Nameless Desires

Nameless Desires

Chapter 3: New Experiences

"I suppose it started two weeks after you and Kenji had that fight..." Sasuke began, wanting to start from the very beginning, wanting Naruto to see the whole situation. Even if Naruto didn't forgive him, he wanted him to understand. It was one of the things that he and Naruto had always been able to do: understand each other. Even if one of them didn't agree with what the other did, they had always been able to connect with each other by being able to see where the other was coming from.

"What do you mean 'it' started two weeks after Kenji and I had that fight?" Naruto asked wanting Sasuke to get on with it.

"Everything," Sasuke answered. Naruto narrowed his eyes.

"Stop giving me nonsensical and round about answers, teme," Naruto growled.

"If you want to know why, then I have to start at the very beginning," Sasuke said, being as patient as possible. "It's a bit of a long explanation," Sasuke muttered. Naruto raised his eyebrow, and for the first time since he had come bursting into Sasuke's office, Naruto allowed a small smile (even if it was a smirk) to grace his lips.

"Knowing you, this explanation could probably be summed up in about thirty seconds, but you'll drag it out for hours," Naruto said, grabbing a nearby chair, sitting down, before lounging back, clearly making himself comfortable for a long story.

Sasuke sat back down in his chair as well, feeling somewhat more at ease. That type of comment reminded Sasuke of their old bantering, making Sasuke feel as though he might be able to explain himself after all. Naruto had always teased him that he didn't talk enough for a normal person, so Naruto joked that when Sasuke finally decided to open his mouth, he tended to talk too long about things that could be said in a much shorter period of time. And even though Naruto teased him about his long-winded stories, Sasuke knew that Naruto secretly enjoyed them.

At least, when they had been friends he had. He wasn't sure how much Naruto would enjoy this story.

"It started two weeks after you and Kenji had that fight,” Sasuke paused, looking at Naruto to make sure he was paying attention. He was. “Do you remember what you asked me about?" Sasuke asked. Naruto nodded.

"Yeah, I asked you..."


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"Oi, teme, do you know how to fight?" Naruto asked, as he helped Sasuke prepare a dinner. The two of them were currently slicing vegetables to put into Sasuke’s “specialty” as he called it. Apparently, Sasuke took great pride in the fact that he had gotten Naruto to eat vegetables, and he made sure Naruto ate it often.

Since he and Sasuke had become friends, Naruto spent most of his waking hours at Sasuke’s, and hardly spent any time at the Yamanaka's, especially now that he had had that fight with Kenji.

"Know how to fight? You mean, like to beat people up?" Sasuke asked confused, reaching across the table to grab some more Chinese cabbage to cut up. Sasuke's pile was nice and neat, where as Naruto's pile of cut up cabbage looked like he had hacked it up.

"Yeah, you know, to protect yourself from other people," Naruto said, picking up the chopping knife he was using and began swinging it wildly around, small pieces of the washed cabbage that had been stuck to the knife flicking off across the table - though a few managed to land on Naruto's face.

"Not really, and clearly you don't because you're swinging that knife around like a madman," Sasuke said, smirking as Naruto wiped off the vegetable pieces from his cheek.

"You're just jealous," Naruto said, sticking out his tongue, but grinning anyways, and began to jump about the kitchen foolishly as he fought pretend enemies. Sasuke raised an eyebrow, not sure whether to be amused or exasperated at Naruto's actions, and decided to be both.

"Why do you ask?" Sasuke asked, his eyes darting back and forth to what he was cutting and Naruto to make sure that Naruto wouldn't accidentally hack off his head or something while he was fighting his invisible enemies around the kitchen. He made a mental note to not let Naruto help him prepare anything again that required the use of a knife.

"I just get the feeling Kenji's still pretty pissed that he got in trouble for what happened, and I didn't. That's not to say that he'll try anything like that again, but you know, just in case I need to, I'd like to be able to fight back," Naruto said, jabbing his knife in the air in a violent manner, as though he were stabbing someone in the gut.

