All You Wanted

Well here's the next chapter for this. After this one there will probably be
just one more. This chapter is mostly Sasuke with a little SasuNaru-ness at the
end of the chapter. The song is Nickleback's "Savin Me".

WARNING: There are suicidal thoughts and I guess it counts as a
suicide attempt in this chapter. Don't like? Then don't read.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, I don't own the song.

'thoughts'

song lyrics

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Sasuke stood breathing in the night, thinking about the day's events.

Prison gates won't open up for me

On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'

Oh, I reach for you

I'm terrified of these four walls

These iron bars can't hold my soul in

All I need is you

He'd gone into Konoha, unable to stand being in the Uchiha mansion alone.
Without Naruto it felt like he was trapped. When he'd been in Konoha, he'd seen
Naruto but as soon as the blond had spotted Sasuke...'He ran away from
me.'

Come please I'm callin'

Oh I scream for you

Hurry I'm fallin'

I'm fallin'

'Naruto how did we get to this point?'

Show me what it's like

To be the last one standing

And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me

Say it to me

Say it if it's worth savin' me

Sasuke knew that he'd let his final chance to be with Naruto slip from his
grasp, no forced it from his grasp. He still wanted for Naruto to forgive him
once again and give him one last chance. Sasuke smirked derisively at himself.
'I wonder if Naruto felt like this when he was the only one left who was
willing to believe that I could be saved?'

Heaven's gates won't open up for me

With these broken wings I'm fallin'

All I see is you

These city walls ain't got no love for me

I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story

And oh I scream for you

Sasuke looked down into the gorge, taking in the walls that had been polished
so smooth that using chakra to cling to them would be useless if you were to
fall. He wondered what would happen if he stepped off the edge. For certain he
wouldn't go to heaven. He saw an image of Naruto in his mind's eye. 'Would
you miss me?'

Come please I'm callin'

And all I need from you

Hurry I'm fallin'

I'm fallin'

'Naruto would you forgive me for giving up on life?'

Show me what it's like

To be the last one standing

And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me

Say it to me

And I'll leave this life behind me

Say it if it's worth savin' me

Sasuke chuckled bitterly, knowing that if Naruto knew what he was
comtemplating he'd smack Sasuke in the face and insist that ending his life was
beyond wrong. 'But I don't see much point in going on without you
usuratonkachi.'

Hurry I'm fallin'

Yeah

And all I need is you

Come please I'm callin'

And oh I scream for you

Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like to be the last one standing

And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me

Say it to me

Say it if it's worth savin' me

Sasuke moved closer to the edge. 'I'm not worth much of anything at the
moment am I?'

"Naruto."

He stepped over into the abyss and let gravity pull him down.

Hurry I'm fallin'

And say it for me

Say it to me

Only to be yanked back up to safety by a strong tanned hand.

"What the hell are you doing you bastard!"

Sasuke looked into the furious, scared, impossibly blue eyes of Naruto. The
blond dragged Sasuke away from the gorge and slugged him.

"What the fuck were you thinking! You can't kill yourself!"

Sasuke stared at the tears that rolled down Naruto's cheeks.

"Don't you know that if you die my life won't be worth a damn you
stupid BASTARD!"

Naruto stalked forward and Sasuke tensed, expecting another punch, only to
feel the soft lips of Naruto on his own. His eyes went wide and it was then that
Naruto's words registered. Sasuke raised his hands to Naruto's head and held the
blond in place while he deepened the kiss.

Say it if it's worth savin'me

They broke for air and Naruto clutched Sasuke to him tightly and buried his
face against the Uchiha's neck muttering, "Don't ever do something like
that again. You scared me."

Sasuke wrapped his arms around Naruto, "Hn, usuratonkachi."

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