For Better Or Worse

Disclaimer – I don’t own Naruto nor am I making any money off these writings.


Warning – Boyxboy relationships, foul language, ooc characters and basically anything more you can think of. Be prepared for anything.


Beta’d – By the absolutely amiable and amazing Poisoned Phantom.


AN – Thank you for all your support and of course a special thank you to all wonderful reviewers:Sisely, Repanse, AnsemMesna, tolani, Sexy Sesshy, Mikayla and hisoka kurosaki. Your reviews really mean the world to me and make me want to write faster.


This chapter is full of angst but I have thrown in a bit of naughtiness as a countermeasure.


Please enjoy!


For Better Or Worse


“Blah” =speech


‘Blah’ =thoughts

Chapter 2.


Naruto couldn’t breathe; it felt as if a huge weight was placed in the middle of his chest preventing him from breathing and his heart from beating. From far away he could hear the pounding beat of the music and see the flashing multicolored lights but his whole being was focused solely on those blazing black eyes that bored into him.


Suddenly Naruto felt that he had to get out of there….this minute! He could see Sasuke releasing the redhead… Gaara was it, and starting to take a step towards him. Naruto didn’t want to hear what Sasuke was going to say, he didn’t want to see those soft, beautiful lips that only a minute ago was attached to someone else’s mouth spew out lies. ‘Oh God I’m going to throw up’ Naruto thought as he hurried towards the exit bumping in to bodies in his hurry to get away, he could hear people shouting his name telling him to wait but he ignored them he just had to get away.


As soon as Naruto got out of the club he gulped down fresh air as if it was water and he’d been wandering in the desert for years then he found the nearest trashcan and puked his guts out, his throat was stinging from the bile as he rose up and wiped his chin with the sleeve of his shirt. His nosed twitched at the horrid smell but there was nothing he could do about it at this moment.


After recovering somewhat from the throwing up Naruto ran, he ran as fast as his feet could carry him not caring where he went just as long as it was away from Sasuke. The cold wind whipped at his face as he took one stumbling stride after another in his quest to get as far away from the club as fast as possible.


Naruto slowed down and huffed trying to catch his breath, he’d been running for fifteen minutes without being followed so he deemed it safe to stop.


‘Hmm maybe I’m not important enough for Sasuke to follow me…Maybe he’s just happy to be rid of me…’ Naruto got angry with himself for what he was thinking, he didn’t want to talk to Sasuke or have him following him but still Naruto obsessed and was kind of disappointed that Sasuke hadn’t caught up with him pleading for forgiveness…He felt so torn.


Naruto sat down on a park bench, feeling the cold from it seep in to him and blending with the cold in his heart. Where should he go? Obviously home wasn’t an option, even if Sasuke wasn’t there waiting for him he couldn’t stand seeing the remains of the dinner he spent hours cooking for him and Sasuke this afternoon. His parents weren’t home, they were on vacation visiting Fugaku and Mikoto and as much as Naruto hated to admit it he didn’t want to be alone, tonight he needed someone to talk to.


Suddenly the answer to where he should go came to him and Naruto could have hit himself for not thinking about it in the first place, he would go to the one person who always comforted him when he felt bad. With new determination Naruto rose from the bench and wrapped his arms around himself to get some shelter from the cold night winds and started to make his way to his destination.


oo—oo—oo


Iruka moaned when Asuma caressed his hot skin beneath his shirt, those talented hands traveled upward and pinched a pebbled nipple an action that made Iruka’s back arch of the couch and sound a soft mewl of pleasure. Asuma’s hands were so skilled and knew exactly where and how to touch Iruka to elicit most pleasure. Asuma unbuttoned Iruka’s shirt and pulled it of smooth bronze colored shoulders his lips following in his hands wake licking and kissing the warm velvet soft skin.


While Asuma showered Iruka’s chest with kisses his hands were working on taking off his own belt, when he finally got the soft leather strip out of his pant loops he caught Iruka’s hands and pinned them over the scarred man’s head as he tied the wrists together securely with his belt.


“Wh-what are you doing?” Iruka asked panting as Asuma continued to play his body as an instrument. Iruka flexed his hands in their restraints and felt that although they were tight they did not stop the blood flow of his arms, he was grateful for that as it was a total mood breaker to have to stop in the middle of sex because he couldn’t feel his hands…That had happened more than once when they both lost control.


