Mine

I know what you’re all thinking: two updates for this story in one week? Yeah, I don’t know how I managed that one either.

FYI: I few people expressed concerns about Tsunade’s behavior. In the beginning she didn’t want to tell Naruto because she didn’t want Naruto to know how ill he was. She also thought that Sasuke would eventually tell Naruto what was happening on his own. When Sasuke didn’t, she didn’t want to be the one to hurt Naruto by telling Naruto what Sasuke was doing in case he saw it as a betrayal of sorts on Sasuke’s part. She was also worried that Sasuke might not want to tell Naruto, and that Sasuke would stop doing his mission if she forced him to tell Naruto. Basically she really distrusts Sasuke and has an underlying fear that he will betray everyone again at any moment, but since Sasuke’s the only one that can save Naruto, she’s trying to compromise so that he will do what she tells him to do. I’ll try and edit Chapter 3 and make it clearer in the future that Tsunade is honestly trying to protect Naruto in the best way she feels possible.

Smut second half of chapter.

Mine

Chapter 4: The First Time

Sasuke lay with his arm draped over Naruto's naked body, his friend lost in his sharingan genjutsu. Naruto lay with his eyes unfocused on the ceiling, a lazy and contented smile on his face. Sasuke smirked ever so slightly, knowing that only he could make Naruto feel so good that he had such a contented look even in a genjutsu. The slight smirk vanished as Sasuke felt a sharp pain shoot through his eyes. He closed his eyes, rubbing at them. He really shouldn't be using his sharingan for so long, but he had been so frustrated with his situation. He was being stupid and selfish.

He rolled over onto his side to spoon against Naruto half tempted to get rid of the illusion and see what Naruto's reaction would be to waking up naked next to an equally naked Sasuke.

Probably not a good reaction, but Sasuke would finally get everything out in the open. It would be quite obvious that they’d had sex; he was pretty sure that Kyuubi hadn't had enough time to heal Naruto yet, so Naruto would probably figure out what they had been up to considering how rough the sex had been.

Sasuke knew he should tell Naruto what was going on, but he was afraid of Naruto rejecting him. He felt utterly pathetic, but it was the truth. Returning to Konoha had been a horrible experience: a living nightmare. He had felt like he had no purpose in his life after killing Itachi, and he had contemplated committing suicide during his first month back. Yet all of that changed when he had once again had a purpose.

Over the past three years, knowing that he was the one that kept his friend alive, knowing that Naruto's life depended on him had made him feel important and wanted - strangely loved. Even now he felt foolish cradling Naruto's body in his arms. He wondered if this was what a necromancer felt like, to know that the other person could not reject them.

He felt disgusting, but he knew he feared rejection above everything else. What would he do if the person that he lived for rejected him? He had hurt Naruto so much in the past, and Naruto had always, always come after him. But would Naruto come for him after such a huge deceit?

Tsunade said that he didn’t know Naruto if Sasuke thought his best friend would hate him and reject him when Naruto found out the situation.

And a part of him knew that Tsunade was at least partially right. Naruto probably wouldn't reject him completely, but Naruto had already chosen Sakura over him. There was a strange sense of security in knowing that as long as Naruto didn’t know that Sasuke liked him, Sasuke could believe that Naruto would have picked him over Sakura. If he told Naruto, if Naruto found out, then Naruto probably would understand why Sasuke did what he was doing. He’d probably be grateful that Sasuke was keeping him alive. Yet could Sasuke handle the look of resolution on his friend’s face if Naruto wanted to be aware during the sex? Could he stand to see the disgust on Naruto’s face? Sasuke didn’t want that. He wanted to know that as long as Naruto didn’t know who was making his body feel good, that Sasuke could always cherish the knowledge that he could make Naruto, the one he loved, feel better than anyone else.

He also felt a strange sort of pride knowing that he was the one saving Naruto’s life. It was his secret. He could take silent credit that Naruto was still alive when no one else knew, and Sasuke was sure that he was the only one that could do it.

Sasuke was far from stupid. He knew that there had been something different about why Tsunade had asked him to be the one to have sex with Naruto. She had been illusive when he had asked for specific details about what would happen to Naruto if Sasuke were not the one to do it and someone else were to complete the mission. All she had said was that it had to be done, and if it wasn’t, that the consequence would be Naruto’s death. Still, he was angry about being left in the dark about his whole role in keeping Naruto alive...

