Private Conversations

Yamato's last arguments slipped away as Kakashi turned, pulled off his mask, and crossed the room with his face averted. Sasuke got up to follow, but Kakashi firmly told him, "No. Wait for me, Sasuke."

Sasuke's frowned. "One of these times, Kakashi..." He paused and came to lie stretched out next to Sai and Yamato, peeling off Kakashi's glove and reaching for Sai with his bare hand. "One of these times I won't wait for you."

Yamato moaned as he drew his erection slowly out of Sai's eager mouth. However, Kakashi had spoken. It was time to fuck. Quickly, before whatever private conversation occurring between Sasuke and Kakashi spilled over to involve Sai in some way. Some way that went further than Sai reaching to clasp hands with the Uchiha and look at him with an inscrutable expression... Some way that Yamato did not approve of.

He glanced around, then slid Kakashi's discarded mask into his pants pocket before crawling over to Sai's other side and stretching out on his back.

"This is one game I don't mind losing, Sai. I've lost the ability to think, to reason. But if losing this game means I get to watch you... Watch you..." He broke off, embarrassed, as Kakashi rejoined them with fresh mask in place and knelt beside Sasuke, shamelessly listening.

Sai, still holding Sasuke's hand in that disturbingly reassuring manner, struggled to shift his gaze from Yamato's erection to his face as he asked, "Watch me do what, Yamato-taichou?"

"Could you..." Yamato dropped his voice, not wanting his private conversation overheard.

"Could I what?" Sai let his hand slip from Sasuke's as he shifted to his side, letting his shirt caress Yamato's bare skin as he ran one hand across his chest, rubbing his erection against Yamato's thigh and tracing a wet line up Yamato's neck with his tongue.

Yamato's embarrassment was eclipsed by his desire. With his face burning, he asked in a low tone, "Could you please touch me with... With your gloves on?"

Kakashi looked over at him, pausing in his unhurried re-lubrication of himself and Sasuke. "Don't ask. Tell him." He began shifting and arranging so that he was stretched out on the floor, allowing Sasuke the pleasure of resuming his previously interrupted ride.

Yes, Yamato silently agreed. Tell him. The unfulfilled desires and frustrations from the seemingly interminable evening gave him the courage to gently command, "Touch yourself with your gloved hands while you ride my cock."

Without hesitation, Sai scrambled to grab his gloves, slip them on, then gratefully accept the lube Kakashi handed him. He straddled Yamato's legs, then squirted the lube directly onto Yamato's erection. Taking the bare pointer finger and thumb emerging from his right hand glove, he rubbed and stroked the lube until Yamato was completely prepared.

Yamato closed his eyes and swallowed his cry as Sai reached down, cupping his ball sac first with his three gloved fingers and palm, then sliding the bare, lubed pointer finger and thumb in a gently massaging motion over first one, then Yamato's other testicle. He felt himself tightening, and apparently so did Sai judging from the way he abruptly stopped.

Yamato groaned and opened his eyes as Sai crawled forward to poise himself directly over Yamato's chest, then stop and pick up Kakashi's glove that Sasuke had discarded.

Yamato involuntarily jerked upwards as Sai handed him the glove, asking, "Please... Please prepare me for your hard penis while wearing Kakashi-sensei's glove. Would you like that, Yamato-taichou?"

Ohhh... Hell yes he'd like that. Yamato worried that he might drown in those impossibly dark brown eyes looking down on him with... It couldn't be love... Impossible. Close enough, though. Whatever emotion filled those eyes, it was enough to justify slipping his own hand into Kakashi's glove, grabbing the lube and putting some on his bare fingers, and reaching up to this beautiful man who now straddled him easily within reach.

He reveled in the private fuck noises coming from an arm's length away as he rubbed his thumb over the leather palm of Kakashi's glove while stroking the outside of Sai's entrance with his lubed middle finger. Ohhh, yeah, Sai. Make those noises- right around that sucked-on finger.

He remained gentle as he began pushing his middle finger inside of Sai, easing in as the outer ring of muscle initially resisted. Then- oh, so nice- the finger slid right in, triggering a fresh set of moans from Sai's finger-sucking mouth. Yamato watched his finger disappear into Sai, slide back out, then disappear again. So, so nice...

Yamato kept his finger inside of Sai, slowly pushing in and out, as he leaned up to lick the underside of Sai's balls. Following the lead of Sai's responsive moans, he curved his tongue to touch, tease, and taste. The sounds Sai emitted curled straight down to Yamato's swollen cock, adding to the steadily building pressure.

