Choice

Sai rolled over in his sleep, turning away from the sun and into the bear chest of his new room mate Kumo. Kumo laid naked under the sheets with his new lover, watching him sleep. He petted his bear stomache, admiring every taut muscle, and sleek curve that hung to his frame. Their interlude was not an easy one to come upon or to create, and it damn near got Kumo killed. Though Sai appeared flirty and did in fact have feelings for Kumo as soon as he entered his house, he became hard-to-get within an hour. It was more fear than anything else, but also a strong desire to be truly earned and wanted by the other.



Kumo became tired of his blocking and finally grabbed him up by his shoulders and pressed him hard to the wall of his kitchen. He shoved his right knee inbetween the pale boy’s legs, grinding himself against his thigh as well as grinding the other’s package against his. Sai groaned but tried to push him off, being silenced by a forceful kiss on the lips. Sai continued to beat against his chest for a moment longer before giving up, kissing back and rolling his hips into the touch. Kumo shoved his right hand down Sai’s sweat pants and rubbed his sex, feeling it swell and harden quickly under his touch.



Kumo relished the memory of the previous night, coming back to the real world when Sai opened his eyes to look up at him. He smiled, it wasn’t his usual fake smile that he used to mimic a content attitude amongst others. This smile was actually unheard of to anyone but Kumo. Even though he didn’t know of this secret, he was none the less entranced by the expression and leaned down to kiss Sai on the lips lovingly. Sai pressed his body up against the others, signifying his attentions with his hands as they both moved down to rub Kumo’s package. Kumo’s throat rumbled happily like a wild cat enjoying a pet, smiling at Sai and then closing his eyes when the pale nin slid under the covers.



He heard sucking after that and felt Sai’s mouth upon his member, taking him in whole with his mouth and throat every chance he could save taking a breath. Kumo rolled his hips and gently fucked the painter’s face, petting his shoulders while the other worked on his breakfast. Sai moaned over his cock, reaching down to rub himself, his stroking noises of a different pitch that caught Kumo’s attention. He was quite hungry himself and decided to throw back the sheets and turn in position, creating a 69 between them to start sucking off Sai hard to catch up with him. As soon as his lips touched Sai’s cock the pale nin bucked in his mouth and began to roll his hips as he moaned loudly.



They were going faster on each other now, each wanting desperately to drink the other’s seed for their morning sample. Sai’s head twisted back and forth on Kumo’s member while Kumo’s head and neck worked like a piston on Sai’s, combating him through every moan and coo. Sai squealed in delight as a saliva covered finger was shoved into his ass, wiggling his hips on it and forcing it deeper inside himself. He didn’t care if Kumo was trying to cheat his way into getting his meal faster, he welcomed the disadvantage for the pleasure it brought. In turn he used more experience to overthrow the leopard by moving his mouth to the tip of Kumo’s penis to suck extremely hard upon it while pressure rubbing his tongue around the rim in fast clockwise circles.



This “Winding the Cock,” technique which he learned from a yaoi magazine was turning to his advantage quickly, as Kumo began to pant and lose suction on his member. Kumo, however, was victorious when he shoved his finger into Sai’s prostate, jamming his sweat spot hard and flicking his tongue off the tip of his cock. Sai screamed and bucked toward his open mouth, jizzing in several streams into his awaiting maw. Kumo smiled and drank every drop he had to offer, moving his mouth over the spent cock to get anything that dribbled down the shaft and some drops on his balls. Sai groaned and continued sucking off Kumo until he groaned and came a few moments later, filling his mouth and throat with salty cum.



Sai finished up on his meal before rolling over to meet the other’s lips in an affectionate kiss, smiling at him before punching his sternum. Kumo coughed and rubbed the spot over his mid chest.



“Cheater,” Sai exclaimed before kissing him again with a smirk.



“Awe, don’t be a sore loser. Besides, you enjoyed it,” Kumo said before turning Sai around to hold him against his body, the perfect skin of his back and ass cupping his front comfortably.



“Kumo, I hope you realize I’m not just out for sex. I want someone who I can depend on. If you’re not it then be honest with me right now,” Sai said, looking toward the window with a serious look on his face.



