Sexy no Omake

It was two weeks since Gai had disappeared, and the most sleep Kakashi got was a total of an hour spread across several days of hunting for any trace. The only reason he had come back from the field at all was orders, and then physical removal from the field at orders, being told not to return for twelve hours and that he would do best to sleep in the meantime. In all honesty, Kakashi had long since started having minor hallucinations, and even though he would claim he wasn't tired, he was asleep as soon as he landed on the bed. Passed out.

With the embrace of sleep came a familiar face that swam slowly into focus. Gai grinned down at him, black bowl cut hair shiny and well kept as always in his beloved green jumpsuit, teeth gleaming in the light of the setting sun falling in through the blinds. It was without a doubt Konoha's green beast, but somehow something seemed different a vague notion that not everything was as it seemed

"Kakashi..." He called, nudging the copy-nin's shoulder. "There is somebody here to see you, he said you invited him last week at a club?" Gai seemed somewhat puzzled by this, as if he hadn't known Kakashi had been to the club at all nor that he had apparently invited somebody.

Kakashi rubbed his eyes sleepily. "Ah...? Did I?" He asked. Oh, right, yes... someone from the club... "I'll go meet him..." he murmured before rolling out of bed, as much as he wanted to stay right there with Gai.

Following after Kakashi Gai hovered in the bedroom door for a moment watching the stranger greet Kakashi with a wave, the way his eyes seemed to wander over the copy-nin making his hands clench into fists were they hung at his side. Pushing away from the doorjamb he stepped up next to the silver haired ANBU but if his presence discourage either man in the slightest it didn't show.

In fact their visitor only studied him for a fleeting moment before returning his attention to Kakashi. "You didn't mention there would be another one." He drawled jerking his thumb at Gai.

'He's my partner, Maito Gai... why did I invite you here, again?' Kakashi thought, tried to say, but his mouth wouldn't move right. Instead his voice came against his bidding to say something else. "We have an 'open relationship'." his voice answered, his body giving a shrug. "Come on in."

Gai's spine stiffened, like it had when he had first been told about Kakashi's rendezvous with Jiraiya but he didn't protest, simply moved to the side and allowed this stranger to enter their, HIS, home. "Would you like something to drink?" His voice sounded polite if slightly strained if you knew what to look out for.

"Nah I'm fine thanks." Shrugging out of his jacket the young man dropped it carelessly on the sofa before having a good look around. "Nice place you have here." He commented stepping up to Kakashi and sliding his hand up to the copy-nin's shoulder. "So is he going to join us?"

"If he wants to." Kakashi answered casually despite his inner yelling to stop, that he wasn't doing this, that Jiraiya was a one-time thing just because the man was his idol.

"Sounds fun." The young man purred and pressed himself against Kakashi and mating their lips in a carnal meeting of lips tongue and teeth while he eagerly rubbed his already engorged shaft against the copy-nin.

Behind them Gai hadn't moved from his spot at the counter, his eyes still fixed to the spectacle taking place in his own home, his chakra flickering for a moment in shock before he regained control, letting nothing else slip.

It took only moments for Kakashi to respond, to return the kiss and friction of hips against hips. For a moment his eyes shifted to Gai and Kakashi tried again to call out to him, hoping to even get a pleading expression through so Gai would know that this wasn't him, but he could see his own expression to Gai in the window. Impassive, a little inviting, but mostly… uncaring.

Worse, he got the sudden stab of realization that this wasn't the first time.

And Gai seemed to realize it too if the brief flash of dejection and resignation Kakashi could detect on his partner's distinctive features was anything to go by. But as quickly as it had appeared the expression was gone again, replaced by a smile that had to hurt Gai it looked so fake. Nevertheless he took Kakashi's invitation, as he had done every time so far and joined the two men.

"Is there a bed that we could take this two?" The good looking stranger panted against Kakashi. "Not that I mind the sofa but it might get a bit cramped with three," He shot another look at Gai, obviously the tallest and most massive of the three.

Kakashi gestured in the direction of the bedroom. "Bed's in there." he answered, taking just a few steps and already ending up in that room.

And in the blink of an eye it seemed all three of them were arranged on the bed, the young stranger eagerly writing on Kakashi's lap while Gai was a solid presence at his back. " So how do you want this?" he asked, breath blowing across the nape of Kakashi's neck.

Kakashi's hands were all over the stranger while his own bottom wiggled against Gai's crotch. "Sandwich, hm?" Kakashi suggested. He'd given up struggling, instead just watching from the inside with abject horror.