“Well now that I have caught myself a sweet little school teacher I want to take my time enjoying every single inch of him without any interruptions.” Asuma said and made Iruka shiver when he lightly dragged his nails up and down the thin skin of the inside of Iruka’s upper arms. He knew that this was one of Iruka’s ‘hot spots’ and didn’t hesitate to use this knowledge to turn the school teacher on even more.


Asuma moved his attention from Iruka’s arms to the thin ring of gold that pierced Iruka’s right nipple. First he tugged it gently with his fingers before bending down and taking the cinnamon colored nipple into his mouth, sucking, nipping and tugging. Iruka’s response was immediate and intensive as he arched almost completely off the couch and mewled softly deep in his throat.


“What do you think the parents of your students would say if they knew that the always proper Umino sensei has his nipple and his cock pierced?” Asuma asked as he continued to twist the gold ring this way and that, sending sensations out to all of Iruka’s nerve endings. “Does the ring ever rub against you shirt and cause your nipples to get hard? Do you think of me when they do?” Asuma continued.


“Y-yes I-I think of you…Of this… in the classroom sometimes” Iruka admitted with cheeks flushed red and mouth open and panting.


“Do your fellow teachers know what a slut you are? Such a pretty little cock slut…my slut!” Asuma ended his tirade by biting down hard on Iruka’s nipple almost drawing blood.


“YES!!!” Iruka screeched. “I’m a slut a filthy cock slut…I-I crave cock but only yours Asuma…only ever yours!”


Iruka was shaking as a leaf by now and sweat made his chocolate tresses damp and a few strands were plastered against his fore head and temples. Iruka liked being dominated; it made him feel like he could just give up control and ride purely on sensations. Sexual pleasure tinged with a just a little pain was one of the things that made sex with Asuma so mind-blowing; he was addicted to it as much as he craved the bearded man himself.


Asuma was taking Iruka’s pants off and he almost drooled when the scarred man’s erection popped out of its confines. He was so glad that he had managed to talk Iruka to have the Prince Albert; it looked so good on glimmering on the head of his dark red hard cock.


“Do you want me to suck you baby?” Asuma asked. “Do you want me to take this pretty cock deep down in my throat and milk it with my tongue?”


Iruka could only answer by tossing his head from side to side and raise his pelvis upwards closer to Asuma’s teasing mouth.


Asuma chuckled darkly and then took Iruka’s member into his mouth and swallowed him to the root in one go.


The shock and the pleasure made Iruka scream out loud and he started bucking his hips trying to fuck Asuma’s face, if Asuma hadn’t been holding Iruka’s hips in a firm grip he would have choked on the twitching cock inside his mouth.


With all the pleasure Iruka was subjected to he couldn’t hold out for long and it was only a short time later that he erupted deep inside Asuma’s throat.


Asuma let Iruka’s softening dick slip out from his mouth and licked his lips as he gave Iruka a devilish grin. “My turn baby,” he said as he pulled Iruka farther down the couch in the missionary position with his legs spread almost obscenely wide. “How do you want this?” He asked.


“Dry…I want you take me dry Asuma, I just need your cock inside me now…I crave it!” Iruka answered and his own member started to harden again by just the thought of being filled by Asuma’s member.


Asuma groaned at Iruka’s wanton response and pulled down his zipper freeing his erection and placing it at Iruka’s puckered entrance. With one quick thrust he buried himself balls deep inside Iruka and almost came at once feeling the hot almost impossibly tight insides of Iruka grabbing and massaging his cock.


Iruka stiffened and hissed in pleasure pain as he was penetrated. He was glad that Asuma stilled and gave him some time to adjust to the large dick filling him. After a while he moaned and started to rock his hips to show Asuma that he was ready. There was something so erotic by the fact that Iruka was bound and naked and Asuma hadn’t removed any of his clothes, it made Iruka feel more dominated and that heightened his pleasure.


“God you’re such a painslut aren’t you baby?” Asuma asked and punctuated his words by giving Iruka a few sharp jabs with his cock.


Iruka didn’t answer he just wrapped his legs tighter around Asuma’s waist in an effort to draw him in deeper.


Asuma started to pound the smaller man under him into the couch; he shifted his angle downwards so he could penetrate the school teacher even deeper. Asuma didn’t stop until his pubic bone was pressed up against Iruka’s balls.


This made Iruka tremble beneath him and a clear drop of precum leaked from the scarred man’s member.


“Harder ‘Suma…Fuck me harder with that big cock of yours!” Iruka demanded.


Asuma wasn’t late to comply and increased the speed and strength of his thrust until the couch was literally moving across the floor because of the power of the fucking that was taking place on top of it.


