Kimi he

君へ

To you



To you, who’s too far away from me to reach.

I’ve been wondering who you are – who you really are – ever since the first moment I’ve met you. You won’t tell me, so how am I supposed to know you?

I’ve been watching you – every movement of yours – for an eternity, it seems. Yet I can’t see your real self, no matter how much I’ve been watching you.

I’ve been listening to you – to everything you say – like a prayer and hoped to gain your trust. But you don’t trust me neither would you tell me anything.

And I’ve been wondering whether you feel the same towards me.

How am I supposed to know you if you’re hiding your true self?

How am I supposed to see you behind that mask of yours?

How am I supposed to listen to you if you won’t tell me anything?


Please, even if it’s just for a short, vanishing moment in time…
Turn to me.



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昨日と違う真実

A truth that wasn’t true yesterday

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With a sharp intake of air, Sasuke snapped back to reality. ‘Was that… how I died?’ the young vampire mused, remembering the images he had just seen. “Sasuke-kun?” the old vampire lord asked concerned as he tried to angle for the younger one’s attention. It was just a short hypnosis the younger vampire had been in but it was still dangerous — not only physical but psychical.

Recalling forgotten memories, especially memories of a person’s death, was dangerous. Upon seeing their own death many people became mental instable, some even died. Would that also apply for a vampire? The snake like man wasn’t sure; Sasuke hadn’t been a vampire for such a long time now and maybe some parts of him still acted human.

“Sasuke-kun,” Orochimaru’s voice was cold and clear; demanding the other one’s attention. “Now that I showed you a piece of your forgotten memories, I want you to do me a favour as well.”

Sasuke looked up at the older man. “What do you want?” the young vampire asked; his voice cold and metallic, just like blood, sending a shiver down the older one’s spine. “Can you say that again?” the snake requested weakly, dazed from the other’s smooth, cold voice. ‘Huh?’ the raven blinked confused. ‘What a weird request.’ The Uchiha heir shrugged it off, a lot of weird things happened today. “‘What do you want?’ …… Now that I’ve fulfilled your wish, I’ll take my leave.”

The raven turned around to walk away when he heard the older man outburst “Wait!”
Sasuke turned around to face the one who called himself Count Rocket. “What?” he asked calmly, though his voice didn’t hide his annoyance very well at all. “You don’t know where you can stay!” Orochimaru reasoned his outburst. Sasuke thought for a moment. The older man took this as an opportunity to suggest something he wanted anyway. “Why don’t you stay with me then, Sasuke-kun? No one would disturb us here and I can show you more of your memories,” the old vampire smiled lecherously, causing the younger one to wrinkle his nose in disgust. ‘Perverted old geezer,’ the raven turned around disgustedly and walked away. He didn’t care where he was going as long as he was out of reach for the old, lecherous geezer; ignoring the older vampire’s pleas and protests for him to stay.



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It was true; he didn’t know where he should stay at, so he just walked around aimlessly; just following his intuitions. The sun would rise soon, thus the young dark haired vampire picked up his pace, hoping that his intuition would lead him to a place where he could stay at – even if it were just for a day.

The houses flew by in a blur as the raven followed an unknown path. His attraction to this direction was leading him; pulling him forward like a magnet towards something.

He came to a sudden halt in front of a small apartment complex. The blurred colours he had seen just a few moments before became clear. The handsome raven gazed at the building in fascination, his gaze rising slowly until he fixed it on a certain apartment. The window was open and the gentle night wind blew softly in the small, dark room when all of a sudden thousands of bats flew around the young vampire, circling him. The pitch-black cloud of bats disappeared as sudden as they came by flying into the raven’s back, vanishing into in one by one. The youth screamed in agony; it hurt. After a few seconds the pain subsided and the absorbed bats formed wings as black as the night. Sasuke panted for air. He didn’t expect that it would hurt so much to grow wings.

The young raven pushed himself off from the ground, hovering a few minutes in order to get used to the new feeling. With one flap of his torn, gloomy wings he flew high in the sky, making his way to the window in the process.

When he got there, he did another flap to keep himself steady in the air. As he hovered in the night sky, right in front the window, he looked into the small room.

There on a soft bed, wrapped in a thin blanket, lay a young boy. His lithe figure which was outlined in the thin fabric caused Sasuke to hold in his breath. Though he could only see the back and some strands of blond hair of the sleeping beauty, it took his breath away.

A soft murmur escaped the smaller boy’s mouth as he turned around in his bed. Sasuke almost lost his balance when he saw the boy’s face. It was the guy he had met before!

Sasuke groaned as the silk fabric slipped off the whiskered boy’s shoulder slowly, exposing the naked, smooth skin beneath it. ‘Is he sleeping completely naked?’ Sasuke wondered, but decided to ignore his urge to find out the answer… for now. Right now, he had to figure out how he could get inside the boy — err, the flat. The flat! THE FLAT!!! Sasuke shook his head to get rid of the images he just had had. The boy on the bed distracted him, making it almost impossible for the raven to concentrate.

Sighing, the young Uchiha closed his eyes. Maybe he was able to concentrate once he didn’t see the blond. The raven felt himself building a connection between the blond and him. Like following an invisible thread, he crawled inside the blonde’s mind, invading his thoughts. He whispered to the sleeping boy mentally; “Shush, dear little one…”

The young blond murmured in his sleep, indicating that he heard him although he was still fast asleep. ‘Excellent,’ the raven haired boy thought satisfied. ‘It would be hard if he woke up too early.’

“Dear little one,” he whispered alluring, “come to me…”

The Kyuubi vessel got up, sleepwalking to his window and his nightly visitor. The raven leaned forward; his sharp canines grazing the blonde’s cheek slightly before he whispered in the younger one’s ear seductively “Invite me in.”

Following the alluring voice’s demand, Naruto whispered sleepily: “Come… in,” causing the young vampire’s sharp canines to graze his whiskered cheek on more time as the dark haired youth smirked against the younger one’s soft skin.



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Author’s note:

There isn't much to say, is there?

I didn't update the story for quite some time so I decided to pause my new story to update this one (you'll be able to read my new story soon, don't worry. )

So now, Naruto is doomed to host Sasuke. Poor guy. fufufu.

I bought two new doujinshi which means I'm annoying everyone around me until they arrive. I can be quite impatient sometimes.

I want to draw a smirking vampire Sasuke... now!

I'm off.

See you soon!

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