One Night Of Sin

*SIGH* Ok well, I take back what I said before...this is the fastest I've ever updated!!! 4 days! *wipes sweat from forehead* Man, I thought I was gonna have to fight with my muse on this one! But i guess not! WOOT!!!

Ok, I dont normally do this but I thought I Would say something to a few of you.

To AngelTalion: I hope this chapter answers your question.BTW you are the first one to guess which way I was going. KUDOS!!!! But now I'm going to have to try harder to suprise you! XD

To msuzumaki: I just dont like orange.It's not may fav color.BTW i love your reviews. To be honest, you make me feel like i'm not writing for nothing. Im glad someone likes my fic still.

To DarkAngelBlossom: I'm glad you liked my little love scene. Knowing I didn't completely mess it up gives me hope that I can write another one day.

And finally to all others who have wished for me well about my stupid soon-to-be ex-husband, thank you very much. I threw myself into writing this to forget him and knowing ppl care is really helping me get thru this.

and now on with the SHOW!!!


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Naruto had said goodbye to his daughter wishing he didn’t have to leave her, but he knew she would never be safe until the Akatsuki were gone for good. He wanted his daughter to be safe and happy and not grow up always looking over her shoulder like he did.

They had been on the mission for almost a week now. Hokage-sama had given them new orders only a few hours after Temari’s team had left. She had gotten word from Guy-sensei’s team that their target was more then just a low level Akatsuki member. They had reason to believe she was the real leader. Naruto and his team were to rendezvous with Gai-sensei’s team to try and eradicate the new threat.

They had decided to make camp for the night. They were only two days away from meeting up with the other team. Kakashi looked at his team. “Alright, Naruto, Sai why don’t you go to the stream and get some more water. Sasuke you can get fire wood and I’ll see about finding something to eat.” Everyone set about following their leader’s orders.

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As they filled the canteens, Naruto could feel Sai’s glances. It was unnerving to have his former teammate star him down like that. “Why are you staring at me, Sai?”

Sai cast his eyes back to the canteen in his hand. “I was just wondering what happened to you. Your not the loud-mouth little punk you used to be. You’ve changed. I don’t know what to make of it. You left a year ago without word, and then come back married with a child. Something just doesn’t add up, that’s all.”

Naruto felt guilty about never telling anyone what happened to him, but he knew that would open a can of worms he didn’t want opened. “I’m sorry, Sai. I don’t know what to say. I left because I no longer felt safe in Konoha. I ran to the Sand Village, got into some trouble and now I’m taking care of that trouble. I had to grow up a little if I’m going to raise a child. Heh, I’m sure everyone would agree, we don’t need another me running around.”

“You’re wrong. Sure, another you running around would have been tiresome, but life would never be boring. Not to mention, Naruto, you have a way of changing the lives of everyone around you. Your daughter is no different. Everyone back home seemed to love her in an instant, just like they did with you, whether they wanted to admit it or not.”

Naruto smiled at Sai. “Thank you. That was very nice of you.”

Sai faced the blonde. “Naruto, why doesn’t you daughter look like Temari? I mean you both have blonde hair, but your child has black hair. And her eyes are almost charcoal black. It is very odd.”

Naruto got nervous. He never thought anyone would ask about that. He didn’t know what to say. How can he explain it? “Oh, um, Temari’s mother had black hair and dark eyes. We think she may have gotten it from her.”

Sai thought about it for a second. That seemed to make since, but Naruto stumbled thru the explanation as if he were making it up on the spot. Deciding to ignore it, Sai went back to filling the canteens. “Well, I’m sure Temari and her brothers are happy to have a little reminder of their mother.”

The blonde climbed out of the river. “Yeah, they are.” Then he headed back to camp.

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Somewhere in the woods, Sasuke was fuming. Every time they made camp he hoped that Kakashi-sensei would pair him with Naruto but he always sends the blonde off the Sai. He wanted to be alone with the other man so he could explain his actions that night on the training grounds.