While Asuma continued his thrusting he also started to play with Iruka’s nipples again and tugged at the golden hoop none to gently. He was delighted by the mewls and moans that spilled from Iruka’s mouth when he did this.


Asuma grabbed a hold of Iruka and lifted him to his knees while he was still buried inside of him, this was a bit tricky because of Iruka’s bound hands but they managed. In this new position Asuma leaned forward and suckled Iruka’s nipples as he continued to fuck him hard and deep. Iruka looped his bound hands over Asuma’s head and around his neck in an attempt to keep his balance as Asuma’s thrusting increased even more.


This double onslaught became too much for Iruka and with a loud yell he came hard over his stomach and Asuma’s sweater. Iruka’s orgasm and the way it made his passage tighten and twitch pushed Asuma over the edge and he followed Iruka by shooting several streamers of cum into his hot hole.


Both men felt exhausted and sated as the fell back down on the couch trying to catch their breath. Asuma untied Iruka’s hands and the belt made a clinking sound as it fell to the floor. Iruka was quick to thread his hands into the other man’s dark hair and marvel at its softness, he was always a cuddler after sex and after him being bound during the act he needed to touch his lover as much as possible afterwards…after all he knew that the taller man would soon leave, he never stayed the night.


They were woken from their afterglow by a loud almost desperate banging on Iruka’s front door. After lot’s of fumbling and swearing Iruka managed to shimmy into his pants and walk to the door mumbling under his breath that he would kill whoever it was that dared disturb his precious time with Asuma.


Iruka yanked open the door ready to chew out the person on the other side but the words died down at the sight that met him. It was his nephew on the other side of the door and he looked horrible, he was pale as a ghost with a tear streaked face and his arms tightly wrapped around himself. What worried Iruka most though was the dull look in the usually bright blue eyes…The blond boy looked absolutely broken and that scared the crap out of Iruka.


“Naruto what’s happened?” Iruka asked frantically as he beckoned the blond to come inside.


“U-uncle Ruka…can I please stay here tonight?” Naruto said with his teeth clattering, he felt so cold.


“Of course but what’s happened to you? Where’s Sasuke?” Iruka still tried to get some answers.


At the mentioning of Sasuke’s name Naruto gave a joyless chuckle and rubbed his eyes with a shaking hand…’Funny it seems it seems like I’m out of tears at the moment,’ He thought and let his hand fall back down against his side.


As Iruka stood in the hallway watching Naruto with worried eyes Asuma walked into the room, he had fixed himself up and removed the cum stains on his shirt the best he could.


“I have to go now,” Asuma said as he leaned down and kissed Iruka softly. “Kurenai will wonder where I am.”


At the sound of Asuma’s wife’s name Iruka flinched but kept quiet and kissed Asuma back.


Asuma straightened up and ruffled Naruto’s hair. “See you later squirt,” He said and then he was out the door and on his way.


“How do you do it Ruka? How can you love him when you know he isn’t really yours?” Naruto asked.


“He IS mine,” Iruka answered. “We’ve been together for over ten years, he was mine before he married and he’s still mine. Besides the alternative…not having him in my life is too horrible to even think about.”


“But he’s married; he has a child for God’s sake.” Naruto tried to argue.


“Yes he is married but it’s a marriage of convenience. Kurenai knows all about me and she has a lover of her own. Yes they have a daughter and Asuma loves her very much. Don’t you think it kills me every time he leaves or the fact that we never get to spend any holiday together? Of course it does but he’s still mine, body and soul!” Iruka said defensively.


“I’m sorry Ruka; I have no right to judge you or your relationship. You know I love Asuma, I’ve known him my entire life and he’s like and extra uncle to me. I’ve just had a really crappy night and I’m a bit sensitive to infidelity at the moment,” Naruto replied.


At this Iruka’s eyes narrowed dangerously and he hissed out. “What did that bastard do?”


“Oh Ruka I really don’t want to talk about it right now, I promise I’ll tell you later but right now I just want to borrow your shower and maybe some clothes seeing as mine reeks like ass. Then later over ice cream and hugs I’ll tell you the whole pathetic story.” Naruto said as they both moved from the hallway and into the living room. Naruto looked around with wide blue eyes at the couch that had been pushed halfway across the floor and Iruka’s clothes that still lay strewn around the place.