"Still, I don't know that it's a good idea to stab someone like that. You’d get put in jail," Sasuke said as Naruto continued his assault on his invisible prey.

Naruto stuck his tongue out at Sasuke again. Sasuke merely rolled his eyes as if to say "real mature," and chose to continue cutting the vegetables since he had clearly lost Naruto to his imaginary world. Deciding to focus on his task, he ignored what Naruto was doing as he cut up the last of the vegetables.

Except that Naruto wasn't really paying attention to what he was doing either. In his wild movements, Naruto kicked the back of Sasuke's chair, jolting Sasuke forward in his chair - along with his knife. Sasuke hissed in pain as he felt the blade cut the side of his index finger.

"Damnit Naruto!" Sasuke said, pulling his hand away from the food as his finger began to bleed.

"Sorry Sasuke!" Naruto said, putting the blade back on the table rather sheepishly.

"Dobe, get me a paper towel to stop the bleeding," Sasuke said glaring at Naruto.

"A paper towel? For that little cut? Just suck on it," Naruto said. Sasuke's face contorted in disgust.

"Suck on blood? That's disgusting. I'm not a vampire," Sasuke said, heading towards his sink where he kept the paper towels, only to find that he had run out.

"Well you're sure as hell pale enough to be a vampire. You haunt this place, and I've only ever seen you go out at night or around dusk. If it weren't for the fact that I've seen you eat garlic, I would probably peg you for a vampire," Naruto said, grinning widely.

"First you make me cut myself, and now you're insulting me?" Sasuke asked angrily, wondering when Naruto was going to stop associating Sasuke with things like ghosts and vampires.

"Come on Sasuke, I said I was sorry, and it's really not that big of a cut. Stop being such a baby about it," Naruto said, crossing his arms.

"I'm not being a baby about it," Sasuke said, glaring, though he did stop searching about his kitchen for paper towels. It wasn’t like it hurt. It didn’t. It was the fact that Sasuke didn’t want to get blood on himself. He eyed the washcloth he had found, but with Naruto's comment about being a baby, his pride no longer allowed him to wash the blood off his finger. Sasuke settled for viciously staring at the blood in hopes that it would vanish due to fear, but no such luck. He wanted the blood to be gone, though he was not going to make an attempt to suck the blood off his finger; that was just weird.

"For crying out loud! Who's supposed to be the mature one here?" Naruto asked as he grabbed Sasuke's hand, pulling Sasuke toward him, and plopped Sasuke's bleeding finger into his own mouth.

Sasuke's entire body stilled as he felt Naruto gently sucking on his bleeding wound. Naruto's tongue gently began to clean the cut on Sasuke's finger, and Sasuke felt a strange sensation begin to spread throughout his body. The feeling of Naruto's warm, wet mouth on his finger, and his tongue gently stroking his wounded digit made Sasuke's entire body tingle. As a blush began to spread over Sasuke's cheeks, he realized that what Naruto was doing to him was making him aroused.

With another quick swipe of his tongue, Naruto released Sasuke's finger from his mouth.

"See? All better for little Sasuke-chan?" Naruto asked, his tone of voice that of one who was trying to talk baby talk.

"That was," Sasuke began, wondering what exactly that had been, but shook his head, willing the blush on his cheeks to go away, and willing the rest of his body to behave, "gross," Sasuke said, trying to sounded grossed out rather than husky. Naruto snorted at his retort. Forgetting about any comments that had initially wounded his pride, Sasuke washed his hands under cool water, his body now facing the sink, hoping that Naruto hadn't noticed his peculiar behavior as he washed his hands.

Turning his head away from Naruto, Sasuke's mind trailing back to what Sakura had implied about he and Naruto together as a gay couple. At the time, the idea was utterly absurd, but for some reason, just now, Sasuke had just imagined Naruto licking-

Sasuke bit his lip and closed his eyes. The idea was totally absurd, and he blamed Sakura for putting the idea in his head.

"You know, of the two of us, you're the one who's most likely to be a vampire. Come to think of it, I have only seen you outside at dusk. I've never seen you eat garlic, and you just sucked my blood," Sasuke said, trying to lighten the mood.

