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Chapter 2 Mission Hidan looks at Kakuzu as he fills his bottle of water in the river. They hadn't talk since the morning… and they didn't really want to talk about it. Hidan still loves him, even after what happened yesterday. Maybe the older man will lose control, likes Pein warned him… that doesn't mean he hates him, right?
"What are you thinking about?" Kakuzu asks Hidan, a bit curious.
The priest looks up at his partner standing in front of him. "… I'm starving."
"We don't have time. If you had woke up when I asked you, we were already at the meeting point." Kakuzu pass by Hidan to continue to Iwagakure.
"But you asked me to wake up at 5 o'clock this morning! It's not even human!" Hidan yells, but he's forced to run up to Kakuzu, who is already a few meters away.
"Hey! It's that true we're going to the blondie bitch village?"
"His name is Deidara."
"Blondie bitch suits him better! I mean, man! He has mouths in his fucking hands!" Hidan says, smiling widely.
Kakuzu stops and looks at the zealot behind him. "It's a kinjutsu which allows the user to knead chakra into materials; he's not born with these things. It just put his explosion release chakra into the clay to make it explosive. He managed to stole a forbidden jutsu, so don't make fun of him." (References in the third databook, p105)
"So I guess I must respect you too, because I doubt you were born with those freaky little tentacles," Hidan says, pointing Kakuzu's face.
"Yes, you must respect me too," Kakuzu replies as he continues to walk.
"Why you don't have to respect me, then?"
"You say it was Jashin who made you immortal, not a forbidden jutsu."
"That's true, but I'm fucking immortal, man! What make you think I'm not older than you? Maybe I'm 200 years old, so you must respect your elder." Hidan's getting annoying…
"Stupid like you are, I doubt that you're more than twenty years old."
"I'm twenty-two!" Hidan shouted, and didn't see Kakuzu smiling under his mask.
"So you're not my elder. I don't have to respect you."
"Tsk!"
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Hidden between the rocks of a cliff, Kakuzu and Hidan wait where Doku, the subordinate of Kakuzu, told him to. It's been one hour since they were there and nothing happened.
"Maybe Doku lied to you, maybe Sekien will not come. I mean, you don't fucking feel how hot it is? I'm sure he stayed at his fucking house! I'm literally burning! I will catch sunburn, sunstroke, or sunwhatever! … Do you have water?"
"Shut up," Kakuzu says, annoyed.
"My feet hurt. I'm sleepy. I'm thirsty. You really don't take care of your partners, don't you?"
"Shut. Up!" the older man replies in a threatening voice.
"Speaking of taking an awful care of your partner… you know, about yesterday… it kinda hurt… and sex without love is a lust which is a mortal sin, you know? Jashin-sama will never forgive you and you'll go to hell… Hey! I'm talking to-" Hidan was silenced by Kakuzu hand and he automatically reached to remove it to continue talking, but a movement between the rock catch his attention. They heard two persons talking.
"They're here. Now, be a good priest and shut up, or I will sew your mouth." Kakuzu removes his hand from Hidan's mouth and concentrates on Sekien.
"
He must have a bounty on his head; it will make Kuzu happy to have money..." Hidan thinks while Kakuzu's trying to understand what the two men were saying.
The words Hidan said keeps playing in Kakuzu's head repeatedly: "
Sex without love is a mortal sin and I will go to hell… but I love him and killing is a mortal sin too, no? Hidan is a psychotic killer so why he's worried about sins?" Kakuzu thinks, trying to find a sense in Hidan's complains. "
Maybe he means rape is a mortal sin…" He frowned at the realization.
He has raped Hidan… and why does he cares? He wasn't really using all of his force to restrain Hidan. The jashinist is an s-rank criminal, he could have easily freed himself if he
really wanted to…
"
If he really wanted to…" Damn, he has to concentrate... After a few moments that seem like an hour for Hidan, Kakuzu finally turns around to face him. "Alright, we have all the information we wanted"
"What was it about?"
"Knowing where the forbidden jutsu we have to steal is, idiot. You really didn't listen to a single word I told you about the mission, did you?"
"You didn't talk about killing heathens," Hidan says, as if it was evident he's only interested in missions where he have to kill someone.
"… You can kill them if you want, they are no use now."
"Oh yeah!"
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When they arrive at Iwagakure, it's been almost 23 o'clock, so the zombie duo go to the first inn they saw.
"I want two single rooms," Kakuzu says to the receptionist as Hidan waited outside, just in case all the rooms were already took.
"It will be 800 ryo each for one night," the receptionist says with a smile.
"What? But a room for two is 1200 ryo!" he says, clearly pissed. "Why does it need to be so damn expensive?"