FLASHBACK

"Naruto is dying," Tsunade had stated bluntly. Sasuke's eyes had widened slightly, and he had looked ever so slightly less apathetic.

"What?" Sasuke asked.

"Naruto is dying. Long story short you might be able to help keep him alive."

"I'll do anything," Sasuke said immediately, and Tsunade raised her eyebrows.

"You need to have sex with Naruto to keep him alive," Tsunade explained simply. Sasuke's mouth opened, and his eyes widened. He hadn’t expected her to say that. He was dumbstruck. If it weren’t for the serious look on her face, he would have thought she was playing a joke on him. Tsunade decided to explain further: "Naruto's genes have been mutated. The sperm of another male is required to enter his system to offset the mutation."

Sasuke could only stare open mouthed at Tsunade, not really believing she was asking him to do what he thought she was.

"I'm making this a mission. Your mission is to keep Naruto alive at all costs. He will be the next Hokage, and it is your job to make sure that he lives in order to protect the people of Konoha."

"Did Naruto ask you to ask me to do this?" Sasuke asked, confused. Tsunade shook her head.

"He does not know yet," Tsunade said truthfully. Sasuke’s furrowed his brow.

"What am I supposed to tell him? 'Tsunade told me I have to shove my dick up your ass or you'll die?' What's going on here?" Sasuke demanded. Tsunade sighed. She leaned forward in her chair, and propped her elbows upon her desk, linking her hands together so she could rest her chin upon them.

"What do you think you should tell him?" Tsunade asked. Sasuke looked to the side, unable to find an answer himself.

"How will this help him?" Sasuke asked.

"I am sure you are familiar with the seven most basic chakra points? The crown chakra point, the brow chakra point, the throat chakra point, the heart chakra point, the solar plexus chakra point, the spleen chakra point, and the root chakra point?"

"Yes."

"Are you aware of the endocrine glands associated with each chakra point?" Tsunade asked. Sasuke shook his head, and Tsunade continued. "The crown is associated with the pineal gland, the brow the pituitary gland, the throat the thyroid gland, the heart the thymus, the solar plexus the adrenaline glands and the pancreas, and the spleen the testes (in men) and the ovaries (in women.) For many years it was debated on whether or not the root chakra had an endocrine gland related to it," Tsunade paused for a moment, pausing to make sure he understood.

"When it was finally believed to be the prostate, a gland that people assumed only men had, this was a key factor in men trying to prevent women from becoming ninja, saying they did not possess the necessary chakra point for becoming a shinobi. However, when it was clear that women did have the root chakra point, chakra researches tried to find another gland besides the prostate. New medical studies have shown that it is actually the prostate that stimulates this root chakra, and it appears that both men and women have a prostate, just located in a separate places."

"And where is the prostate located?" Sasuke asked.

"In the female anatomy, it appears that it is located in the urethral, or up the vagina. It's more commonly called the ‘G-spot.’ In male anatomy, the prostate is up the ass."

"Thank you for the anatomy and chakra lesson, but what does this have to do with Naruto?" Sasuke asked darkly.

"The root chakra point is the key to survival. Naruto is, shall we say, in need of chakra stimulation. In order for that to occur, he needs to be stimulated at his root chakra point so that way it will reset the core of where his base chakra flow comes from and thus circulate throughout his entire body."

"I still don't understand how I fit into all of this," Sasuke said.

"Naruto needs to have anal sex in order to have his prostate stimulated to activate his root chakra point so that it will absorb your sperm's chakra. Without the stimulation of the gland to induce chakra absorption, your chakra will not be absorbed, and it would be pointless to have your sperm in his body without the stimulation. Just make sure that you ejaculate enough sperm into him. The more chakra he absorbs the better."

END FLASHBACK

Tsunade had given him a bag of things to help "prepare" himself and Naruto for each time that he had to go to Naruto in order to fulfill his long-term mission.

Sasuke and Tsunade had argued more after she had given him his instructions and mission “kit.” Sasuke had asked why his blood wasn't being used since that could go throughout Naruto's entire system as well, but she had explained that their blood types were not compatible. Sasuke had tried to come up with other types of physical chakra to use to save Naruto, but he had been at a loss.

