!