"Awww, come off it. Have you ever heard of a tan vampire?" Naruto asked.

"Vampires might have natural olive or other dark skin tones," Sasuke said, finally feeling able to turn to face Naruto.

"Alright, alright, I get it," Naruto said, putting his hands up in defeat.

"It seems you really do need to learn how to fight, or else I will end up getting hurt," Sasuke said lightly. "Why don't we take karate classes together?" Sasuke suggested.

"Yeah! That's what I was hoping we could do," Naruto said excitedly as he sat down at the table, and began to finish cutting the vegetables.

"Except, there's one problem," Sasuke said, his voice very serious.

"What's that?" Naruto asked, concerned.

"I'm going to beat you up so bad that you won't want to do it any more," Sasuke said, smirking. Naruto's eyes narrowed, but his face split into a predatory grin a moment later.

"We'll see who beats up who," Naruto said.

"Is that a challenge?" Sasuke asked.

"Yeah it is," Naruto said defiantly...

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Sasuke paused in his story, trying to retell as much as he could remember. He did his best to gauge Naruto's reaction, but Naruto was propping his head up on his hand, making it difficult for Sasuke to see his facial expressions. Looking into Naruto's eyes, at the moment, would have been an easy way for Sasuke to figure out what Naruto was thinking, but the problem was, Sasuke somehow seemed to get lost as he looked into Naruto's intense gaze.

"Like I said," Naruto remarked as he leaned back in the chair, "I don't think you're even beginning to get to your point and you've already been talking for ages. Nothing's ever simple with you, is it Sasuke?" Naruto asked quietly.

Sasuke merely stared at Naruto, allowing himself to fully look over his friend, but trying to avoid any and all eye contact. Ironically enough, he had a feeling Naruto was doing the same thing to him. Naruto had grown since he had last seen him, though he still seemed a little bit shorter than he was. His skin was tanner than ever, as though he lived in the sun, his brilliant blonde hair slightly more tamed than he remembered.

"Why didn't you ever contact me before? Why did you come back now?" Sasuke asked. Naruto shrugged, and debated on whether or not he should answer. Sasuke still hadn't answered any of the questions he had wanted answered, but Naruto decided to answer anyway.

"I was hurt. I thought if I didn't talk to you, I would forget about you, and the pain would go away. But it didn't. So, I'm here for closure so I can forget about you," Naruto said, watching Sasuke's face. Sasuke's face went completely blank, his eyes flickered slightly at the comment, and Naruto knew that Sasuke's defenses were kicking in. The older man had always been good at shutting down emotionally when he was hurting.

Naruto knew that his comment to forget about Sasuke had stung. Naruto had wanted it to. Yet somehow, the pain that he had wanted to inflict, the pain that he had wanted Sasuke to feel left him feeling hollow rather than satisfied.

"You won't forget me," Sasuke murmured quietly. "You promised you would never forget me, and you don't go back on your promises..."


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Naruto and Sasuke looked around the gym that they had signed up to take judo and jujutsu at. Sasuke had done some research, and had found some interesting personal family history that implied that he had relatives who were jujutsu (also known as *taijutsu or jujitsu) masters from the nineteenth century and had decided to study it as a sort of means to delve deeper into his own family history.

Sasuke had paid for both of them to take two weekday evening and Saturday lessons, as well as all of the necessary equipment for himself and Naruto, and Naruto had said that he could have found a way to pay for it on his own. Sasuke had just replied that once Naruto got a hold of his money, then he would be able to pay him back later.

They both chatted idly, watching as the other people, who they assumed would be in their class, began to arrive. All of them were dressed in the same white garb that that they were in. Sasuke and Naruto had both gotten white gi, the standard lightweight uniforms for judo and jujutsu, but they were told just to use it for judo. The jujutsu specialist would require them both to wear the more traditional, heavy weight gi that Naruto complained looked like a Shinto Shrine's priest's outfit.

So as the two of them sat around the martial arts gym, they were completely and utterly unaware of what was in store for them.

