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Help me believe its not the real me

By: kayaookami
folder Naruto › General
Rating: Adult
Chapters: 12
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Nothings like before

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I would first like to say sorry for leaving such a cliff hanger lik that... I hope this chapter makes up for it =)

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DeeDee92- I am sorry about that.. please enjoy the next chapter early, thanks for the reviews =)
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“Nothings like before”

Chapter 4

Sakura shook Kakashi and called out to him after he hit the ground; he did not respond to her voice what so ever or her touch he had also stopped breathing. Sakura took hold of his vest and unzipped it revealing the inside of the vest and the black shirt; it was all covered in blood. She gave a slight gasp as she took out a kunai and cut the black shirt down the front of it.

Sakura formed a light blue ball of Chakra in her right hand and softly placed it over the wound on Kakashi’s side. She took a deep breath as she tried to concentrate on what she was doing. With in a few moments Kakashi coughed and started to breathe again in short shallow breaths. Sakura let out a sigh as she took her hand from his side she had done all she could do for him at the moment.

Taking her kunai in her head she took a deep breath and cut the rest of the black shirt and green vest off of Kakashi. She pulled her light blanket out of her beg and cut a long strip from it. She looked back over at Kakashi as she began to roll the strip of fabric in to a roll. As she keeled down next to Kakashi and pulled his upper part of his body off the ground she began to wrap his healing wound.

Once she was done she took a deep breath and sat back on her but. Lucky for Kakashi Tsunade had taught her some stuff on healing. She watched him in quiet hoping that he would come threw alright. She had done all she could, there was no one put her to take care of him out here in the middle of no where.

It was the after noon when Kakashi started to stir in his sleep; he talked in his sleep and called out peoples names. Sakura rushed to his side once more and placed the back of her hand on his forehead, he had a high fever. She took part of the cut up black shirt of Kakashi’s a long with a small jug of water and poured it on to the small bit of shirt and placed it on his forehead.

Sakura refused to leave his side and dared not move him. He need rest, she could only hope that no one would come after tonight for them. She took a deep breath and looked around her a bit and then up at the sky it was starting to get dark out again. She placed her hand on Kakashi’s forehead once more. He felt cold to the touch so he pulled out her heavy blanket and placed it over him. Sakura started dose off as the stars came out.

Kakashi woke 4 hours after Sakura succumbed to sleep, at first he laid there wondering what felt so heavy on his left side. Using his right arm he boosted him self up and looked around. The moon had come out and shined light down with in the clearing. Sakura had fallen a sleep and rested the upper part of her body on top of Kakashi left side. He smiled a bit as he slowly but his back down to the ground again. She had tending to his wounds and stayed by him; taking his right hand he slowly moved it over to Sakura’s head and moved a few stray hairs out of her face.

She looked so peace full but all so looked so tired even in her sleep. Kakashi gave a slight laughed at the thought of how he felt like he was starting to like her.

“It would never work out… she’s four-teen years younger then you!” he thought as he closed his eyes.

It would be too wired. Although he had mixed feeling at the moment he would never act on them. He let out a sigh as he allowed him self to start to drift back in to sleep.

“Maybe the feelings will be gone later once I wake up later” it was his last thought before his mind went blank and went to sleep.

Sakura woke once again to the sun on her face; no one had came for them in the middle of the night. She was grateful for it, but they could not stay here another night. It would be too risky. She slowly lifted her head off of Kakashi and looked at his face. She had left his mask on when she took his shirt and vest off the day before. His right eye was closed as if he was still asleep, she reached out a hand placed it on his shoulder

“Kakashi?… hey can you hear me?” she said in a soft voice.

He made a groggy half sleep sound as he moved his legs a bit before he answered her.

“H…hmm…m Sakura? What is it?” he asked her slightly lifting his head.

A tear ran down her cheek as he flung her self on his chest and began to sob in to his almost bare chest.

“P…Please d…don’t leave me… I d…don’t think I’ll be able to cope if I…I lost you like I have l…lost my mother and father…p…please” she said in a shaken voice in between long deep breaths.

Setting up and resting his weight on his left arm as he took Sakura in his right arm and held her close. She didn’t have much left to her life, he him self played a some what big part in her life as she grew from a young girl to a young women. Kakashi had been her Sensei from around the time she was twelve up and till now.

He closed his one visible eye and again tried to push any thoughts like that out of his head. Kakashi was 32 to year old man where as Sakura was still just a kid in his eyes… will eye. No he would not act on any of his feelings for his young student... not in less she two started to show signs of liking him as well. He let out a sigh as he rubbed her back, for now all he could do was comfort her

“Shhh, it’s alright… I am still here aren’t I… that means a lot doesn’t” he asked in a calm voice

She lifted her head off of his chest and wiped the tears from her eyes with her balled hands like a little kid. She hung her head a bit and whispered to him in a soft voice “I am sorry”

Even though it pained him to use his right arm as much as he was he took his right hand and took her face in his hand. Stroking a way a few tears he looked in to her blood shot green eyes

“There is nothing to be sorry about Sakura” he said to her as he smiled a bit.

“What am I doing? I’ll confuse her so much by the time this is over…” he thought as he watched her take another deep breath.

She started to calm down a bit from his touch and his words. She found her self blushing a bit as Kakashi still held on to her face with his hand. She felt so safe when she was around him for some reason. As he let go of her face he let out a soft cough and looked away from her, it was starting to turn awkward very fast for the two of them. Kakashi would have to put a stop it for now, pulling Sakura’s blanket off of him he tried to get up.

“We should get moving soon... We need to get out of this area before we are found again” he said stumbled to his feet.

Looking down he could see that he didn’t have a shirt or a vest on any more and that he had something wrapped around him. He raised a brow at her but didn’t say any thing.

“I had to cut your shirt and vest off… if I didn’t I couldn’t treat your wound” she said softly as she looked up at him. Her eyes feel on his left arm, up near his shoulder he had a dark red tattoo that was the mark of an Anbu. She had never seen Kakashi with out a shirt on with in the seven years of knowing him, he had never said a word about being in the Anbu but that was normal… Kakashi never spoke about him self or his past and dodged the questions that asked that about that all the time.

Kakashi walked over to his pack and pulled out another shirt but he didn’t pack another vest. So he picked up the remains of his now cut up vest and took out a few scrolls from the scroll pockets it and a few small things out of the other pockets.

Sakura had turned away from watching Kakashi as he had pulled a new shirt on; she blushed a bit and started to feel funny.

“What is this feeling?... no…no.. I cant like him… like that… My Sensei would never dream of liking let alone go out with one of his students… he’s just not like that” she thought to her self as she packed what stuff of hers was still out trying to forget about any thoughts she might have for her Sensei Kakashi.

Once she was done she looked back over at him; he seemed to be done as well with his packing and getting dressed.

“Sakura, you ready to get going?” he asked as rolled up the sleeves of his dark shirt.

She nodded and walked over toward him, she still felt funny about being near him after what had just happen between the two of them. But no mater she can’t just leave him and do the mission on her own, no she would need help and even if she did try she would never find any one she could trust to help her not after what happen to Kakashi. She let out a sigh as grabbed Kakashi by the wrist of his left hand

“Before we leave… How are feeling? Tell the truth now” she said in a stern voice to him

Kakashi looked puzzled for a moment as he looked at her

“I am feeling much better… Thank you Sakura” he said with a smile as he turned to lead he way from the clearing.
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