And as Kakashi had asked for he was soon sandwiched between the two naked bodies, the young man under him crying out delightfully with every move more than making up for the lack of noise from Gai, only a stifled grunt escaping the green beast as he pounded into Kakashi, the force of it driving the copy-nin deep into his other partner, his hands digging almost painfully into the silver haired ANBU's hips.

Kakashi groaned at Gai's hands, hissing in delight at the lightly rough treatment. All Kakashi could think about was Gai, and knowing that his body considered Gai not at all except as something nice and hard pressing against his prostate.

It didn't take much to bring the young man whose name nobody had ever mentioned to reach his climax and his body jerked up against Kakashi, muscles tightening and squeezing his erection in excruciating pleasure at the same times as the head of Gai's shaft with flawless aim hammered into the copy-nin's prostate, the slightly heavier breathing against his back the only sign that Gai was exerting any effort at all, and that was more reminiscent of his usually ridiculous trainings workouts.

And who knew maybe there was some absurd penalty attached to this as well that he had not shared with Kakashi. Maybe bring Kakashi and partner off as quickly as possible or I will run 2000 laps around Konoha, blindfolded.

Kakashi was so used to Gai's ridiculous challenges, it was easy to think that's what it was... Soon, he came too, shuddering against the nameless body under him.

As soon as Kakashi was beginning to show the first signs of his approaching orgasm, the tightening of his muscles and the hastening of his thrusts into the pliant body under him, it seemed Gai was ready to finish as well, his powerful hips slamming against Kakashi's backside and the copy-nin's release was only a fraction of a second before that of the green beast.

Sated for now, Kakashi lay there in post-orgasmic bliss before reaching out to tug Gai down with him.

Obediently the taller man stretched out alongside Kakashi, the copy-nin's hair conveniently blocking all sight of their guest who was luxuriating in the afterglow and rubbing against the sheets like a well fed cat. When the stranger sat up however and leaned in to place a lazy kiss on Kakashi's lips his arm tightened for a moment before letting go again.

"That was fun," The young man complimented them, suddenly dressed again and apparently ready to leave, "If you ever feel like it again, or maybe just the two of us," he winked shamelessly at Kakashi. "Let me know." And with that he disappeared leaving the two men alone.

Gai didn't say anything, he simply turned back and began to strip the sheets of the bed, not even bothering to dress first.

Kakashi wanted to stay. Wanted to reach out to Gai. To apologize, to love him. Instead he just faded through the sheets as Gai made the bed around him, then weightlessly stood, walked on the air and into the bathroom without a word.

Although it seemed as if he had been only in the bathroom for a few minutes when Kakashi returned to the bedroom he was sharing with Gai most of the nights it wasn't the familiar green beast that greeted him but another young man, sprawled across the crisp sheets eyeing him with obvious lust in his eyes. "Your friend said you were out of lube so he went to the store to get some more." He explained, with a vague wave of his hand before indicating his unbuttoned fly. "I figured we could kill some time before he comes back."

"...Right..." Kakashi mumbled, going to join the young man on the bed.

By the time Gai returned, plain brown paper bag clutched in one hand the latest addition to their bed was busy lavishing attention to Kakashi's erection, his head buried between the pale thighs.

"Gai..." Kakashi breathed, seeing him at the doorway. He wasn't far gone enough yet to not appreciate Gai's presence.

"Kakashi." Gai smiled in greeting but it almost seemed as if it would shatter any moment, helpless anger and sorrow glowing deep in his dark eyes. "I bought a larger tube this time, that should last you for a while." He explained, emptying the bag onto the bed, apparently uncaring that the youth between Kakashi's legs chose that moment to voraciously slurp and suck at the flesh trapped between his lips.

"Gai..." Kakashi groaned again. Now, he noticed Gai. Now. But for how much longer? Again, the futile struggle was waged within himself. But all that he was able to do was hold out a hand to the other man while his other hand threaded in the stranger's hair.

Misinterpreting Kakashi's gesture, whether on purpose or not was impossible to say, Gai handed him the fat tube of lubricant, the cool plastic resting heavy in his palm.

Meanwhile the cocksucking stranger had slowed his attentions to Kakashi and was now staring considering at Gai's crotch his hands busy playing with himself. Pulling completely away he leaned up and whispered in Kakashi's ear. "I want to suck him while you fuck me."

Kakashi stroked the stranger's hair, taking the lube with only a minimal jolt with his arm - no drop it grab Gai - and looked up at Gai with a heated gaze.

