Holy Virgin

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Thinking

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He hasn't come... maybe I've done something wrong... did I do something to make him mad... oh god why did he stop coming.

It had been one week since Sasuke's midnight lover had come to see him, and this was tearing him up inside. It had also been four days since Sasuke last went outside his home. He hadn't changed out of his pajamas, eaten anything healthy or even taken a proper shower. When he did go to take a shower it just consisted of him sitting on the floor and letting the water hit him.

Whenever anyone called he just let the answering machine pick it up; the machine was too full right now that it would just ring till the person calling hung up. Currently the phone was ringing and Sasuke wasn't planning on doing anything that consisted of getting up from the bed he was laying on. Burring his face deeper in his pillow Sasuke tried to go back to sleep.

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Groggily opening his eyes, Sasuke gasps when he sees light blue eyes looking curiously down at him.

"What the hell are you doing so close, give me some personal space."

Grinning, Naruto backs off a little only to sit down next to Sasuke on the bed.

"How did you get in I thought I looked the door?"

"You did lock the door it's just that I have my own key, I borrowed yours and made a copy of it... I should've told you sorry."

Huffing, Sasuke covers his head and tries to ignore Naruto.

"Sasuke you haven't left this house for days, what's going on are you depressed or something?"

With a concerned look Naruto crawls under the covers with Sasuke. Grabbing him by the waist, Naruto brings the smaller man closer to himself.

Feeling himself begin to be overwhelmed and not being able to control himself Sasuke felt his tears start to fall; in no time he was completely sobbing.

"I can't help you unless you tell me what's going on with you Sasuke... I want to help you please tell me what's going on."

Stroking his friend's hair Naruto waits for Sasuke to speak. After a few minutes Sasuke does. "T-there is this guy... I-I really like him, he used to come and see me but... but he hasn't come to see me in a while and I don't know why... I don't even know if I've done something wrong or if he's mad at me... I miss him so much Naruto."

"Who is this guy? Do I know him?"

Shaking his head against Naruto's chest Sasuke says. "No... um I don't really know who he is... he kind of only visits me in the night."

With fake shock Naruto says. "What do you mean, tell me what you mean?"

A few moments later...

"So you're telling me you've been having sex with a man that you don't even know and that he hasn't come to see you in a week and that's why you've been so depressed."

"Yes… I knew you wouldn't understand."

Turning away from Naruto, Sasuke tries to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall again.

"So you really like this guy?"

"Yes and I know that it's stupid cause I've never even talked to him, seen him or anything, but I just feel like I have a connection with him... does that sound crazy?"

Pulling Sasuke closer to him self again Naruto tries to make Sasuke feel better.

"You're not crazy... I'm sure he feels the same ways about you too."

With tears in his eyes, Sasuke sat up and turned to Naruto. "No he doesn't this was most likely just a big game to him, he probably just wanted to hurt me... to make me feel like the only people that could want me are people who want a quick fuck."

With tears starting to streaming down his face Sasuke threw himself at Naruto and said. "Why couldn't he feel the same way I feel about him... oh god I feel like a complete idiot... nobody will ever want me will they."

Hugging Sasuke with all his might Naruto says. "He does feel the same way Sasuke... he really does."

"You don't know that Naruto… you don't know that."

Pulling on the courage Naruto had gained through out his short years he's able to say. "I do know that Sasuke, because the guy that's been visiting you every other day at midnight is me."

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