As soon as Tsunade had mentioned his sperm's chakra, he knew that she was talking about Yin chakra, the physical chakra. Yang chakra, the spiritual chakra, would have been much easier to transfer. However, it appeared as though Naruto had an imbalance of spiritual Yang chakra. Sasuke could only assume having a celestial Nine-Tailed Demon fox born inside a person could royally screw up the chakra system in one's body.

Even so, he had protested. He had proposed different ways to try and protect Naruto without having sex with him. It was humiliating to not only him but to Naruto. Sasuke had known immediately why Tsunade had made it obvious that she didn't want Naruto to know because of the humiliation. He had agreed to not tell Naruto for the same reason - at first.

It was clear that the Fifth Hokage did not trust him, and it was even clearer that she had mixed feelings about entrusting this particular mission to him. He could see how torn she was. It was as though she was trying to save him in addition to Naruto, as though she thought by giving him this mission that it would help him. Sasuke was sure that Tsunade was trying her hardest to make sure that he did not fall from grace again because it would affect both Naruto and Sakura. He was pretty sure that she only cared about him because what happened to him influenced his former teammates. He did not disillusion himself. She cared about him only because she cared how he affected Naruto and Sakura.

After learning about his mission, Sasuke had locked himself away in his home. He had to think about what he was doing, and how he would do it. Tsunade hadn't specifically said that he couldn't tell Naruto, but he hadn't been sure how to approach the subject with Naruto. But his isolation and time for contemplating his situation only lasted five days. Naruto had burst into his home, demanding that he come out because people were worried about him. When Sasuke hadn't responded, Naruto engaged him in a fight.

All of his frustrations, all of his anger left when he and Naruto had fought inside of his house, and Sasuke had felt alive again for the first time since his return. He made up his mind on the way over to Icihiraku ramen that he would do anything to keep Naruto alive because if he died, what else did Sasuke have to live for? It had felt so good to know that Naruto cared about him, to know that Naruto wanted to make sure that he was still okay. Naruto was the only one that had ever really understood him, and he was scared of losing him. His apathy applied to everything but Naruto. If Naruto were to die, then he knew that he would follow his friend in death.

Sasuke enjoyed the day with Naruto, being dragged out from his home and to Ichiraku ramen and back again. Looking at Naruto that night as Naruto complained that Sasuke didn’t have any ramen in his house, looking at the life within his friend, he decided he would try and help him.

So, being the good friend that he was, once Naruto was least suspecting it, he used his sharingan to make Naruto fall into a genjustu and dragged him up to his bedroom to molest him in order to save his life. Sasuke could clearly remember his first night when he was so hesitant about fulfilling his mission. It was ironic to think how against the whole thing he had been!

FLASHBACK

Sasuke shakily paced back and forth staring at his unconscious friend as he lay on his bed. He knew what he had to do, knew that it was the only way for him to save his friend, but he couldn't bring himself to force himself inside of Naruto.

"There's got to be a different way," Sasuke muttered to himself frantically as he opened the bag that Tsunade had given him, looking through its contents as though she had hidden a secret message for him. He pulled everything out: the aphrodisiac pills, the lubrication, the sedative, the damn instructions (Sasuke sneered at the instructions, as though he needed to be reminded of what he had to do), and last, but not least, he glared at the bottle of sake that Tsunade had added in order to help him “loosen up.”

As Sasuke stared at each item that Tsunade had given him, minus the instructions, he found his gaze returning to the lube. 'Perhaps,' Sasuke mused to himself, 'perhaps I don't actually have to go all the way inside of him if I just make sure to get it into him.' Maybe if he made sure to shoot his sperm inside of Naruto, Sasuke could just stimulate the prostate afterwards?

Steeling himself, Sasuke hastily took off his clothes. He had contemplated just pulling down his fly and getting it over and done with, but with the way he was sweating from his nervousness the night air felt good against his naked body. When Sasuke approached Naruto who lay almost doll like on his bed, his eyes staring off into no where, lost in time, Sasuke only pulled Naruto's boxers and pants down to his ankles. He refused to take them off completely as though it would indicate a more intimate situation.

Sasuke's cock twitched expectantly and began to harden as he leaned Naruto over the side of the bed. Sasuke laid Naruto partially on his stomach with his naked lower half in just the right position that Sasuke could place the tip of his penis to shoot his sperm inside of Naruto's anal opening. As Sasuke leaned over to adjust Naruto's face so that he wouldn't have to look into his eyes, looking into his blank eyes as he violated his friend, his cock brushed the warmth of Naruto's exposed skin. At the contact, Sasuke’s body felt like an electric jolt had gone through him.