"GOOD MORNING MY DEAR FRIENDS!" A man in green spandex, with a strange hair-cut bellowed at Naruto and Sasuke before swiping them into a massive hug, and then dropped them back down. "I will be your judo teacher, MAITO GAI HUZZAH!" He went off twirling around the gym, and Naruto and Sasuke looked at each other mortified.

"Sasuke, can you get your money back?" Naruto asked, in shock.

"Why did he say good morning? It's 7:00pm on a Friday night," Sasuke said, likewise in shock.

"AH! The young man here has asked why I have said good morning!" Gai said, who had been across the other side of the gym, but apparently had excellent hearing. He did something that Naruto would have labeled as a "gallop" back over towards Sasuke and Naruto. "You see young gentlemen, the Spring Time of Youth blossoms best in the beautiful hours of the morning, and begins to close at night. You are two young men, searching for the beauty of life, and so you are just budding in the dewy morning searching for your sun to heat and enfire the passions with which you will carry with you for the rest of your life!"

“Is enfire a word?” Naruto asked Sasuke.

“I don’t think so,” Sasuke muttered back, as they both looked at Gai strangely

"So eloquently spoken, Gai-sensei!" A boy, also in green spandex suddenly seemed to materialize at their size. Naruto nearly jumped at his sudden appearance.

"Lee, my most prized student!" The two embraced, and just as Naruto and Sasuke were about to turn tail and leave, a boy behind them spoke.

"Gai's a good teacher. He may be a little psychotic, but usually Lee is the only one that seems to be affected with his insane enthusiasm," the boy, with a brown ponytail spoke in a bored sort of voice. "I was thinking about leaving my first time too, but I thought it would have been too troublesome since I was already here. I'm Shikamaru. And you two?"

"Uzumaki Naruto," Naruto said.

"Uchiha Sasuke," Sasuke introduced himself. "Thank you for your suggestion." The boy called Shikamaru merely nodded, and Sasuke and Naruto decided to stay. Shikamaru had been right: the lesson had turned out well, and Sasuke and Naruto, though clearly beginners, felt that they had both learned a good deal with just their first hour-long lesson. Instead of being tired, however, both of the boys felt exhilarated and anxious, as though they wanted to continue practice. They would get their chance with their jujutsu class, but they still had an hour to kill before that lesson.

Naruto suggested that they get a shower, and Sasuke agreed reluctantly. He had not yet gotten over what he had felt the other day when Naruto had sucked on his finger, but he decided to try and put it behind him.

Naruto and Sasuke both stripped, and Sasuke made a point to avoid looking at Naruto as they were in the joint showering area, but it was hard not to when Naruto kept knocking the soap, and kicking it right around Sasuke's feet so that he would appear right in front of Sasuke, Naruto's entire body hurtling in front of Sasuke, bending over in a surprisingly graceful movement, then grinning sheepishly and returning to his spot in the shower.

Sasuke could only hope that Naruto would find some grace, and stop being such a klutz, after they had taken some of these lessons. Quite frankly, Sasuke wasn’t sure how long he could hold out with Naruto running around him, covered in slick soap like he was.

There were other people in the showers with them, but it was a wide enough area that they were not that close to Naruto and Sasuke, but it made Sasuke cautious anyway. He didn't want Naruto to notice that he was watching him, but he sure didn't want anyone else to realize that he was watching Naruto either.

If it weren't for the fact that they were in a public place, Sasuke knew that he would have been extremely hard - something that he was sure that Naruto would notice. Thankfully, the public area kept Sasuke's arousal from wanting to enflame, but it was in this awkward setting, as he peered out of the corner of his eye at Naruto, that Sasuke came to terms with one very undeniable fact.

He had a crush on his best friend.