It wasn’t his intention to sleep with Naruto, although he didn’t mind it either. All he had wanted was some answers to questions that had been rattling around in his brain since the moment he laid eyes on the blonde. He had been so confused. The second he saw him his heart had started pounding and the palms of his hands got sweaty. He felt like he wanted to run over Naruto and kiss him madly, but knew the village wouldn’t like it. He wanted to know who the blonde really was to him.

He had gotten the feeling Naruto was special to him but couldn’t figure out how. And then, when they had gotten intimate at the training grounds, the faces Naruto made while he took him seemed so familiar to him. He felt like he had seen those faces before, but didn’t know how.

Just a few yards away he could hear Naruto and Kakashi-sensei talking at camp. He moved closer without them seeing him. He watched as they had an animated conversation.

“Naruto, what’s been wrong with you? The other day when those bandits tried to rob us, it should have been easier for you to use your Rasengan to get rid of them. It took you a lot longer to form it and it wasn’t as strong as it normally is. Are you ill?”

Naruto sighed and looked at his sensei. “No, I’m not ill. I guess it’s just all the stress of being on a mission, worrying about Rin, and not training in so long. It’s all probably just affecting me. I’ll try harder to control my chakra. Don’t worry, I’ll be fine.” Naruto smiled to the older man just as Sai returned to camp.

Sasuke decided to leave the shadows and join the others. It was apparent something was bothering the blonde and he wanted to know what it was. He knew the blonde was probably still upset about the night they shared, after all blonde was married and had a child. He could be feeling guilty about cheating on his wife. But for now he would wait until he could be alone with him to ask.

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“Alright, who wants to do what?” Sakura looked at her temporary team mates. Hokage-sama had put her in charge. She had to make sure she did a good job. She still needed to prove to the Hokage that she was leader material.

“Tamari and I can fill the canteens.” Shikamaru took any chance he could to be alone with the blonde woman. Although he didn’t like the idea of keeping it a secret, he was glad she still loved him and wanted to spend as much time together before she went back to the sand village.

Sakura made a face. “Um, actually Shikamaru, I think Tamari and I should get the water. Why don’t you get the fire wood and Kankurou can find food.”

The three of them looked at each other. Kankurou knew what was going on with Shikamaru and Temari, although they haven’t told him yet, it wasn’t hard for him to guess. He was a little concerned that the pink-haired girl might have figured it out as well and was going to say something to his sister. But they all knew they couldn’t argue with their team leader.

They all set about doing their choirs. Temari and Sakura headed to the little stream they had passed not too long ago. As they undressed and wadded into the water Temari tried not to look at the other girl who was trying to burn a hole into the back of her head. She was scared the other woman had seen her and Shikamaru together.

“Temari, look, I’m sorry about all this. I know you were hoping we would meet up with Naruto at some point on this mission, but he was needed else where. I don’t want you to worry about him. I mean I know you’re going to, but just try to remember that he is a strong shinobi and can take care of himself. Plus, the others are there to protect him.”

Temari sighed and looked up at the girl. “I know he can protect himself and that the others will protect him too, it’s just over the past year we have been almost inseparable. It’s just a little hard being away from him and Rin. Please, I don’t mean to be rude if I go off on my own or something, I just want to think.”

Sakura smiled. “I can’t believe Naruto married you and had a kid before Sasuke and I could. Your daughter is just beautiful.”

Temari knitted her eyebrows together. “What do you mean before you and Sasuke could? Are you engaged to be married or something?”

Sakura’s face turned bright red and she smiled softly. “Well no, but I guess I’m still hoping that he may one day love me back the way I love him. I know every one thought I just had a childhood crush on him because he was really cute, and maybe it started out that way, but when we were teamed up I really got to know him and I love who he is.”