Leaning back down, Yamato hurried through adding a second finger, pressing, pushing, pleasuring... He turned slightly to the side and watched the Uchiha riding Kakashi, again facing backwards.

He pulled his fingers out of Sai, glancing up to see that amazing face, like a living work of art personified, desperately sucking his bare pointer finger and looking down pleadingly at Yamato as he scrambled backwards to position himself.

Sai pulled his finger back to rest softly across his lower lip as he pleaded, "Please, Yamato-taichou. Please now... No more waiting. I need to have you inside me. Please..."

Power infused with fucklust surged through every nerve in Yamato's body as this seductive young man, this trained ANBU killer, begged to be filled. He braced his arms on the floor and thrust...straight...up, reveling in the instant reward of Sai's verbal response.

"Yes-please-Yamato... Your cock feels so good, so hard... Please..." Sai kept up a stream of not-so-private at this point conversation as he wiggled down over the head of Yamato's erection. Yamato noted the shift in verbiage from "penis" to "cock" and felt an undefinable swell of pride.

Yamato bit his top lip and forced himself to remain still as Sai let himself adjust to the intrusion, wiggled a bit further down, then slid his bare pointer finger into his mouth and waited.

He didn't have to wait long. Yamato lifted his hips again and- pushed- all the way inside.

Sasuke and Kakashi added their moans to Sai and Yamato's, all four men melting into the pleasure of first fuck-thrust either directly or vicariously. Kakashi and Sasuke returned their attention to their own activities, murmuring private conversation and uttering increasingly loud moans.

Yamato quickly wiped the sweat from his forehead with his bare hand, staring as Sai panted around the finger in his mouth, naked except for that incredible half shirt, loving the fuck-filled feeling of Yamato, and touching his gorgeously exposed erection with his own gloved hand.

Yamato heard his own voice breathing, "Fffuuuck yeah. Oh fuckyeah, Sai," as he braced himself and thrust up- lowered- thrust up- lowered- then remained still. He heard his own voice speaking again, as if it had become disconnected from impulses sent from his rational mind.

"Fuck me, Sai. Show me how you ride cock. Touch your dick, your chest under your shirt, over your shirt, touch my chest. Hell yes... Suck that finger. You like that? That feel good? Ride that cock, Sai. You know what to do..." and on, and on, until his mind, body, and voice floated as three separate entities, each committed to pursuit of pleasure and nothing else.

Yamato felt the tension building in his body to an almost painfully frustrating level. He began thrusting up into Sai again, trying desperately to get as deep as he wanted- as he needed- to be.

Kakashi reached over a gloved hand and stroked Yamato's face with bare fingertips, telling him, "I know you... unh... want to see Sai's... oh fuck, yeah, Sasuke... Want to see Sai's... Sai's face." He paused to close his eyes and quietly enjoy his screw for a moment, then continued.

"But you'll both... unh.. both enjoy the ride more.. fuck- oh fuck-Sasuke, yesss... if he turns around and...unh... takes your cock deeper." He paused again, opening his eyes and watching Yamato thrust maddeningly up into Sai, and Sai struggle to get the necessary friction on his own erection with his gloved hand. "And Yamato? Let the boy... fffuuuck, Sasuke.... let him stroke himself... yesss... with a bare, lubricated, hand."

Neither Yamato nor Sai even considered questioning the wisdom of Hatake Kakashi. Yamato mourned the loss of his visual stimulation as well as the momentary loss of tight, Sai ass, but was quickly compensated.

Sai stripped off his gloves, immediately slipping his preferred two fingers into his mouth and using his other hand to position himself as he back-straddled Yamato's erection.

Yesss... Much better penetration. Yamato waited patiently while Kakashi handed the lube up to Sasuke, who nudged Sai's arm then momentarily slid up off of Kakashi to reach over and apply lube to Sai's erection, taking way too much time and pleasure in the activity for Yamato's tastes. He glared at the Uchiha's back until he finally finished up and got back on Kakashi, where he belonged.

Yamato lost himself in the sights, sounds, smells, and feelings of Sai wantonly riding his cock, Sasuke mirroring his actions on Kakashi, Kakashi occasionally reaching over and grazing Yamato's cheek or shoulder with a bare fingertip, and the moans, sighs, and fuck-speak conversation that melted into each other: "Fuck yeah.. So good.. You like that cock? Right there.. Just like that... Please-oh, god- please..." with some phrases slipping from his mouth, and others curling around his already over-sensitized body until the tension became maddening.

One more touch of Kakashi's fingertips gained Yamato's attention in time to see Kakashi's eyes crinkle into a conspiratorial smile just before he reached for Sasuke's hips, stilling him.