Sasuke watched as Naruto took the soap and began to lather it over his body. Naruto took the soap and ran it slowly across his body, his eyes closed as though enjoying the feeling of having his body slicked with soap. Trails of soap foam began to trail all down his body, leaving streaks on his torso, stomach and legs, making him look as though he had white fur, like some sort of wild animal. Wrenching his gaze away from Naruto, Sasuke wished that the shower setting would go colder, but unfortunately there was only one shower temperature that came out of all the shower heads in the join shower. Sasuke finished quickly and left Naruto in the shower, ignoring the fact that Naruto would probably have wanted him to stay.

By the time Naruto was done - apparently he enjoyed long showers - Sasuke was already dressed in the standard jujutsu garb, his hair almost completely dried. Naruto gave him a sheepish grin, probably for staying in so long, dried himself off, put on his jujutsu outfit, and began to try and figure out how to tie the belt of the heavier gi. Sasuke had to help him in the end, but he did it as fast as possible so as not to upset his libido again.

Unlike Gai's class, the jujutsu class seemed to hold an air of more, well, seriousness. The other classmates looked more stoic and more at ease. Naruto fidgeted, and Sasuke wondered if it was because of the heavier weight of this gi, or if it was because he too felt the serious air the permeated the entire gym and felt a bit uncomfortable.

A tall man walked in, and the first thing that Sasuke noticed was the strange whiteness of his eyes. At first, Sasuke thought that the man was blind, but he looked across the room, and nodded towards both him and Naruto.

"Uzumaki-san and Uchiha-san I presume?"

"Yes," Naruto and Sasuke said at the same time.

"Welcome," the man said, his voice quiet, yet somehow very authoritative. "My name is Hyuuga Hiashi. You may address me as Hyuuga-sensei or as sensei. Mutual respect is key to being able to find your place, and therefore your inner peace," Hyuuga Hiashi explained.

Unlike Gai, this man commanded utter respect and total obedience from his class. Where as Gai was inviting and warm, this man was cold and aloof. They began by going over basic movements that would help to strengthen their bodies. Each movement was slow, deliberate, and yet somehow very tiring on the muscles. Naruto had trouble the first few minutes, but caught the hang of it.

"Inner peace and focus are necessary to obtaining the mindset to use jujutsu effectively. One must empty out excessive thoughts and turbulent emotions. You are not to act out of hostility, but with a clear mind and direct action. Every move should be calculated because too much movement is wasteful. Clutter around you leads to clutter in the mind..." Hyuuga-sensei's quiet but continuous strain of talk throughout their warm up put them at ease as they all moved slowly and fluidly, though it was clear that Naruto was not used to moving so slowly.

The class was then split into different sections for different skill levels. Naruto and Sasuke were split off by themselves, and a man who looked a little bit older than Sasuke, but almost exactly like Hiashi helped them begin learning the most basic of moves.

"Are you Hyuuga-sensei's son?" Naruto asked.

"No. My name is Hyuuga Neji, his nephew. My Uncle has no sons. I have two cousins, Hanabi and Hinata, and they are both here on weekends to help him with his Saturday and Sunday classes," Neji explained as he began to teach Sasuke and Naruto the basic movements. Many of them were similar if not the exact same as what they had been shown in Gai's class.

"This is a great stress burner!" Naruto said as he and Sasuke were shown the basic methods of hakko dori, or ways to avoid being locked in someone else's grasp. At the end of the night, both Naruto and Sasuke felt that they had learned a good deal.

"Thank you for your help," Sasuke said politely to Neji as he and Naruto left. Neji merely nodded and gave a small wave before they left.

For the next twelve weeks, Sasuke and Naruto attended judo and jujutsu classes three nights a week, and then would go home and practice. At times they found it difficult because they were asked to perform some of the same techniques in the two classes, but with emphasis on different areas of their bodies. Nonetheless their abilities grew quickly. They would often train in Sasuke's home. Sasuke had moved all of the furniture out of one of the guest rooms, and purchased mats and some other small equipment where he and Naruto could practice.

Sasuke had even contemplated adding on an open shower off to one side, but he was pretty sure that Naruto wouldn't use it since Sasuke had so many bathrooms in his house. He supposed seeing Naruto naked in the shower three times a week was enough, though he was becoming increasingly worried about his state of mind. There were times that Sasuke had reached out his hand to touch Naruto, only to catch what he was doing and pull it back quickly.