Gasping, Sasuke moved back away from Naruto. It had to have just been the shock of how warm Naruto was, right? Sasuke tried to convince himself that that was the only reason his body had responded to touching Naruto's. He took a deep breath and grabbed the lube from the bag. He squirted some onto his hand, and then massaged it onto his cock, a slight tingling sensation flitting over his dick. Sasuke began to slowly massage himself, wrapping his hand around the head and upper shaft as he stroked himself. His hands began to shake, and the weight of what he was doing, what he was doing to his friend, despite the fact that it was the only way to save his friend made it impossible for him to find pleasure. His member began to deflate and go limp in his hand.

"Damnit," Sasuke cursed. He grabbed the aphrodisiac pills and swallowed four, washing them down with a swig of the sake that burned going down his throat. "Shit," Sasuke cursed again, as his vision began to swim immediately, realizing that Tsunade must have laced the sake with something as his cock practically bounced to life in record time. "Probably got the recipe from Jiraiya," Sasuke muttered darkly, feeling hornier than he was sure he had felt before in his life. He deeply appreciated just how great of a medical ninja the Godaime must be in order to make something so incredibly potent. If she really wanted to get money that badly, she should quit gambling and sell whatever she had put in the sake or the aphrodisiac pills. Nonetheless, his mind was strangely clear, focusing on what he needed to do. He began to stroke himself, and he knew that he would be able to come this time.

At first, Sasuke blamed it on what Tsunade had given him, as he began to envision himself actually entering Naruto and pounding into him, feeling the way that Naruto would moan and writhe beneath him, but it was this thought that helped make Sasuke come. As he felt the pull starting inside of him, he quickly placed the tip of his head to Naruto's entrance, holding it there as he came, squirting his semen inside of Naruto. Only some of it went in.

"Come on," Sasuke groaned, remembering that Tsunade said that it had to be a lot, and his body shook as he spasmed in his orgasm, realizing that a lot had leaked out. Sasuke breathed heavily, his cock still hard, despite orgasming. "Damnit!" Sasuke cursed once again as he saw his cum leaking around the edges of Naruto's entrance. He took his fingers and began to push the cum that had landed on Naruto's inner thighs and his butt cheeks and push it inside Naruto’s entrance. "Go in," Sasuke muttered to himself as he used his cum soaked fingers to help shove some of the cum into Naruto.

"In!" Sasuke hissed as he actually put two of his fingers inside of Naruto, pushing his cum inside. "Go in," Sasuke said again, thrusting his fingers roughly inside of Naruto. He repeated the process and began to probe his fingers inside of Naruto, this time, actually thrusting his fingers deeper and deeper into Naruto, feeling rather turned on by the way that his fingers were squeezed in Naruto's ass, and Sasuke unconsciously began to stroke himself again.

"Nnn," Naruto moaned huskily and his body jerked backward. Sasuke's fingers slipped inside of Naruto deeper as Naruto’s body moved and Sasuke suddenly removed his hand from himself as he realized he’d been jerking off. Sasuke's eyes shot to Naruto's face, noting that Naruto's eyes were still glazed over, lost in another reality, yet somehow his body was reacting to what was going on. When Sasuke's hand stilled, Naruto thrust himself onto Sasuke's fingers again and moaned even more loudly.

"Naruto," Sasuke whispered in wonder as he began to stroke Naruto's insides again. He thrust his fingers inside of Naruto, but this time, he didn't bother lapping up more of his now drying cum but just relished in the way that Naruto's body reacted to what he did.

"Unnh," Naruto moaned yet again, and Sasuke began to thrust his fingers inside of Naruto as deep as he could go, his two fingers moving in and out of Naruto's body rapidly. Naruto unconsciously rocked his hips against the bed, and Sasuke could tell that Naruto was trying to create friction for his penis and was trying to get off.

Sasuke pulled his fingers out of Naruto and quickly grabbed the lube again. He messily squirted some all over his penis and then poured some into Naruto's ass crack. He gave himself a few jerking shakes with his hand before pressing the tip of his head to Naruto's entrance. Naruto had gone still the moment that Sasuke's hand had left Naruto's body, but Naruto’s body seemed to come alive again as Sasuke's cock touched him.

