My Last Wish
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Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult ++
Chapters:
4
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17
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Trying to Deal
Author’s Note: I am alive! I want to apologize for the delay. I was having a hell of a time trying to dish out chapters. Got sort of lost and had to re-think some issues and holes in the story. That Fixed I hope you guys enjoy the chapter. Unfortunately this not-betaed. I hope I don’t have too many mistakes. XD If anyone would like to be my beta let me know in a review! I also want to thank those who reviewed! This chapter is now beta'd. Mucho thanks to my beta Solaris Moon!
Dear Diary,
So I just found out the best of news. My best friend aka love interest is dating my now ex-closest friend Sakura. Isn’t that a nice kick in the balls? What the hell could she be thinking? Honestly, this just might be my fault. I mean, I have been ignoring him but still!
Scratching his head, Naruto stared at his short entry. He didn’t know how much more of this he could take. He was already awaiting the possible, more-than-likely punch in the face from his friend. Already mentally prepared, already physically prepared. It sucked. Closing his diary and putting it in his usual hiding spot, Naruto got ready for class.
Checking himself one more time in the mirror Naruto grabbed his bag and headed for class, sighing as each step got harder and harder to take. It would have been fine. If he could just go to class, dodge Sasuke and not see Sakura, then we were in business. Unfortunately life was never that easy for Naruto. Never was, never will be. He felt the painfully sickening feeling he was going to have if he had to witness them together. The front he would have to put up was going to be one hell of a challenge.
He was used to having to put up fronts before when he didn’t want people in this business to worry about him unnecessarily. He hated having people worry about him the most out of anything. He tended to take care of his problems alone. Something Sasuke hated the most. For some reason his best friend always wanted to know what he was thinking. What he cared about. It was something that made Naruto’s heart swell. After years of fighting and misunderstandings, he and Sasuke had finally gotten to the point where they stood.
Two people inseparable.
Two people needed by the other.
Just two people being.
Gripping his shirt and running a hand through his hair Naruto started to remember the good times before he became aware of his feelings for Sasuke. Those damn annoying things called feelings, oh how he despised his feelings. It wasn’t something that was lurking in the back on his mind. It wasn’t something he was aware of that over time developed into that dreaded word…
‘LOVE’
It wasn’t even something that popped up in a random conversation with Ino. Quite literally he realized in one night when the unknown girl he was fucking in his dreams for a while turned out to be Sasuke. It was like he was having a mid-life crisis, it was something that just popped out of air. He had gone to bed like any other night and the dream started out how it usually did.
Some random girl he met a party the same way her hips moved, the way she smelled had all been the same as it has been for the past couple of weeks. The way she lured him to a random room. Even the way she said. “I know you’ve wanted this for sometime” that was whispered into his ear. Oh yeah, this was the dream he had loved to have.
Then it turned different somehow. When he finally got a clear look at her face for the first time since this dream started. He noticed her short blackish blue hair and he curves of her face held the same curves a face he knew to well had. The smoothness of her hands turned slightly rough and resembled that of a man. If that didn’t tell him something was definitely wrong, the way her body fit so ‘flat’ against his own did.
Now that wasn’t right…why was her body so ‘flat’ and why did her curviness become less curvy? He reached his hand up to grab at ‘her’ chest.
Oh shit.
There was nothing there. There was nothing.
Nothing.
What?
That had been when he finally pulled back to get a ‘good’ hard look at the person above him. He was shocked. He was utterly in shock. The ‘girl’ wasn’t a ‘girl’ at all. It was a guy. A guy he knew all to well.
“Dobe, how long are you going pretend as if this isn’t what you truly desire?”
Breath hitching, world crushing, and shock still intact. He said the word that changed everything from black and white to this mass of gray that he never knew was there till that moment.
This couldn’t be happening.
Oh where had his peaceful days of solace gone?
He knew this wasn’t the end of it. He just knew he was royally fucked sideways.
“Sasuke…”and then he gave me the most seductively sex induced smirk he never knew Sauske could muster.
Fuck.
It was at the point his alarm woke him up. It would never forget which is probably when after that dream he started to notice Sasuke more and more to the point of that word again,
‘LOVE’
Oh yes he was in love with his best friend. To the point where his dreams no longer of the unknown female, oh no, it became that of his best bud Sasuke. Those godawful, sexy dreams where he would wake up sweaty and cum-stricken. Which brings us back. He was in love with his best friend who for some godforsaken reason was dating his other best friend Sakura. Who knew about his love for the bastard. How he loathed her at this point. It wouldn’t have mattered if she didn’t know but she ‘KNEW’ and still proceeded to take him.
Finally reaching the door to class, he decided to peek inside just to see what he would be walking into. Looking in he didn’t see them at all. Yes! Naruto silently jumped for joy. He would have time to settle down and think of ways not to look like he wanted to break someone’s face. He was about to reach for the door. He was so close to reaching and opening the door. When Naruto was called. Oh how he wished it were the heavens calling him to tell him it was time to meet his maker. If only it was that.