Kumo looked at his reflection in the glass, knowing that he was looking back at him. He considered his feelings so far for the pale nin, and decided he was at least on his way to caring more about him than for his body. Kumo honestly had not been around people in so long and had become somewhat cynical about emotional attachments. He rubbed Sai’s side and then his belly, before reaching the hand up to catch his chin and turn his face up to look at him, smiling at him in earnest.



“Give me some time, and I will both find a way to love you, and earn your love for me,” Kumo said, being honest and clear. He didn’t want to hurt him.



Sai smiled at him genuinely again. He knew that he too had been emotionally depraved for a long time because of his training. Naruto and Sakura gave him a chance. He would not be an honorable man much less a decent person if he didn’t give Kumo the same chance. He patted the other’s hand holding his chin and leant up to kiss him passionately. When the kiss broke he nodded and snuggled back against his new lover.



“Deal,” Sai said, smiling and closing his eyes.



Elsewhere, in Sasuke’s side of the apartment complex he was folding cleaned clothes on his bed. He heard a knock on his door and opened it. It was Gaara bringing him the basket of clothes he was about to go get to finish up his laundry, along with a scroll.



“I believe these are your first mission orders from Lady Tsunade,” Gaara said, not an ounce of emotion expressed in his face either positive or negative toward the Uchiha.



“Thank-you, and thanks for bringing me my clothes too,” he said, giving him a curt nod before taking the basket. As his hands grasped the handles their fingers slid over one another. Gaara noticed the touch and took into it as Sasuke realized he caused it and took from it. They looked at each other for a moment before Sasuke finally got a hold of himself and Gaara let go of the basket. Gaara nodded and walked out, leaving Sasuke to himself. Sasuke watched after him, looking him up and down and noting the way he swayed his hips. Sasuke shook his head again and closed the door.



Sasuke placed the basket on his bed and began picking up clothes to fold when he stopped. He raised his gaze up toward the wall in front of him, a shadow standing up in the corner of the room to his left after just having entered the window.



“How are you doing, Kakashi-sensai,” Sasuke asked, turning to look at him.



Kakashi had his arms crossed over infront of him and was leaning up against the wall in the corner, looking at his former student. He uncrossed his arms and moved forward to stand infront of the window and somewhat closer to Sasuke, about five feet away now. Sasuke regarded his old teacher with a regretful but pride filled expression. If Kakashi wanted an apology he wouldn’t get it today, but that was none the less unwarranted. Kakashi moved closer to him, Sasuke turning to face him fully now. They were about six inches apart now, Kakashi towering over his ex-student, seemingly vexed. Then as quickly as he could he embraced Sasuke, like a father welcoming a son, sighing when Sasuke jerked and then settled, hugging him back.



“Welcome home boy, don’t you ever do that to us again,” Kakashi demanded, patting him on the back and then pulling off him to wipe the sides of his eyes. Sasuke smiled and nodded obediently, looking calmer now. Kakashi place his fists on his hands, smiling under his mask before continuing to speak with Sasuke.



“You’ve grown quite well, and I heard that you mastered a full body Chidori as well as many other techniques while under Orochimaru’s scrutiny. You did the right thing by coming back directly to Naruto and you also did the right thing by telling the interrogators everything you knew. I know there is some unsettled words between us, namely your own, but I’m going to be honest with you and say that I forgive you and don’t want to hear them,” He said, nodding to the other humbly.



Sasuke did the same and then watched as Kakashi pulled his katana out from behind him to hand it to him. Sasuke looked up at him, wondering if he was being framed as a joke. Kakashi shook his head and nudged the weapon into his grasp.



“It has a seal on it, I was allowed to give it back to you by request,” Kakashi said, letting go of the end of the sheathe as Sasuke took it and nodded a thank you before placing it against his nightstand.



“Your first mission will be overseen by myself. Just like the good old days hm,” Kakashi said, smiling and patting him on the shoulder.



Sasuke was delighted to hear that and finally spoke for the first time since the beginning of the conversation.



“What is the mission,” he asked, not bothering to open the scroll knowing that Kakashi would be too happy to relay the details in plain language for him.



“We are to locate and retrieve information from what is left of your former Sanin teacher and Kabuto, along with anyone else that may have been in that hide out. Along the way I’m to counsel you, which I’m sure you can understand the reason for,” Kakashi said, nodding and then looking to the floor for a moment.