“Err just so you know Ruka… I refuse to sleep on that couch tonight!”


oo—oo—oo


Naruto took a deep breath and braced himself before he opened the door to his and Sasuke’s apartment. It was Saturday afternoon and he knew that he had to face Sasuke sooner or later so he might as well have it over and done with. He felt better after talking to Iruka and he had called in sick from work trying to work up the courage to meet Sasuke.


As Naruto opened the door and walked in Sasuke was the first thing he saw, the raven was sitting in a chair facing the door waiting for him. Sasuke looked even paler than usual and he had light blue shadows under his eyes, as if he hadn’t slept.


“Where have you been?” Sasuke bit out as a greeting. “I’ve tried your cell phone like a million times but you haven’t picked up.”


Naruto couldn’t help it but when he saw Sasuke sitting there looking all high and mighty he felt childish and resentful. “What do you care where I’ve been? You haven’t exactly been caring lately,” Naruto answered him and walked further inside the apartment towards their bedroom. From the corner of his eye he could see that Sasuke rose from the chair and followed him.


“Of course I fucking care, I was worried about you!” Sasuke spat out.


“Oh please, spare me. So you and Gaara… How long has that been going on?” Naruto asked as he turned around and looked at Sasuke.


“T-that doesn’t matter, you still haven’t told me where you were all night.” Sasuke said.


“HOW. LONG. HAS. IT. BEEN. GOING. ON?” Naruto said again, louder this time.


“I don’t know, for about three months I guess.” Sasuke finally said looking everywhere else but directly at Naruto.


“Three months…Why?” Naruto asked brokenly.


“I’ve been under so much pressure lately, I needed release…It just happened, I didn’t mea…”


“Oh shut up,” Naruto interrupted him. “Nothing just happens you always have a choice, unless you tripped and lodged your cock in Gaara’s ass by accident. This study group, does it even exist or was that just an excuse?


“The study group’s real,” Sasuke mumbled, “I swear I didn’t mean for this to happen Naruto.”

“Funny but I seem to have trouble believing your word these days…I wonder why…” Naruto said sarcastically and saw Sasuke furrow his brow in irritation.


“Why wasn’t I enough Sasuke? I’ve done nothing but loving you…only you…ever.” Naruto said as he felt the pain in his heart increase as he looked at the beautiful man before him.


“That’s part of the problem,” Sasuke said venomously. “Maybe if you weren’t such a one trick pony in bed I wouldn’t have had to look elsewhere.” Sasuke regretted those words the minute he uttered them especially when he saw Naruto’s body jerk as if he had struck him.


“Well now that I know you feel that way it’s a good thing I’m leaving then.” Naruto said calmly as he started to grab his clothes from the closet and stuff them inside a bag.


“W-what??? No…No you can’t leave…” Sasuke said sounding scared all of a sudden.


“I’m sorry Sasuke that I couldn’t be what you need and that I’m not experienced enough for you…The worst part is that I actually thought our sex was amazing…I guess I was just deluding myself.”


“Naruto please…” Sasuke pleaded trying to get Naruto to look up from his packing but failing.


“Get out of my way Sasuke; I still have more packing to do,” Naruto pushed Sasuke away when he tried to hold him. “I’ll send someone over for the rest of my stuff later, you can keep anything we bought together…I don’t want it,” Naruto said.


“Naruto…this wasn’t supposed to happen,” Sasuke whispered.

“You mean you didn’t think you’d get caught…Or even if you did, do you honestly think that I would just pathetically sit here with my arms open wide waiting for you to show me some affection?” Naruto asked angrily as he zipped his bags closed.


“N-no I-I …” Sasuke didn’t know what to say…Everything was so wrong, nothing was as it was supposed to be.


“I love you,” Naruto said suddenly and saw Sasuke’s eyes light up at that statement. “God knows I still love you with every fiber of my being.” He slapped Sasuke’s hand away as the raven tried to touch his face and continued. “But I’m going to try my hardest to stop. I’ll take it one day at a time and somewhere down the line I’ll wake up one morning and not love you… I’ll be free.”


With those words Naruto grabbed his bag filled with his clothes and left a deadly pale Uchiha standing at the bed with his hands hanging forlornly at his sides and tears running down his cheeks.


“It’s over,” He heard Naruto whisper and after that the only thing Sasuke heard was the slamming of the door as his golden angel walked out of his life…

AN – And it’s done finally. This was an angsty chapter but things will get better…I promise. The next update may take a while because I’m having surgery on my spine on Monday and my writing depends on how I feel after surgery…Wish me luck. Thank you for reading and please review!