"We have to pay the house cleaner to clean two rooms instead of one. Usually, people who travel together take only one room."
"It's not your business," he replies before he tends her 1600 ryo. She gives him the keys and he leaves without a word, ignoring the woman as she wish him a good sojourn.
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After he had clean himself, Kakuzu puts on a pair of boxers and go to sleep. "
This way, I will not be tempted by him. Damn leader, I will ask him to refund me for that." He was about to fall asleep when he hears the door open. "
It's Hidan, for sure. Why does he come here? Tell him to return in his room before things goes wrong!" he thinks, but he decides to see what the younger man wants from him and he fakes sleeping.
Hidan comes near the older man's bed. "Kakuzu…" Hidan whispers as he looks at him. "Are you sleeping?" No response. He sits on Kakuzu's bed carefully to avoid awaking him and looks at the older man 'sleeping'.
He lets his eyes examine the rarely seen face of the older man. He looks quiet peaceful when he was sleeping, not as serious and stressed as when he was awake. The rough dark stitches across his cheeks didn't detract his handsomeness, at least in Hidan's eyes.
He's certainly not popular with girls, whom usually prefer pretty boy, but Hidan thinks Kakuzu has his charm. His strong jaw with sexy stitches, his muscular body and his long untidy ebony locks make him exactly in Hidan's taste.
He prefers Kakuzu's eyes when they're open, red sclera and pupil-less acid green iris sometimes looking at him when the older man thinks Hidan didn't notice. Nevertheless, when Kakuzu's awakes Hidan can't watches him, examines him this way. Damn, even the
word masculine seems girly compared to that man.
Sturdy and strong, that's how Kakuzu feels against him; indestructible. A man of control, even if he has difficulty with self-control, he knows what he want, what he does, and no one can do it another ways than his, no one can tell him he can't have what he want.
Hidan doesn't really like when someone command him, but hell it's so arousing. Kakuzu wanted him so much, it had driving him crazy. Yesterday night… when Kakuzu's mouth was ravishing his own as his strong calloused hands griped his hips, his muscular body rubbing against him in desire… Why does it sound so wrong but at the same time so fucking right and Jashin-damn exciting?
Hidan licks his lips and bend over the 'sleeping' missing Taki-nin. Yep, he's asking for trouble, but he don't cares. He just what to feels it another time. Kakuzu's a sinner, but not him, so it's alright… isn't?
Kakuzu feels Hidan looking at him, why does he stay quiet? He was just staring at him while he 'sleeps'?"
Go to sleep, littleboy, you shouldn't stare at me like that. You shouldn't stay so close to me without at least a kunai to defend yourself." Hidan bends over him and before the stitched nin realizes what will happens,he feels Hidan's nervous breath against his lips and not even a second after, the younger man was kissing him chastely. It didn't take a long time until Kakuzu deepen the kiss, pulling Hidan's head closer to him.
"
Now don't tell me he didn't want it." Kakuzu thoughts as Hidan break the kiss in panic when he feels the older man kissing back.
"Look what we have here, hm?" Kakuzu says teasingly as he pulls Hidan in another wet kiss, one hand stroking his silver hairs.
Why he always feel like melting when his partner kisses him, when he wraps him in his strong arms and force his tongue inside his mouth? If only his greedy partner can be satisfied with a simple kiss… he really had to slide his hands over every inch of Hidan's body?
Damn little priest, he's so hot… and he tastes delicious. Too bad, he has to turn him around.
"You will go to hell Kakuzu…
Wait, why do I care about his soul?" Hidan thinks as Kakuzu turns him around and easily pinning him down with his larger body.
"Tsk, you should have stayed in your room. Now, look what you had done." Kakuzu says in a lust-filled voice before he runs his tongue along Hidan's spine and rub his hips against the younger man soft buttock to show him 'what he had done'.
Hidan feels blood rushing to his private parts.
"
This is wrong… this is wrong… Stop…
" Hidan mutters in the pillow, but Kakuzu keep going, biting the jointure of his neck and letting his hands play with the albino's body.
"Stop!" This time, Kakuzu stopped. The older man stood still a moment, looking at the trembling priest under him.
"
Rape is a sin… but being so desirous and addicting is a sin... Hidan, your whole body is a sin, so don't complain about rape." Kakuzu says as he lets his tentacles restrain Hidan.
Hidan feels the tentacles bonding him, but for the moment, he doesn't really think about that. He's pre-occupied by Kakuzu words… "
Kakuzu saw me as a sin…'Don't complain about rape'…He's aware that he's raping me and he's alright with this thought? He's aware that he's hurting me…" Hidan feels his heart tighten, he feels sick.