“I don’t regret what I decided to do,” Sasuke said, noting Kakashi’s nod to suggest he understood him.



“I did what I did, to get the dark choice out of the way and take it for all I could and then come back with my heart still intact. I sacrificed everything so that I could get just that much closer to avenging my people. I hate my brother sure, but if Naruto and the others think this was just about him then they’re not as smart as I took them to be. I did what I did, to fool the evil in Orochimaru and my brother, to show them that I would not bend and break under their fists. I will avenge my people as well as my family and myself, and I’ll do it without being understood,” Sasuke said and picked up a shirt to fold it crisply even as his hands fumbled angrily.



Kakashi reached out and grasped his left arm, squeezing it. Sasuke looked up at him, his eyes tearing up frustratedly.

“I consider tutoring and teaching Naruto, Sakura and you as a revenge toward the wrongs in this world Sasuke. The wrongs against myself and the wrongs against the people of this village. I love them all with my whole heart and I will one day die for them, or I will die with them. The demon that lies within Naruto would give me simple reason to hate him, but why hate him? Why make him an outcast when I can love him and watch as the demon inside him rots away in its prison for the crimes against my friends? So yes, I will love him and I will stand behind you on your decision because I can, and do understand why you did what you did even if I don’t agree with it,” Kakashi said finally, letting go of his shoulder.



Sasuke sighed and nodded at him, laying the shirt down on the pile with the others.



Naruto was leant up against the door listening the entire time. He felt like an asshole and a fool for having hit Sasuke and for becoming angry with him for what he did. He understood too and wanted so much to tell Sasuke. Gaara was standing in the hallway looking at him, smiling.



“Psst,” Gaara said, catching Naruto’s attention.



Naruto nearly jumped and looked over at him, Gaara nodding at him to encourage him. Naruto sighed and nodded before opening the door, walking inside. Kakashi grunted and looked around back and forth in the room and then started mocking like he was the one handing Sasuke the orders, the scroll still not being undone. He was waving his free hand up and down and smiling at Sasuke to play it off.



“Here you go Sasuke-kun, just wanted to drop these by,” Kakashi said as Naruto played off an angry look and strode up to them, fists clenched.



“Save it Kakashi-sensai,” Naruto said, looking to both of them with anger filled eyes, and both of them slunking back feeling like they were about to have their asses chewed and beaten at the same time,”I heard every word.”



Naruto’s words were soft, and kind. Kakashi and Sasuke looked at him with surprise and then Naruto leaned up to kiss Sasuke on the cheek. Sasuke looked bewildered and reached up to touch the spot he was kissed upon, not flinching when Naruto gave a straight flexed punch to Kakashi’s sternum. Sending him comicly out the window.



“NEXT TIME COME THROUGH THE DOOR,” Naruto yelled after him before turning back to Sasuke with his hands on his hips, smirking at him.



“Oh so what I understand and forgive you. Can you forgive me Dobe,” Naruto asked, grinning at him.



“Sure,” Sasuke said, placing his hands under Naruto’s hands on his hips to pull him close,” I can forgive you.” Sasuke kissed him softly at first but their kiss slowly morphed into a passionate entanglement. Gaara walked up to the door, watching for a moment before closing it behind him. He smiled as he walked away, thinking about what this was turning out to be. He loved Naruto but he was forming feelings for Sasuke, and since he felt that way he wasn’t about to ignore the truth of it and embraced it like a second nature fact. He would love them both, and make love to them both, until they abandon him or die with him.



Inside, the make out session continued, the once folded clothes along with the ones that covered the two males had become strung out on the floor. They were sitting on their knees on the bed facing one another, stroking each other off as they continued to kiss hotly. Naruto moaned as Sasuke squeezed his cock dominantly, obediently thumbing Sasuke’s to gain a groan from him. They rolled their hips ever so slowly, so as not to disturb the touches from the other’s hands and fingers. Their tongues were interlocked and twisting around one another like serpents mating, Sasuke’s eyes forming their symbols while Naruto’s became demonically feral slits. Naruto, however, moaned and fell over, Sasuke taking the opportunity to move over him and slowly kiss down along his body while still stroking him.



