Spiral Falling

Title: Spiral Falling
Author: BeccaAmon
Genre: AU
Pairings: Naruto x Sasuke x Naruto
Warnings: Shounen ai, yaoi, lemon, language
Disclaimer: Standard disclaimers apply.
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Author’s note: My first Naruto and NC-17 fanfiction. Be kind, enjoy^^. Thanks for reading. Thank you Ailetoile for beta-reading.
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“….” - Dialogue

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Chapter 21 – Monster

“I’m home…” he murmured tiredly. Naruto unlocked his apartment door, walked in and slipped his shoes off. He noticed two sets of unfamiliar shoes just as he heard footsteps coming from his kitchen.

“Hey, monster. You’re home pretty early.”

Naruto’s eyes widened, surprised to see his fifteen year old cousin, Ran, standing before him. Her bleached blonde hair was twisted into a pair of matted ponytails. The bleach needed to be redone; her roots had begun to show. She still had her school uniform on, skirt a little shorter than required and knee socks not school standard. The familiar blue frigid gaze on her face measured him coldly. They'd hardly seen each other over the last few years. In fact, they only saw each other at times likes these or accidentally at the crossroads and train stops. Neither one ever acknowledged that they were related.

He wordlessly shrugged his blazer off and strode toward her to grab the picture frame dangling from her hand. Judging from the other pair of shoes, his aunt was in the kitchen.

"Hey, come back here! I was looking at that, stupid!" She followed him down the hallway.

He growled under his breath when he saw his open bedroom door. He entered and put the picture frame back to its rightful place. When he turned, he saw that his drawer had been opened as well.

"Hey who was that guy in the picture? Like, he’s hot!" she gushed from the doorway.

"None of your business. What the hell were you doing in my room? "He glared at her with equally glacial eyes and pointed to the disturbed surroundings. "And why are you touching my stuff? "

"Hey, chill, monster! Your place is bare with nothing to entertain me. I was just bored," she drawled as she chewed her gum noisily. Her eyes shone with mischief.

Monster. He barely twitched at the much-used taunt. It was a nickname he had grown up with. Unlike most nicknames, his hadn’t been given out of affection. "Next time you're bored, try jumping out the window."

"Hmph! It's not like I found anything good..." He stopped his eyes from twitching in the direction of the pillows, or rather beneath them. "You're damn boring, idiot."

"Who the hell asked you?" he growled.

"So, who's the guy and who are those other people?" She completely ignored his question and pointed at the picture frame which contained a picture of him and Sasuke, one with Sakura, Ino and himself and another of the entire group at the retreat centre. Knowing that she wouldn't shut up until he gave some sort of reply other than a suggestion for her to fuck herself, he grudgingly replied, "They're my friends."

"What? Quit lying! Who wants to be friends with you?"

He rolled his eyes but decided he wasn't going to play this game any longer. He'd been playing it for almost his entire life.

"Get out of my room."

"Make me, monster."

He made a move to unbutton his shirt and predictably she screeched and turned swiftly away, walking out of the room. "Ewww, you pervert!"

Naruto snorted and rolled his eyes once more for good measure.

He dressed quickly, grabbed the tube of lubricant from under his pillow and tossed it in a box inside his closet. As he left his room, he shut the door behind him. It didn't hurt to be paranoid.

He walked into his kitchen just in time to see his aunt closing a cupboard door. His cousin leaned against his table, blowing a bubble with her strawberry gum and looking bored and ordinary.

His aunt, a tall and slim woman with brown hair and blue eyes, looked toward him with sharp, unfriendly eyes. He bowed respectfully, despite wanting to hurl.

"Your account has been updated and we bought enough groceries to last you for two weeks."

"You don't have to, Aunt Reiko. I can do the shopping myself."

"Here's the check for this month's rent." She placed an envelope on his counter and then walked past him as if he hadn't uttered a word to her. She still treated him like that lost eight years old child from long ago. His cousin followed, looking up at him haughtily as she walked by.

He followed behind to see them off. Just as his aunt grasped the door handle, a knock sounded from the other side of the door. She opened it and Sasuke frowned as they came face to face. Quickly composing himself, he bowed politely. Naruto saw from the corner of his eye that Ran was gawking unabashedly.

"May I help you?"

Naruto held a growl at bay. ‘What right does she have to question my guests?’ he thought.

"I'm here to see Naruto, Ma'am." Sasuke's voice was cool, unmoved by her usually overbearing presence.

"And you are?"

With her back turned from him, he imagined that she had raised her eyebrow in that condescending way she had. Again, he wanted to scream that it wasn't any of their business, but he grinned instead, smiling so hard that it made his cheeks hurt. "He's my-"

"I don't recall talking to you, Naruto." She clucked her tongue at him. His cousin giggled by his side.

Sasuke's eyes, if possible, grew colder. Naruto flushed.