Temari felt bad for the girl. She knew at one point in Sasuke’s life, he loved Naruto. She hoped that once he got his memory back, he would come looking for Naruto in the sand village and want to stay with him forever. Over the past year she had to watch the blonde boy cry himself to sleep almost every night because he missed Sasuke so much. And then when he found out he was pregnant she had to literally sleep in the same room as him so he wouldn’t slip off in the night and go looking for the dark-haired man. It broke her heart to see him so weak and defenseless. His chakra wasn’t strong enough to defend against any attacks. If he were to leave the village he and his child would have died.

“Well, I can’t speak for Sasuke, but I know there is someone out there that really loves you, and I hope one day the two of you meet, fall in love, get married, and have a fairytale ending.”

Sakura looked at the blonde woman sadly. “But, you don’t think Sasuke will be my prince charming?”

Temari took pity on the other woman. “Maybe, maybe not. One thing I’ve learned over the years is to never expect something to happen the way you want it to. Sometimes you have to wait things out and see what happens. Don’t just assume Sasuke will marry you, hope for it, but still look around. You never know what you might find when you open your eyes.”

Before Sakura could respond, Kankurou stepped into site. “Temari, Shikamaru said he needs your help lighting the camp fire.”

Without another word, Temari smiled at Sakura and walked over to her brother. “Will you help her with the canteens, please?” He nodded his head and walked into the water as Temari headed back to camp.

Sakura smiled at him. “Your sister is very smart. She really seems to know what she’s talking about when it comes to certain things.”

Kankurou looked at the pink-haired kunoichi and smiled grandly. “Yeah, she always has been. It’s hard not to listen to her when she speaks. Everything she says is smart.”

“Well, you’re smart to, Kankurou.” She continued to fill the canteen in her hand. Thinking about what Temari had said.

“Not as smart as her. She seems to know everything.”

Sakura looked up at the painted man. He seemed to look a little sad. “Just because you don’t know what she knows doesn’t mean you aren’t smart. You’re smart in your own way. You’re an amazing fighter and strategesist and your stronger then most. You have great qualities about you, you need to stop comparing yourself to your sisters intellect.”

Kankurou stared at the woman. His face turned slightly pink. “Thank you. I mean I know I’m good at fighting and stuff, but no ones ever said it to me before.”

Sakura noticed the slight pink look under the mans face-paint. Something about this man seemed different tonight then a few days ago. Maybe it was just what Temari said. “Your welcome. Now, let’s get back to camp before they burn everything down.” They got out of the water and walked silently back to camp.

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Kakashi-sensei had been trying to keep Sasuke away from Naruto as much as possible. Iruka had made him promise not to let the two be alone. They were afraid of what might happen. But it seemed like the Uchiha was trying to be alone with Naruto. But why, Kakashi-sensei couldn’t figure it out. All he knew was they weren’t ever going to be alone so long as he was around.

“Naruto, why don’t you help me pack up camp, the others can scout ahead.” The blonde nodded and started packing while the other two went on ahead. Kakashi-sensei turned to the blonde once he was certain the others where gone. “Naruto, is being this close to Sasuke causing some of your stress? Your chakra is still off. I can feel it.”

Naruto stopped packing. He still didn’t know what was wrong. He suspected, but didn’t dare say it out loud. “Yeah, I think so. I guess I just need to work harder and forgetting, huh.” Naruto tried to flash one of his famous smiles but Kakashi-sensei could see right thru it.

The Jounin sighed. “Naruto, you can’t forget him with a reminder like Rin around. Best option is to not forget, but you still need to move on. Find someone new. Maybe find a real wife. Someone you can spend the rest of your life with. Someone who can raise Rin with you.”

Naruto closed his eyes to try and keep the tears from falling. “There has never been and never will be anyone else. If I’m not with him then I’m alone. And that’s how it needs to be. He’s the one that needs to find a wife and settle down. He needs to move on.”

Kakashi-sensei could tell this conversation was becoming too much for the blonde to handle. He chose to drop it for now. They packed in silence.

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Gai-sensei’s team had been gone for almost two months. He was hoping that once Kakashi-sensei’s team got there they could end the mission fast. He knew his team mates were tired and missed home very much.

