If Only...

Well, here is the next chapter, I know it has been a few days, but I honestly haven’t felt like writing much until now. I hope you like the chapter since I don’t believe I will continue it. I want to thank everyone for their comments, I really appreciated all of them.

‘If Only…’ by KitsuneFun

Disclaimer: I don’t own Naruto that honor is held by Masashi Kishimoto, I am just a fanfiction writer doing this for fun.

Sasuke stared up at the ceiling, ‘Damn… I really need to do something else…’ he thought getting up from his prone position, ‘Maybe it was time he went out and did a little scouting,’ the idea sounded a lot more gratifying than his dreams lately… or he should say daydreams.

Creating clones and henging into Naruto was no longer satisfying as it first had been, he needed something to take away the edge to his sexual frustration, even if it meant going back to Konoha for one day to relieve it.

With that idea in mind, Sasuke approached Orochimaru and asked for a mission, any mission to get away. He left out the part to the sennin that he might take a detour and have sex with his rival because Orochimaru liked for his container to be a virgin.

It was a good thing Orochimaru never knew what Sasuke did in his private room, otherwise he would never hear the end of it and Kabuto might give him a lecture on the impropriety of clone sex draining ones chakra when it was needed to be used against an enemy of Sound.

Orochimaru had been reluctant at first to the idea of Sasuke leaving on a mission to retrieve documents, especially with his time drawing near to take over Sasuke’s body, but the information to be retrieved was invaluable and could help to extent the life of his containers.

So it was that Sasuke found himself outside the walls of Konoha, ‘Perfect…’ he thought gazing up at the tall walls, ‘No to find Naruto…’ Making sure his henge’s chakra signature was undetectable to even the Hyuuga eyes, he made his way towards the front gate and signaled the guard’s attention.

It appeared as though the guard on duty was none other that Kiba, ‘It really couldn’t go any more his way,’ he thought.


“What’s your business?” Kiba yelled down, eyeing the red haired and brown eyed ninja bellow him wearing the hitate of Suna curiously.

Sasuke gave a friendly smile that he didn’t feel and answered, “I’m here to deliver a message from the Kage to an Uzumaki-san.”

The raven could see the look of confusion suffuse the brunettes face, his lips mouthed the word Naruto to his partner that was leaning back in the shadows and eyeing the events thoughtfully, “I believe you’ll have a hard time finding him… Naruto is on his day off, but he might be at Ichiraku’s Ramen Shack…” with the information provide he opened the gates and let Sasuke in.

“My thanks,” he yelled up at Kiba, earning a smile from the brunette that reminded him of the one he obsessed about, ‘Now to find the Dobe…’
Knowing the inner workings of Konoha helped one to infiltrate it, it was especially helpful in regards to locating one’s rival. The first place that he checked was the one place he was most likely to be, as Kiba stated, at Ichirakus.

Sure enough, sitting at the counter, was the blond in the flesh, ‘Dobe… you still look as good as ever’, he took a moment to eye the blond from head to foot and back again.

It seemed the blond could feel the eyes on him and had turned to glare at the brunette staring him down, “Oy!” at Sasuke’s blank yet half mast look, he started to fidget, “Don’t look at me like that bastard…”

Sasuke paused at the name and frowned, He didn’t know whether or not he liked the idea of Naruto calling anyone else a bastard other than him, “I was trying to make sure you fit the description Kage-sama provided me.” Before moving till he was sitting next to the blond.

Naruto seemed confused by the name, till he recognized the insignia on the headband he had stolen from a real sand ninja, “You mean Gaara…” the blond gave a genuine smile that lit up his face, making him appear even more beautiful to Sasuke’s eyes, “I have been wondering how he has been… I’ve missed him.”

The idea that the Dobe would miss anyone other than him, made Sasuke angry, as the blond ignored him in favor of droning on about the redhead’s merits, if Suna was ever going to get a good ramen joint and if he knew about any.

At that point Sauce interrupted Naruto, “I’m sorry… as much as I like discussing the Kage…” at this point Sasuke mentally yacked, “I am told to deliver a very important message to you in your home… since its too important to be discussed out here in the open.

“Really?” Naruto’s eyes widened slightly and he bit his lip in thought, “Then shouldn’t we discuss this with Tsunade…”

‘Fuck…’ Sasuke thought, now wasn’t the time for Naruto to be smart, “It’s personal and of no importance to Konoha.”

Naruto stood up and looked deeply into brown eyes thoughtfully, for some reason he couldn’t shake the fact that the man before him reminded him of someone, “Sure… let’s go to my place…” he muttered while gesturing for Sasuke to follow him.

His rival’s place was conveniently a couple minutes away from Ichirakus, It was only a matter of time before Sasuke had Naruto wear he wanted him, he licked his suddenly dry lips in excitement.

The apartment building was old and looked like it needed repairs from the outside, they made their way up the 3 and half flight of stairs and eventually reached Naruto’s door that was covered with graffiti condemning the man who lived within as any number of names and asking for him to either die or leave.

Sasuke found himself growing angry over the idiosyncrasies of Konoha villagers, hey had no idea how special Naruto was, he didn’t deserve to be here where he wasn’t appreciated, “Naruto…”

The blond gave him a nervous grin, “Sorry… they have hated me since I was a kid and I can’t get them to stop.”

It was beyond Sasuke why the blond should even try when it was obvious that the villagers didn’t deserve Naruto’s attention, “You deserve better.” He stated simply which made Naruto turn to give him a surprised look.

“Thank you, “ he stated slightly, a light pink blush touched his cheeks making him appear as innocent as he was.