Still, Sasuke was the happiest he could ever remember being. His job was going well, he had a wonderful friend that he could do everything with, and he just felt like his life was going somewhere.

Naruto was the same way. He felt as though things in his life were finally looking up for him. After the first month of his training, Ino had come home for the winter holidays, and, just as Sasuke had predicted, Sakura had told Ino all about how her little brother had beaten up Sasuke-kun's precious friend, and that Sakura had stayed the night at Sasuke's in order to help Naruto heal. Ino had not been happy - and she had made sure to let Kenji know how unhappy with him she was.

If Naruto's injuries had been bad, they paled in comparison to the types of injuries Kenji had sustained from his older sister. After that, Ino had gone out of her way to do everything possible to get on Naruto's good side, and although Naruto had a feeling it was partly if not wholly due to the fact that he was Sasuke's friend, he didn't mind.

Of course, Naruto also had Sasuke to confide in.

However, what Naruto and Sasuke didn't realize was that their jujutsu training was not going as well as they both thought it was.

"What do you mean we've been doing poorly?" Naruto asked incredulously as Neji told both him and Sasuke that their performance had barely improved since they had started three months ago at the very end of one of their training sessions. "We're capable of doing loads of techniques! I actually think we had one of our best training sessions just tonight!" Naruto argued, and Sasuke silently agreed. Sasuke knew that of the two of them that he was the better of the two, but Naruto was not far behind in skill.

"Yes, your physical techniques are quite impressive, but your state of mind and thus the equilibrium in your bodies is horrible. Your chakra energy is all screwed up," Neji said.

"Cha-ku-ra?" Naruto said, confused, as he allowed the word to process in his brain, not sure if it was a word that he should know or not.

"What is chakra?" Sasuke asked. Neji sighed, and Sasuke had a feeling that he and Naruto were up for a long explanation.

"Chakra is the spiritual energy that resides in your body. I am sure that you have heard my Uncle saying many times about your inner peace and what not during the warm up session. What he is referring to is your eight chakra points," Neji began.

"Chakra points?" Naruto asked.

"Yes, chakra points. There are eight main chakra points in the body - though some argue that there are only seven, but we won’t get into that now - and each eight points has another eight points which total sixty-four chakra points within your body. At the moment, two of your chakra points are not functioning properly," Neji explained.

Naruto and Sasuke looked at each other with raised eyebrows. Neither of them had thought that there would be any type of spiritual connotation to this class.

"Basically your first and second chakra points are not functioning properly. Each chakra point is the key to controlling components to your body's inner peace. At the moment, both of you are having major problems with controlling the components in your second chakra point, thus affecting you from controlling the stillness and grounding components in your first chakra point. Stillness and grounding are necessary for you two to become half ways decent at jujutsu."

Naruto blinked, a completely blank expression on his face. He was completely loss at what the heck Neji was talking about. Sasuke was following along a little better, but he still didn't see what Neji was trying to get at.

"So, what exactly is the problem with this second chakra point? What components are we not controlling?" Sasuke asked. Neji smiled gently.

"Do either of you have a girlfriend or significant other?" Neji asked bluntly. Naruto and Sasuke shook their heads. "I didn't think so."

"Wait, wait, wait," Naruto interrupted, sick of being lost with the conversation. "What does not having a girlfriend have to do with anything? And what aren't we controlling?" Naruto asked, repeating Sasuke's question as well.

"The two primary components in your second chakra point that are not being controlled are your sexuality and desire components. I've been observing certain things about the both of you, and I believe I am current in assuming that neither of you engage in sexual activities or masturbation?" Neji asked, a smirk forming on his face. Both Naruto and Sasuke's faces turned a violent shade of red at the topic.

"That's none of your business!" Naruto said defiantly.

"Well, if you want to control your inner peace, you must first control, or by my personal suggestion, relieve your sexual tensions and desires. I think you might find these useful," Neji said as he handed both Naruto and Sasuke several DVDs that appeared to be XXX rated by the lewd content just on the front cover. If possible, Sasuke and Naruto blushed even deeper.

