Don't You Feel It Too?
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Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
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9
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Part 3
Don’t You Feel It Too
Part 3
Pairings: Kankuro/Kiba, Gaara/Lee, Nejji/Hinata, Shikamaru/Chouji, one-sided Kankuro/Shino
Warnings: The slightest mention of incest, (it may as well not even count...) That’s about it for now. Oh and pairings will change to my fancy :)
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Shino couldn’t help but grin under his high collar as Kiba groaned and sat up. Shino had literally knocked the other boy on his ass.
“Damn Shino couldn’t you like...pretend to let me win at least once. That hurt.” Shino rolled his eyes as his best friend continued to whimper and rub his butt with both hands.
“That would not be training Kiba.” The shorter boy glared slightly as he winced. Finally, to Shino’s relief, Kiba stopped rubbing at his sore bottom and sighed.
“Alright so you won...again...Where would you like to eat?” Now usually this wasn’t a big deal, Kiba would make a stupid claim and usually Shino would reap the benefits. But for some reason, Shino just wasn’t in the mood to eat nor spend any extra time out of the house.
Shino cursed silently as he realized he was slipping into that phase of just wanting to disappear. It seemed that if both his body and mind were not concentrating on training, then he was just wishing to sink into a hole. It wasn’t even because of Kankuro, well not all of it was his fault. It was a feeling he had most of his life and it was just stronger now. He shook his head, he needed some sort of distraction. Maybe he should go with Kiba and get some food in his stomach. He turned to Kiba who was petting Akamaru’s head affectionately.
“Where do you want to go to eat? You know I don’t really care.” Kiba looked up from a kneeling position with wide eyes.
“W-Wait, you mean you wanna come with me? Wow this is a first...um...I dunno where to go this seems like a big occasion.” Shino rolled cold eyes behind his glasses as Kiba grinned, his canines poking past his lips. “I know Lets go get some some ramen I’m sure we can find Naruto there ” Shino sighed but decided to follow his friend through the crowded streets of Konoha. He listened with half an ear as the other boy talked about everything and nothing at the same time. It seemed Shino was having a hard time concentrating on anything let alone the nonsense his best friend came up with. The taller boy let his mind wander as he passed the shops. There were a few fruit stands and flower shops, a couple of food places, and of course the book store. Shino felt a smirk threaten as he watched Kakashi through the window reading the next issue of his favorite book. The owner of the store looked annoyed but at the same time relieved that he was pretty much staying in business because of the silver haired ninja. “Yo Shino you even ~listening~ to me? I swear your just as bad as Kankuro, he does the same thing, only he at least tells me to shut up or something, you just plan out ignore me ” Shino turned and looked at his friend.
“I’m surprised you can make such astute observations while talking so much.” Kiba looked lost for a second, as if someone had just kicked his dog. Shino couldn’t help the chuckle that broke past his lips. Kiba glared but there was a soft humor in his eyes
“Oh man you really suck! But I gotta admit it’s nice to see you still have your wit. I was afraid you lost your whole personality the last few months.” Shino looked at Kiba who was smiling genuinely. “Ah, think I didn’t notice did ya? C’mon Shino you owe me more than that. We’ve been best friends a long time, I know when your not being yourself.” Shino felt his heart pound in his chest. He prayed to everything holy that Kiba was thinking it was for another reason then the truth. How do you tell your best friend your in love with their boyfriend?
“I’ve just had a lot on my mind.” Shino winced internally, that sounded weak to his own ears. Kiba seemed to think the same thing as he frowned deeply.
“Look, how bout we skip the ramen and we got to my place for a bit, I think we should talk man.” Kiba didn’t even wait for an answer as he turned the opposite direction to head to his home. Shino felt his stomach drop as he slowly followed his friend. He had been so sure he had hid it well enough that Kiba wouldn’t notice. Maybe Kiba was more observant then he let on.
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Shino sighed softly as he walked over the welcome mat of Kiba’s front door. Akamaru ran past the older boy and through the kitchen opening. Kiba grinned slightly.