“Gai-sensei, can you feel that? Someone is coming. Maybe it is Kakashi-sensei and his team?” Tenten looked towards the way she felt people approaching.

“Let’s hope so. I do not feel like fighting anymore. Why don’t you go get Lee and Neji before they get to close just in case it is an enemy?” Gai-sensei never took his eyes away from the direction of the new comers.

Tenten nodded then headed off to get the others.

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Kakashi-sensei looked back at his team mates. Naruto walked on one side of Sai, while Sasuke walked on the other. He noted that Sasuke kept throwing the blonde strange looks. He wondered what could be going thru his mind. “Look sharp, we should see the others soon.”

“KAKASHI!!!!!!” Everyone sweat-dropped as they saw Gai-sensei standing just a few yards away. “It’s about time you showed up! We were starting to get worried.”

“Yes, well we ran into some trouble with some bandit’s, nothing to bad. Where is the rest of your team?” Kakashi-sensei looked around.

“Here we are!” Everyone looked up to see the three walking towards them. “Naruto! No one told us you were coming! How wonderful!” Lee ran over to the blonde and hugged him tightly. “I have missed you old friend! Where did you go?!”

Naruto gasped. “Lee, I can’t breathe! LET GO!” He took several deep breaths when the crazy man finally let go. “Thank the Gods, I can breathe again.”

Tenten stepped forward and greeted Naruto with a much softer hug then Lee had given him. “It’s good to see you again Naruto. What happened to you? One day your there the next gone. We were so worried.”

The blonde looked down at the ground. “I’m sorry for worrying everyone. I just had to leave. I can’t tell you why. But things in the Sand Village are good for me.”

Before another word could be spoken Naruto felt a hand on his upper arm pulling him away from everyone into the woods. “I need to speak to Naruto.” The blonde turned to see Neji was the one pulling him away. The others just watched in bewilderment.

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“Neji, man let go! You’re hurting my arm. What gives?!” Naruto tried to pull away but Neji held tighter and kept pulling him farther into the woods. Naruto felt like he was being taken deep into the woods so Neji could kill him and no one would hear his screams.

Neji didn’t let go until he was sure they were far enough away from the others. “What did you do, Naruto?”

“Eh? What are you talking about?” Naruto was so confused.

“Your chakra pattern is off. There is a disruption in its flow.” Neji had his Byakugan activated as he raked his eyes all over Naruto’s body trying to figure out what was wrong.

“Oh, umm, I don’t know. I think I might be sick, I guess.” Naruto was nervous. He had his suspicions as to why his chakra was messed up but he didn’t dare say it, even to himself.

“Illnesses do not cause this kind of disruption. The only time I have seen this is when a woman was pregnant, but you are not a woman, what is it?”

That’s what Naruto was afraid of. He didn’t answer. He couldn’t. He felt like he was in shock. Not again! He suspected as much, but he still frighten him to think it could happen a second time.

Neji looked at Naruto confused. “Naruto, are you…pregnant?”

Naruto casted his eyes downward, not daring to meet the other mans eyes. Neji took that as a yes. “How? You’re a guy? How can you be pregnant?!” When the blonde didn’t answer Neji became very impatient. “Naruto! Tell me how this is possible!”

Naruto looked defeated as he slid to the forest floor. “I didn’t think it could happen twice. I thought it was a one time deal.”

Neji sat next to him. “You’ve been pregnant before?” The wheels in Neji’s head turned. “A year ago, just after you left, everyone heard about that kid using a unnamed jutsu on you. Was it the forbidden one? I’ve heard of it. The one that aloud men to have children like women do. Is that why you left the village, because you were pregnant?”

“No, it was the jutsu, but I got pregnant after I left. I went to the sand village and Gaara, Temari, and Kankurou took me in. I got pregnant the night I showed up there. I didn’t know what would happen.”