"I'm his friend," Sasuke answered.

She waited for more, but it seemed it was the only thing Sasuke was going to offer. After a terse silence, she pulled his cousin along and they walked onto the hallway. Sasuke moved aside to let them pass through the doorway.

Naruto stepped out and they watched as the mother and child stood waiting in front of the elevator doors. Ran would glance back repeatedly to look at Sasuke some more.

"Aren't you inviting me in?" Sasuke asked softly.

"Just making sure they’re really leaving," he murmured back.

Thankfully, the elevator came and the mother and child stepped inside. As the door closed on their scowling faces, he moved away from the door to invite Sasuke in.

"You have pleasant relatives," Sasuke observed sarcastically.

"Don't I? I just love having them visit unannounced and look through my things. Damn, I have to change my locks or something."

"Hmmm?"

"It's nothing, just found my cousin looking through my stuff."

Sasuke frowned.

"Are you hungry?" Naruto asked, changing the subject.

Sasuke shook his head and leaned over, capturing his lips.

Before he could even blink, the lips were gone. Not amused, Naruto clutched the boy's shirt and pulled him back, collecting from Sasuke a deeper and more drawn out kiss. Sasuke chuckled against his mouth and Naruto swallowed the laughter. He felt the wall collide with his back as Sasuke pushed him and breathed deeply into their kiss.

"Naruto..." Sasuke groaned.

Separating their locked lips, Naruto pulled Sasuke to the kitchen.

"Are you sure you don't want to eat? I'm cooking."

"I'll just eat from your plate."

"Get your own plate, man. I'm starving."

"Stingy," Sasuke pouted.

"Your cute pouting lips and watery eyes have no affect on me!" Naruto jokingly crossed his fingers, making a slanted crucifix.

Sasuke grasped his cross and batted dark eyelashes at him.

"Argghhh! Noooooo evil lashes....!" Naruto tried to run away but found himself pushed against the fridge. Sasuke's chuckling lips ravished his neck as nimble fingers slipped under his shirt to smooth over his tightening abdomen. A warm tongue dipped into the hollow of his throat just as Sasuke's knee parted his thighs. A loud grumbling rolled from his stomach then, surprising them both.

It was Sasuke's turn to look not amused while Naruto tried to stifle his laughter.

"But I have to eat..." Naruto protested and then visibly shrunk at Sasuke's murderous gaze.

"Starve then," Sasuke growled, clamping his lips onto the juncture between Naruto's neck and shoulder.

Naruto whimpered as Sasuke began to nip at his skin and lap at the small hurt. Gathering what was left of his wits, he pushed the boy away. He laughed out loud when he saw the petulant pout gracing Sasuke's lips.

Slipping away from Sasuke's warm body, he began to prepare himself a simple meal, pushing Sasuke away when the boy clung to him stubbornly. Their laughter echoed in the kitchen, just as their moans echoed in his bedroom an hour later.

Naruto lifted his hips off the floor as Sasuke's mouth engulfed his hard length, repeatedly sucking and lapping wetly. Long fingers cupped his balls, massaging them lovingly. A slick tongue brushed over the crown of his length and teased the tiny opening, lapping at his pre-cum.

Naruto grasped Sasuke's shoulders, his toes curling as he leaned his head back onto his shiny wooden floors. His naked body gleamed with perspiration. Blonde hair stuck to his forehead and sweat stung his eyes. Air flowed thick and ragged through his lungs, making it difficult to draw breath.

Sasuke's hands kneaded his ass and the back of his thighs, pushing him up to meet his busy lips.

"I threw the lube... Nnngg… Inside the... Oh God… Closet!" Naruto cried out as Sasuke's suction became stronger.

Sasuke released his erection and looked at him questioningly.

"The closet?"

"My cousin was snooping around, remember?"

Sasuke sighed and then got up, slipping out of his pants while he was standing.

"Where is it?" Sasuke asked, sliding the closet door open.

"It’s in that blue box." Naruto's glazed eyes followed the boy's lithe form, admiring the stirring muscles beneath the smooth skin. It reminded him of something….

"Sasuke..." Naruto got up, moving to the bed.

"Hmmm?" Sasuke was busy shuffling the contents of the box, searching for the lube.

Naruto knelt onto mattress, the sheets wrinkling under his weight. He put his arms forward, bracing his weight and gripping the blanket. His head was bowed, fringe covered his eyes and his cheeks flushed as he knelt on his hands and knees, legs spread apart.

"I had this dream..." he whispered.

Behind him, he heard Sasuke's gasp as the boy turned around to see the position he was in and then there was a short, almost unbearable silence.

Remaining still, he waited.

He trembled when Sasuke walked with quiet feet and climbed onto the mattress, kneeling behind him. Strong hands drew his hips back and his ass met Sasuke's hard length. He gasped, shuddering as the slick cock parted his cheeks, its tip grazing his opening.