“Sit down, let me just feed him then we can talk.” Shino turned and sat stiffly on the plush red couch. The cushions were atrocious and the sides were ripped to shreds. It showed just how many dogs decided to mark their territory in the house. The room smelled of dog, it made Shino scrunch his nose more then once. It was hard to get used to the smell if you weren’t around it everyday. Kiba had warned him the first time he stepped into the Inuzuka household that the smell was a bit strong for those not used to it. It was more like a punch in the nose when Shino had set foot inside the room. It still effected him the same way every time.
It wasn’t the smell that made Shino’s stomach churn. In fact he was pretty sure it wasn’t even the couch with it’s bright ugliness. No, it was the idea of Kiba having actually figured out the biggest secret Shino actually had. It was making him nervous and nauseous. These were feelings the Aburame was in no way used to. He stood, ready to march right out of the house and avoid Kiba for eternity if needs be. He walked quietly to the front door when two strong arms were thrown around his waist.
“Hey Where the fuck you going? C’mon Shino, you knew eventually we would have to talk about this. You’ve changed, everyone sees it. And I mean ~everyone~ hell even Naruto knows somethings up Now come on, sit down and tell your best friend what’s up.” Shino turned his head to look away from Kiba who was now practically draped over his shoulders. “Shinooooo...” Shino sighed as he was hugged tighter. He had to admit, it was nice to actually be held in someone’s arms for once instead of being pushed away. “Now get your boney ass back on the couch and tell me what’s up. You’re a right moody bastard but this is ridiculous.” Shino dropped his chin to his chest and sighed. He nodded and Kiba pulled away.
For a moment Shino didn’t move. He could feel Kiba’s gaze burn into his back waiting for the black haired boy to turn around and sit. So apparently Kiba didn’t know the direct reason for Shino’s complete depression but he was still obviously concerned. After a moment of contemplation, Shino turned completely. Kiba grinned and patted the couch next to him. Shino rolled his eyes but gracefully sat down.
“So you gonna talk or do I have to torture it out of you. Trust me, Akamaru and I can sing for hours.” Shino shuddered and nodded, oh yes he knew all about their ‘talent.’ His father hadn’t been to pleased about the broken window and Shino had a hell of a time explaining that a loud, obnoxious singing voice really ~could~ break glass. To this day his father still didn’t believe him. “So tell me what’s up freak.” Shino sighed as he studied his hands. “You want me to start us off?” Shino looked at Kiba who was facing him, one leg drawn up underneath him while the other hung off the couch swinging and kicking the couch gently in it’s path. His arm was over the top of the couch almost touching the hood that covered the Aburame’s head. His other arm in his lap, fingers twitching slightly. Shino felt slightly uncomfortable but the constant movements of those long-nailed fingers helped him relax slightly, he wasn’t the only one uneasy. He shook his head, he was going to talk, about what...well he wasn’t too sure. “How bout you tell me why you don’t want to spar with me and Hinata anymore? I mean now that her and Neji are getting along so well and all, I understand not wanting to see that. I mean I also understand not wanting to see me and Kankuro, I mean I am kinda pervy most of the time, and he’s no better but....well it’s just you seem even more distant then usual. Did I do something?” Shino bit his lip, thankful for his glasses and for his collar. Why did he have to sound so dejected? Kiba was scratching at the tattoos on his cheek softly and looking to the side. Shino didn’t like when the other boy looked like that, it made him feel even worse about the situation.
“It’s not you.” Kiba’s eyes snapped over to Shino’s eyes, well to his glasses, and blinked. “I’m just having issues that I have to overcome myself. Don’t worry about it.” Kiba frowned and shifted to move closer to his best friend.
“Shino, something’s eating at you, I mean seriously ripping at you. Please Shino, please, tell me what’s wrong.” Shino felt a lump travel up his throat threatening to choke him. Why did those brown eyes have to show so much affection? Shino tore his own eyes away and looked at a single thread that hung from the couch.
“I...I can’t.” Shino winced at the hoarseness in his voice. Why did he agree to this? He wasn’t emotional, hell most people didn’t think he had a heart pumping blood through his system, how the hell were they supposed to believe he had emotions? He was unprepared for the hand that slid over his shoulder but he didn’t jump. Kiba sighed as he leaned onto Shino, his hair brushing Shino’s nose.