"He hates me, he want to rape me. Stop…
" Hidan struggles franticly against his bonds but Kakuzu only tighten them. "STOP! Get the fuck out of me!"
Kakuzu gags him with his tentacles and forces himself into Hidan's small opening, paying no attention to the jashinist's pleading. "
God… It feels like the first time… So you like it hard, Hidan…" Kakuzu mutters as he buries his nose in Hidan's silvers locks. "
The priest is not only sexy and attractive as hell, he smells also so fucking good…" he thinks as he starts a fast rhythm.
"
You will go to hell and I will go with Jashin-sama… you will suffer forever. We cannot be together eternally anymore… Jashin-sama will never forgive you…" Hidan thinks, trying to ignore the calloused hand playing between his legs, the incessant pounding inside him and the soft pants of the other man.
Kakuzu seems like in another world, ignoring the younger man's inner turmoil, drowning in pleasure.
Hidan cannot help but moan quietly against the gag when he feels Kakuzu's balls hitting his own, meaning he's shoving his manhood inside Hidan up to the hilt. Hidan blushes and mentally curses his body for being so aroused, already so near to the climax.
He hates when Kakuzu rape him, he physically like it but he wants Kakuzu to share his sentiments, not just use his body."
Kiss me again, love me… don't go to hell…" he almost yells against the gag when Kakuzu pulls his hair, but he blushes and moans when the older nin starts licking and kissing his neck gently.
A wave of pleasure shakes his whole body when Kakuzu found his prostate and Hidan didn't retains his moans anymore, even if the tentacle gag muffle most of them. Kakuzu speed up the pace, hitting the right spot each time he shoves himself inside the hot, bounded man under him. Hidan struggles as he tries to kick Kakuzu out of him once more, but the tentacles only tighten around him so much it hurt.
Kakuzu lets his hair grips Hidan's hips firmly. The younger man buries his head on the pillow under him, his face flushed. It so embarrassing but also terribly arousing to be so helpless, Kakuzu probably like it this way; being in total control… Hidan feels like his body even obeys to the older man by being so close he can taste it. Kakuzu's waiting for that, waiting for Hidan to come and to feel his tunnel clamp down around him.
The older man bends down and hugs Hidan as his trusts became erratic.
"You're a guilty pleasure Hidan… ahh… you know that?" Kakuzu whispers seductively to the missing nin's under him before he nibbles gently on his ear, throwing the jashinist over the edge. Kakuzu followed him after a few more trusts, groaning as he spills his seed inside his partner.
When Kakuzu pulls out and retracts his tentacles, Hidan curls up in a fetal position, trembling. Kakuzu looks at him a moment before he lay his hand on his partner's shoulder, earning a soft sob. He's crying? Kakuzu's five hearts tighten and he was wondering a moment if he was about to have a heart attack, but nothing happened. He wraps the crying priest in a blanket, grabs him by an arm to carelessly carrying him to the bathroom and almost throws him in the shower.
"You're dirty, go wash yourself and return to your room, we're leaving at the sunrise tomorrow." Kakuzu orders him, trying to sound like he usually does. Once he was out of the bathroom, Hidan stand up and turns on the water.
"
Kakuzu just want my body; he just wants to use me… I'm not a Jashin-damned whore!" Hidan punches in the nearest wall in anger.
"Why does I feel so angry and so sad at the same time? Maybe it's just a human need and he loves me…" He buries his head in his hands and sits down in the shower, resting his chin on his knees. He starts pulling at his hair, trying to shut up the little voice inside him saying he was just a toy for his partner.
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"
He cries… how pathetic!" Kakuzu thinks angrily, looking at his bed. He saw a red stain on the white sheets. "
Blood… He asked me to stop… he begged me to stop… why did I do that? He kissed me… Look what you've done little priest, making me lose control again!" He clenches his fist and destroys the end table, his content scattered on the floor. He sits on the bed and takes deep breaths, trying to calm down.
Once he was calm enough, he rapidly changes the sheets for clean one, puts the tainted one in the laundry basket and lay on the bed. He sighs and closes his eyes, hoping the sleep will come soon. He hears the door of the bathroom open. After a moment, he realizes that Hidan was staring at him again.
"Go to your own room and sleep," he says more harshly than he wanted to.
Hidan silently does as he was told. He had raped Hidan, what he was supposed to do now? Act like nothing happened?...
To be continued
Note: 10 ryo = 1usd
Yep, I wanted to describe Kakuzu's awesomeness because he's so damn attractive and such a
MAN, not like the others pussies in the anime who look like girls! If you think he's ugly… then why the hell are you reading KakuHida fic? Same thing if you don't like rape, why are you reading this?
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