Once again guiding Sasuke up and off, Kakashi quickly pulled himself to a kneeling position then roughly pushed and maneuvered Sasuke on his back next to Yamato. He quickly propped up Sasuke's hips, positioned Sasuke's legs over his shoulders, entered Sasuke's tight passage, braced his arms on the floor, and began wildly fucking.

Yamato continued to watch and enjoy Sai's perfectly toned backside raise, lower, lift, and fuck as his mind swam the erotic currents of Sasuke and Kakashi's private conversation, punctuated by each brutal thrust of Kakashi into Sasuke.

"You like that, Sasuke? You like showing your cock-suck playmate and Yamato-taichou how hard I can fuck you.. How fast you can stroke yourself? You can jack yourself faster than that, Sssasssuke..."

Panting, Kakashi paused briefly to reach down and apply more lube directly to Sasuke's erection as Sasuke, flushed and breathless, pleaded, "Please, Kakashi... Please fuck me. Don't stop. Don't..."

Kakashi threw the lube to the side and granted Sasuke's wishes, continuing their conversation in a low voice and pounding the Uchiha into the bedroll.

Yamato braced his arms against the floor and felt himself thrusting up into Sai at a pace close to Kakashi's, although not nearly as fast as Sasuke's self-stroking. In spite of himself, he glanced directly to the side and watched Sasuke's flushed face, mouth parted, eyes fluttering closed, moaning in abandoned ecstasy. Yamato conceded to himself that the Uchiha really was beautiful, although not as beautiful as...

He looked up and felt a pang of loss at not seeing Sai's face.

"Sai..." Yamato stilled himself and Sai, then mimicked Kakashi's earlier position switch with a gentler touch and softer approach. He quickly positioned Sai parallel to Sasuke, where he himself had just been lying down. He paused to strip Kakashi's glove off of his hand, and peel Sai's shirt off of his body. It was time to be naked.

He used the discarded shirt and other random clothes from the floor to prop up Sai's hips, then oh-so-carefully eased his dripping cock into Sai's tight entrance. They both cried out as they again joined bodies, then Yamato quickly pulled Sai's legs over his shoulders and pulled out, eased in, pulled out, pushed in, then pushed, fucked, pounded, and thrust into that tight entrance while Sai frantically fisted himself with one hand and sucked the fingers of the other. Yamato had never seen such beauty.

Sasuke cried out as his release spasmed onto his stomach in three short spurts, then relaxed back as Kakashi lifted and pushed for the best access and silently pulsed his own release deep inside of him.

Yamato let them have just a moment of his attention, admiring Kakashi's prowess as he pulled out of Sasuke and lay down on his other side, exhausted. Just as his feelings towards the come-covered Uchiha were beginning to soften, he saw Sasuke roll over onto his side and lazily reach for Sai's shoulder.

This time Yamato reached his hand out and grabbed Sasuke's wrist before he could make contact. He held tight for a few beats, slowing his thrusting, then let go. Looking directly into Sasuke's haughty face he addressed Sai.

"Who do you want touching you, Sai?"

Sai's answer was muffled by ever present fingers in his mouth. Yamato turned back to him.

"Louder Sai. So they can hear you."

"You, you... Only you, Yamato."

Yamato's cock swelled at the power he had over this gorgeous boy, this just-turned-man, who willingly told two of the most elite leaf shinobi that he only wanted Yamato. Suddenly, a storm of information necessary for the other two men to hear swirled around his mind. Conversation was no longer a dreaded embarrassment, a matter of privacy, but an absolute necessity. There were things that spent Kakashi and sated Sasuke needed to hear as they lay to the side, entwined, catching their breath. He braced himself over Sai and kept his thrusting slow and steady.

"Whose cock is inside of you, Sai?"

"Yours, Yamato-taichou"

Hell yeah his. His and only his. He rewarded Sai with a particularly hard thrust, then eased back to his tortuous pace.

"Who's fucking you?"

"You... You are."

Right answer. He lifted Sai's hips a little and angled his body to drive against the prostate, rewarding Sai and receiving his own reward in watching Sai throw his head back and cry out with pleasure.

"Who's the only one allowed to touch you, taste you, and fuck you?"

Sai hesitated, confused, frustrated by the tauntingly slow fuck pace and missing the touch of Sasuke. He looked up questioningly at Yamato, not wanting to upset him, but not wanting to make a promise he couldn't keep.

Yamato realized most of what Sai was thinking. Kakashi had apparently convinced Yamato of the joys of multi-player screwing, so what was this sudden possessiveness?