"Good night," Neji said before heading out of the gym.

"Sasuke," Naruto asked, looking down at some of the videos in his hand. "What the hell was he just talking about?" Naruto asked.

"I think he basically told use we need to masturbate or get laid on a regular in order to release our sexual tensions to become better at jujutsu," Sasuke said, looking bemused at the DVDs in his hands.

"Well then why couldn't he have just said that in the first place instead of going off on some inner body spiritual tangent?!" Naruto shouted. Sasuke merely shrugged his shoulders.

Naruto and Sasuke headed back to Sasuke's place, though it might as well have been considered Naruto's as well due to the amount of time that he spent there. The entire car ride back, Naruto complained about the way that Neji hadn't come out and said point blank what they had been doing wrong, and instead had gone on some spiritual rant. When they walked in the door, Sasuke set the DVDs down on his coffee table, and then headed to the bathroom.

When Sasuke emerged from his bathroom, he was somewhat surprised to see that Naruto had already selected one of the "videos" from off of the table, and had already placed it in the DVD Player.

"This one looked like the most interesting," Naruto said, as he sat himself down on the couch. Sasuke merely stared at him.

"Naruto, what are you doing?" Sasuke asked.

"Watching the movie," Naruto replied.

"Do you realize what those movies have in them?" Sasuke asked, raising his eyebrow. Naruto merely rolled his eyes.

"Of course I do. It's porn. The one I put in has Kanan Umino, and Tamaguchi Miako in it. I think that Miako and Umino have the best chemistry out of the other ones, and knowing you, you probably have no idea about this kind of stuff." Sasuke merely stared at Naruto.

"You're fourteen. How do you know about this kind of stuff?" Sasuke asked. Naruto sighed exasperated.

"You're eighteen. How do you NOT know about this kind of stuff? Honestly, I probably saw my first porno at eleven," Naruto said, leaning back and watching the movie. "Sit back, and just watch the movie," Naruto instructed as he got up and turned off the lights.

Sasuke, feeling very awkward that someone four years his junior seemed to know more about porn than he did, decided to keep his dignity by showing that he was fine with the situation. Right from the beginning, Sasuke had to keep his mouth shut at the strange and obviously stupid plot of the movie, stealing glances at Naruto who seemed engrossed with what was happening. He was very glad that it was so dark in the room so that Naruto couldn't see how many times he shook his head at the terrible acting.

Not even twenty minutes into the movie, the main actor and actress had already decided to go down on each other. Sasuke's body stiffened as he heard a zipper lower, and watched out of the corner of his eye as Naruto pulled out his erect penis, and began to jerk himself off as he watched the erotica before him. The glow from the TV seemed to fall directly on Naruto, illuminating the way his eyes were half-lidded, his mouth open ever so slightly, his hand moving up and down, making Sasuke's own erection painfully hard against his pants. Sasuke was slightly surprised to see Naruto pause just long enough to take his shirt off.

"Sasuke," Naruto half moaned half said, and Sasuke felt as though about to come from the way Naruto said his name, "stop being such a....nnn....prick. We're both...aaaah....guys. No big deal," Naruto said breathlessly. Sasuke needed no further prompting as he unzipped his pants and began to jerk himself off, wondering if guys masturbated in groups regularly, and then thought that only he would probably think of such a question in this situation. Sasuke fixed his eyes on the TV. He didn’t want to be tempted to watch Naruto. Knowing his luck, Naruto would realize that Sasuke was enjoying watching the blond jerk off rather than what was going on with the movie.