"Gonna join us tonight?" he offered.

Watching the two of them for a long moment, the young man having transferred his attentions Kakashi's neck and chest, and his partner, trousers open and his arousal stiff and ready to go Gai finally nodded. Large hands moved to take off his hitae-ate, reverently placing it in the drawer of the nightstand before shrugging out of his Jounin-vest and putting that away. With each piece of clothing Gai's eyes would wander to Kakashi as if he needed the encouragement the other man's presence posed as he bared himself to the appreciative eyes of his audience.

When Gai was finally unclothed, Kakashi set the lube aside and held out his hand for Gai again.

Strong fingers wrapped around his hand in return and Gai closed the distance between them, approaching Kakashi with warm, undisguised affection in his smile.

But their moment of silent communication didn't last, the eager young man reached out and ran his fingers over Gai's certainly impressive shaft, and like in a slow motion the light behind Gai's eyes dimmed and his smile splintered, like a mirror. It was still there, but everything seemed disproportionate.

Kakashi didn't do anything, just continued losing himself in the heat of the moment. Bodies shifted, he was in the stranger, leaning up to kiss Gai, it was surreal.

'No.' Gai's lips seemed to form the word but it was lost in the meeting of his mouth with that of the stranger. Capable strong hands grabbed the other's shoulders as if to push him away but in a heartbeat any resistance drained out of the green beast and he allowed the kiss reluctantly, eyes open and staring past his assailant to Kakashi.

'I'm Kakashi, something is wrong here, that isn't me, Gai-' but the words never came, he was barely able to let out a breathless whisper no matter how loud he shouted. He could stop this at least, leave, yes! This body, though not his, did respond to his commands as far as movements went. He pulled away from Gai then, tried to pull away from the whole situation, but his flight was stopped by the Kakashi who was not him, pushing him down between Gai's legs.

"Kakashi..." Gai's voice had a nearly imperceptible pleading edge too it. He didn't want this, not from somebody whose name he didn't even know. This was supposed to be intimate, something private only shared between them. That Kakashi offered his body for another's use so casually delivered a painful stab to the green beast's chest and it showed in the shaky breath he drew in, eyes glazed as he stared at the sliver haired man's body. Nevertheless he didn't make a move to stop what was going to happen any minute now the silent plea aside.

"What's wrong? You don't HAVE to stay."

Kakashi heard that phrase echo hundreds of times over hundreds of nights.

And every night he heard the same answer, returned by Gai's voice in the tightly controlled tone the green beats reserved for the battlefield where it should be muffled by a bone white mask, finality resting heavily in each syllable . "I am not leaving you."

And they all ended the same. Kakashi got his way. The stranger (or strangers) would leave afterwards. Kakashi would get up to wash off and Gai would change the sheets. Nothing changed.

Or so it seemed at the first glance. But with every new man visiting their bed Gai's smile dimmed, his eyes growing emptier until little more remained but an empty shell bending to Kakashi's every desire. No longer did he shy away from unfamiliar touches or plead with Kakashi to put an end to this. He simply fucked on command and came whenever Kakashi did but long gone where the days when he had cried out his lover's name in passion.

Finally a night came when no strangers entered their bed. Kakashi looked around to find Gai was the only other person in the house. And what was more, his body was his own now. He tried speaking, the words came out right. He tried moving, the body obeyed him. Kakashi ran through the house, yelling Gai's name as he looked for him.

But no matter how his voice echoed through the empty rooms, each seeming larger and more devoid of life, no reply came until finally the faint sound of the shower running in the distance reached the copy-nin's ears. The sound of water drops striking tiles resounded hollowly around Kakashi, but somehow it was clear that this was where Gai could be found.

"GAI!" Kakashi yelled again, scrambling to the bathroom, where he remembered it was, his legs felt like lead weights were tied to them but he pushed on, he had to reach Gai.

Even as the familiar door loomed in front of Kakashi he received no answer to his desperate calls. As the door swung open it revealed a room so full with steam that it was impossible to see more than a few inches in front of one's face. Still the monotonous sound of running water beckoned Kakashi closer until finally the veil of steam parted allowing him to catch a glimpse of Gai's toned body standing motionless under the shower, his skin an angry, raw looking red and blood dripping slowly from his fingertips, a washcloth clasped tightly in his hand.

"GAI! Gods, what did you do?!" Kakashi yelled in panic, reaching out to take Gai's hands.