Neji looked at the blonde. “Bet it was a shock when the doctor told you that you were pregnant.”

Naruto laughed softly. “Shock doesn’t even start to describe what I felt. I was scared and worried and confused and hurt.”

Neji thought for a second. “Naruto, who are the fathers of your children?”

Naruto’s heart started to beat wildly. “There’s only one, I slept with the same guy both times.”

Neji made a face. “It’s not the red headed guy or his brother is it?”

Naruto’s eyes went wide. “EEEWWW, NO!!!! They are like my brothers, even though at first Gaara hoped for more, I’ve only ever loved one person in my life and he’s the one that I was with both times. Gaara now knows that he will never have me and he is ok with that.”

Neji was confused. “But, who was it, Naruto?”

Naruto debated telling Neji, but so far the Hyuuga hadn’t run back and told the others or tried to kill him or anything. For some reason Naruto felt like he could trust Neji. “You have to promise me you won’t say anything to the others. I don’t want anyone knowing. As soon as this mission is over I am going back to the sand village to live with my daughter and new child and no one ever need know.”

“From the way you’re talking, this guy is from our village.” Neji put an arm around Naruto. “You sound like you’re scared of this guy, Naruto. With the way your charka is, you wouldn’t be able to fight if this guy tries to hurt you. I can protect you, but I need to know who I’m protecting you from. You are my friend, and no matter what, I will always look out for you, just like you do for everyone else. You never gave up on us. So what if you can carry a child, so what if you love another man. What the village doesn’t know what hurt them. Now, who is this guy?”

Naruto’s answer was barely a whisper but Neji could still hear it. “Sasuke.”

Neji’s eyes went wide. “Come again? Did you just say Sasuke? As in the last Uchiha?” The blonde nodded his head as his cheeks turned bright red. “Ok, well that’s strange. Wait! That means you guys slept together just before you came on this mission? How did that come about? Last I heard he didn’t remember anything.”

Naruto sighed. “It started out just as training, but he pinned me and things got out of hand after that. Please don’t say anything. Kakashi-sensei knows Sasuke is Rin’s father but he doesn’t know that I’m pregnant again.”

“I won’t say anything, but Naruto, I wasn’t lying before. You cannot use one drop of chakra. You and your baby could die. Your chakra is too low and too out of balance to be used. I will do what I can to protect you, but that means when the time comes, you have to stay out of the fight. I know you don’t like that idea, but I also know you would never do anything to hurt another living being. You could really hurt your baby.”

Naruto smiled at Neji. “I know, and I won’t do anything to hurt my baby, I promise.”

“One more thing, Naruto, it seems like to me that Sasuke’s mind may not know who you are, but his heart and his body remember you well. It might be best if you tell him he is the father of your children. You never know what could happen. But I do know that Sasuke’s not the type to just sleep with someone for fun. I think he may really love you back.”

Neji could see the hurt in Naruto’s eyes. “It can never be. Even if he did love me back, the village wants him to marry Sakura and have real Uchiha children. They would never let us be, and I will not take him away from his only home.”

Neji felt bad for the blonde. He could tell his friend was hurting, but didn’t know what do say or do. “Come on, we better head back before the others think I killed you or something.” Neji grabbed Naruto’s hand and pulled him to his feet.

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They had spent another week tacking their targets and finding out any information they could on this new leader. But every time they asked about her, no one seemed to know who she was, where she came from, or what she wanted.

All the while Sasuke still tried to get the blonde alone, but now with Kakashi-sensei and Neji staying close to the blonde it was impossible. He was getting more and more frustrated. He had been trying to talk to the blonde for over three weeks now, and he never got his chance.

Sasuke looked around the camp at his comrades. Lee, Tenten, Gai-sensei and Neji were crowded around Naruto looking at the small picture of his daughter that he carried with him every where. He could hear them all talk about how cute she was and how adorable she was, but it was Tenten’s question that peak his interest. “Naruto, why doesn’t she look like you and Temari? I mean your both blondes but Rin has black hair and eyes.”