"Sasuke..." he groaned.

Sasuke covered his body with his, chest resting over his back. Soft lips kissed his ear, teeth tugged at his earlobe as hot breath made his insides twist.

"You want it this way, Uzumaki?"

Naruto swallowed. It was hard to think with Sasuke's hot length pressed against him. "A… Ah."

"Alright." Sasuke kissed his cheek as already-lubed fingers teased his opening before carefully plunging a finger inside him.

Naruto's back bowed up as his breath left his body in a rush. He gritted his teeth as Sasuke stroked his insides, crying out when Sasuke pressed softly on his prostate.

"Ahh! Sasuke!"

"God, you're so hot like this..." Sasuke's gravelly voice uttered.

"Shut up! I'm always hot!"

Sasuke chuckled and inserted another finger inside him. Naruto rocked against the stroking fingers, feeling himself stretch.

"Mmmm... More Sasuke..."

Sasuke held his hip, pulling it toward him as his fingers fucked him repeatedly.

"Now Sasuke... Pl… Please…." Naruto moaned after a few more strokes from Sasuke's slick fingers.

"Shit, Uzumaki, if you keep talking like that... I don't know if I can last..." Sasuke groaned and Naruto felt the tip of Sasuke's cock enter him, stretching him as he breathed deeply and lost sense of time as Sasuke filled him.

"Fuck!" Naruto clutched the sheets beneath him that were littered with tiny dots of sweat slipping and dripping from his body. With all of Sasuke sheathed deep inside, he felt sweet pleasure laced with slight pain throughout his entire being. His spine throbbed along with his bulging cock.

Sasuke's breathing was labored behind him, fingertips gripping his hips, bruising the flesh. "Naruto..."

"Move, Sasuke... Oh God, please move!"

Sasuke pulled out and quickly plunged back in. They cried in unison, the pleasure raw and intense. Sasuke rammed into him as he met every stroke, sanity tittering on the edge. His body rippled with contained pleasure, spikes of sensation seeping out his pores.

"Ggggah! Faster!" Naruto shut his eyes tight as the building pleasure clawed at his insides, threatening to burst out.

Sasuke pushed in faster, pulled out and pushed in quickly.

Naruto's arms collapsed from the pleasure, folding at the elbows, digging onto the mattress. If Naruto thought Sasuke couldn't get any deeper, the raw scream ripped from his throat at that moment proved otherwise.

"Nnnnnn!" Sasuke keened, feeling the sudden difference.

"I can't... Too much! Gahhhh!" Naruto came violently, pleasure overtaking him. His inner muscles clamped down on Sasuke and the boy screamed as he too came fiercely. Hot cum pulsed inside Naruto, searing his insides.

Tremors of sensation rippled throughout their bodies as Naruto collapsed onto the bed, boneless, taking Sasuke with him. They panted for much-needed forgotten breath, tongues lapping at moist and sweat-flavored lips.

Sasuke groaned and rolled off him, pulling out carefully. Naruto hissed and caught Sasuke's hand in his. He lay on his stomach while Sasuke lay on his back and their heads turned to the side, eyes regarding each other. A sated smile spread across Naruto’s face, meeting an equally pleased smile tugging on Sasuke's lips.

“So….” Sasuke rasped. “Did you have anymore dreams you’d like me to know about?”

Naruto sniggered tiredly, kissing Sasuke’s palm. “Maybe.” He grinned just before his eyes started to drift shut. A mild slap against his cheek snapped his eyes open only to see Sasuke frowning down at him.

“No! You can’t fall asleep. You fall asleep on me all the time!”

“But… I’m exhausted…” he whined.

“We’ll clean up first.” Sasuke started to get up and tugged on the blanket they were laying upon.

“Are you sleeping over?”

Sasuke finally gave up on tugging on the sheets and collapsed once more beside him.

“Yeah, might as well.” He sighed tiredly.

They allowed several minutes to pass for them to regain some sort of strength which they made use of by getting cleaned up and collapsing onto the once again clean bed.

*

Naruto watched Sasuke in his sleep, blue-black hair splayed on the pillow, lips partly open as deep resting breath traveled in and out. He ran his fingers across the long eyelashes gracing the pale cheeks and Sasuke stirred in his sleep, face scrunching momentarily and then once again going lax.

He thought back to his aunt and cousin as he outlined Sasuke's features with a careful finger. They were his only family and yet the boy beside him was far closer to him than they had ever been.

He wondered if he even wanted to bother associating with them as a family member should. A tiny part of him longed for that sense of comfort only a family can provide but then again, he smiled, looking down at Sasuke.

"I feel comfortable right here." He whispered.

*

Ever since that unexpected visit, Naruto began to notice his cousin more frequently. She stood out to him when they walked by each other at the street crossings. He saw her at the bookstore flipping through magazines with her friends and even at the arcade.