He wasn't sure why Naruto had taken off his shirt earlier, but it was nice to watch the way his muscles contorted over his body, the way he could see the small glistening of sweat begin to form over his smooth chest and stomach. Somewhere in the back of Sasuke's mind, he knew that getting off by watching Naruto was wrong. He was eighteen. Naruto was fourteen. But what was he supposed to do when his best friend was making those erotic noises and had been the one who told him to jerk off? Sasuke couldn't stop the images that were forming in his head, and he felt guilty. But as long as he didn't act on his desires, as long as he didn't actually try and lick the sweat off of Naruto's stomach, trail his finger up and down Naruto's happy trail as he wanted to, it would be okay, right? It wasn't Sasuke's fault he couldn't control wanting to hear Naruto moan his name again, was it? Sasuke justified his actions that as long as he didn't actually touch Naruto, everything would be okay.

Naruto looked out of the corner of his eye at Sasuke. He knew that he had made his friend extremely uncomfortable by putting the movie on. Sasuke clearly wasn't one that normally jerked off. Not that Naruto did it often, but at least he had. It wouldn't have surprised Naruto if his best friend had never orgasmed in his life. Sasuke just seemed like that type.

Like Sasuke, Naruto wasn't sure if guys normally ever masturbated together, but Naruto had a feeling that Sasuke wouldn't have done it unless someone else was there with him, which was a little odd, but Naruto was too busy feeling himself getting close to climaxing to really think all that much.

"Aaaah!" Sasuke said, as he climaxed first. Naruto would have smirked, realizing that Sasuke was definitely a virgin and totally inexperienced, except that for whatever reason, hearing Sasuke come like that, had sent him blissfully over the edge.

"Nnn!" Naruto moaned through closed lips as he came, his cum spurting into his hand and onto his bare stomach. Sighing, Naruto closed his eyes at the feeling. He hadn't jerked off in a while, and it had felt really, really good.

Opening his eyes again, Naruto reached across the coffee table, and picked up the roll of paper towels that he had gotten while Sasuke was in the bathroom, ripped off a few sheets, and wiped himself off. He had taken off his shirt earlier so that he would be able to clean himself up better after he had orgasmed - but clearly Sasuke hadn't thought that far ahead.

Naruto looked over at Sasuke who was looking forlornly down at his cum soaked shirt. Naruto gave a weak laugh, and tossed the paper towels over towards Sasuke.

"Virgin," Naruto teased. Sasuke's eyes flashed over to look at him angrily.

"Aren't you?" Sasuke muttered.

"Yeah, but you're older," Naruto taunted. Sasuke throw the paper towels back at Naruto, and began heading up stairs.

"I'm going to go shower," Sasuke said airily. Naruto smirked at him before turning off the porn. He was sure that there would probably be other sex scenes, but he thought he'd be good for the time being. He turned the lights back on, pulled his shirt back over his head, and proceeded to watch some TV, waiting for Sasuke to get out of the shower.

Sasuke, on the other hand, was not yet satisfied.

As soon as Sasuke got in the shower, Sasuke put some soap on his hand, then let his hand glide over his cock, as he imagined the slick feel of Naruto's mouth around him. It took even less time for Sasuke to orgasm again, his body shaking in pleasurable jerks, as Sasuke muffled his moan into his shoulder, lest Naruto hear Sasuke crying his name in pleasure...

- - - - - - - - - - - -

Sasuke looked at Naruto across the desk, wondering how Naruto would take the news that he had been fantasizing about him when he was still only fourteen.

"You had wanted me back then?" Naruto asked quietly. Sasuke merely nodded. Naruto looked off to the side, clearly lost in thought. They sat there in silence for a few minutes. Naruto finally turned back to look at Sasuke. "Well?" Naruto asked.

"Well what?" Sasuke asked back, confused.

"You going to continue with your story or what?" Naruto asked, thinking about how things were beginning to make sense, adding his own twist on things, piecing things together, as he felt some of the anger that had been building inside him finally going away.

Whatever had happened, Naruto was sure of one thing; Sasuke hadn't meant to hurt him.


*AN: I'm going to be using jujutsu because that is the traditional Japanese pronunciation. I know taijutsu is used in the Naruto series, and some may know this fighting style as jujitsu or even jijitsu, but, I wanted to go with the historical origins of the Japanese fighting style that inspired the taijutsu in Naruto. :-)

Please review and let me know what you think? ~ Jelp