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Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult
Chapters:
6
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13
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Hate Me
Hello my lovely readers, here I am with the 3rd chapter. The song in this one is Blue October's "Hate Me" I love this song and it just seemed like such a SasuNaru song.
DisclaimerI sooooo do not own the song "Hate Me" so please put away your lawyers.
'thoughts'
song lyrics
Chapter 3 Hate Me
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Sasuke had been back in Oto for three weeks since the fight with Naruto.
I have to block out thoughts of you
So I don't lose my head
He tried to keep from remembering his times with Naruto.
They crawl in like a cockeroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
But the memories still came. The first kiss, sleeping together, comforting eachother when the nightmares came, fighting with Naruto on the hospital roof and trying to kill him. Sasuke couldn't stand the memory of hurting him.
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me
It is I that wanted space
Sasuke wanted to see Naruto, to hold and be held by him once again, but Sasuke felt that he'd finally gone so far that even Naruto wouldn't forgive or accept him again.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
He'd been wrong though. Naruto had forgiven him and was still trying to save him. 'Why won't you hate me and save yourself the pain I put you through? Why won't you just give up on me?' Screamed Sasuke's mind repeatedly.
I'm sober now for three whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
To make restitution for his actions, Sasuke decided to spy on Oto for Konoha.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
When Orochimaru had found out, it had been Naruto who had killed the snake sannin to save Sasuke when the Uchiha had just stood there waiting for a death blow. Sasuke had clutched Naruto closely and apologized over and over again.
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way to hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Sasuke tried to kill himself four times and everytime Naruto had stopped him and listened to the former avenger rage nonsensically. Sasuke pulled away from naruto and treated him worse than garbage, trying to get him to give up on Sasuke.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
Naruto wouldn't give up though and stayed with Sasuke through it all.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then he whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Sasuke increased the distance btween himself and Naruto, until he noticed how much more he was hurting the blond. Then he opened back up and told Naruto that he'd wanted the blond to hate him so that Sasuke couldn't hurt Naruto any more. Naruto looked at the raven haired boy, tears falling silently down his face, "There is nothing you could ever do to make me hate you but if you want me to leave you alone so badly I will," then Naruto walked away.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And so they were apart when they longed to be together, both broken without the other.
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Whew, I made myself cry. Review please? Ja ne!
DisclaimerI sooooo do not own the song "Hate Me" so please put away your lawyers.
'thoughts'
song lyrics
Chapter 3 Hate Me
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Sasuke had been back in Oto for three weeks since the fight with Naruto.
I have to block out thoughts of you
So I don't lose my head
He tried to keep from remembering his times with Naruto.
They crawl in like a cockeroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
But the memories still came. The first kiss, sleeping together, comforting eachother when the nightmares came, fighting with Naruto on the hospital roof and trying to kill him. Sasuke couldn't stand the memory of hurting him.
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me
It is I that wanted space
Sasuke wanted to see Naruto, to hold and be held by him once again, but Sasuke felt that he'd finally gone so far that even Naruto wouldn't forgive or accept him again.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
He'd been wrong though. Naruto had forgiven him and was still trying to save him. 'Why won't you hate me and save yourself the pain I put you through? Why won't you just give up on me?' Screamed Sasuke's mind repeatedly.
I'm sober now for three whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
To make restitution for his actions, Sasuke decided to spy on Oto for Konoha.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
When Orochimaru had found out, it had been Naruto who had killed the snake sannin to save Sasuke when the Uchiha had just stood there waiting for a death blow. Sasuke had clutched Naruto closely and apologized over and over again.
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way to hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Sasuke tried to kill himself four times and everytime Naruto had stopped him and listened to the former avenger rage nonsensically. Sasuke pulled away from naruto and treated him worse than garbage, trying to get him to give up on Sasuke.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
Naruto wouldn't give up though and stayed with Sasuke through it all.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then he whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Sasuke increased the distance btween himself and Naruto, until he noticed how much more he was hurting the blond. Then he opened back up and told Naruto that he'd wanted the blond to hate him so that Sasuke couldn't hurt Naruto any more. Naruto looked at the raven haired boy, tears falling silently down his face, "There is nothing you could ever do to make me hate you but if you want me to leave you alone so badly I will," then Naruto walked away.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And so they were apart when they longed to be together, both broken without the other.
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Whew, I made myself cry. Review please? Ja ne!