Naruto looked at Sasuke for a second and could see him staring at him curiously. Now what had he told Sai? Oh, right. “Uh, Temari’s mother had black hair and eyes. Rin gets it from her.”

Tenten smiled. “Oh, how sweet!” Sasuke was not so easy to lie to. He could see it in the blonde’s eyes that he had just lied, by why? Why would he lie about his daughter’s appearance? And there was the fact that Neji spared a glance at him as well. What the hell were those two thinking?

As the night wound down Sasuke could see everyone getting ready for bed. Gai-sensei had assigned Neji and Tenten to stand guard over them, and Kakashi-sensei had already fallen asleep. Sasuke’s eyes watched Naruto everywhere he went. He was walking around looking for something when all of a sudden he clasped his hands over his mouth and ran into the woods.

Sasuke followed the blonde and found him behind a tree puking up his guts. He could hear Naruto groan in pain. Sasuke walked up behind him and put a hand on his back. “Naruto, are you ok?”

Naruto sat up when his puking stopped. “Not really, I think I ate something bad. I’ll be alright though.”

Naruto watched Sasuke’s face and he looked confused for a second. “I think I remember something my mother used to do for me as a child when my stomach hurt.”

Naruto smiled softly. “You’re remembering things? That’s good.”

Sasuke’s hand never left Naruto’s back as they spoke. “I keep getting flashes in my head every once in a while. I remember parts of my life, but to be honest, it seems like when I try to remember you I can’t.”

Sasuke could see the blonde look sad for a second. “Oh, well, I’m not that important.”

“That’s not how it feels. When I get near you, you feel like the most important person to me. I just want to stay near you, hoping that I remember you. I want to remember you.”

Naruto wanted to change the subject. “So, what did your mom do to make your stomach stop hurting?”

The dark haired man bit his lip. “Can I show you? It might help you.” He could see Naruto hesitate for a second then he nodded his ok.

Naruto just wanted the pain in his abdomen to stop. Throwing up everything he ate really hurt his muscles. He was shocked when Sasuke sat down in front of the tree and pulled him down to sit between his parted legs with the blondes back to his chest. He wrapped his arms around Naruto and pooled his chakra in his hands and started rubbing the blonde’s stomach softly.

For a second Naruto wanted to run away but the moment the other man started rubbing his stomach he didn’t want to leave. It felt so good to have the love of his life rubbing his not-even-showing pregnant stomach.

Sasuke felt the blondes head drop to his shoulder as he moan in bliss. It seemed the man in his arms loved what he was doing. Before he could stop himself, he started nibbling on his ear. When Naruto didn’t pull away he became a little bolder and started sucking on his neck.

Naruto felt Sasuke suck on his neck. If felt good but they shouldn’t be doing it. He turned his head to ask the other man what he was doing, but was cut off by a pair of warm lips on his. As fast as the kiss started it was stopped by Sasuke. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that. You’re married and have a family. It’s just that, I feel like I can be myself around you. You’re the first person who hasn’t tried to get something from me. Everyone around me wants something, but you. You don’t seem to want anything from me.”

Naruto looked into Sasuke’s black eyes. “I never have wanted anything from you. You always had enough people to keep you happy, I didn’t need you and you didn’t need me.”

For some reason Naruto’s words hurt him a lot. “All I know is it’s easy to talk to you. I feel like I can tell you anything and you won’t judge me. I’ll make you a deal. I will be your stomach rubber and you’ll be my listening ears and we can just be friends. How does that sound?”

Naruto smiled softly and settled back into Sasuke’s arms. “Sounds good to me.”

Their little conversation did not go unnoticed. Neji had seen Naruto run into the woods and watched the dark haired man run after him. He thought he was going to have a fight on his hands, but what he saw and heard made him feel good. His friend was safe. He turned on his heels and headed back to camp with a smile on his face. Oh, he was going to enjoy teasing the blonde about this!

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