What Sai didn't realize- yet- was that the second Yamato's cock had slid into his tight ass the rules had changed. Permanently. He would help Sai understand their evolved system of teamwork and trust... Their exclusivity.

Yamato slowed to a stop, pulling just barely out of Sai, and teasing his hole with just the head of his cock. As soon as Sai would moan or push back against him, Yamato would pull his cock away entirely. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Kakashi prop himself up next to Sasuke to better observe this training and discipline. He kept up his agonizing teasing for several minutes, then asked again.

"Who is the only person, from this night forward, who's allowed to touch you, taste you, and fuck you?"

Sai still hesitated, but Yamato was surprised to hear Sasuke's voice join the conversation. "It's all right, Sai." He looked over at the Uchiha, who reached out for Sai, then caught himself before he actually made contact. Leaving his hand hovering uncertainly next to Sai he added, "If it's important to Yamato, and if Yamato is one of your most important people, then it's the right thing to promise. At least promise to try."

Yamato turned to see Kakashi stroke the side of Sasuke's face, just to have Sasuke close his eyes and turn further away. He himself leaned down and took the Uchiha's hand in his own, giving it a gentle squeeze before releasing it.

Kakashi removed his hand from Sasuke and looked up with bemused curiosity at Yamato. He put all of his amused confusion into one word. "Why?"

Yamato, using the most primal logic from earliest memory- the logic of need-driven desire- answered with unwavering certainty and conviction, "Because he's mine."

Kakashi paused a moment, then nodded briefly. Understood.

Sasuke curled up on his side, opened his eyes, and gazed at Sai with a mix of emotions Yamato couldn't quite place. Kakashi, already becoming hard again, stroked himself lazily as he watched this fascinating scene and listened to their conversation.

Yamato asked, one more time, "Who is the only person..."

"You, you... Only you, Yamato-tenchou. Only you... Only your cock inside of me, fucking me..."

Agreed. Done.

Yamato braced himself one final time, then lifted, angled, and drove into Sai again and again. Then harder, faster, fuck-faster, sweat dripping, claiming, owning, and fucking harder until there was no longer any division between the two bodies. They had melded into one being with a tangle of arms, legs, fuck-thrusting cock, wildly stroking hand, tightening balls, and simultaneous pulsing hot surges of sweet-sweat release pouring into Sai's ass, onto Sai's stomach-surging and pulsing- then deliciously cooling and uncoiling into the deepest pools of complete relaxation.

Yamato hovered above Sai, dripping sweat onto his chest and struggling to regain control of his breathing. Sai whimpered under him, red faced and also drenched in sweat.

Yet as Sai caught his breath, he smiled up at Yamato with an expression of pure joy that rendered the letters of the alphabet incapable of arranging into a word adequate to describe. Yamato's arms buckled weakly, and Sai reached up to steady him, pulling him down on the other side of him, and curling into Yamato's weakly offered arms in a gesture that clearly accepted the condition of mine.

As Sai pressed up against Yamato, and Kakashi sat up to tidy the result of his self-ministrations, only Yamato was left to clearly see the yearning look of unhappiness that stole across the Uchiha's face.

Yamato quickly looked away, knowing this was not something he was supposed to have seen.

Sasuke remained curled away from Kakashi, eyes fixed on the back of Sai's head as he murmured, "Let me go."

Kakashi tossed the soiled shirt to the floor and answered simply, "I can't."

Sasuke closed his eyes and sighed. "Then let him go."

Kakashi looked sharply down at Sasuke. "I can't. I won't."

There was total silence for a moment. Yamato grudgingly made the allowance for Sai to sleepily roll halfway over and reach over for Sasuke, stroking his thumb reassuringly down the side of the Uchiha's face, pausing when Sasuke opened his eyes to look at Sai with that inscrutable expression again. Yamato was unsure of what look Sai returned to the Uchiha before rolling over again and settling back into Yamato's tight embrace.

Sasuke rolled over to face Kakashi and spoke flatly. "Figure something out."

Kakashi's only answer was to abruptly stand up and return to his bedroll across the room, falling almost immediately into an exhausted sleep.

Over the sounds of Sai's even breathing, Yamato could hear Sasuke. Hear his ragged breaths, and see his softly shaking shoulders. Yamato burrowed closer to Sai, focusing on his sounds, smells, and touch.

Sasuke's grief, like his conversation with Kakashi, was private.

END

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A/N- For anyone who's reading this for the first time after my March 2008 edit- don't be afraid of me. This is the crappiest/weirdest story I have. If you're upset about Sasuke, read something else of mine- from later in my timeline.

Sorry again for making this pop up just due to edits. I *really* wish that wouldn't happen.