My new Family

Ok, I hope this helps to show you all to see where I am going with the story and no, I did not get beat by anyone and this is not a cry for help. I hope you all like it ok here it is.


One last Talk! Shikamaru I love…


Naruto ran outside the Ramen shop. “Naruto!” he heard someone call out to him. He stopped and turned to see Shikamaru facing him. “Shikamaru?” Shikamaru walk closer to Naruto. Naruto backed-up a little bit. Shikamaru stops and frowns. “So this is how it is going to be now, Naruto?” “Shikamaru, I have to go see…” “I thought you were better than that. Naruto you should at least talk to me one last time,” Shikamaru said cutting him off. Naruto looked down. ‘He is right. I at least owe him that much.’ Naruto smiled as he looked back-up at Shikamaru. “Ok, Shikamaru where do you want to talk?” “Follow me.” Shikamaru answered.

Naruto followed Shikamaru to an old park by the Academy. The sun was setting in the background, and the wind blew the trees, starting a rain of pink leaves, painting a brilliant picture. The smell of Cherry blossom fills the air and also the noses of both Naruto and Shikamaru.

“You can’t see the darkness inside of me.

Or see the tears that grow.

And you don’t know how that makes me feel.

But everything will be o.k.

And if my words should fail,

Don’t fear the change that will come,

And whenever the light cannot shine through the darkness.

Remember the day, we danced in pink rain,

And though my heart will always be yours.

Things will never be as simple as that day,

That day we danced in pink rain.”



“That was beautiful Naruto,” Shikamaru said. “Did you write that?” Naruto looked up at the sky. “It looked like this, that Day.” Naruto said as if he never heard Shikamaru’s question. “That day everything changed, the day I became Sasuke’s teammate, friend, and lover.” Shikamaru looked away at the sound of Sasuke’s name. “Naruto I heard you talking to Iruka sensei before, I know what that bastard Sasuke did to you.” Naruto now turned to face Shikamaru. “It’s not that bad.” Once hearing that, Shikamaru became really mad fast. “It’s not that bad? Naruto he raped you!” Shikamaru yelled. “I should have just had sex with him… I made him do it.” Naruto replied.

Shikamaru was really getting mad now. He walked right in front of Naruto. “How can you say that?!” Shikamaru yelled almost touching Naruto with his mouth. “Because he loves me.” “So… I love you and would never hurt you, see!” he yelled as he grabbed Naruto into a long hot passionate kiss.


The wind blew, blowing both boys’ hair as Shikamaru pulled back. “See that did not hurt. I could never hurt you Naruto. I love you and I know that you have feelings for me. I saw how you looked at me before Sasuke came back.” “Yeah… that did not hurt and it was a very nice kiss, and yes I do have feelings for you, Shikamaru.” He looks up looking Shikamaru in the eyes, Naruto’s smile now gone as he said “But, I’m love Sasuke-kun.” “Why? Why!!? How can you still love that bastard?” “You have so much hate in your heart for him... don’t you?” “What? And you don’t!?” Shikamaru said now looking mad and confused “No. I could never hate Sasuke-kun.” “Kun? Kun… How can you still call him that? After what he did to you?” Shikamaru balled up his hand into a fist. “How? How can you still love him? The way he treats you, you …you still love him?” “Yes, Sasuke has his problems like everyone else have and does do some really bad things”

“But, when I look at him I remember the guy that showed me how to use a Fuuma Shuriken. The guy that stands up to anyone that tries to do me something. The guy that took me to see my first movie. The guy that spent time with me when no one else would, not even you, Shikamaru. And most of all, the guy that wrote that poem for me, so I will always, no matter what, remember the first time I ever had sex. And for that no matter what he does I could never hate him, but only always love him.” “Naruto…?” Shikamaru said looking like he was about to die.


“I know this may not make sense to you and it made not seem like it now but I am truly sorry Shikamaru I do care for you, but I love … I love Sasuke.” And with that Naruto turned and ran, not even looking back.” “Naruto!?” Shikamaru yelled as he fell to his knees crying.