“What do I need to do to get you to talk to me Shino? I fucking care about you don’t you get that?!” Shino closed his eyes as Kiba moved and sat next to him again. “Your like a fucking brother to me, I’ve loved you like my own family since we were little kids What the ~fuck~ do I have to do to get an answer from you?!” Shino felt something grip at his heart and suddenly to his own horror there were tears threatening to slip from his eyelids. He didn’t deserve this person as a friend. Not when he was secretly jealous and sad that he couldn’t have what the dog-boy did. Not when this boy, his supposed best friend admitted to loving him like family. “What is making you so goddamn miserable Shino? I want to know ” Shino had enough, he stood quickly and walked to the door. He was tempted to run but his pride wouldn’t let him. He heard the couch squeal with Kiba jumping off. “Shino?” Shino shook his head.
“I’m sorry Kiba but what is making me this way....has nothing to do with you. I will figure it out on my own. I don’t.....I don’t need your help.” Shino gripped the door knob tightly as he wrenched the obstacle out of his way. He was out of the house and three blocks away before he even realized he had ran. Pride be damned. He had ran as that choking sensation came back ten fold. The tears once again in his eyes causing the area around him to whirl with color. All he wanted was to get home and melt into the floor board. He never wanted to feel this way. He had hurt his best friend because he, himself, was in agony everyday. As he walked faster towards his house he knew he had hurt Kiba with his words and actions. How could he do that to someone who just wanted to help? What kind of ‘brother’ was that?
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His bed was soft and warm and as he buried his face into the sweet smelling fabric all he could feel was the miserable loneliness, only this time it felt just a bit more real. After that stunt he would be surprised if he ever was forgiven. Then again in his mind, he didn’t deserve forgiveness. It was with that thought that he stared at the wall with blank eyes until he fell asleep, a wrenching pain in his gut wishing he had never agreed to eating with Kiba that afternoon.
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TBC
Holy crap, it’s been a really long wait on this fic...hehe...sorry. Anyway I hope you like it. Unfortunately I have fell in love with Kankuro/Shino but I also love Kiba/Shino so I’m kinda torn. Maybe I’ll write a threesome just to ease the pain this fic is causing lol.
Part 3
Pairings: Kankuro/Kiba, Gaara/Lee, Nejji/Hinata, Shikamaru/Chouji, one-sided Kankuro/Shino
Warnings: The slightest mention of incest, (it may as well not even count...) That’s about it for now. Oh and pairings will change to my fancy :)
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Shino couldn’t help but grin under his high collar as Kiba groaned and sat up. Shino had literally knocked the other boy on his ass.
“Damn Shino couldn’t you like...pretend to let me win at least once. That hurt.” Shino rolled his eyes as his best friend continued to whimper and rub his butt with both hands.
“That would not be training Kiba.” The shorter boy glared slightly as he winced. Finally, to Shino’s relief, Kiba stopped rubbing at his sore bottom and sighed.
“Alright so you won...again...Where would you like to eat?” Now usually this wasn’t a big deal, Kiba would make a stupid claim and usually Shino would reap the benefits. But for some reason, Shino just wasn’t in the mood to eat nor spend any extra time out of the house.
Shino cursed silently as he realized he was slipping into that phase of just wanting to disappear. It seemed that if both his body and mind were not concentrating on training, then he was just wishing to sink into a hole. It wasn’t even because of Kankuro, well not all of it was his fault. It was a feeling he had most of his life and it was just stronger now. He shook his head, he needed some sort of distraction. Maybe he should go with Kiba and get some food in his stomach. He turned to Kiba who was petting Akamaru’s head affectionately.
“Where do you want to go to eat? You know I don’t really care.” Kiba looked up from a kneeling position with wide eyes.