"Kakashi..?" Gai murmured, his words almost drowned out by the overpowering sound of the shower, the water no longer hot but freezing cold, stinging where it struck bare skin. Turning his head Gai graced Kakashi with a smile but it was nothing more than the same empty gesture he greeted their guests with. "I'll be done in a minute...so if you could ask him to wait?" He lifted the bloodsoaked washcloth and dreamily trailed it over his arm up to his shoulder, blood trailing down the crème coloured skin, collecting in the grooves of old scars before dripping further down.

"There isn't anyone else." Kakashi said frantically, groping through the steam to find the shower knobs so he could turn them off and get Gai some bandages. "There won't be anyone else, Gai, not anymore, I promise!"

"Oh...I can leave you two alone if you want then.." The motions of the cloth slowed, and the sound of the shower was replaced with the steady dripping sound of Gai's blood striking the tiles. "I just need to finish cleaning up..." he mumbled sounding defeated in a way that went past a game of Yan-ken-po, deeper than broken bones.

"No, Gai, that isn't what I meant, please... please, let me get some bandages for you, then... then we can go to our bed, and just go to sleep. Just sleep against each other, please..." Kakashi's voice trailed off, getting smaller and smaller as he tried to plead and reason with Gai.

"No." A determined shake of Gai's head, a mixture of water and blood spraying every where. "No...It's dirty, I need to change the sheets....I haven't washed them today." Another smile of broken shards digging into vulnerable flesh. "Once I'm cleaned up I'll do it."

"I'll change them!" Kakashi took Gai's hand and held it between his own, "I'll change the sheets, I'll do anything you want me to!"

Fingers cold and white Gai returned the clasp of hands with a faint hint of the strength he possessed before pulling away. "You shouldn't touch me." He declared, another bank of mist obscuring his figure for the moment and making his voice appear disembodied. "I can still feel them, I'm dirty...wasn't good enough and now I'm dirty too."

Uncaring as to Gai's current state Kakashi threw his arms around the man, holding him close. "You aren't! It was my fault. I'll change the sheets just come to bed and let me hold you, please, Gai..."

But just like steam the moment he touched Gai. and it wasn't just the fingers that were deathly cold, the other man seemed to slip away only to reappear a bit to the side, leaving Kakashi with nothing but blood clinging to him for his efforts. All around him Gai's voice echoed in counterpoint to the steady dripping. "Not good enough.." It repeated sadly. "Boring." "Dirty." On and on it went, the mist swirling around Kakashi.

Kakashi reached out for Gai again. "I- I- I-" he couldn't say it. Couldn't say he loved Gai.

Suddenly strong arms wrapped around Kakashi's waist from behind. "Did you have fun?" Ghostly lips pressed against Kakashi's neck in a clammy kiss.

Kakashi shivered from the cold, feeling his skin freeze at the contact. "I just want to hold you, Gai..."

A faint smile curved the lips pressing against his skin. "Can't you see it's too late? There is nothing left to hold but an empty shell." And the voice shifted, became that of one of the strangers populating their bed. " But hey it was fun while it lasted."

Kakashi's blood froze, he felt frost covering his skin. He twisted and squirmed in the arms around him, crying out Gai's name and begging him to come back.

Again the mist parted, leaving Kakashi and his unseen companion standing in the bathroom, Like earlier the shower was running but Gai was slumped in a corner, limbs gracelessly sprawled everywhere. "Tell me lover boy," the voice behind Kakashi taunted. "How long can a body live if the spirit is broken."

Kakashi slipped on the blood on the tile. He fell against the ground, scrambled to Gai's side to pull the limp body into his arms. "Don't leave me, Gai, please, I... I love you, I'm sorry I couldn't say it sooner, I'm sorry for everyone I've wronged you with, Gai, please, don't leave me, come back... come back to me, I can't do this without you anymore...!"

„You think he'd stick around for that?" Derision made the hateful voice louder, the mirror on the wall shattering and raining down in a multitude of glittering pieces. "Why do you think he's not here any longer for you to whore out to whoever strikes your fancy. He left before you could do THAT to him." In Kakashi's arms Gai's breath rattled ominously in his chest one last time. "THIS." The voice screamed and it no longer was a single voice but a multitude of them, Gai's, Obito's, Sensei's, Rin's, Sasuke's and so many, many more that the walls shook with their fury. "THIS IS YOUR FAULT!"

Kakashi woke up screaming, alone in the darkness.

He didn't sleep again for nine days.