Whereas before she was almost none-existent to him, grey in shade like the rest of the world, now she was colored in like his friends and the people he spoke to. They didn't speak to each other, and yet some form of communication always passed between them. She expressed her learned hate for him through her gaze and he would shrug it off, sometimes even grinning unperturbed.

"Hey, hey Ran-chan! Don't you think Kage-kun's cute? Wow! Come on, let's go talk to him!"

"No way. I'm too nervous to talk to him," one of her friends whined.

"What? I heard he uses girls! No way Ran-chan, don't listen to her. Let's not meet with him."

Naruto stood behind the yellow lines and waited for the train. He tried to ignore her, but like her presence, he could not tune her voice out as easily anymore. So, he listened with half an ear.

Ran stood with three of her friends, all of them dressed similarly as they checked out the guys loitering in the train station.

"Oh wow! Ran-chan check him out! That guy! Look at that gorgeous blond hair!" One of her friends squealed.

Naruto tried not to feel self-conscious or even turn. A lot of guys had blond hair, he dismissed.

"Wooo! I can imagine how his body would look like under that uniform!" gushed another.

"Wow, blue eyes, Ran-chan! Look, look!"

‘Girls are so loud,’ Naruto complained inwardly.

"Huh? Who are you talking about?" In his mind's eye, he could almost see her turn.

"Him, Ran-chan!" Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the girl's glued-on painted nails point to him. He also saw Ran's sneer before the train's swift arrival scattered her words.

He got onto the train car, relieved when she and two of her friends stayed at the platform. The friend that left the group smiled at him shyly and he offered one of his own to her. He wondered briefly at what Ran had said, but then dismissed the thought just as quickly. He knew for certain, he'd heard it before.

The following days were similar in nature. Somehow, her friends had formed a sort of crush on him, made obvious by an abundance of squealing and shy glances at him whenever they were at the platform.

One day, the short-haired one even sidled up to him and accidentally brushed her shoulder against his. Sasuke had happened to be present at the time and had chuckled at his predicament, but the boy had also pulled him closer against his side.

Surprisingly, Ran had nothing much to say about her friends' antics. Instead, she made starry-eyed gazes at that Kage guy.

Naruto didn't really mind the attention. He only had to endure it for a minute or so each day until his train arrived. ‘Not too many things can happen in a span of only a minute and a half,’ he thought bemusedly.

As scheduled, his train slid to a stop in front of the platform. The doors opened and he stepped to the side to give way to the people exiting the train.

One of Ran's friends detached herself from the group and entered the train with him.

Finding purchase by gripping the overhead rails, Naruto watched the platform disappear from sight as the train pulled out of the station. His tense shoulders eased and he breathed easier. He always felt a tight unease seep into his body every time he saw her now. He couldn't help but feel like she knew something she wasn’t supposed to know. The way she looked at him had changed. It has evolved into a gaze that teased him with hidden knowledge.

Shaking the paranoia off, Naruto found a seat and admired the passing scenery to keep his mind unoccupied of any troubling thoughts.

Once home, he made some ramen and stepped outside his rarely visited balcony. He looked onto the horizon as he ate, glancing below once in awhile when he saw someone enter or exit the apartment building.

A cool breeze stirred his spiked hair and caressed his warmed skin delightfully. As he stared at his bare feet on the cool concrete of his balcony, he realized it had been several years already ever since that very first day he stood out here.

That day, he had peered into his apartment with the new furnishings and brown boxes scattered about. His couch and his mattress were still wrapped in plastic, his bathroom lacked a shower curtain and his kitchen had been spotless. The wall had smelled of fresh paint and his floor reeked of varnish. A headache had formed from the disinfectant that clung to every tile and metal surface forcing him to step out onto the balcony. Below him, at the street, the moving truck drove off and his aunt's family van hummed, ready to take his relatives away.

He recalled looking down on his aunt and uncle's heads and also Ran's as she clutched her mother's hand.

His cousin's delighted voice rose up to him as he watched on silently. "Yey! Mommy, the monster is gone!"

"See? Didn't mommy promise you, Ran-chan?"

"Yeah!"

A honk from a car zooming past knocked Naruto out of his musings in a rush, leaving him slightly ill to his stomach. Sighing tiredly, he retrieved his empty ramen container and went back inside. Homework awaited.

"Taka, I can't stand seeing him anymore! Please do something!"

"Alright! Alright! Just calm down, Reiko. I'll make a few phone calls."

In his mind, he still heard the sound of buttons being dialed and the conversation that followed after a couple of rings, because they didn't even bother to close the door. Perhaps, they figured it would save them the trouble of explaining it to him. Or even more likely, the thought of being discreet and thinking of his feelings didn't even enter their minds.

"You promise, mommy? You'll make the monster go away?"

TBC