“W-Wait, you mean you wanna come with me? Wow this is a first...um...I dunno where to go this seems like a big occasion.” Shino rolled cold eyes behind his glasses as Kiba grinned, his canines poking past his lips. “I know Lets go get some some ramen I’m sure we can find Naruto there ” Shino sighed but decided to follow his friend through the crowded streets of Konoha. He listened with half an ear as the other boy talked about everything and nothing at the same time. It seemed Shino was having a hard time concentrating on anything let alone the nonsense his best friend came up with. The taller boy let his mind wander as he passed the shops. There were a few fruit stands and flower shops, a couple of food places, and of course the book store. Shino felt a smirk threaten as he watched Kakashi through the window reading the next issue of his favorite book. The owner of the store looked annoyed but at the same time relieved that he was pretty much staying in business because of the silver haired ninja. “Yo Shino you even ~listening~ to me? I swear your just as bad as Kankuro, he does the same thing, only he at least tells me to shut up or something, you just plan out ignore me ” Shino turned and looked at his friend.
“I’m surprised you can make such astute observations while talking so much.” Kiba looked lost for a second, as if someone had just kicked his dog. Shino couldn’t help the chuckle that broke past his lips. Kiba glared but there was a soft humor in his eyes
“Oh man you really suck! But I gotta admit it’s nice to see you still have your wit. I was afraid you lost your whole personality the last few months.” Shino looked at Kiba who was smiling genuinely. “Ah, think I didn’t notice did ya? C’mon Shino you owe me more than that. We’ve been best friends a long time, I know when your not being yourself.” Shino felt his heart pound in his chest. He prayed to everything holy that Kiba was thinking it was for another reason then the truth. How do you tell your best friend your in love with their boyfriend?
“I’ve just had a lot on my mind.” Shino winced internally, that sounded weak to his own ears. Kiba seemed to think the same thing as he frowned deeply.
“Look, how bout we skip the ramen and we got to my place for a bit, I think we should talk man.” Kiba didn’t even wait for an answer as he turned the opposite direction to head to his home. Shino felt his stomach drop as he slowly followed his friend. He had been so sure he had hid it well enough that Kiba wouldn’t notice. Maybe Kiba was more observant then he let on.
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Shino sighed softly as he walked over the welcome mat of Kiba’s front door. Akamaru ran past the older boy and through the kitchen opening. Kiba grinned slightly.
“Sit down, let me just feed him then we can talk.” Shino turned and sat stiffly on the plush red couch. The cushions were atrocious and the sides were ripped to shreds. It showed just how many dogs decided to mark their territory in the house. The room smelled of dog, it made Shino scrunch his nose more then once. It was hard to get used to the smell if you weren’t around it everyday. Kiba had warned him the first time he stepped into the Inuzuka household that the smell was a bit strong for those not used to it. It was more like a punch in the nose when Shino had set foot inside the room. It still effected him the same way every time.
It wasn’t the smell that made Shino’s stomach churn. In fact he was pretty sure it wasn’t even the couch with it’s bright ugliness. No, it was the idea of Kiba having actually figured out the biggest secret Shino actually had. It was making him nervous and nauseous. These were feelings the Aburame was in no way used to. He stood, ready to march right out of the house and avoid Kiba for eternity if needs be. He walked quietly to the front door when two strong arms were thrown around his waist.
“Hey Where the fuck you going? C’mon Shino, you knew eventually we would have to talk about this. You’ve changed, everyone sees it. And I mean ~everyone~ hell even Naruto knows somethings up Now come on, sit down and tell your best friend what’s up.” Shino turned his head to look away from Kiba who was now practically draped over his shoulders. “Shinooooo...” Shino sighed as he was hugged tighter. He had to admit, it was nice to actually be held in someone’s arms for once instead of being pushed away. “Now get your boney ass back on the couch and tell me what’s up. You’re a right moody bastard but this is ridiculous.” Shino dropped his chin to his chest and sighed. He nodded and Kiba pulled away.
For a moment Shino didn’t move. He could feel Kiba’s gaze burn into his back waiting for the black haired boy to turn around and sit. So apparently Kiba didn’t know the direct reason for Shino’s complete depression but he was still obviously concerned. After a moment of contemplation, Shino turned completely. Kiba grinned and patted the couch next to him. Shino rolled his eyes but gracefully sat down.