“Dobe, what are you doing?”
….
….
….
Oh how he fucking wished.
Dear Diary,
So I just found out the best of news. My best friend aka love interest is dating my now ex-closest friend Sakura. Isn’t that a nice kick in the balls? What the hell could she be thinking? Honestly, this just might be my fault. I mean, I have been ignoring him but still!
Scratching his head, Naruto stared at his short entry. He didn’t know how much more of this he could take. He was already awaiting the possible, more-than-likely punch in the face from his friend. Already mentally prepared, already physically prepared. It sucked. Closing his diary and putting it in his usual hiding spot, Naruto got ready for class.
Checking himself one more time in the mirror Naruto grabbed his bag and headed for class, sighing as each step got harder and harder to take. It would have been fine. If he could just go to class, dodge Sasuke and not see Sakura, then we were in business. Unfortunately life was never that easy for Naruto. Never was, never will be. He felt the painfully sickening feeling he was going to have if he had to witness them together. The front he would have to put up was going to be one hell of a challenge.
He was used to having to put up fronts before when he didn’t want people in this business to worry about him unnecessarily. He hated having people worry about him the most out of anything. He tended to take care of his problems alone. Something Sasuke hated the most. For some reason his best friend always wanted to know what he was thinking. What he cared about. It was something that made Naruto’s heart swell. After years of fighting and misunderstandings, he and Sasuke had finally gotten to the point where they stood.
Two people inseparable.
Two people needed by the other.
Just two people being.
Gripping his shirt and running a hand through his hair Naruto started to remember the good times before he became aware of his feelings for Sasuke. Those damn annoying things called feelings, oh how he despised his feelings. It wasn’t something that was lurking in the back on his mind. It wasn’t something he was aware of that over time developed into that dreaded word…
‘LOVE’
It wasn’t even something that popped up in a random conversation with Ino. Quite literally he realized in one night when the unknown girl he was fucking in his dreams for a while turned out to be Sasuke. It was like he was having a mid-life crisis, it was something that just popped out of air. He had gone to bed like any other night and the dream started out how it usually did.
Some random girl he met a party the same way her hips moved, the way she smelled had all been the same as it has been for the past couple of weeks. The way she lured him to a random room. Even the way she said. “I know you’ve wanted this for sometime” that was whispered into his ear. Oh yeah, this was the dream he had loved to have.
Then it turned different somehow. When he finally got a clear look at her face for the first time since this dream started. He noticed her short blackish blue hair and he curves of her face held the same curves a face he knew to well had. The smoothness of her hands turned slightly rough and resembled that of a man. If that didn’t tell him something was definitely wrong, the way her body fit so ‘flat’ against his own did.
Now that wasn’t right…why was her body so ‘flat’ and why did her curviness become less curvy? He reached his hand up to grab at ‘her’ chest.
Oh shit.
There was nothing there. There was nothing.
Nothing.
What?
That had been when he finally pulled back to get a ‘good’ hard look at the person above him. He was shocked. He was utterly in shock. The ‘girl’ wasn’t a ‘girl’ at all. It was a guy. A guy he knew all to well.
“Dobe, how long are you going pretend as if this isn’t what you truly desire?”
Breath hitching, world crushing, and shock still intact. He said the word that changed everything from black and white to this mass of gray that he never knew was there till that moment.
This couldn’t be happening.
Oh where had his peaceful days of solace gone?
He knew this wasn’t the end of it. He just knew he was royally fucked sideways.
“Sasuke…”and then he gave me the most seductively sex induced smirk he never knew Sauske could muster.
Fuck.
It was at the point his alarm woke him up. It would never forget which is probably when after that dream he started to notice Sasuke more and more to the point of that word again,
‘LOVE’
Oh yes he was in love with his best friend. To the point where his dreams no longer of the unknown female, oh no, it became that of his best bud Sasuke. Those godawful, sexy dreams where he would wake up sweaty and cum-stricken. Which brings us back. He was in love with his best friend who for some godforsaken reason was dating his other best friend Sakura. Who knew about his love for the bastard. How he loathed her at this point. It wouldn’t have mattered if she didn’t know but she ‘KNEW’ and still proceeded to take him.
Finally reaching the door to class, he decided to peek inside just to see what he would be walking into. Looking in he didn’t see them at all. Yes! Naruto silently jumped for joy. He would have time to settle down and think of ways not to look like he wanted to break someone’s face. He was about to reach for the door. He was so close to reaching and opening the door. When Naruto was called. Oh how he wished it were the heavens calling him to tell him it was time to meet his maker. If only it was that.
“Dobe, what are you doing?”
….
….
….
Oh how he fucking wished.