Naruto bucked his hips softly between kisses as Sasuke made his way down to his sex, taking him into his mouth. Naruto gasped as he entered Sasuke’s hot mouth, the Uchiha expertly licking around his tip before taking him into his throat. Naruto wondered where he got so good at this and writhed on the bed beneath him, his mind fogged in pure bliss. Sasuke had to do many things while he was under Orochimaru’s thumb, including giving the Sanin head from time to time. He also learned a thing or two that night with Kumo, and displayed it when he began to finger Naruto’s sensitive pucker with a saliva slicked index. Naruto jerked from the touch but couldn’t get away from it as he was entered by the digit, sliding inside him and curling till it found his sweet spot.



Naruto moaned and couldn’t take much more, panting and leaning up to pull Sasuke’s head up from him, still being fingered. Sasuke sucked on Naruto’s right index finger and looked up at him lustfully, causing Naruto to moan and let his head loll back as he was finger fucked for several moments before coming to his senses again. He reached down and pulled Sasuke’s finger from him along with his hand from his mouth, laying back and spreading his legs for the other. He wanted Sasuke inside him and Sasuke was more than happy to ablige, finding a tube of lube in his nightstand and smearing it over his spear quickly. He moved back between Naruto’s spread thighs and took him by the kinks in his hips, entering him with a focused thrust.



Naruto arched his back and moaned loudly, filling the house with his love cries. Meanwhile Gaara was naked on Naruto’s bed, listening to them and stroking himself into a frenzy while fingering himself from behind, laying on his side. He moaned and bucked against his own hand, the moans and noises making him feverish. Naruto yelped and squealed in pleasure, rolling his hips in time with Sasuke’s grunt filled thrusts. Sasuke soon began to moan along with him, angling his cock within the blonde so he was pushing against his prostate again. Naruto screamed and grabbed hold of his own cock to keep himself from coming right then, panting as he slowly let go to continue being pleasured by his long lost friend.



Sasuke smirked and reached down to Naruto’s member, beginning to stroke him with his lube slicked hand. Naruto moaned and jutted into the fist, rubbing his own chest and then sucking on his index finger while looking up at Sasuke. Sasuke thought he’d never seen anything so hot and sexy in his whole life, moaning and closing his eyes as his orgasm was knocking on his door. Naruto was coming close as well, arching his back and pressing down onto the bed while still bucking his hips back against Sasuke’s pelvis. Sasuke and Naruto yelled loudly and came together, hearing in the next room Gaara’s cries of passion as he came all over the bed. Naruto heard this and smiled inside, riding out the orgasm to its fullest.



Gaara slowly walked in on them, cum covering his legs as he was welcomed to the bed. The three boys laid together and kissed one another feverently, rubbing each other’s members. Within a few minutes they were hard again and Sasuke took the lead, entering Naruto as Naruto entered Gaara. Gaara was facing against Naruto so Sasuke reached around to rub him off while they rolled into one another. It was clumsy at first, but they gained a momentum and soon all three boys were moaning and speaking lustfully in each other’s ears. They were sitting on their knees, Naruto holding Gaara up strongly by his ass cheeks. With this support he arched his back till his shoulder blades hung over the side of the bed and his head dipped down nearly touching the floor.



They continued to make love like this for at least ten minutes before Gaara came hard like a fountain back onto himself to do his position. Soon after Naruto groaned and came between them, and then Sasuke filled him again with his seed. Naruto pulled Gaara back up and they held together like that, enjoying the rest of the day with each other.



Sai was dressed and making his way out the door as Kumo stopped him in the frame to kiss him. Kumo smiled and held onto his waist, only covered by the sheet wrapped around his waist. He had a lot of time to think about it and made his decision, he would begin to love the other and trust him. Sai knew what this meant and kissed him passionately before leaving on his way to perform a mission, Kumo watching after him before closing the door. The door had words etched upon it in the wood. They said,



“This place feels like home, from the front door to the backyard; the feeling makes it my home and the one who waits for me, behind the door.”







I would suggest to anyone who reads this latest chapter to listen to the song “Call Me,” by Shinedown, it was my inspiration for creating and continuing this story from here. Sasuke Uchiha’s actions have a place in all of our hearts. We may not agree with the decisions of our loved ones to leave us for sake of completing a complex goal, but we had better damn well try to understand before judging them. Open your eyes before you open your mouth.



-Cyn