Sasuke couldn't remember ever feeling hornier or wilder as he pressed his head against Naruto’s entrance. The muscles around Naruto seemed to press against him, pushing and pulling at him as he thrust into Naruto. Sasuke gasped as Naruto's insides tightened around him as though trying to push him back out. Naruto moaned and began to thrust backwards and Sasuke was forced all the way inside of Naruto.

"Naruto!" Sasuke called out as he pulled himself partially out before pushing back inside again. The feeling was utter bliss, utter ecstasy; ten times better than his own hand, and Sasuke lost himself. Being inside of Naruto was no longer about a mission, but the fact that it felt so good, felt so blissful. He felt so whole. Thoughts weren't coherent in Sasuke's mind as he began to roughly move inside of Naruto with Naruto's body so turned on that he was responding and moving back.

"Yes, yes," Sasuke said, unable to contain himself, words fleeing from the usually quiet man as he thrust harder and deeper inside of Naruto, feeling the way that Naruto's body returned his pleasured torture. He bucked his hips harder, his whole body pressing against Naruto, sweat glistening off of his skin as his skin began to slap against Naruto's. "Yes, yes, yes!" Sasuke cried, losing himself to the feeling as his body shook, and he once again orgasmed. He slammed into Naruto as his body jerked at his second release, some more sperm leaking out, though not as much as his first orgasm. Naruto groaned and rocked his hips backwards and forwards as though lost between the feeling of being entered from behind and from the feeling of wanting his cock to be pleasured as well. As Sasuke came down from his natural high, he wrapped his hands around Naruto's body, pulled him away from the bed, and grasped Naruto's cock. He helped pump Naruto to his own release, and Naruto moaned loudly, his body shaking as Sasuke felt Naruto’s semen spill over his hand as he came.

As soon as the last of Naruto's cum came from his body, he slouched forward, as though unable to do any more. Sasuke took deep breaths as Naruto's full weight fell against him. He laid Naruto down on the bed stomach down to allow the cum to soak in. Sasuke looked around him, his rationality finally catching up with him.

Sasuke took deep breaths to control his breathing, calming down as he realized what he had done. He looked at Naruto, still trapped in his genjutsu, seemingly unaware of anything. There was no denying that he hadn't enjoyed what he had done to Naruto. He bit his lip, wondering how he could have lost such control when his eyes landed on the parchment that held the "instructions" on them. His face darkened as he read them.

Uchiha,

Perhaps you haven't realized it yet, but I have; you're attracted to Naruto. Those pills I gave you stimulated stronger emotions, not sexual ones. If you've done what I think you will have done to Naruto, it's all on you. Besides, we both know that Naruto would be pissed if it were anyone but you. Quite frankly, I think you would be even more pissed if it were anyone but you. Try not to hurt him.
Tell him how much you care about him. I think he feels the same.

Lady Tsunade


"Old hag," Sasuke hissed out angrily. Wasn't she supposed to care if he fucked Naruto like an animal in heat? He read the letter again, and closed his eyes. He knew why she had come to him. It hadn't just been because that Naruto considered him his best friend; it was because she knew that he would want to do it, and he wouldn't want anyone else to do it.

His body felt too good to want to do anything, but his rationale told him that he needed to get rid of any evidence of what had transpired between them. He cleaned up Naruto; the first of many times to come.

END FLASHBACK

Sasuke looked over at Naruto, and stroked his hair. He had lost his chance with Naruto when Naruto had started going out with Sakura. He hated himself for his stupidity. Sasuke closed his eyes, rubbing at them again as he thought. He would tell Naruto. He had to. He couldn't strain his sharingan like this any more or else he would end up going blind.

The question was, how did he tell Naruto, and how would he explain it to Sakura?


Next Chapter: Almost

AN: There is no endocrine gland currently associated with the root chakra point, but considering that its “center is located in the region between the genitals and the anus,” I think that using the prostate (and the “re-discovery” of the female prostate in the past seven years) could be the unnamed gland. For more information about chakra go to www . crystalinks. com/chakras . html. (delete the spaces) It also has pictures too! :-) Also, for more info on the female prostate, here are several links (delete the spaces): http :// www . the-clitoris. com/f_html/ ejacula . htm and http :// www . smh. com .au/articles/2002/10/05/1033538781155 . html.

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