Sasuke couldn’t take it anymore, he kicked the front door closed and pushed Naruto against it before proceeding to kiss him. It was better than he had imagined it with the clone, this was real… a bite, “Shit!” he pulled away to touch his bleeding lower lip before looking up to glare at Naruto, “Why did you do that?”

Naruto didn’t answer, but instead pushed the brunette away, “God… if its not the ones that hate me… it’s the ones that think they own me and can do whatever they want,” He pulled the door open and grabbed Sasuke by the arm, reading to throw him out, “Forget the message tell Gaara the reason why.”

Sasuke had come too far to stop now, he pushed the arm off and moved deeper into Naruto’s apartment that was surprisingly clean, despite the small space provided, it seemed homey, “There was no message… I’m not from Suna.”

Naruto’s eyes narrowed as he looked the man before him up and down in anger, “Who the hell are you and why are you here?”

“Isn’t that obvious Dobe?” at the pet name, Sasuke had given him, Naruto froze.

A lost look appeared on Naruto’s face and he stepped closer before he could realize what he was doing, “Sasuke?” he lifted a hand to touch the cheek before him in awe, as though he couldn’t believe this was really happening.

Sasuke easily gave up on the henge and faced Naruto as he normally looked, he watched in surprise as the blond’s eyes began to glisten with unshed tears, “You came back…”

“Only for you…” he stated plainly before pulling Naruto close again and hesitantly kissing him.

Naruto was surprised at first by the gentle pressure, before closing his eyes and giving into the feeling of Sasuke kissing him, “Teme…” he muttered against the lips allowing Sasuke to kiss him deeply, allowing their tongues to touch and caress slowly.

It was more than a welcome kiss, more than a lover’s greeting, this was being completed and Sasuke was in bliss as he moved his head to rest against the hollow of Naruto’s throat and kissed it softly while breathing in the blond’s scent, that was like vanilla with a hint of musk, “God Dobe… I need this…”

“It’s ok Sasuke… I understand…” Somehow it reached Naruto’s mind that this wasn’t his homecoming, Sasuke wouldn’t have hidden if he wanted to return, clutching his best friend closer into a hug, he sighed, “We both need this…”


Their was an understanding between then as they parted to look deep into each other’s eyes, Sasuke gave a brief smile as he looked deep into blue eyes that he loved, but didn’t have the guts to confess yet, “Yes…”

Naruto gave a return smile and grabbed Sasuke’s hand pulling him into the bedroom. The bed was full sized, but it would have to do. The two boys fell onto the bed, Sasuke on top of Naruto and they began to kiss again, this time veraciously as though it might be their last.

In a tangle of frantic hands and arms they managed to divest themselves of their clothes and began to explore each other’s bodies.

Sasuke could finally see Naruto for the first time and not as just a clone or henge, the supple flesh before him was all too real and it felt like heaven.

Leaning down Sasuke caressed that flesh and kissed it, using his sharingan he memorized each curve and dent, every taste and smell till it was infused within his system, “Naruto…”

The blond gasped and managed to thread his fingers within Sasuke’s thick black hair, gripping it tightly as raven thoroughly explored him, “Ah Sasuke… I can’t…” Naruto had no experience to fall back on other then snippets from dreams he’s had being with Sasuke for the past few months.

It seemed that Sasuke knew just wear to touch and taste him, Naruto found himself barely conscious of the fact of who it was giving him the pleasure all he could feel was the intense feelings the other gave him.

Sasuke gradually prepared Naruto’s hole for his intrusion by using his own precum for lubrication, the blond was too absorbed with the attention he was getting to his penis to notice.


The raven was almost tempted to bring Naruto to orgasm right then and there, but he wanted to feel the blond cumming with him more.

Having finally prepared Naruto, Sasuke leaned up and began to kiss Naruto passionately while spreading the other boy’s legs and moving between them. Then he gently slid inside allowing Naruto to get used to the intrusion.

“Ah Teme…. That hurts,” the blond moaned while clutching tight to Sasuke, but he refused to move, knowing that his body would eventually accept the intrusion.

After a minute Sasuke continued, sliding in and out in a slow rhythm while holding onto Naruto’s hip helping to guide him, the blond eventually got his intention and began to respond by moving his hips following Sasuke’s innate rhythm.

It didn’t take long for the two boys’s to reach their limit and with a final cry of completion Sasuke collapsed onto Naruto. He gasped and shook with suppressed emotion as he listened to the thundering sound of Naruto’s heart.

Naruto hand found itself in Sasuke’s hair again and he began to slowly comb it through his hands, “What does this mean?” he found himself saying to suddenly quiet avenger.

Sasuke paused to look up at Naruto’s flush face and sighed, “I’m not sure… just wait for me.”

“But… Sasuke?” Naruto was interrupted by Sasuke’s hand on his lips.

The raven gave him a tender smile, “Keep this a secret between us and just wait… as Kakashi would say you must read what’s under the underneath.”

Naruto snorted, “Bastard…”

Sasuke allowed himself to spend a few hours laying with Naruto, but before the sunset began to pinken the sky, he left kissing Naruto goodbye.

It was later that Naruto heard the news that Orochimaru had been killed by Sasuke and he was left to wonder when the avenger didn’t return, just how much longer he would have to wait.


Well that definitely makes it the end… I don’t really want to write anymore to this, in fact I didn’t want to write a second and third, but I did it because of the great comments I got so here it is and I hope you like it. For now I will be sticking with my others stories, but I would like to thankyou for the support in the meantime.