“So you gonna talk or do I have to torture it out of you. Trust me, Akamaru and I can sing for hours.” Shino shuddered and nodded, oh yes he knew all about their ‘talent.’ His father hadn’t been to pleased about the broken window and Shino had a hell of a time explaining that a loud, obnoxious singing voice really ~could~ break glass. To this day his father still didn’t believe him. “So tell me what’s up freak.” Shino sighed as he studied his hands. “You want me to start us off?” Shino looked at Kiba who was facing him, one leg drawn up underneath him while the other hung off the couch swinging and kicking the couch gently in it’s path. His arm was over the top of the couch almost touching the hood that covered the Aburame’s head. His other arm in his lap, fingers twitching slightly. Shino felt slightly uncomfortable but the constant movements of those long-nailed fingers helped him relax slightly, he wasn’t the only one uneasy. He shook his head, he was going to talk, about what...well he wasn’t too sure. “How bout you tell me why you don’t want to spar with me and Hinata anymore? I mean now that her and Neji are getting along so well and all, I understand not wanting to see that. I mean I also understand not wanting to see me and Kankuro, I mean I am kinda pervy most of the time, and he’s no better but....well it’s just you seem even more distant then usual. Did I do something?” Shino bit his lip, thankful for his glasses and for his collar. Why did he have to sound so dejected? Kiba was scratching at the tattoos on his cheek softly and looking to the side. Shino didn’t like when the other boy looked like that, it made him feel even worse about the situation.
“It’s not you.” Kiba’s eyes snapped over to Shino’s eyes, well to his glasses, and blinked. “I’m just having issues that I have to overcome myself. Don’t worry about it.” Kiba frowned and shifted to move closer to his best friend.
“Shino, something’s eating at you, I mean seriously ripping at you. Please Shino, please, tell me what’s wrong.” Shino felt a lump travel up his throat threatening to choke him. Why did those brown eyes have to show so much affection? Shino tore his own eyes away and looked at a single thread that hung from the couch.
“I...I can’t.” Shino winced at the hoarseness in his voice. Why did he agree to this? He wasn’t emotional, hell most people didn’t think he had a heart pumping blood through his system, how the hell were they supposed to believe he had emotions? He was unprepared for the hand that slid over his shoulder but he didn’t jump. Kiba sighed as he leaned onto Shino, his hair brushing Shino’s nose.
“What do I need to do to get you to talk to me Shino? I fucking care about you don’t you get that?!” Shino closed his eyes as Kiba moved and sat next to him again. “Your like a fucking brother to me, I’ve loved you like my own family since we were little kids What the ~fuck~ do I have to do to get an answer from you?!” Shino felt something grip at his heart and suddenly to his own horror there were tears threatening to slip from his eyelids. He didn’t deserve this person as a friend. Not when he was secretly jealous and sad that he couldn’t have what the dog-boy did. Not when this boy, his supposed best friend admitted to loving him like family. “What is making you so goddamn miserable Shino? I want to know ” Shino had enough, he stood quickly and walked to the door. He was tempted to run but his pride wouldn’t let him. He heard the couch squeal with Kiba jumping off. “Shino?” Shino shook his head.
“I’m sorry Kiba but what is making me this way....has nothing to do with you. I will figure it out on my own. I don’t.....I don’t need your help.” Shino gripped the door knob tightly as he wrenched the obstacle out of his way. He was out of the house and three blocks away before he even realized he had ran. Pride be damned. He had ran as that choking sensation came back ten fold. The tears once again in his eyes causing the area around him to whirl with color. All he wanted was to get home and melt into the floor board. He never wanted to feel this way. He had hurt his best friend because he, himself, was in agony everyday. As he walked faster towards his house he knew he had hurt Kiba with his words and actions. How could he do that to someone who just wanted to help? What kind of ‘brother’ was that?
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His bed was soft and warm and as he buried his face into the sweet smelling fabric all he could feel was the miserable loneliness, only this time it felt just a bit more real. After that stunt he would be surprised if he ever was forgiven. Then again in his mind, he didn’t deserve forgiveness. It was with that thought that he stared at the wall with blank eyes until he fell asleep, a wrenching pain in his gut wishing he had never agreed to eating with Kiba that afternoon.
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TBC
Holy crap, it’s been a really long wait on this fic...hehe...sorry. Anyway I hope you like it. Unfortunately I have fell in love with Kankuro/Shino but I also love Kiba/Shino so I’m kinda torn. Maybe I’ll write a threesome just to ease the pain this fic is causing lol.